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Chapter 4- Deedee

Author: mennasmith4
last update Last Updated: 2022-04-12 04:17:49

Dean POV

I was lying on the grass near the waterfall and she was sleeping on my chest while I played with her long shiny black hair, the sun was going down and it was so peaceful.

She moves a little then her hazel eyes with green flecks looks up to meet mine and my heart skips a beat, she is breathtaking.

 “hey sleepy head” I say smiling then run my fingers on her full pink lips that goes perfectly with her fair skin, she smiles putting her hands on my cheek and I lean into her touch, we move toward each other and when our lips are about to touch… I wake up startled by the banging on my door, then the door flew open. 

"WHAT THE FUCK DEREK" that dick, couldn’t he wait few more minutes? I look at my phone and see that it’s 8 am, so I didn’t oversleep or anything, why is he breaking my door down and waking me up from my beautiful dream. 

"Wake up; we have a meeting today remember?" Derek says, as if I forgot, it was the only damn thing he talked about since we came back from blood moon.

" Its fucking 7 hours from now, calm your shit down and stop acting like a high school teenager who can't wait to go to prom" I say chuckling which now I realize it was a huge mistake.

 Derek launches towards me knocking me of the bed and putting me in a headlock all in one swift move… "What did you say?" Derek says as he tightens his hold around my neck

 "Nothing, Alpha" I choke out; I know he would never really hurt me, I’m his brother but he was my alpha nonetheless.

 Derek releases his hold on me and pats my head saying "Good baby brother, remember who is your alpha" 

 "Don't call me that” I hated that baby brother shit, I’m a full grown man, I am his beta for crying out loud, 

"You'll always be my baby brother Deedee" he says smirking "Don't fucking call me that either" I say angrily.

I really hated that fucking nickname he used to call me when we were kids because I once thought it was a good idea to jump of the roof of the training building to see if I was going to land like Spiderman but instead I fell and broke my leg and I was crying too much and sounded like a girl according to him, 

he could be a real asshole sometimes but he is also the greatest brother one can wish for, because when father found out about this incident he swore to give me the beating of a lifetime for my stupidity and how I embarrassed him with my childish acts, I mean I was a child I was only 11 but that never stopped father, we were beaten since we could walk.

 Derek saw how enraged father was so he said that he pushed me of the roof as we were goofing off so it was an accident and it was entirely his fault. 

That day father sent Derek to the hospital with serious injuries and broken bones; I believe that this was the incident that brought us on the “Guardians” radar.

 You can only imagine the severity of the beaten if it sent an alpha werewolf to the hospital, although he was just 14 years old, he was strong, the strongest just by lineage never mind the amount of training father put him through.

 When I went to visit him at the hospital I was consumed with guilt I was a crying mess, Derek warned me that if father saw me crying I will join him in the bed next to him and teased me about how I sounded like a girl when I cry thus came the nickname Deedee.

 I hate the nickname mostly because it reminds me of that day and how Derek looked in that hospital bed all because of me.

“Okay calm down princess we don't want you to start crying" he say teasingly.

 I groaned walking past him into my ensuite bathroom to start that fucking day.

-

 I walk into the dining hall and it was mostly empty as everyone was either in training or on their way to work or school but the exception was Natalia as usual.

 I see her staring at Derek as if he is the only person in the room with a pained smile on her face yet some hope in her eyes that my brother somehow someday will be hers. 

She was a beautiful girl with short blond hair just above her shoulders and light green eyes and pale skin and a fit body as she is one of our strongest female warriors. 

A lot of males desired her but she only desired one, the one she can never have. 

Derek never hooked up with pack members, He was a bit of a playboy but never to the extent of being a manwhore as he likes to call me, I was a bit of a dick too to be honest.

 I find my way to the ranking members table and set on Derek's right while Dylan on his left. Dylan is the gamma and our cousin.

“It’s about time you join us Deedee, what took you so long? Your morning skin routine, or something?” Derek jokes.

 “No, it was my hair routine, my skin is flawless” I say shrugging and they start laughing, assholes, I like to look good so sue me. 

 "Good job Dylan sending us those links as fast as you did, you saved us a lot of trouble" I say as I sit down and start filling my plate with food and desperately trying to change the subject.

"Come on cous it’s me... it was nothing" he says smirking; Apparently I wasn't the only arrogant dick in the pack.

 "But for real that was a close call and we got lucky because alpha douchebag got cocky and thought he had a solid plan, if those were any other pack members not kids with school cameras on them in the morning it would have been harder to prove" Dylan say, all serious now, he tends to switch like that.

“Yes, and he has someone working in the inside too, he planned this from the night before, how else did he now that those kids were going to cross borders?” I say.

“I know but we are keeping this information a secret till we figure it out, he already had the arbitrator there thinking we will be caught off guard and wouldn’t be able to defend ourselves… we are having a pack meeting tomorrow morning to discuss safety procedures, Michael is in a disparate position now after what Mr. Jones said and I won’t put anything past him ... plus I have an important announcement to make" Derek finished with a half smirk. 

I gave him a pointed look; shouldn’t he tell her first before telling the pack? And he answers that question out loud. 

"I'm not sleeping another day without her at least in the same house; I didn't get any sleep yesterday"

"YOU FOUND OUR LUNA?" Dylan screams with excitement like he a kid promised to go to Disneyland on his birthday.

" Shhhhhhh calm the fuck down, I'll only announce it when she is here, she is human and doesn’t know yet that she is my mate” Derek warns with a low growl.

 "You are lucky that the dining hall is almost empty and hopefully no one heard or Derek would of ripped your head off" I say chuckling. 

"You can't blame me for being excited that Sophia will finally find someone else to complain about you boys with, I mean I love my mate to death but I'm tired of defending you assholes " he says standing up and heading out of the dining hall .

Dylan is our cousin so he gets away with talking with us like that actually that’s one of the nicest ways he talks to us with... Yup he is a dick.  

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