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ABED'S POV“If you would excuse me, I have something very important I would like to discuss with Clay, and if they leave like that, Joanne would make it hard for me to see him.” I tell her, my jaw tightening at the mention of Joanne’s name. Rachel blinked her huge brown eyes at me, my knees instantly grows weak, I have imagined those eyes looking up at me so many times, and in my imagination, she was begging me to use her, just like all of her posts did. She looked away quickly, her eyes darting everywhere that was not my face, but I wanted them to look at me again, pleading silently for her eyes to fall on me, instead, a tiny bit of her pink tongue darts out and wets her lips before disappearing into her mouth again. I felt myself grow even harder, I knew from watching her that this was how her nervousness showed. But her small mouth looks so pretty doing that, I wanted to fuck it so bad. Gripping the back of the chair, I shut my eyes for a second, rem
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The thoughts that plagued me as soon as his footsteps disappeared down the hall was appalling. I immediately started to see them together in my mind’s eye, the way she held him earlier meant it was a regular occurrence for them, and I was not entirely sure how Clay and Joanne were related, but she definitely liked Abed, or at least that was the feeling I was getting from her. They obviously have known each other longer than I can imagine, so I had no right to be possessive or whatever feeling this was, after all, I was definitely not going to stay here long, I just had to thank him and return to my normal life. Crest the cat meowed, her plate was empty, but she doesn’t wait for me or anyone to refill her plate, she struts out of the room. “You have the better idea between the two of us, I could just dine and run, staying here and waiting until he returns will only make it difficult for me to leave. He was obviously too dangerous to hang around.” I say following the cat, wherever sh
Last Updated : 2024-08-14Behind the scenes SHE SPEAKS
I never spoke on this to anyone before now, but with all of my years put into my career, I had never starred in a movie directed by Ab.K, everyone wanted to star in his movies, he made the entire world cry ugly tears at the same time with his movie Anti fragile, it topped charts on the very first day of it’s release, and the same goes for all of his movies, he hand picked the cast, sought for the best stories, and when he told them, the entire world listened. That same man, the very one who was difficult to find, trust me, Gregory tried, he looked everywhere, hoping to catch him somewhere and drop my portfolio as subtly as he could. Alas, his set was closed door, you weren’t invited, you could not be there, and he only showed up to award ceremonies to collect his award and then disappeared. Gregory made a huge deal out of it, but I did not let it bother me so much, I didn’t even know what the man looked like. If only Gregory knew the man spent all of his time in the kitchen.“Wait,
Last Updated : 2024-08-14Behind the scenes SHE
“I was drunk out of my mind that day, I still don’t remember signing a contract with you.”He cocks his head to the side, sucking in a breath, his eyes studying me. Not knowing what to do with my hands, I fiddle with the hem of the silk dress I wore. I was out of breath from listening to what the man just said to me, electricity hummed underneath my skin, the words still hanging in the air between us. “But it still counts, you signed it.” he says as a matter of fact, his eye brows were as calm as they always were, my sudden change of subject did nothing to deter him, in fact I think it only encouraged him.“Yeah, but I was drunk.” I say quickly.Feeling myself grow frustrated quickly, he was too composed for the type of conversation he was willing to start, and the conversation was slipping through my fingers and I was neck deep in the shame I was feeling.“I found your room... the one with all of my pictures and stuff.” I say before he could respond. Another change of topic, must
Last Updated : 2024-08-14Behind the scenes SHE
My words slurred and the world around me vibrated, everything either moved too fast or too slow, but I didn’t care, my head felt clearer than it had in years, and I wanted to hold on to this feeling for as long as I could. “You know what I want the most right now?” I had abruptly asked, the handsome stranger stared at me with muted amusement. My eyes stay on his mouth for a very long time, wondering if it felt as soft as it looked. “Asides all the things you listed on your burner account?” There was curiosity in the way he asked the question, he looked genuinely interested in what I had to say. I cocked my head to the side, and even from this angle, the stranger as wickedly handsome, he looked too real, so I chalked it up to my intoxicated mind, I had obviously conjured him out of nothing. “I want to be a normal person, even if it lasts for just twenty four hours.” I say finally,That snags his attention, his bow creases, but only by a little bit, he pined me with his blue eyes a
Last Updated : 2024-08-14Behind the scenes SHE
The next few hours after Abed made such a bold promise to me, were a blur, he did give me the tour, but I was barely even there, my mind could not stop replaying his words, I could see his mouth form the words in my mind, a shiver ran through my spine. My eyes kept darting in the direction of his crotch, I could not stop thinking of how he heavy he felt in my hand. I shake the thoughts from my head, he was making a cup of tea for me, he knew my favorite, unsurprisingly. “Do you have some place to be?” I asked after watching his eyes return to the watch attached to his wrist for the what seemed like the tenth time in three minutes. He gave me an easy expression, one that said not to worry about anything, but it only had my insides melting, I felt a blush creep up my face, so I look away.“We are wrapping up shooting for a movie. I have to be there soon.” he explained calmly,My eyes widen, I did not know he was shooting a movie, there was no news about that, at least Greg did not kn
Last Updated : 2024-08-14Behind the scenes SHE
Rage boiled in my veins as I urged the taxi driver to hurry up, my house was on fire. The house I was excited about when I first got it, my sanctuary, I actually felt safe there, how could they...? I sniffed, tears blurred my vision, the telltale sounds of sirens in the distance not only confirmed that it was not a prank, and someone had indeed torched my safe space, it also said help was on it’s way, the house was huge, I was sure some part of it was salvageable. My wet eyes are drawn to my phone screen once again, more and more comments were piling up, the famous girl with a burning house in the distance meme was being recreated, a gasp leaves my mouth as I watch the growing fire. “She wanted to be fucked by a hot fireman, and we provided everything she needs for that, SHE should be thanking us. #notallheroeswearcapes.” I stared at the comment as it garnered likes and reposts, not one person rebuking the author of the tweet for excusing the behaviour. My phone vibrated in my ha
Last Updated : 2024-08-14Behind the scenes HE
My phone had dinged with a notification, someone was in my car, and since the car was supposed to be parked right where I left it in my garage, in the house where she was supposed to be safe, I broke one of my own rules, no use of phones while on set. I watched the live feed, as her beautiful face came into focus, my pants tighten just from seeing her on the screen, hurriedly, I excuse myself to the bathroom like I did whenever she had tweeted something when I was at work, or any of her movies came out. I hear a groan slip past my lips as I watch her on my screen tucking her lower lip into her mouth.“I hope you aren’t trying to run away Peanut...” I mutter to myself.Disappointment pools in my gut, she was running away, I was the only one feeling all of this, I knew that, but I didn’t think it was bad enough for her to run away from me. I run my hands through my hair, I could not even get furious at her, she was all I dreamt about, her shy smile constantly ran through my mind. I kn
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We ended up fucking all night, I had only read that in books, I had no idea that it could happen in real life, and that it would happen to me. Abed wasn’t tired, neither was I, every time we came it seemed like we craved the other even more. Our bodies sleeked in sweat and mixed with our fluids, we continued to explore each other’s bodies. Naked and tangled in his arms, under the sheets, I realize this was the life I wanted for myself, sleeping next to the man I love, perfectly content. His hands tighten around my waist, I chuckle quietly, he was so adorable. “What are you laughing at?” he says in the most sexy morning voice I had ever heard. It left me shivering. I look at his face and he had a brow raised in question.“Again?”I felt my face redden, and I bury it in the crook of his neck, “I always want you.” I murmur, taking in his scent, it was a mix of various scents, and it was good that I bury my nose there. He picks up my hand, guides it downwards, in between his nak
Behind the scenes SHE
My new routine was easy, I had breakfast at Big daddy’s, visit some place I had never been, even if I grew up here, I was like a tourist, eager and excited for whatever the new day had to offer in a city as big as this. I had lunch wherever the locals said was good, and it was good, a few people recognized me, and I saw my pictures on the internet at the end of the day, I trained myself to never look at the comments, I was trying to live for me after all. And for dinner, I heated up a portion of Abed’s meals, and that was the highlight of my day, no matter what scenery I had seen earlier, nothing compared to when I sat down alone with the meal he had prepared for me. An ache wrapped around my heart, I was missing him terribly, but I didn’t want to resent him, so I needed the time to heal properly. Joanne often times came over, and tonight, I was also expecting her, I had set out wine I hand picked at the winery I visited earlier today, and two glasses, I had already eaten and sho
Behind the scenes HE
My entire body stiffened when her hand grabbed at the elbow of my shirt, I pause in my steps, fighting the urge to turn around and beg to be in her life, knowing fully well I didn’t deserve it. “Can you wait for me? Until I am ready.” she whispers, I could feel all her emotions from just a few words, the hurt, the desperation, the love.Of course I would wait, I waited years to see her, years to tell her I loved her, years to hold her in my arms, waiting would be too much mercy for me. Turning slowly, I find her tear streaked face staring at her feet, her sniffles wracking her entire body. Guilt pushed through my body, with my thumb hooked under her face, gently, I make her face me, her lips quivered as she stared at me. “I will wait, take whatever time you need, I will be waiting.” I tell her honestly as I wiped the tears from her face. She smiles, her eyes brightening and my lungs expelled all the air it had been holding. “No matter how long?”“It doesn’t matter to me, I will b
Behind the scenes SHE
We end up staying awake most of the night, clinging to each other, talking and laughing about the most useless of things, the world beyond the locked doors of the short let, along with all of our issues could wait, we would face them in the morning, tonight, we were going to pretend we were okay. “I don’t think I can fight the sleep any longer.” I stifle a third yawn in the last two minutes. I would beat up myself for falling asleep now, but my eyelids were heavy, my bones weary from all our activities from earlier. “It’s okay, go to sleep my love.”Even in my sleepy haze I hear him, and it makes me feel good, the words I didn’t realize would mean so much to me, the words I wasn’t sure I would hear again. “Good night my love, I love you.”I feel his lips pressed against my forehead just as I drifted off to sleep, and in my dreams this time, I am at a crossroad, literally. Without opening my eyes, my hands reach out on the bed, expecting to hit the warmth of his body, but the space
Behind the scenes SHE
We stay like that for a while, him collapsed beside me, breathing hard, my heart worked fast, thumping and slamming furiously, did he say..? did I hear him right? Was I perhaps imagining things? I reach out as subtly as I could, pinching myself, it hurt, I was neither dreaming or imagining things, this was real. The silence pressed around us, it was obvious both of us heard the words, but what if I was the one who uttered them? Shit, shit, shit, I shut my eyes, wondering how I was going to undo it. I had confessed my feelings when I was supposed to see him out, that was how one night stands worked right? “Rachel... I didn’t say it so you could say it back to me.”His voice and words startle me, so he said it then, I had managed to keep my dignity, that was good... wait, he said he loved me? I turn to face him sharply, he was staring at me, his eyes so intense that I have to swallow. “You said that?” My voice comes out as a shocked whisper, he raised a brow in question, then he chuc
Behind the scenes SHE
Flustered was an understatement of how I was feeling, my legs shook, my nerves jumped in excitement. I was still riding waves of the orgasms that washed over me and the ones that were promised. I realize only now that he stopped because of the constant knocking on the bathroom door, the voices on the other end say something about getting the spare key. Abed’s fingers work expertly as he arranges my skirt back and top back in place, he gives me the smile I have come to realize was reserved for just me as he kissed my forehead and pushed me into a bathroom stall. “Stay here until you hear me leave.” he whispers, his mouth dangerously close to mine, I can only nod, I was afraid I would moan if I tried to speak. Within a minute the door was unlocked and I hear the others speaking to him, but his only response is the sound of his footfall as he walked away. I wait until it is silent before walking out of the stall. My body still buzzing with unspent energy, I needed him like crazy. “Th
Behind the scenes SHE
With our mouths still locked, our feet moved, one hand around my waist, the other at the back of my head. My body roared to life, pulsing with different kinds of emotions as we kissed. Oh how much I missed this, how much I missed him. My back pressed against a door, and his hand slipped from my waist to lock the door behind us, returning to my waist, his hand slips underneath the short skirt, I shiver against him as his familiar hands squeezed and molded my ass. “Ohhh...” I murmur into his mouth, he groaned slightly in response, his hand tugging my hair backward, his tongue sweeps into my mouth, even with my eyes closed I felt it roll backwards. My hands roam the expanse of his hard back, the familiar ridges under my finger tips, even under his clothes I could feel them, the dip in and out, I longed to feel it directly under my finger tips. My eyes flew open when I felt myself being lifted, my ass hitting the cool sink of the bathroom, I meet his eyes, both of us out of breath,
Behind the scenes SHE
The lone flower followed me all the way to the clothes store, and I got new clothes for the art museum, I had shot a quick text to Connor, asking him if he was free to meet today, his reply could not have been quicker, he said yes, asked for the time and where he should pick me up from. Smiling to myself as I picked out my clothes, I hoped he was watching, so I put on a performance of a life time, humming and giggling to myself when I look at my phone, like a girl would if she was texting someone she was interested in. By them time I returned home, I had two lone... well, not alone anymore, sunflowers, I tuck them into the vase, locking the doors behind me. I still had time to kill before the time I had agreed to meet him, so I dive into the book I had been reading the other day, and even with the thought that I was alone and there was nobody to peek over my shoulder and see what dirty things I was reading, my cheeks flamed. Those kinds of things that were explicitly described in th
Behind the scenes SHE
Clutching the flowers tightly, I followed the path the child had shown me, my head swiveling in all directions for a glimpse of him, my feet slamming on the ground as I chased his scent, there was no sight of his car, and definitely no sight of him, the only things I was left with were the sunflowers and his scent that was fast fading. That was yesterday, but I haven’t stopped looking, I had put the flowers in water and placed the vase I had found by the window for the plant to get sunlight, not so that he miraculously turned up here and knew where I was staying by the flowers he had given to me. Going for a quick run to clear my head this morning, I asked myself the big questions, did I miss him? I did, but it doesn’t make what he did hurt any less. My parents I thought would come running when they saw me on the big screen, they never did, even with the news of me being orphan going around like wild fire, they never showed, and to be very honest, I waited with baited breath just as
