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Behind the scenes SHE
“I was drunk out of my mind that day, I still don’t remember signing a contract with you.”He cocks his head to the side, sucking in a breath, his eyes studying me. Not knowing what to do with my hands, I fiddle with the hem of the silk dress I wore. I was out of breath from listening to what the man just said to me, electricity hummed underneath my skin, the words still hanging in the air between us. “But it still counts, you signed it.” he says as a matter of fact, his eye brows were as calm as they always were, my sudden change of subject did nothing to deter him, in fact I think it only encouraged him.“Yeah, but I was drunk.” I say quickly.Feeling myself grow frustrated quickly, he was too composed for the type of conversation he was willing to start, and the conversation was slipping through my fingers and I was neck deep in the shame I was feeling.“I found your room... the one with all of my pictures and stuff.” I say before he could respond. Another change of topic, must
Behind the scenes SHE
My words slurred and the world around me vibrated, everything either moved too fast or too slow, but I didn’t care, my head felt clearer than it had in years, and I wanted to hold on to this feeling for as long as I could. “You know what I want the most right now?” I had abruptly asked, the handsome stranger stared at me with muted amusement. My eyes stay on his mouth for a very long time, wondering if it felt as soft as it looked. “Asides all the things you listed on your burner account?” There was curiosity in the way he asked the question, he looked genuinely interested in what I had to say. I cocked my head to the side, and even from this angle, the stranger as wickedly handsome, he looked too real, so I chalked it up to my intoxicated mind, I had obviously conjured him out of nothing. “I want to be a normal person, even if it lasts for just twenty four hours.” I say finally,That snags his attention, his bow creases, but only by a little bit, he pined me with his blue eyes a
Behind the scenes SHE
The next few hours after Abed made such a bold promise to me, were a blur, he did give me the tour, but I was barely even there, my mind could not stop replaying his words, I could see his mouth form the words in my mind, a shiver ran through my spine. My eyes kept darting in the direction of his crotch, I could not stop thinking of how he heavy he felt in my hand. I shake the thoughts from my head, he was making a cup of tea for me, he knew my favorite, unsurprisingly. “Do you have some place to be?” I asked after watching his eyes return to the watch attached to his wrist for the what seemed like the tenth time in three minutes. He gave me an easy expression, one that said not to worry about anything, but it only had my insides melting, I felt a blush creep up my face, so I look away.“We are wrapping up shooting for a movie. I have to be there soon.” he explained calmly,My eyes widen, I did not know he was shooting a movie, there was no news about that, at least Greg did not kn
Behind the scenes SHE
Rage boiled in my veins as I urged the taxi driver to hurry up, my house was on fire. The house I was excited about when I first got it, my sanctuary, I actually felt safe there, how could they...? I sniffed, tears blurred my vision, the telltale sounds of sirens in the distance not only confirmed that it was not a prank, and someone had indeed torched my safe space, it also said help was on it’s way, the house was huge, I was sure some part of it was salvageable. My wet eyes are drawn to my phone screen once again, more and more comments were piling up, the famous girl with a burning house in the distance meme was being recreated, a gasp leaves my mouth as I watch the growing fire. “She wanted to be fucked by a hot fireman, and we provided everything she needs for that, SHE should be thanking us. #notallheroeswearcapes.” I stared at the comment as it garnered likes and reposts, not one person rebuking the author of the tweet for excusing the behaviour. My phone vibrated in my ha
Behind the scenes HE
My phone had dinged with a notification, someone was in my car, and since the car was supposed to be parked right where I left it in my garage, in the house where she was supposed to be safe, I broke one of my own rules, no use of phones while on set. I watched the live feed, as her beautiful face came into focus, my pants tighten just from seeing her on the screen, hurriedly, I excuse myself to the bathroom like I did whenever she had tweeted something when I was at work, or any of her movies came out. I hear a groan slip past my lips as I watch her on my screen tucking her lower lip into her mouth.“I hope you aren’t trying to run away Peanut...” I mutter to myself.Disappointment pools in my gut, she was running away, I was the only one feeling all of this, I knew that, but I didn’t think it was bad enough for her to run away from me. I run my hands through my hair, I could not even get furious at her, she was all I dreamt about, her shy smile constantly ran through my mind. I kn
Behind the scenes SHE
“I absolutely love them.” Abed answers, his sincerity and his words, all of them make my body hum.“Who is that?” Gregory slurred.“Do you think I am disgusting for all of the things I tweeted?” I ask, “No, I think you are brave. Not everyone can share their fetishes with the world as confidently as you have, and I know everyone has some form of depravity in them, I know I do.” “What the fuck are you talking about? Who the fuck are you with?”He was really drunk, Gregory would never curse me out, more so never this aggressively. “Do you like my kinks?”“I love them.”I swallow, my throat dry from how he says this looking directly in my eyes. I could feel the heat pooling in between my legs. “Do you want to do them with me?”“Forever if I can.”“Then bring out the contract, I have to sign it again. This time with full consent.”I take everything in, this time with fresh eyes and the knowledge that I had no home to go back to, the set like cave walls of this house would have to be m
Behind the scenes SHE
I did not particularly like being called a wuss, but I hated it even more now that it was coming from me, a drunk me, but me nonetheless, it was my subconscious calling me a wuss anyway. My own handwriting mocked me as I stared at the sheet of paper. I could almost see me drunk laughing at sober me, along with the rest of the world. Gregory’s words float back to me. Robot. Fresh clay. No thoughts of my own. I grab a pen and sign on top of my old signature, he watched me with a raised brow,“It was already signed, was there any need to do that?”I eye the piece of paper that held thee fresh signature, and the clause in my own handwriting that mocked me. I ordinarily would not have signed it, seeing as the contract stated a few things I was not sure I was comfortable with, like the fact that it states Abed, the Dom, was in charge of everything that concerned me from henceforth, and that included how I dressed, how I responded to him, how I lived, when I went to bed, everything. And
Behind the scenes SHE
There is a light knock on my door the next morning, too tired from a restless night’s sleep, I can’t bring myself to open the door for my early morning visitor, instead I stay tucked in, and ask them to come in. The door opens a crack and Abed’s head peeks in, he looks even better in the day light, and looks very much well rested. He flashes me a beautiful smile which momentarily knocks the wind out of me, and definitely knocks the memory of threatening to kill people out of my mind. “Good morning baby girl.” he greets,“May I come in?”Sitting up, my fingers running through my hair, and hope my face looked as fresh as they did in the movies, but of course, then I had make up on. “Sure, of course, and good morning to you too.” I say hurriedly, before clearing my throat as quickly and as noiselessly as possible.He walked inside with a breakfast trolley in front of him, I gasp when my eyes fall on the mountain of different food items in front of me.“Are you trying to feed an army
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