Three more weeks. Just three more agonizing weeks until Teddy could mark me and I could finally claim my mate.
We'd managed not to cross the line, but the burning desire that had consumed me since we found each other was relentless. The only time he didn't stop me from touching him had intensified the need, making it the sole thing on my mind most of the time. It was impossible to forget the way his body responded, the way his eyes flashed with that wild hunger before he realized what was happening and jumped up to stop me. That fight afterward was epic, magnified by the fact that we were at my house when it happened. Only a few halls down from where my brothers were asleep. I realized that night it was entirely possible to have a screaming match while whispering. Still, we kept our promises to my family, keeping boundaries intact. But those promises felt like chains, holding me back from what I craved. What were three more weeks compared to the torturous ten months we'd endured? Every day had been a fight against the primal urges that came with a one-sided mark. Teddy had been marked for damn near a year, and the imbalance was pure torment. Especially for me, an alpha.A female alpha.
The dominance and power that was literally in my blood clashed with the agony of waiting. My wolf was desperate to unite with him. She did not understand why we were waiting, why we were torturing ourselves like this.
The answer was simple. Human laws and expectations didn't always align with werewolf ethics. And the human side won out here. Mainly because it protected Teddy from the rest of the alphas in my family. At least until I was old enough to do it myself. I wasn't naive. I was aware of the reasoning. I wouldn't be an alpha if something that plain wasn't obvious to me. Still, the reasons didn't make being apart any more manageable. Our separation turned into a battleground. We fought more than we were together. Our disagreements were brutal, often erupting into intense screaming matches. Our voices often echoed through the mind link even after we hung up the phone angrily. Then, as soon as we reunited, the details of our arguments blurred into insignificance. All that mattered was our relentless struggle to be together and finally unite the way we were meant to be. I was pacing, scanning the horizon for any sign of Teddy's truck. I typically heard it long before it came into view. The giant aftermarket muffler and large bass-boosted speakers blaring music always made sure of that. Tonight, I needed to hear that sound like I needed air. He said he'd come tonight, but that was before we started fighting. "Again? This is the third time this week, Mon Loup," Sky said, startling me. She was leaning against the doorframe, arms crossed with a smile on her face. Mon Loup... 'My Wolf' in French. That's what Teddy called me most of the time now. Well, when we weren't fighting. And we were fighting again. That's why I was out here, waiting. This was our pattern lately. Blow up, cool down, then rush back into each other's arms like gravity pulling us together. I craved it, even when it tore me apart. Sky laughed at my restlessness. She understood. She dealt with this even now, being all three of my oldest brother's mates. "You're gonna kill me, you know that? The only reason I'm awake is because the twins are." Ah, the youngest set of twins currently overtaking the Monroe house. My niece and nephew. Two more alphas. It's no wonder I escaped to the Bayou as often as I did. Our house was bursting with alpha energy. Nine of us were under one roof, including a five-month-old baby girl who already acted like she ruled the place. And she kind of did. My 24-year-old identical triplet brothers, Nola's dads, bent to her will and demands, as did my younger 9-year-old twin brothers. Hell, even Nola's own twin Huckley, seemed to give in to her desires. I must admit, it was cute. Plus, it proved to me just how powerful female alphas could be. Nola made me wonder if I'd been the same way as a baby. Probably. I couldn't imagine any other way in a family of alphas. I was the only one without a carbon copy, the only Monroe conceived naturally, and the only female out of six. So, everyone doubted I was Alpha my entire life. That was until Leila, the Moon Goddess had me shift early so I could mark and save Teddy. I proved them wrong. Only alphas shift before their eighteenth birthdays. I finally heard it. A faint rumble that grew louder. I jumped up, my heart pounding. I needed to see Teddy, to touch him, to kiss his neck where my mark had long since healed. I also had to make it to the full moon, just three weeks away, so he could finally mark me. Teddy's truck came into view, and my heart fluttered. This time, I'd make sure we didn't fight again. Not tonight. I needed him too much. The truck pulled up, totally caked in mud. There was no telling where he had been this time. He had a habit of driving deep into the Bayou on paths he called roads whenever he was upset. We'd gotten stuck out there more than once, leading to me missing curfew and us getting into a lot of trouble. Teddy jumped out to open the door for me, and I noticed his clean shirt. He also didn't reek of the Bayou, which meant he'd tried to clean up, knowing it didn't matter to me how he showed up, as long as he did. Clear signs he felt terrible about our fight.Teddy wasn't great at explaining his feelings, but his efforts spoke volumes.
I hopped into the truck. He didn't say anything. He just looked over at Sky, standing by the driver's door with her arms folded. "How them babies, Cherie?" Teddy asked her with a wink. Sky laughed. "Giving me hell, just like their daddies... Can I go with y'all?" Teddy chuckled, glancing at me. "Well, you could, but you won't like it." Then, almost as an afterthought, "But of course, you." Sky jumped off the step and landed on the ground with a grin. "Ehh, y'all have fun. I have enough to worry about here, me." Teddy laughed out loud and winked at her. He loved the fact that my family were sounding more and more like him. It was almost impossible not to pick up some of the things he said. While hard to understand for most outsiders, the Cajun dialect was beautiful. It took me awhile to realize using pronouns at the end of sentences created emphasis. It was an exclimation point via words. With that, Teddy eased the truck into gear and we pulled away from the house. He still didn't say a word, just stared ahead. I huffed, turning to the window. The past year had been brutal on us. Thanks to my dad, Teddy kept his position as Beta of the Bayou pack while I was stuck on Monroe land. Sure, Teddy spent more time at my house than his packhouse, and I snuck out to the Bayou whenever I could, but we still fought. Often. Mates weren't supposed to be apart like this. I felt the distance in every argument, every frustrated look. Every moody silence.The mate bond pulled at me, but life kept shoving us in different directions.
I looked over at him. He shifted a little but kept his eyes on the road. "We need to talk," I finally said. "Really talk. Not just fight." "I know, Cassy." He lifted the console and looked over at me. “Viens ici, mon amour.” I hesitated, gripping the seatbelt like it was the last lifeline to my pride. I'd barely flinched before he found the buckle, releasing it with a click. If I didn't move now, he'd just pull me over, make me sit beside him, and wrap his arm around me until I couldn't remember why I was mad in the first place. Experience told me to pick my battles. When I didn't fight this, we were usually calm by the time we reached the Bayou land. “Oh, so it’s ‘Viens ici mon amour’ now?” I huffed, sliding closer reluctantly. "Now it's suddenly 'Come here, my love' again and not, how would I say it in French? 'Come here, you vicious little mess?' That's what you called me earlier, right? How would you say that in French?" I was starting to spiral again. He slid his arm around my waist. Before I knew it, I was pressed against his side. "In all fairness, you called me an asshole," he muttered. Teddy had cracked the code. Physical contact was the remedy. We only fought when separated, a distance enforced more and more by the chaos in his pack. Teddy's best friend growing up picked him as Beta right out of high school. Now, the Bayou Alpha's endless string of women, civil wars within the pack, and the constant threats from neighboring packs trying to take over were dragging him down. And us as well. I couldn't wait for the full moon. Soon, I'd be marked, and I could bring him to my land. Despite the alpha energy, it was more peaceful there. Far from the bullshit tearing us apart. I rested my head against his chest. "I can't wait to get you away from all this," I whispered. He just pulled me closer and sighed.The truck rumbled along the dirt road. I glanced at Teddy, noting the pistol on his belt and the machete hanging from his hip."So, what's the plan tonight?" I asked. If he already had those things on him, tonight would be interesting.He shot me a sideways look as a grin spread across his face. "Gotta check the traps. Thought you might want to come along, you.""Of course I want to!" I beamed.I loved going out on the boats with him. Airboats weren't my favorite, but the regular ones? Those were always a blast.Life with the Bayou pack had its quirks, one being their lack of traditional income. Most of the time, they catch their food rather than buy it. Tonight's adventure involved checking the lines for fish and alligators.We pulled up to the pack house, a sprawling structure that seemed like twenty houses cobbled together into a never-ending shack. Some parts were two stories high, others three, all interconnected. Even so, most pack members just jumped onto their balconies inste
As we pulled up to the last snare, his posture changed. "It's big," he whispered. He was right. It was almost ten feet long and so thick I could hide behind it. Thankfully, it was too large for him to want to wrestle. After dispatching it with the pistol, he effortlessly flipped it up into the boat.Getting the alligator meant we caught it and several giant catfish, which had not happened since the last hurricane. Teddy was ecstatic, obviously proud he could provide the pack with a good meal tonight. He had already sent a mental message to everyone, getting them ready for a gator BBQ. Considering they'd been living on glorified roadkill, I knew this would quickly become a party.It always frustrated me that I couldn't hear him when he talked to the pack. "Will I be able to hear you once I'm marked?"He shrugged and grinned. "I think so, but no reason to worry about it, Mon Loup. After you're marked, we'll never be far enough apart to need it."We'd finally figured out how to create
I kept screaming in Teddy's head, desperate for his help. Finally, he snapped, "Stop! I can't connect with Phin with you yelling at me, Cassy!"I went silent, but my wolf pushed against my skin, eager to materialize. I had to fight her constantly.Shifting would be a disaster. Phin would shift and kill me instantly. He was stronger, and my wolf wasn't fully grown yet.Phin laughed as he growled in my face. "Your boyfriend says to get off you... I wonder how he knows? Another Monroe trick?" He licked my neck, making me gag and my stomach churn in total disgust.I screamed again mentally, "Teddy, where are you?!""I can see you. Close your eyes tight and roll into the impact. Don't panic or shift. I've got you."I braced myself, tensing every muscle and shutting my eyes tight. Seconds later, Teddy's wolf crashed into us. I flew off the porch and hit the creek. The water swallowed me, and I inhaled a mouthful. I fought to the surface, coughing and sputtering, my eyes still squeezed shu
I craved the only comfort I knew would mend me. Teddy knew, too. He wrapped me in his arms. His kisses, though gentle at first, quickly turned desperate.I let my hands wander down to his shorts, seeking the connection I craved more than anything. He growled, grabbing my hand before I could touch him. "Three more weeks, Loupy. Just three more weeks."I pulled away as I sat up. "I'm already eighteen. We are just waiting on the moon, and we aren't virgins. Our wolves know it. Mine may kill me in the next three weeks."Teddy sat up beside me, his breath hot against my neck as he kissed it softly. I felt where Phin had dragged his teeth against my skin under his lips, and it made me shiver. "I'm the macho male here. I'm supposed to be the one humping your leg."I huffed, glaring at him as he smirked at me. "Instead, you're Mr. Self-Control, and I can't even get you to touch me below the neck."He reached over and started tracing circles on my stomach. "You know what I mean," he whispered.
I woke up the following day with every muscle in my body screaming in pain. The soreness was worth the intensity born of our desperate need for each other. I just wished that was all it was from. As I stretched, I heard Phin's voice drifting down the hallway, and rage took over instantly.Teddy had said he would challenge him, yet here he was, sitting on our couch like nothing had happened. Fury on a level I'd never experienced before drove me out of bed and into the living room. There he was, sprawled out like he owned the place.The smug smile he had made my blood boil. I couldn't stand it. "What the hell are you doing here?" I demanded.He looked me up and down. "Good morning, little wolf. Nice to see you so lively.""Don't you dare call me that," I snapped. "You should be gone. Teddy said he was going to deal with you."Teddy appeared, looking torn and hesitant. "Cassy, let's just calm down.""Calm down?" I repeated. "He attacked me last night, and you're just letting him sit her
We stepped into the pack house, and the stench hit me like a freight train. Drugs, booze, and filth mingled in a nauseating cocktail that made my stomach churn. The place was a disaster, and the thought of staying here made my skin crawl. Teddy and I were barely speaking, exchanging snippy comments with each other."We can stay at my old place tonight," he muttered. "Until we clean this up and remodel.""Whatever," I snapped. This place was disgusting.We continued bickering, the fight escalating with every passing moment. Each snide comment. "I'm taking the Beta house tonight," I declared. "You can sleep in Phin's old room. Alone."Teddy's eyes flashed, but he pulled me onto his lap. "You're hangry," he said, sending a mental message to the omegas for breakfast. "You need to eat.""You're probably right," I admitted, struggling slightly in his grasp. I realized how much stronger I was now, and it hit me how much I had emasculated him by saying I'd command him to mark me and have s
His fingers trailed down my body, hesitating for a moment before burying deep inside me, hard and fast. I cried out, the sensation overwhelming my entire body instantly. "Oh, Teddy," I gasped, grabbing for him. He let me explore his body. I started jacking him off against the wall as he continued to finger me. The roughness, the primal need in his movements, drove me wild."Move to the couch," I whispered, my voice shaking."No," he growled. "We'll go further there."He lifted me off the ground with his leg, pinning me to the wall as he continued to finger me. His fingers moved inside me, curling and thrusting, hitting spots that made me see stars. My strokes on him became more frantic, matching the rhythm of his hand."You're so wet," he murmured. "Oh shit, you're dripping. I can't wait to taste you.""Then do it," I challenged breathlessly.He pulled his fingers out and licked them right in front of me, growling and moaning as he relished the taste. "That's not what I meant," I p
The next couple of days were a whirlwind of changes and planning. The Bayou Pack had been in desperate need of some order and direction, and I was determined to make a difference. I gathered all the omegas together, explaining my vision for the pack and how we could improve our situation. Everyone listened attentively. It was clear that they were not used to being given responsibilities, but they were eager to contribute.I spent hours organizing tasks and assigning specific duties to each omega. Some were tasked with cleaning up the grounds, while others were tasked with organizing the common areas. The transformation was slow initially, but over the next couple of days, the property looked far better. The grounds, once overgrown and neglected, were now neat and well-kept. The common areas were tidy and inviting, creating a sense of home that had been sorely missing.Seeing the progress, I felt a surge of pride. The omegas were working hard, their spirits lifted by the tangible imp
KNOX - I pushed open the door to the house. Teddy followed behind, whistling some tune already stuck in my head. We'd left the twins with Phin. Koda and Marilee had been inseparable, and honestly, Phin seemed like he had things under control.I never thought I would say that, but it was true. He was doing pretty damn good handling this one. So far, anyway. Inside, the house was quiet. Too quiet.Teddy glanced around. "Where is everyone?"We stepped into the living room, and Cassy was lounging on the couch. She'd finally woken up, and I'm sure Mom had gotten all the kids out to give her some peace. I could barely register it before Teddy sprinted across the room and scooped her into his arms. He kissed her like the world might end if he didn't."Geez, get a room," I muttered, rolling my eyes as I leaned against the doorframe.Teddy shot me a grin over Cassy's shoulder. "Gladly," he quipped, lifting her effortlessly as she let out a playful laugh. He headed toward the hallway, carryi
PHIN - I walked along the edge of the bayou at daybreak. Koda and Kage trailed behind me, their steps careful as they took in the surroundings. I had to remember that they were essentially city boys. Cypress trees loomed above us, the Spanish moss draping down like nature's curtains. They were in awe."Today, I will show you boys some ways you can help out around here." I turned to face them. "There's always plenty to do, and it's a good way to get to know the land better."Kage grinned. "I've been waiting for this. What are we doing first?""We'll start by checking the crawfish traps," I replied. "Then maybe give Viv and Morna a hand with the feast."Koda glanced back toward the house. "Is Marilee coming too?""She'll join us later," I said. "Right now, she's helping her Mama in the kitchen."We made our way through the marsh, avoiding the softer mud. The air was thick with the scent of wildflowers and wet earth. As we reached the traps, I saw they were packed full of crawfish, thei
SKY - I stood in the kitchen, surveying the crazy mess of toys scattered across the floor. The twins, Nola and Huck, had transformed the entire house into their personal playground. They had an uncanny ability to find mischief in every corner at just a year old.I should have expected it just from watching their fathers. "Nola, that's not for chewing," I called out as she attempted to bite down on the remote control. She looked up with a cheeky grin, her tiny teeth flashing. They were teething and trying to chew the entire house up.Kyran chuckled beside me. "She's got your inquisitiveness, you know."I nudged him playfully. "And your knack for getting into trouble."Kael emerged from the hallway, carrying a laundry basket overflowing with tiny clothes. "Has anyone seen the other sock to this pair?" He held up a lone blue sock adorned with little wolves. Huck's favorite."Check under the couch," I suggested. "That's where Huck hides his treasures."As if on cue, Huckley waddled over
PHINWatching my daughter cling to Koda like her entire world depended on him tore me apart inside. She was too young for such an intense bond, and the worst part? It was my fault. My failures as an Alpha and as her father had pushed her toward this. I couldn't undo it, but the guilt was eating me alive.Knox cleared his throat. "Alright, time for us to head back," he announced as he looked at Viv and me. "The kids need to say their goodbyes."The moment he said it, the air shifted. Koda's grip on Marilee tightened, her tiny arms wrapping around him even more fiercely. Panic flared in their eyes, a sudden realization hitting them hard. It was like a switch had been flipped. It was sad they had not even thought about being seperated. This is why I wished Leila had waited a little longer. How will they handle it? They cannot be glued to one another forever. I wanted to be with my mate and had to wait. Teddy wanted to be with Cassy but had to wait. It was just a part of it. A part they
Finally, Kage took a few hesitant steps toward us. He crouched down, his face still uncertain, but then, with a quiet smile, he reached out and gave me a gentle shove, trying to pull me into the game. I barked and ran toward him, nipping playfully at his hand. He laughed softly, and for a second, it was like old times. Just the two of us, playing like we always had. But then he hesitated again, glancing over at Marilee, and the awkwardness settled back in. Kage tried to join in, tried to wrestle a little with us, but I could tell his heart wasn’t really in it. After a few more halfhearted attempts, he gave up, standing back up with a sigh. He watched us for a moment longer, then turned and walked back toward the adults, his shoulders slumped. I watched him go, feeling guilty. I should’ve been there for him, should’ve pulled him in, but it was so hard to focus on anything other than Marilee right now. She was everything in that moment—her laughter, her bright eyes, her hands running
KODA - Everything felt different. The moment I shifted, the world around me grew bigger, louder, more alive. It wasn’t just me anymore. It was my wolf and me, together. My senses sharpened, picking up every sound, every movement, every shift in the air around me. I could hear the soft rustle of leaves, the water flowing in the Bayou, and most of all, I could smell Marilee close by. Her scent was sweet, warm, and safe. She wasn’t scared at all. “Koda! You did it!” Marilee’s voice was full of excitement. When she ran over, her fingers slipped into my fur like it was the most natural thing in the world. I leaned into her touch, letting my wolf take over for a moment. I felt every stroke, every soft scratch along my neck, and it made my tail wag before I could stop it. I’d done it. I’d shifted. For her. For Marilee. Her hand moved gently through my fur, scratching in a way that made me want to lie down at her feet and never move again. I wanted to be her wolf, to protect her, to alwa
PHIN - Marilee clung to me, her little body still trembling from everything that had happened, but I could feel her relaxing. Finally, she pulled back just enough to look up at me, those big brown eyes wide and curious."Daddy, Koda said he got his wolf. Can I see it? Please?"My stomach dropped. Letting Koda shift in front of her made me nervous as hell. He was too young. Sure, the kid had shifted already, but that didn't mean he could control it. Wolves didn't just pop out on command like some damn party trick. Especially not when they were barely twelve.I opened my mouth to tell her no, that it wasn't safe, but those eyes. Damn it, how could I say no to those eyes? She had me wrapped around her finger, and she knew it."I don't know, sweetheart," I muttered. "Koda and I need to have a few conversations first, okay? It's a big deal, and he's still learning. But maybe."Marilee's face lit up. Koda was right there the second I put her down, taking her hand like it was the most natur
PHIN - I couldn't get enough of her. After all the shit I'd said, all the ways I'd made her feel small, the only way to make it right was to show her how much I needed her. Not as some quiet background presence but as my equal. My everything. So I worshipped her the way she deserved. Her every curve fit perfectly against my body. This was me making up for every stupid remark I'd ever said. Her chestnut hair spilled over the pillow as I traced her skin with reverence, trailing kisses over her neck and down. I could feel her surrender, but it wasn't submission It was trust. Trust I had to earn back. "Je t'adore," I whispered. "You're everything, mon cœur." (I adore you... my heart) She let out a breath, arching into me. This wasn't just about sex anymore. This was something primal that connected us on a level I couldn't explain. As we moved together, I felt her wolf. It was faint, like an echo, but she was there. Viv hadn't heard her in so long, but now... Now she was stirrin
TEDDY - We hadn't stood there long when a noise echoed through the trees. Crashing, banging, something big tearing through the brush. I tensed immediately, my instincts kicking in as I exchanged a look with Knox. Then, something streaked past us. A blur, fast and low to the ground. A white blur."What the hell was that?" Knox asked.I didn't wait to answer. My wolf surged, pushing me forward, and I took off after the white blur. Knox was right on my heels. Whatever it was, it was moving fast, darting through the trees like a flash of lightning.The chase lasted for miles. We ran hard, faster than I'd run in weeks, our wolves pushing to keep up. My muscles burned, and every sharp turn through the woods made my mind race. The scent it left behind was faint but undeniable. Wolf, but something else too. Something unfamiliar.It wasn't until we were halfway to the Bayou land that the thing finally slowed. We cornered it near a narrow clearing, and I shifted back to human, my lungs burnin