JULIE
"Blue!" My palms turned into fists as I leaned closer and whispered into her ear. She is sitting right before me.
"Yeah?" She whispers back. Her head comes closer to me as she leans back, giving more attention to my rant than Mr. Fransisco's lecture.
"You know I saw Mr. Taylor in the cafe," I say and she hums, asking me to continue. "His eyes… god, his eyes glowed!"
"Did they?" She whispers back and I notice her eyebrows pulling together as she tries to focus on what I am telling her. "How's it possible, by the way? Did you see his eyes under the light? Then they're bound to glow, stupid," she adds and giggles in the end, bowing her head and hiding her stretched lips behind her palm.
I sigh. "Come on, I'm not that stupid!" I complain and she giggles again, the sound coming hushed.
"And his eyes are dark, for your kind information. They can shine only under the sunlight," I tell her with a roll of my eyes which she can not see. I do not care.
"Good logic, but still, Jules, it's baseless."
I roll my eyes again, chewing on my sweet gum. I pull back, putting my arms on the desk and giving my precious attention to Mr. Francisco. He is now writing something on the whiteboard. I squint my eyes yet can't see, so I take out my specs and focus on the board.
The class starts to laugh and I do not recognize the reason unless I read out the words he wrote on the board.
"To our chatterbox, dear Ms. Dawson. We've gathered for our most pampered student and we sincerely request her to pay attention to the poor lecture and gain some knowledge."
In the end, I sigh. Mr. Francisco turned back to the class and his eyes bore into me. I stay still and murmur, "Sorry for the disturbance," while looking down in shame.
"What about the pink junk in your mouth?" He asks as he looks at me sharply. Everybody here hates my chewing gum but nobody tries to understand why I keep chewing it.
"Sorry, sir," I say as I dare to look up at him. I do not find him near the board anymore so I look at Blue, who gestures behind my back.
I follow her direction and gaze back. There he stands — Mr. Francisco, glaring down at me and his jaw is clenched. I fear his dark blue eyes more. The look in them makes me swallow hard and I murmur, "If you allow, I'll throw it out right now." I am glad that I did not swallow the gum, otherwise, the gunk from my nose would come out while coughing hard and I would have been insulted in front of everyone so damn hard. I can't even imagine that scene.
"Yes, please, do us the honor. Then what? Throw it somewhere or stick it under your desk so nobody will be able to catch your desk next time, no? You're so sharp, Ms. Dawson!"
As I find it awkward and disrespectful for Mr. Fransisco that he is standing on my head and I am sitting on my desk — even if I am utterly uncomfortable, I get up and shake my head slowly.
"No, sir, I don't do such things," I say honestly, and in return for my politeness, he growls, "Like I asked, hm?"
"No," I mumble.
"Julie!" I hear Blue gritting out my name in a warning but I can not help this sincere mouth of mine. If I don't answer him, he will say that I am ignoring him. I am aware of this problem of elders. They can't digest anything.
"No, Ms. Bradley, let your friend argue with her lecturer, and then I'll ask our respective principal to—"
His ear-piercing speech comes to halt when someone knocks on the door of the classroom. I am grateful to that person right now.
"Mr. Taylor, what brought you here?" The man in front of me frowns, looking displeased because of the sudden appearance. I can't be more grateful to Mr. Taylor though I do not like him as well.
"Mrs. Stones asked me to give them to you. I was on my way to my next class, that's why." As Mr. Taylor starts to excuse him, he walks to him, leaving me finally so I breathe peacefully.
"Oh, thanks, Mr. Taylor," he says, not looking up at the man. He takes the pink file and puts it under his desk.
"Sit down, Ms. Dawson," he says and I do it as he says. I do not look up after that and feel tears brimming my eyes. I know I should not have talked in the middle of the lecture but I know Mr. Francisco was being mean to me.
"Hey, it's okay, Jules," Blue whispers, and I ignore her. I can hear the two males sharing a hushed conversation which is short and suddenly, the bell rings.
I hurriedly get up and grab my belongings, put my specs in my backpack. Everyone does the same and I step ahead to leave when Mr. Francisco interrupts me again, "Ms. Dawson, you have to stay for a while."
I peer up at him, not finding Mr. Taylor there anymore. The students start to flee, leaving me alone with Mr. Francisco. Blue also leaves, bidding me a mum goodbye. I smile at her weakly and then, it is just Mr. Francisco and me.
He moves to the door and closes it behind him. He starts to close the distance between us and I step inside my desk, so he won't be able to step in my privacy.
"I'm sorry for yelling at you back then, Julie," he sighs. I stare at him quietly, watching him pull out a handkerchief which he brings to my face but I step back.
"No, I'm fine," I stand straight, now glaring at him.
He smiles, taking the offer back. "You've earned it, Julie, by not accepting my offer like always. What's so hard about that?" I can't believe this man. Is it not dirty that he asked me to sleep with him on my first day on campus? I said no, so now he harasses me by insulting me every time and even sometimes giving me fewer marks and not accepting my assignments. But thanks to my lovely dad, who was with me every time and because of his identity, he asked the authority to recheck my tests.
I do not even answer him. My silence lingers further.
"Just give it to me, baby," he whispers and leans in to do I-can't-even-imagine but I swat away his hand.
"You're so disgusting!" I grumble and move to leave when he clutches my arm and pulls me against his chest. I wriggle, snatching my arm and shooting daggers at him through my eyes.
"I can show you what 'disgusting' means, you sweet little girl! I haven't done even one percent of it, understand? Stop behaving like Mother Teresa, now, and give in to me or I will—"
"Or you will what, huh?" I yell, interrupting him.
He smirks, saying, "Just wait and watch!"
I scoff and leave the classroom successfully. Outside, I bump into something hard yet soft when I pass through the corridor. I hold my nose which hurts due to the collision and look up at the person as I recognize it being someone's stone chest.
"I-I'm sorry, sir," I say quietly, my eyes widening a bit because it is Mr. Taylor who stands before me, looking down at me like some mini thing with amusement in his eyes.
"Always look ahead when you walk, Ms. Dawson. And it's okay."
I resist the urge to roll my eyes. Even now — at the end of the day, he has to lecture me about something. Like I do not know about looking ahead when we walk, huh? People like me can have their own reasons, of course, can't he notice such a small point?
"Yes, sir," I mumble and move to leave. He does not stop me after that and I am grateful for it. I reach the main gates and find Jeremy and Blue there.
"Hey!" They wave at me. I wave back and reach the car.
Before I hold the door, Jeremy grabs my face and kisses me on the cheek, salivating the skin. I shriek as I push him back, wiping the alive off my skin.
He laughs freely. "It's really easy to annoy you, Jules," he laughs again, this time joined by Blue.
"That was ew," I mutter as I hop inside and Blue follows me while Jeremy sits to drive. They laugh together but do not stretch it further. I don't even want them to stretch the matter further so I look out of the window and there my eyes spot Mr. Taylor.
He is standing near his car but his eyes are set on our one. I don't point out directly that he is glaring at 'us' but the way his jaw is clenched, I feel a part of me fearing it. His eyes seem darker than usual before they glow once again. I can't believe it happening once again but even with this distance, I could see his eyes shining like some… fireballs.
What was that?
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After going home, I put my things in their place and fell asleep as soon as I got on the bed. With no one in my house, there was peace that I encouraged. And after Papa came in the evening, I stayed with him all the time, giving him my all attention.
The doorbell rings and I put my pastry down on the table before me. I get up and run to the door, opening it. A huge grin comes on my face when my eyes land on my lovely dad.
"Dad! Welcome home!" I utter, opening my arms wide for him. He chuckles but accepts the hug silently.
"You're not going to grow up, are you?" He questions in my ear while wrapping his arms around my waist and pulling me against his chest tightly.
"Oh c'mon, dad, it's not bad either if I stay like that forever?" I pull back to bat my eyelashes. He chuckles again, his eyes squint and the skin around them wrinkles, giving him a cute look. I can't stop admiring him.
"No, I'm ready to pamper you for the rest of my life," he says and pecks my nose before he makes his way inside. I follow him to the living room and he sits on the couch.
"Congrats, you succeeded in melting my heart once again, dad!" I laugh and he joins me. I fill a glass of water and offer it to him. He takes a few sips and I flop next to him on the couch.
"That's not something hard for me," he says proudly, blinking once. I laugh, palming my mouth.
"Well, you know, your principal let me know they replaced your accountancy professor, how's the new one?" We are serious here. He puts his mobile on the table and gives me his full attention, turning down the audio of the television which I was watching while having my pastry.
"Better than the previous one," I try to shrug off the topic because the new one is not good either. He is also strict. But that's not my problem. I know teachers have to stay strict with us students but that does not mean they will get a right to insult their students in front of the whole damn class.
Why can't they understand that even we students have some respect and feelings?
"Good to hear. But if the new one also harasses you, don't hesitate to complain against him, okay?"
My dad cares a lot about me. My mom is no more, so he tries to make me comfortable with him so I can share my problems with him. There is no problem with communication between us, but when it comes to the teachers, I take risks and do not rush to complain about them. Just like Mr. Francisco.
My dad is still unaware of what he 'offered' to me because I do not want to create a scene. Mrs. Lavigne's matter already earned a lot of attention.
"Yes, dad," I answer him smilingly so he won't get suspicious and that smile is more real when he is with me.
"And you know, your principal canceled the meeting!"
"Really? But what made him take such a good decision? I didn't think he'd be so intelligent?" I murmur as if I am talking to myself but dad heard it anyway, interrupting me with a growl.
"Respect him, Jules," he warns.
"I'm sorry," and upon listening to my baby voice and seeing my guilty face which is clearly fake, he laughs, letting the matter go.
"It's okay, you can say that in front of me, but not when he's with us," he whispers near my face as if telling me a secret. I giggle, his childish behavior lightening my mood. I have such a lovely dad. I love him the most.
JULIEI come out of the car as I kiss my dad goodbye. I make my way to my classroom and find my dear cousin Blue standing at the door. I spread my arms wide as I welcomed her for a hug. She jumped in my embrace and hugged me tightly. Her strawberry scent meets my nostrils and I smile unconsciously. "It's good to see you smiling, Jules," she sighs, pulling away. My arms let go of her figure and I scan her outfit which I find pretty later. She always dresses up like an angel. Or I say just like Lolita. She is wearing a white knee-length dress with red small heart patterns. There is a pearl necklace wrapped around her neck and black shoes on her feet. I wonder if she is not into old men. "Thanks, you know I just can't stay sad all the damn time," I say as we walk into the classroom. The sound of my classmates' shouting falls in my ears and I turn my eyes and see that my classmates are playing with fun by throwing and catching something. Jeremy is also one of them. That thing comes fl
JULIE"Dad," I say quietly, averting my gaze as soon as he lifts his gaze to me. "Yes?" He asks. As I peer up at him, I notice his brow is cocked and his face has turned towards me. The volume of the TV had turned down already as soon as I called him. "Um… actually Mr. Taylor wants to meet you tomorrow morning." I dare to look up at him and see his face frowning a bit. There is a slight layer of disappointment on his face. I can't bear it already. "Jules, what did you do today?" I squeeze my eyes shut just as his voice drops down, sudden amazement bothers him. It is a matter of great shame that at the age of eighteen, the teacher has to complain about me — call my dad. "I… I spaced out." He sighs. It was as if he expected this from me. Because getting carried away in my thoughts is not something new. Dad got many such complaints that instead of studying in class, I was lost in my thoughts. "Guess what? I expected it, Jules. Well, I'll definitely go see Mr. Taylor. He has come n
JULIEMr. Taylor's appearance in the morning made me suddenly remember that I do not have to sit at the back of the class. Because he wanted me to sit in front of him, I had to sit at the first desk in the classroom. But I never thought that Blue would already be found sitting on the desk next to mine. "Morning, Jules!" She chirps like always, looking like a sunflower in this yellow short dress that reaches her mid-thighs. I have to admit that the girl has sexy legs, unlike mine, fatty and ugly. I do not like my thighs at all. And about my hips, I cannot even glance at them because the wide embarrassing size of them makes me whimper right there. Even today I did not want to wear this little white dress, but it was the dress my father had given me on my seventeenth birthday — that is, last year. And I have not even touched this dress since then. My father could not understand this insecurity of mine, so he got me such a lovely dress. But I could not keep this dress decorated forever
JULIEI step out. I look back ahead and see my dad leaning against the wall. He had his hands stuffed into the pocket of his trousers and he was waiting for me. I begin to walk towards him. I ignore the look the girls around us give to my dad. I know. I know my dad is handsome but they do not have to make it obvious. But thank God, my father is blessed with confidence so nothing affects him. As he senses my presence, he turns to look at me and grins. "Dad!" I jump into his arms as he wraps them around my waist, pulling me closer. His manly scent engulfs me and I love it the most. But nowadays, Mr. Taylor's scent is working more furiously on me. I find it extremely attractive, I won't lie to myself at least. "I'm so happy to see you here!" I add as I pull myself away, now standing right in front of him, grinning like always. I am the happiest around him. "Me either. The meeting was over. Thought to see you before leaving." He shrugged, and I noticed his smile fading away. I sigh a
JULIEAlthough I turned red in front of Mr. Taylor because of that boy, I am also thankful to him on the other hand that because of him, I did not have to listen to Mr. Taylor's speech on discipline. Otherwise, my time could have been wasted on the pretext of listening to his speech. I arrive at the cafeteria and as Jeremy said, I find him standing at the counter, flirting with Elena, the girl who handles the counter. "The apron looks good on you," he says, the corner of his lips tugging up in a mischievous smirk. Elena smiles, shaking her head and continuing her work. She is used to this behavior of Jeremy. He flirts with each girl that catches his attention. But because of his handsome appearance and charming nature, no girl can even deny him. "Thanks, Jer," she says as she pulls out a cup in which she fills chocolate. She mixes it with ice cream and decorates it further while I reach Jeremy. "Hey, Jules," he grins, giving me his full attention. I give him a small smile and gre
JULIEThe bell rings and I get up from the bench. I hurriedly put my stuff into my knapsack and so does Blue. Other students start to take their leave, too, while I throw my knapsack on my back, turning to look at Blue. "You have a car, right?" I ask her. She turns to me, holding her knapsack. She nods her head, a hint of confusion on her face indicating why I asked that. I just shake my head with a smile, uttering, "No, it's just, I'll be staying here for a while.""But why?" She takes a step out of the desk and we begin walking to the door. The class is almost empty. Nobody likes to see Mrs. Carter's boring face. Her lecture is like a lullaby. "Um… I need to search for a few books in the library, so," I trail off, walking slowly with her. "It's okay. Just take care. Ask Jer to accompany you. He's also going to stay for football practice," she tells me and I give her a grateful smile. I know for what he is going to stay. "Okay then, have a great day," she moves to leave while I ma
JULIETwenty minutes are about to pass. I am chewing the back of my pen while thinking hard. I have almost solved the question but the last entry seems out of mind. I am unable to think which account should be debited and suddenly, I get the answer. I quickly write it down and the moment I am done, Mr. Taylor claps his hands, catching our attention. "The time is over. I'm collecting the sheets and tell me who else is done?" I steal a tizzy glance at Mr. Taylor before I start checking the answer. To his question, Nicole, Harley, Milan, and Ace raise their hands. They get the work of collecting sheets and as I am sitting on the first bench, he towers over me, putting his hands in front of me, asking for the sheet. "Yeah, just a second!" I utter and quickly check my answer in case I am missing something to add. I am not sure about my answer either but small mistakes can also lead to big problems. And when I am his most hated student, he won't leave even a single chance to harass me.
JULIEI am standing outside the staff room. I am nervous. Or I say more than nervous right now. I keep fiddling with the hem of my shirt while I anxiously tap my foot. I do not know why I am so nervous. It is just Mr. Taylor, my accountancy professor then why am I afraid of him like he is a Titan? Yes, he is just a human being. Claiming my mind, I turn to go inside. I look up at the room and find two teachers there. One of them is Mr. Taylor and he is typing something on his mobile screen. The other one is Mr. Orlando, as I steal a glance at him. He is also using his mobile. Oh yeah, they have nothing to do right now. I push myself to ask for permission when Mr. Taylor raises his head and nods in my direction, saying, "Come in, Ms. Dawson." I go inside and it is then Mr. Orlando looks at me. I wish him a good afternoon to which he wishes back with a smile that is very handsome. Mr. Orlando is another famous professor in our college. He teaches maths and many girls are head over he