I started to feel very bored at the castle after a while. Luna duties were heavy and fulfilling, but also very exhausting. I needed a break from the mundanity of my life. "Darling?" The Alpha King called out to me in bed and I turned to face him. It was a Sunday morning, and we had not gotten out of bed. "Yes, Baby." I said quietly with a faraway look on my face. "Are you good, my love? You have been mostly silent and unhappy lately. Is everything alright?" He asked, and I smiled sadly at him. "Honestly? I am just really tired, my darling. I am in need of some quality respite. I am burning out badly and I guess it is beginning to show just how tired I actually amā¦" I replied, feeling too tired and drained. "I am so sorry about that, my darling. What do you say we take a vacation? Just you and I enjoying sunsets, ocean views et alā¦ What say you, my love?" The Alpha King said lovingly with so much mirth in his eyes. I could not hide my joy as I looked up at him with teary eyes. "R
I felt like my life with the Alpha King in the Castle had slipped into a very predictable routine. It was something that I sometimes feared would end us whenever I went on my overthinking spree, but it simply had not. At least not yet. I sometimes wondered if he missed Morrigan, and if he probably had secret rendezvous with her. The mere thought of it made her blood boil and made her feel very uncomfortable. The Queen mother after her return to the castle was tentative on all her actions. I did not completely trust her, so I had eyes on her and Gamma. Attus had asked his mother to live with himself and Martha, but she declined, saying that she preferred to live in the castle where the memory of her late husband was still present. I wanted to return to my original pack. I wanted newer challenges and a new life. I loved my life with the Alpha King as Luna, but even the vacation had not completely worn down my itch to live a proactive life. I wanted to be eby myself and not have to alw
"How could you even bear to still stay in the same space as him after everything you went through at his hands? I wouldā¦ If it were me, I would haveā¦ Arrrgh!" I yelled, turning red from my anger at the injustice. "So, imagine my fury when I noticed the old patterns with you, Baby. I literally lost my mind. I know how we were not in love at first, so it would be even easier for you two to bond and get obsessed with each other. I did not know what to do because we have a standing rule, that nobody ever talks about or mentions that entire ordeal." The Alpha King shook his head sadly. "I still fight so hard to get over everything that I lost when Attus betrayed me and slept with the first woman I ever loved. And. To think that Morrigan and everyone else tried to call my attention to the possibility of it and I turned a blind eye and a deaf ear to all of them. I was too in love to want to hear anything else. It started out exactly like the both of you always being seen together and spend
Even though the Alpha King and I had discussed everything conclusively, I had to take a chance and go for what I wanted out of my life. So I packed a bag, and my packing was my way of convincing myself that I wanted to take a chance on myself. I had betted on myself that I could be a good Luna, and now, it was time to face and resolve my past so that I could move on finally and find peace with myself. "I am going back to my parents' pack," I said simply to the Alpha King on my way to the bathroom to have my evening shower. He stopped tapping on the laptop on his work desk in front of him and turned to look at me. But I kept walking like I was not aware of his gaze. "I am not sure I heard exactly what you said, my love." He said, standing up and walking into the bathroom with me. I turned to look at him as I took my robe off and stepped into the jacuzzi. "Oh, I'm pretty sure that you heard me, Darling. You just want it to be that you did not hear right. But sadly for you at least, y
As my cab arrived at the castle, I was immediately struck by the blend of modern amenities and medieval charm. I paid the cab driver and lifted the tail of my red dress slightly from the floor, walking really with my head held high, my neck straightened and my back stiffened. I was ready to have fun and exact my revenge most beautifully and intriguingly. I made a grand and fashionably late entrance, letting my dress tail fall to the ground and walking majestically into the castle.The castle's exterior was majestic, with towering stone walls and turrets, but as I stepped inside, I was greeted by a modern foyer, complete with sleek marble floors and an art installation hanging from the ceiling. Every pair of the eyes in the form was trained on my silhouette. I artfully slipped a glass of wine from a waiter as I made my way further into the castle.Making my way through the castle, I discovered that every room had b
"Wolves! Stop her!" I heard behind me and I turned instantly, confused as to what was going on. Everyone in the ballroom had come outside and were all standing five steps above me watching as the guards circled me, trying to capture me. Jake stood in front of all the news-hungry people, telling his guards what to do."What are you doing?" I asked loudly, watching Jake in confusion."You are to be captured for treason, Clara Greyson," Jake ordered, and I chuckled in disbelief while watching the wolf guards with my peripheral vision.I closed my eyes, instantly changing from the dazed horny girl craving some TLC and hating herself for it to Xavier's Luna and a powerful wolf. There was a loud noise from the crowd when I shifted into my wolf form. I felt a surge of power throughout my body, and I felt my muscles contract. My eyes were bloodshot when I opened them again and looked aroun
Thomas and I set off following the Alpha King's directive. We made lot of pit stops while he made his way to save me from my own stubborn desire to exact a scandalous revenge on my parents."Is that my picture on the papers?" I asked Thomas at one of our pit stops and he looked at me warily."I don't think you should see this," he said while hiding the newspaper in his hand behind him. I looked hard at him, sensing my anxiety already starting to get the better of me."No. I want to see it!" I insisted, getting up from the chair in the small room and grabbing the paper from his hands.Just as I had seen, there was a picture of me in the arms of Jake at the rooftop terrace of the castle.My mouth went open and my hands started shaking as I rushed to the middle page that had the story in it. Jake had definitely blackmailed me in order to destroy
My comment about Attus and Morrigan was below the belt, and I cussed myself quietly for saying that. " Okay, Clara. Okay." The Alpha King said finally."What does that mean?" I asked."You are a whore, but are you also daft? It means save yourself, Bitch!" He said angrily and ended the call.I stood looking at the burner for a while as tears rolled down my face. There I was again right at the centre of scared, abandoned and left to rot."We have to leave now, Miss. I am so sorry but someone kind of recognised you when we were coming in here, and I think Jake's wolves will be here to pick you up any moment." Thomas said, sounding hesitant. It was apparent that he did not want to intrude on my pain but he also felt that it was necessary that I got the information.I nodded, trying to compose myself. "Thank you, Thomas. Let's go." I said, grabbi
I nodded, feeling grateful for her words. "I know, but I just don't know what to do. I feel so trapped."Becky leaned in, her voice soft and reassuring. "You're not trapped, sis. You always have options, even if they're not immediately clear. And remember, the only way to move forward is one step at a time."I took a deep breath, feeling a sense of clarity wash over me. "You're right. I need to take things one step at a time. And right now, that means figuring out how to make things better for myself."Becky smiled, her eyes filled with pride. "That's the spirit. We'll figure it out together. And if you need to stay here for a while, that's perfectly fine. You're always welcome here."I nodded, feeling a sense of relief. "Thank you, Becky. I don't know what I would do without you."We spent the rest of the day talking, laughing, and reminiscing about old times. And as the sun began to set, I felt a sense of hope, of optimism for the future. I knew that I still had a long road ahead of
As I continued on my way, I realized that this was one of the most fulfilling experiences I had had in a long time. Helping to bring people together and create a sense of unity was truly rewarding.But my work was not yet done. There were still external threats to the castle, and we needed to be prepared for anything that might come our way.One day, as I was walking through the castle, I heard the sound of horns in the distance. I immediately ran to the walls to see what was happening.In the distance, I could see a group of raiders approaching the castle, their banners waving in the wind. The guards on the walls were scrambling to prepare for the attack.I knew that we had to act quickly. I raced to the queen's chambers to inform her of the impending attack. She quickly assembled her advisors and knights, and we began to prepare for the defense of the castle.The knights were ready and eager for battle, and the peasants were doing their part as well. They had been trained in basic c
I'm thinking of leaving Xavier again."I said at the nail salon with Mila and Ellen, and they looked over at me with pity in their eyes." Don't look at me like I said I'll drink acid, girls!" I said, and they blinked."The Irene problem, huh?" Mila asked, and I nodded sadly."I don't want to resort to making her life miserable," I replied. "But I just can't take it anymore. She's always making snide remarks and trying to one-up me. And don't even get me started on the baby. It's like Xavier has completely forgotten about me and everything we had."Mila and Ellen exchanged a knowing glance. "Look, we get it," Ellen said. "But have you considered giving Xavier another chance? Maybe he just needs some time to come around and realize how much he's hurting you.""I've given him plenty of chances," I retorted. "But it's like he doesn't care. And as for Irene, I don't
Attus put a comforting arm around me. "I'm sorry you've been going through all of that," he said. "But you're not alone. I'm here for you, and so are your friends and family."I leaned into him, feeling grateful for his support. "I know," I said. "But sometimes it feels like that's not enough. I feel like I'm trapped here, with no escape."Attus was quiet for a moment, deep in thought. Then he spoke."I know we can't change everything that's going on in the castle," he said. "But we can try to make things better, in our own small way. We can spend more time together, and with our friends. We can support each other, and be there for each other."I looked up at him, feeling hopeful for the first time in a while. "You're right," I said. "We can do that. And maybe, in time, things will get better."Attus smiled at me, his brown eyes warm and reassuring. "I believe they will," he said. "We just have to take things one day at a time, and be there for each other along the way."I nodded, fee
Months flew past like seconds and one night, Irene's loud screams woke the entire castle. She was in labour. Withy how dramatic she was, hse made life a living hell even for the Alpha King who'd had two children with me and never had to suffer so much with me. "I am dying!" She screamed, scratching, punching and kicking everyone and everything in her way. The midwife and nurses quickly arrived at Irene's chambers, trying their best to calm her down and carry her to the delivery room. It was a difficult task, as Irene continued to thrash around, screaming and cursing everyone in sight.Finally, they managed to get her to the delivery room, where she was immediately immersed in a large basin of warm water. Irene had insisted on a water birth, as she claimed it was the most natural and pain-free way to give birth. But as the contractions intensified, she began to regret her decision.The midwife and nurses did their best to support her through the labor, but it soon became clear that th
Irene sneered down at the little girl. "I don't care what you meant. Just stay out of my way from now on, or you'll regret it."Luna ran off, sobbing uncontrollably, and Orion soon found her and asked her what had happened. When Luna told him, he became upset and ran off to find me. When he found me, he told me what had happened and I immediately went to find Irene."Irene, we need to talk," I said firmly, my eyes blazing with anger."What do you want?" Irene snapped, her hand resting protectively on her pregnant belly."I want to know why you slapped my daughter," I replied, trying to keep my voice calm."She got in my way, and I warned her to stay out of it," Irene replied, her voice dripping with disdain."That's not an excuse to hit a child," I said, my voice rising. "You could have hurt her. She's just a little girl.""She should know better than to get in my way," Irene said coldly. "I don't have time for her childish games.""She's just a child!" I exclaimed, my anger getting t
"I'm sorry," I said again, my voice breaking. "I never meant to hurt you. I love you both so much."Luna and Orion clung to me tightly, their tears soaking my hospital gown. I could feel the warmth of their bodies, the beating of their hearts, and I knew that I never wanted to lose them again.As we sat there, huddled together in my hospital bed, I realized just how much I had to be grateful for. Despite my struggles, I still had the love and support of my children, my family, and my friends. And as I looked at Luna and Orion's tear-streaked faces, I knew that I had to do everything in my power to make things right."I promise to do better," I said, my voice thick with emotion. "I promise to fight my addiction and be the best mother I can be."Luna looked up at me, her eyes wide with hope. "You mean it, Mommy?""I do," I replied firmly. "I'm going to get better for you and your brother. I want to be here for all the good moments, to watch you grow up and become the amazing people I kn
I lay in the hospital bed, feeling alone and ashamed, and I knew that I had to face my husband and own up to my mistakes. I couldn't continue to hide from him, couldn't continue to avoid the consequences of my actions.As he walked into the room, I could see the anger in his eyes, the disappointment etched on his face. He stood beside my bed, his arms crossed over his chest, and I knew that I was in for a stern lecture.He spoke to me in a voice that was both stern and compassionate, reminding me of my responsibilities as his wife and as the Queen of our kingdom. He told me that my actions had consequences, not just for myself but for our entire kingdom, and that I needed to take responsibility for my mistakes.I listened to his words, feeling the weight of his disappointment bearing down on me. I knew that I had let him down, that I had failed in my duties as his wife and as a leader in our kingdom.But even as he spoke, I could see the love and concern in his eyes, and I knew that h
As I awaken in the hospital room, I am greeted by the sight of white walls and fluorescent lights. The room was small, with a single bed in the center, and medical equipment scattered throughout the space. I felt groggy, my head aching, and my stomach churning. The events leading up to my hospitalization were hazy, but a dull ache in my chest reminded me of the intense emotions that I was experiencing.As I looked around the room, my eyes caught a glimpse of the ashtray sitting on the bedside table. I reached out and picked up the ashtray, examining the contents. It was filled with cigarette butts, and the stench of smoke filled the air. I realized that I must have smoked an entire pack of cigarettes, one after the other, in an attempt to drown out my thoughts and emotions.I remembered taking swigs from a bottle of vodka, the warmth of the liquid filling my stomach as the alcohol took effect. I felt numb and detached from my surroundings, lost in a sea of self-pity and despair.Tears