Chapter One Hundred and thirty

Nervous black eyes stared back at me as shaky hands tousled my black mane. I looked down at my simple pale pink lingerie rimmed with black lace and released a shaky breath, trying to calm my nerves as I applied one of the several perfumes I had stocked up in the closet, behind my ears and on my neck.

"You can do this Ariana. Let's go." I said to myself in the mirror, grabbing my robe. I pulled it on and loosely tied the knots.

I turned to leave the closet but the nerves hit me again. I wanted to die of embarrassment at the thought of what I was about to do.

"Oh Dios, I know this is the right thing to do but I'm so scared of what's to come." I lamented, hiding my face in my palms.

I took one glance at my rings and bit on my lower lip.

"We're married." I said. Maybe reminding me of our relationship status gave me a boost of confidence because I could not be afraid of being tossed aside like a one night stand the next day.

"It's not something casual, it's intimacy."

I turned away f