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Edwina

I have managed to keep Rebeca on a leash for a while now it’s time to start working on other things.

Edward has no idea of the deal I made with Rebecca and I have no plans to tell him. I don’t care how he feels about it. The only deal I will obey is the one I have with myself.

I retire for the night after a long back and forth with both Edward and Rebeca. Two fools who call themselves lovers but they ith want different things.

Their union is a ticking time bomb.

I was back in my room with the two maids assigned to me, my wounds looked tidy and all that was left was for them to heal.

Of course, I feel strong enough to travel but I will pretend to buy time.

As the maids helped me prepare for bed after dinner, I thought about Benita and how much I missed her.

If she were here I’m sure she wouldn’t leave my side for any reason. She would have kept me company and showered me with so much care. Damn, I miss her so much. I hope she watches me from wherever she is.