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CHAPTER 40

Author: Six Cats
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-15 19:15:06

CHRIS’ POV

The contradictions in my heart were a storm I couldn’t control, pulling me in different directions until I was left feeling both desperate and lost.

I knew I had feelings for Judy. They weren’t shallow or fleeting—they ran deep, carved into the very essence of who I was.

But those feelings were tangled in the memories of everything that had happened between us before. The love I felt clashed with the resentment, the guilt, and the shame that lingered like ghosts haunting my every thought.

It tore me apart. One moment, I wanted nothing more than to hold her close, to keep her safe and let her know how much she meant to me.

The next, I was drowning in anger, not at her, but at myself—at the person I had become and the things I had done to push her away.

I didn’t know how to bridge the gap between us. My mind was not like everyone else’s; it didn’t follow the same logic or reason.

Ever since the trauma that had marked my childhood, my thoughts and emotions had been warped,
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