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Edward

It’s another night of living without Edwina's love. It is torture having her so close yet so far. I don’t know how much longer I can pretend like I am okay with her hating me.

Every day I wake up, she’s the first thing that comes to my mind. I only think about her smile, and what a mood will be like that day, and before I go to bed, she’s the last thing that comes to my mind.

I can’t force my feelings on her, and I come to force her to have any sort of affection for me. It is just the wrong place and time.

I am about to retire for the night, and a name keeps ringing in my head. Since my wolf had confirmed that Edwina was innocent, it wouldn’t let me breathe. Every time I step out, it reminds me of how foolish I was to take other people's words and not believe her instead.

My wolf keeps ringing some "I told you so(s)" in my head and sometimes I feel like pulling it out but my wolf is me I guess.

I need to see her before I go to bed. At least I need to check up o