KalanShe turned around, dropping the tray back onto the nightstand and sitting beside me. My heart raced as I trembled. Does she want to stay with me? The anticipation that filled me was nearly unbearable. My hands shook as I caressed her face and captured her plump lips in a passionate kiss. I pinned her back down onto the bed, slowly grinding against her, unable to control myself. I want to ravage her right now.I slowly pulled off the straps of my nightgown, teasingly, exposing her full breasts that enticed me to no end. I grasped her breasts, cupping them in my hands, teasing her nipples as she let out little gasps of breath.My lips trailed down, eyes trained on her breasts and I caught a nipple in my mouth. I sucked, squeezed, and lightly rolled her nipples in between my teeth, relishing the uncontrollable moans she let out.I decided to stop teasing her and licked a wet trail down her body, stopping in between her thighs. She looked down at me and I could see her lips quive
RavennaI rushed to my room, my heart almost falling out of my mouth. That was a close call, I breathed heavily. Perspiration clouding my vision. Damn!Kalan could have found out about Karina, but fortunately, he didn't. Karina was back? Why now of all times? I blinked repeatedly, briefly stopping in my tracks.I know I can’t answer this question by myself, so immediately after I got into my room, I locked the door behind me and quickly dialed my mother's number.“Hello? Ravenna, you hung up on me!” My mother scolded me through the phone as soon as she picked me up. I winced. “I'm sorry, mom, you just surprised me, that's all. I was a bit taken aback by the news. So, Karina is back home now? Is she aware of the recent developments? About me and Kalan?” I prodded, feeling a bit of anxiety lurking in my heart.“Yes, she is quite aware of it and she has no misgiving about it. She doesn't mind and she wouldn't have to, since she's currently under house arrest according to your father's
KalanMy hands trembled with rage, as I read the note. It did specify that she was pregnant, but at the same time, Lyssa never fails to blame Ravenna for all her misfortunes. I was the one at fault here, but she's still being childish and petty, thinking that Ravenna was out to get her.Lyssa being pregnant was something I considered out of the realm of possibilities. It was possible, but I didn't want to picture it ever happening. It wasn't impossible, but it was something I tried not to think about. Unfortunately, my worst nightmares were coming through. Reading further, I realized that she had run into the woods and was hiding recently. Which meant that she wanted to give birth to the child and raise it on her own just to spite me. Typical Lyssa. I wasn't surprised.I hated her so much for her recent manipulation and her useless antics, but at the same time, I blamed myself for not using protection the last time we had sex.That day, she visited me for us to go out on a date but
RavennaThe silence that filled the air was deafening. I understand that Kalan has to take his time to think about it. I was being selfish by asking him that, but I just wanted to know where I stand in all of this.If Lyssa was to have his child, then there was no need for me to be here. I knew and could feel it in my bones that the population would come to a consensus that would let Lyssa marry Kalan, not only because she carried his child, but also because they would want a Lycan to rule over them instead of another breed. “Let's...let's wait till the child is born,” Kalan muttered, quite unsure of himself. I blinked in mild surprise. It wasn't quite the answer I was looking for, but if that child is actually his, I wouldn't want Kalan to start hating on his child just because of me. That would be wrong, childish, and insensitive of me if I ever resort to that. It was his child after all. I didn't want them to suffer and get rejected by their father because of my selfish needs.
KalanFuck. What did I do now? Ravenna said that she was not angry, but I knew deep down she was deeply hurt by the news. I wasn't even sure of what to do upon hearing the news. I hadn't ever thought that Lyssa could be pregnant for me, so I was so lost on what to do. It disturbed me and invaded my thoughts. I was always so careful. I had constantly used protection, why was it that I had been so careless then? That minute of weakness has cost me a lot now, damn it.If that child turns out to be mine, would I make it the heir or would I just wait to conceive a child with Ravenna? No, that was sure to anger the majority of the population and I would be breaking one of the sacred rules we preserved. No matter the person who was carrying the child, whether by wedlock or not, the child had to be the heir, without fail.I also could not marry Lyssa in any way. I was absolutely repulsed at the thought. I had never even thought of marrying her. It had never crossed my mind not once, so ma
LyssaI was in pain. Severe pain. Everything hurts like hell. I shouldn't have agreed to be gang-banged by the vampires. It was the worst feeling I’d ever felt in my life, both physically and emotionally, ever.It was my greatest regret yet. It was nothing like having those Black wolves rogues fucked me. No, it was distinguishable and way worse. It was creepy and horrible. At least, the rogues were controlled in their sexual acts, trying to give me pleasure as they take turns to fuck me. They didn't use me like a piece of meat or like a fuck toy like the vampires did.I wanted to wholeheartedly regret the whole thing, but with the love potion in my hand, I couldn't bring myself to fully regret the whole experience. I was one step closer to having Kalan in the palm of my hand. It wasn't something to regret as much as it hurts. The pain would subside eventually and I could move on with my life, with Kalan by my side forever.I kept on reciting this constantly in my head, trying to
RavennaAfter a lot of thought and self-reflection, I decided not to tell Kalan about Nevan’s speculations. I didn't have enough evidence to back up her claims. It did seem a little fishy, but I wasn't going to accuse someone outrightly. And if Nevan believed in her words, why didn't she tell Kalan herself? It was probably because she wasn't so sure of herself either. They are going on a hunt for Lyssa. If I instigated such accusations to the table, without evidence, it would only land me into some big trouble that I wouldn't be able to get out of. The Lycans would hate me even more and spread horrible rumors about me. They might even claim I'm driven by jealousy, and bitter about the Heir. If I wasn't careful, they might also attempt to kill me, to finally get rid of me from their lives.I have to be patient and careful. It is a delicate situation that needs the utmost care. I will drop the whole Lyssa thing. Instead, I would inform him about the connection between my necklace
KalanWe found Lyssa, all bloodied and bruised in a sight that seemed eerily similar to the situation Ravenna had once been in, a few days ago. It was a terrible sight yet it did little to disturb me as much as I felt before. It was horrible indeed, but I felt little to no remorse. After all she did? It was a laugh. Blaze whimpered slightly behind me. He insisted on following my charge, determined to find his sister and bring her home. I could imagine how he feels now. I disliked Lyssa, yet I couldn't deny how it hurt seeing her in this state. She was barely standing on shaky legs, determined not to give up, even after seeing us. The rogues seemed unsure of themselves, wavering in their steps and cowering from our glares and snarls. But these rogues didn't run. They stood their ground as if waiting for one of us to strike. So I did.I pounced on the one nearest to me, skinning it alive, his pained howls relinquishing my vengeful intent. Blaze followed, snapping the neck of the
RavennaKalan looked stunned as if I had punched him. His mouth opened and closed, so shocked that he wasn't able to form words.The room equally went painfully quiet, as everyone took in my words and were staring at me in disbelief. It broke my heart to see Kalan in such a dazed and confused state, but it had to be done. No matter what I said or did, Kalan wouldn't have listened to me anyway. Left for me, I would've kept this secret to the grave. I just had to do it. I had to let him know the truth no matter how painful it would be.Without saying a word and maintaining his speechless expression, Kalan left in a haste, not able to look at me.I swallowed thickly, blinking back hot tears that threatened to pour from my eyes. It had to be done. I repeated in my head, trying to console myself.Calix walked over to me menacingly, all traces of his earlier affection gone, leaving an empty, angry shell.“How could you do that?” He started off, his voice low, dark, and threatening. My b
KalanI held Nevan close to me until her sobs subsided. Stroking her hair, I thought long and hard about what I was going to do.After thinking long and hard about a suitable plan, I finally managed to come up with a good one. I would have avoided it if I could, but this was the only way. I know nobody was going to be on board with my plan and I didn’t expect them to. It is my decision and I don't want anyone to be involved in it. If it comes down to saving Nevan, I would do it in a heartbeat. The only problem now was breaking the news to the people. They of course deserved to know my plans before I dived headfirst into them, yet I couldn't stop cringing, imagining their expressions and the look of pain on their faces once I told them.It definitely wouldn't be easy, especially to Ravenna. I just wish she won't be too angry with me and I hoped she’d move on after I’m gone. I wouldn't want her to wallow in sadness and depression. I would love it if she finds happiness out there w
LyssaMy heart thumped inside my chest loudly as I stumbled back, feeling pale and managing to grip my bedpost to keep me from falling. Why is the Vampire lord sending a letter to Kalan at this critical time? Is he trying to reveal my involvement to him? What was I going to do then?Before I could even process my thoughts, the door swung open, revealing a guard who had been standing in front of my room all this while. “We have to go, Miss Lyssa. Lady Vieva and Master Caelum have requested the presence of everyone in the receiving room. It's very urgent,”My eyes widened. “What is this all about?”The guard frowned, scratching his head a bit. “Well, it has to do with the letter that Leader Kalan received earlier,”I stepped out of the room, following him intently.Seizing the opportunity, I proceeded to ask him rapid fire questions. “Why? Has Kalan read it yet? Why are we all being summoned to the receiving room? Is it that serious?”“You'll just have to wait and see, Miss. I'm not so
RavennaI stood there, stunned and unable to let out a breath. Out of all the possibilities out there, I never thought for once that the vampires would be the ones who stole Karazcht. Personally, I’ve never met a vampire, but with all their history and ways, I regard them as one of the most ruthless and bloodthirsty species ever to exist. Them having Karazcht in their grasp was really a nightmare I wasn't sure how to wake up from.They promised not to wage a war, how are we supposed to trust them? Their reputation was really filthy and cruel, how were we supposed to know if they'd keep their word? Also, marrying Nevan off to the vampires? Out of the question. Nevan had grown to be someone I regarded as my sister. I would never let a bunch of egotistical maniacs get her in any way.Still, the matter on hand was Karazcht.We had to find a way to get it, or history would repeat itself again. This time, I wasn't so confident in our victory. My necklace suddenly felt heavy on my ches
KalanI took the letter from the servant with shock and confusion written on my face. The vampires have a new lord? That was news. After my father slaughtered the former king and his people, I hadn't thought someone would take over the throne this soon, especially not in my era. I grew concerned as the weight of the letter emotionally dragged me down. What was going on? As much as I tried to fight it, deep down I knew something was wrong somewhere, but what?I tried to calm myself down as my thoughts went wild. I grew light-headed, thinking of whether this letter had something to do with the disappearance of Karazcht. It wasn't so far-fetched to think so. The vampires could have taken it, under the orders of their new leader.My stomach twisted in knots, just thinking about it. If it was true, then we're screwed. They would have the upper hand and can easily wipe us out if they wanted to.A small hand covered mine and squeezed, pulling me out of my dangerous thoughts. I looked do
Ravenna“It was all my fault.” I couldn't help but think as I pressed against Kalan’s hard, naked chest. We just finished making love and no matter how I tried to look at the brighter side of things, it was impossible to. Thinking about how Kalan could possibly lose his life by the slightest inch of stress broke my heart. All week, Kalan has been stuck to me by the hip, never leaving me unless urgent.We'd gone on walks in the garden several times this week, had multiple dates, made love on different occasions. Kalan did his best to make me feel less depressed and happy. But that just increased my guilt further.How could he be thinking of making me happy when it was his life on the line? How could he love me before loving himself? Whenever I looked into his eyes, there was always nothing but pure adoration and affection in his gaze that always brought me to tears.He assured me that he was fine and equally admitted it was his fault and I struggled to think less about those times
LyssaIt has been a week. It has been a fucking week since Kalan has been discharged and that was the last time I saw him. His words still haunted me no matter how much I stopped thinking about them. “I'll have you all know, I will never regret giving Ravenna my blood,”Those words angered me, making me realize how much Kalan had changed. With the way he was so protective of Ravenna, touching her with utmost possessiveness, and his eyes filled with affection...those were the luxuries I never had while dating him and that pissed me off more than anything. How dare that skank victimize herself and hog all Kalan's attention for herself? She's being too selfish and it made me furious.I could still vividly remember the look of hatred Kalan had on his face the moment he uttered those words. I was a bit taken aback and shaken at the sight. I knew we were currently on bad terms, but for Kalan to display such hate? I knew for a fact that I had lost my Kalan. Knowing that just made me wan
KalanMy eyelids feel heavy on my face as I constantly try to open them to no avail. I could hear voices all around me, speaking, saying things I couldn't understand. It irked me. Why couldn't I move? Why couldn't I open my eyes? “...Kalan…” I heard a familiar voice call out. My heart swelled in my chest on hearing it and it made me want to break out from this darkness to meet them. With every strength I had, I managed to force my eyes open and my limbs to also work in tandem.I regretted that decision immediately, as my body spasmed painfully. My limbs felt like they were electrocuted and my eyes and head hurt so badly.“Kalan! Don't just sit up like that!” Ravenna scolded, although her voice was filled with worry and concern. My mouth quivered on hearing her voice, and I quickly rested my head back against my pillow. Bracing myself for the second time, I slowly opened my eyes again, adapting to the bright light and colors that affected my vision. Once in focus, I realized t
RavennaTaking in deep breaths, I forced myself to calm down. Caelum wasn't going to ruin my mood, I would make sure of it. Instead, my thoughts went over to the date Kalan and I would have later this evening. I bit my lip and giggled like a schoolgirl, just at the thought. Everyday with Kalan, I just found myself spiraling deeper and deeper in love with him. It felt like a really long time since we first met. I mean, yes there was too much going on, but it was easier to handle with Kalan by my side.I rummaged through my closet, trying to pick the perfect dress to wear for our date. This date might not seem like such a big deal, but it meant a lot to me. With everything going on, I just needed to know that I was at least cared for a bit by the one my heart cherished, or else I'd just break down. A champagne pink colored sequin gown hung in the middle of my closet as if taunting me to put it on immediately. The top of the gown had tiny crystals that blended with sequins, the colo