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(28) Oh F*ck Me

Author: SomewhatInsane17
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Xavier's POV

Huffing out a frustrated sigh I let my eyes wander over the entirety of the paper for the fourth time today. I am still stuck on sheet one for who knows how long! This is way too pathetic; me actually thinking an early morning start would magically alleviate this unbearable numbness.

"You're officially the epitome of pathetic mi amigo," rolling the stapled booklet into a loose wrap I fling the thing across the room with all the strength I can muster. I groan when it bounces off the small bookshelf landing with a soft thud a mere three feet away.

I've was briefed on the contents within the contract a few days ago before Thomas faxed me the actual documentation. Between all the back and forth this past week I haven't had much time to sit down and read it in full... well until now that is. Arguably not the best time to sign ca-ca with this fucked up space I am currently in. Now there is a massive fire under my ass to approve someone to assist with this heavy workload.

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