Chapter One hundred and forty nineKillian.I ran as fast as my legs could carry me down the hall way cat hung my frsme in the mirror my brain running faster than my legs.Time will tell…and time did tell..I had always wondered what feeling he had, always been there , those years what and how would he have felt knowing his kids don't even know him.I still had a lot of questions, but half of my questions were answered already, this gave me strength the strength I had thought I had lost, strength I had thought I wasn't going to gain back.It was back, my heart raced as I moved closer to the dining hall where I had left earlier in anger now I was going back there with my whole heart jumping for joy filled with basked and covered up emotions…I reached the main entrance to the dining hall, took a deep breath and just launched in pulling the dooor open.I stood at the door as I watched the man who had been there for the longest, but I didn't know..Maybe one of those days he had thought
Chapter One hundred and fiftyDesiree.Will olive ever stop teasing me about my dreamy man for a minute?? No she wasn't and I was fine with that. I pulled the door open for her and I have to say she looks so fire in her uniform. It was morning time and we still had a few hours until we headed out of Italy back to Michigan. I had things I wanted to get from Italy so I could use them back at home.Especially some Italy crafts that I would like to have in my home.“You are all packed and I haven't even done my parking yet my room is a mess!” Olive whined as she took her seat at the dressing table.“And you plan on doing that when?” “Probably when it's 30minutes to the flight time, the airport is just five minutes from here though!” .The fun fact about Olive Is, even though she was late she would always make it on time.But for me I loved being tidied and all packed up That is what works best for me. If I tried to live like Olive, I wouldn't even stand a chance of getting a job.Which
Chapter One hundred and fifty oneKillianWe sat at the table as a family and just sat in silence all of us in check with our emotions…We had nothing to say, but we had a lot to say..Especially our father…I initially always have a lot to say but the level of priority of what we all had to say I was suspecting was much than the other“There's something you should know?” Xandros finally voiced, his voice and words suddenly alleviating the awkward silence in the entire room.The presence has this effect that I felt only my mom could carry, and I could already tell that they were inlove more than before…I need to know how their love lasted that strong!!!!!!.…But first, I think we need to start with what's important…He shifted in his seat flexing his shoulders a little and darted right into the center of the table..“I was always present every time..I love my family and I will never for once forsake them if leave them and just go away which was why I decided to hand over your care to
Chapter One hundred and Fifty two Desiree.Tell me you had a good time without telling me you had a good time, yes that was the situation of my gallery….I had taken pictures more than I had taken in my entire life, I loved taking cute pictures but I always didn't have the time or the enthusiasm to do so, and same thing when at this start of my life but Olive wouldn't let me rest, she took pictures of me and her and we both just switched the photographer position alot between ourselves.Whatever pictures I had on my phone sum it all up and double it, that's the exact amount or more that you are going to find on Olive's phoneWe started to head off to our bus terminal all clothed in our precious and gorgeous uniform…Olive had also remembered to get some ice cresm immediately we reached the reception…“I got a different flavour today.the flavour I got last night was yummy too and I decided to try something new, I got some for you too!” She handed me a cup of ice cream too.It is such
Chapter One hundred and fifty threeKillianNow I was beginning to understand why I felt like I was relating to xandros on another level, I could see his fears as a teenage boy that he once was and the young man that he struggled to be while having the thoughts of a father and aiming towards that…Now some people will call that being a man but I believe that you ain't a man yet unless God enters the equation, yes the results of all your running and aiming is important but the way you do it is the most important aspect it's the details to amount to an effective results I stared back at the man there and all I could see was a young teenage boy refusing to dance to the tunes played by this previous father figures, standing against what has been deemed to be right or normal in that little society he calls a family, if his family isn't stable how will his relationship outside of his family be stable or worth boasting of…But looking at him again I see a man who is more than glad to have
Chapter One hundred and fifty fourDesiree.There's no place as sweet as home??? Uhm yeah I just came back from Italy and my experience speaks otherwise, there are sweet places but we are going to have to rephrase that a little bit.All my memories from the Italy airport up until arriving at the Michigan airport I had made sure to keep intact and not to ever forget them. I alighted from the cab that had carried me all the way from the airport and dropped me just a few metres away from my house. I have decided to be so intentional and careful about allowing drivers drop me by my door step and luckily though I lived in an apartment complex which meant it wouldn't be that easy to locate me, but even though, I still had to play safe.I walked into my apartment building and just headed straight for the elevator in my uniform and my luggage in my hand as I softly dragged them along with me.I played back every core memories even the ones that weren't so core I replayed them making my mem
Chapter One hundred and fifty fiveDesiree….I had seen a free field just ten minutes walk from my place and I had planned on trying to play lacrosse there probably on my own and just some training,. the way I was feeling it felt like I had taken up the strength of ten separate men and added it to mine and now I was feeling like one of them super heroes. Ready to knock anything and anyone out so I thought to myself, why not use this energy on lacrosse???I walked down the road taking a corner and turning and by taking every corner I make sure I'm not being followed because after what had happened with that box I was to be very careful.That situation wouldn't scar me for life because God helped me through with it all but definitely it changed my perspective on this.First perspective- Why would anyone want to end me I'm just minding my business living on my own, I have no friends and I don't go out yeah that's the mentality I had for a very long time but the truth is most people don'
Chapter One hundred and fifty sixKillian.Have you ever wondered how a parent can birth two kids and both kids are just complete opposites of each other? One can be really kind, calm and gentle while the other is out there turning the whole city upside down.Yes I have Always wondered because I personally will judge a sibling by the other, if the first one I meet is really calm I will just assume that the other sibling is wonderful and as calm as the firs one I had met.But times and time again I have been proved wrong on that aspect … when I met siblings most of the times they are just too different.Complete and total opposites.Makes me wonder if they just take characters of each of their parents maybe each of the parents are just opposites and that seemed like the most perfect logic not in all cases but in the case of my father and his brother Zadok.Apparently right now Zadok is a half injured viper just out there on the loose.“My father had found out that Zadok had been sendin