Chapter One hundred and Forty oneKillian.I put on my dress for dinner and before I stepped out of my room I said a quick prayer.“Dear Lord I'm going thank you for a safe journey and a wonderful time in France, Lord I'm going down to dinner which means I will be meeting up with Xandros, please….don't let him engage me in any conversation whatsoever, let me just be invisible to him for the rest of my stay here, and please…….. protect my family for me, Everyone including Desiree and our unborn child, Amen!!!”I stepped out of my room with my head high believing that he Xandros will not even see me.The beautiful gold and white aesthetic of the chateau is what gets me everytime, I have always thought that white and gold do not really suit me but seeing this in the chateau always makes me want to have one for myself.I just didn't want it…I mens if you own a chateau in franc elike this I bet you , most people will think your family is running in drugs and and some illegal activities.I
Chapter One hundred and forty twoDesiree“Ouffffff you've gotta be kidding me right now!” I exclaimed as we approached the hotel or should we say some.beautiful paradise they had chosen to put us in.“Ain't now way this is a hotel!” olive voiced joyfully.We got off the bus and suddenly I got a nostalgia of one of those rhymes which we sang as kids..The wheels of the bus goes round round round!!!!I giggled at the thought of all us being adults in the bus singing this rhyme..What a great deal of nostalgia.“Are you ready?” Olive asked holding my hand in hers “I guess I am, I can't wait!” I responded.We walked into the hotel and one thing I couldn't wait to do was just get out of this very cutesy uniform, I would say the uniform is chef's kiss.A few hours ago I was in France , and a few hours later I was in Italy, and yes there are a lot of things I know about Italy…One thing about Italy that seemed to surprise me the most is..Italy was once part of ancient Greece which explain
Chapter One hundred and forty threeKillian.Well just in time to make it for dinner, I hurried and took a seat that was at the far end of this really long table.Xandros is really ancient. The table is a long golden one that would reflect every expression on your face immediately. I sat down looking around at the amount of people Xandros had in tired for literally nothing that I could think of.I watched as people talked and conversed like they had known each other for so long , I shook my head at that thought knowing that I would never try that, I would rather just mind my business and acsg oblivious. Should we talk about how huge this dining hall was…Goodness!!!It was so huge that I would have mistaken it for a really big dancing hall, the chandeliers weren't as same as the one i had came across earlier, these ones had this beautiful warm vibe to them na frhe light in them was enought to illuminate the entire room.Everyone took their seats while we awaited dinner.Unfortunately
Chapter One hundred and forty fourDesiree.“You guys had a layover in France, no wayyyy!” Lois had voiced when she heard about my France adventure. I didn't tell her all I just removed Killian's presence from the detail, I just felt it wasn't the right time to spill the tea yet..“So from dancing on ice to meeting really cool people in your field to meeting annoying passengers, girl I will say you are living the dream already! Loud teased.“Well what can I say, God is in control!* I acknowledged..Oh I also hadn't told her about meeting Vittoria too, Because that in itself was a very confusing matter on ground and the strange box and the strange distance inside a teddy bear .I had also told Lois about my new Ice dancing activities lately and cool enough Lois was a gymnast in school, and she loves it with everything, but she somehow never wanted to revisit that topix anytime I brought it up.*You know Lois… Why not consider having some gymnastic activities? I know how much love you
Chapter One hundred and Forty fiveKillianI didn't know If I wanted to Try the food already but I'm telling you the aroma from the plate was hitting my nose like I was being hit with a thousand feet soft punches, my nose couldn't hold it for too long..Letting my nose defeat me I gently lifted the plate open and instantly glared back at my mom. She knew exactly what she was playing at.I mean who cooks my random favourite meal, and besides everyone's meal.l was different from the others.Made me wonder how long it took them to make these meals.This meal right In Front of me was a meal to appease me Which I was going to eat because I haven't taken anything for almost 24 hours now.I dived right into the food and..The meal tasted really nice but I knew so well what.didn't taste so good in my.mouth was the idea of my mom and Xandros together…Like how was that even possible…They were the opposites of each other..Only God knows the kind of work he does to earn his money and besides
Chapter One hundred and forty sixKillian“Wait what?” I asked again, my head seemingly not able to contain the amount of information I was receiving.How did we get here??? From running away as a father to him seated as the richest man I probably know.How???I started to think of how Xandros would be a father if he was actually present..I can't believe I'm saying this but xandros would make a good sfther but from the child hoof to adults like this.He is the kind of father that would run around the garden with the kids catching insects and grasshoppers, the kind of father that will run around the park spraying water on literally everyone, he is just the kind of father who would become a kid like this kids so he could have fun with them.Let's not forget Xandros will be the kind of father that would spend richly on xhind but not lavishly.As much as all of that sounded really nice, I just can't seem to avoid the question..How??..How are they together? Did that meanXandros left us
Chapter One hundred and Forty sevenDesireeIt was finally time to leave Italy, we got up as early as possible to pack our bags and get ready for our rideItaly was fun incredibly funWas I going to be visiting again if I had the chance??Absolutely!!!The staff both at the hotel and the places we had taken Beautiful tours to were so nice and welcoming, the smile alone will make you want to pay extra money for their warm and kind hospitality.I packed my luggage up pretty well and this Technique I have had it on mind for a very long time especially during a very long journey, no one knows what might happen any impromptu might just show up, Random things that people wouldn't mostly think not to packI learnt that lesson when I was a 14 year old teenager with my mom on a beautiful Saturday afternoon, when we were arriving from the park.And in the bus on our way home, I had sighted a very beautiful and heavily pregnant, she had her bag to her side and she was beautifully dressedAt tha
Chapter One hundred and forty eight KillianYou see where the confidence came from all of a sudden is what I didn't understand but I meant what I said I needed to know what changed, you ran away and suddenly just came back serving us delicious meals and being spiteful to us about your love life by serving us your woman's favourite flavour of cake…Just wow..No no don't get this wrong I wasn't jealous, I was just…surprised.Like howwww, the equation wasn't the easiest to process and funny enough I could already see a semblance between this man and Raphael.“You both look so alike!” I whispered to Raphael, who just glared at me with wine in his mouth.I stood my ground, summoned my courage and met Xandros in the eyes.I just better be ready for whatever was about to hit me cause the things I had been hearing since Raphael arrived…Goodness!I felt my heart was about to burn down like it haD been placed in acid but every time he dropped another bombshell, my heart seemed to be better t