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A Loss Of Control

Author: Eliza Selmer
last update Last Updated: 2023-10-28 01:09:02

[Tatiana’s POV]

I stare wide-eyed at Knight, taking in what he is saying to me while my heart beats erratically in my chest. Who was this man? He most certainly wasn’t the distant man I grew up knowing, and despite feeling like it was all an act to get me to let my guard down, I desperately wanted to believe him.

“What?” He asks, smirking. “Did you just fall in love with me?”

“No,” I snap, getting my wits about me again thanks to his ridiculous quip. “Nowhere near, but thanks.”

I know that he meant well with his words, and I appreciated that he was saying such things, but if he thought it would be that easy to get me to forgive and accept him, he was wrong.

“Thank me by becoming a strong leader.”

“Yeah.”

Nodding, I turn my attention back to Octavia, who is already milk-drunk and slowly releasing. When she unlatches entirely, I give her a quick burp before attempting to get up and return her to her crib.

“Can I?” Knight asks hesitantly.

For a moment, I considered whether or not he woul
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