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2021-06-16 04:48:33*Kane's POV*
We sit there foreheads pressed together, just holding each other for I don’t even know how long. I can’t even believe she’s still sitting here, let alone that she told me she loves me. It seems so impossible. But at the same time, for the first time in my life, I feel like maybe I might have a shot at climbing out of the miserable hell hole that is my life.
She pulls back and says, “So where do we go from here?”
“I have no clue.”
“Well, I don’t know about you, but I’m not sure I could plan a meal at this point so I say we start with a strong drink right now and then actually start coming up with ideas tomorrow.”
“I like this plan already,” I tell her and place a quick kiss on her lips. She gives me a cute half smile and then says, “I love you,” quietly.
“And I you.”
She leans down, hugging me around the waist and snugglin
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