I thought things would be great for part two weeks but boy was I wrong. Nik and I's relationship has gotten worse has the days goes by. We argue about almost everything, even the smallest little talk will turn to full blown argument which would result to him leaving or we sleep in separate rooms.It is really getting to me. I thought things would be better but I guess a one sided love isn't as great as I thought. Maybe I'm being too clingy, maybe I'm the problem but I'm willing to give up yet, I'm going to get my Nikolas back.So today I'm planning.a picnic for us, it isn't anything cliche but it is for sure romantic.I slowly knocked on the bedroom door where he slept yesterday because we had argument about Max going to a play date.I open the door to see him standing there wearing only a towel around his waist drying his hair. He looks so yummy, with the water dropping from his hair and trails down to his chest and down to his torso.Keep it together Amelia, no dirty thought."Hey
The day we had sex at the park,yh nothing really happen, we just fucked everyday and have some some family time once in a while. It has been 3 weeks now, my mom called last Friday to tell me my father's health is worsening,so I asked Clayton permission for some break to visit them and he agreed. I'll be leaving after Nik's dad party, which will be next month. I might take max with me so he can meet my family. Today Isa, Brittany and I are going shopping for baby stuff, she wants to prepare everything. We are meeting her at the mall which is only 15mins drive my the penthouse....................... "Oh Brits I have missed you so much" I say hugging her, we are now at the mall. "Me too Mia, how are you Isabella and your daughter?"she asks "We are doing well, still preparing for Albania" she says with a small smile. It is hard for her to leave but it's for the best. A new life and opportunity for them since Grey doesn't want them back. Nik told me he is now with his new baby
Isabella's funeral was a memorable one. We took Esperanza to see her mom for the last time before explaining to her what happened to her mom. She asked why she was sleeping in blue gown and not in a PJs. She is so adorable, all friends and co workers from the club came to bid her good bye. Expect Grey,he didn't show up to even be with his daughter. Nik's parents have decided to adopt her legally but will make sure she never forgets her mom. Isabella all left her a trust fund money so she wouldn't lack anything.Well that was 2 weeks ago, today is the day of the party thrown by Nik's parents. I'm going to be lonely since Brittany can't make it and Isa is gone.I'm already dressed up ,I'm meeting Nik there with the kids."Max are you guys ready?"I ask once I get to the hall way. "Yes mummy"he yells back and I go to the hall to see him in his cute little tux looking like a mini Nik.", Wow you both look amazing. Common let me take a picture" I say loving their outfit, Esperanza is wea
4 Years later"Mummy can I bring this to sister" my son asks me."Sure honey,just don't get some into your air or else you'll get sick and go the doctor"I tell him and he scrunchies his nose. I take his hands and walk to the check point to pay for the flowers. ", That would 30 pounds please"he says and I give her 50 bill and asks her to keep the change.We leave the store in a hurry, we don't want to late to visit my baby girl. I put my son in his car seat ,fasten his seat belt and we drive off to a place I hate most in the world.After an hour of driving we finally get to where my daughter has been living for the part three years. This place was too quiet and I didn't like it, but I know my girl isn't alone,she has people to take care of her.I carry my son and also the flowers and slowly walk into my most hated place in the world, the cemetery. My daughter's home.I walk slowly till I got a grave with a small head stone which reads Fernanda Kiara Miller
4 Years ago (at the party)Sometimes I really don't understand my parents. Just wake up one day and want to throw a party because the house feels lonely. I take a sip of my wine looking at the guests coming in, most if them are here with their mistress because damn those girls are young enough to be their daughters.I since I don't want to engage in any conversation with these old folks I decide to make check on Amelia.Me:are you here here yet. This place is kinda boring 😩Amelia:Just leaving the penthouse will be there in 30minutes.Me:I bet you look stunning, no panties 😋🤤Amelia: you'll see for yourself 😉I smile at the last message and I look up to see Joanna entering the house. Fuck that dress, she wearing a red backless which is some inches above her thighs, revealing those creamy fleshy thighs.Fuck, I shouldn't be saying thinking those but I couldn't help it. I'm still in love with her and I'm doing my best to have a closure with her a d move on with Amelia. I have feeli
Mummy is Auntie Kathy and Else going to be here today?"my son asks excitedly,"Yes baby, she will here soon,she just arrived at the airport"I tell him while I button his shirt.I met Kathy in Poland last year during a vacation with my son. She invited me for coffee and we talked about things that happened in the past. She now owns a restaurant in Poland after divorcing her Arabian husband. She is married to a doctor she meet on a dating site in Poland and they a daughter and one on it way. She told me she saw what happened on the news and she was sorry for being greedy. I forgave her and we picked things up from where we left off.Today we are celebrating Franco's 4th birthday and he wants everyone to be there. Invited a few of my employees and friends from my previous firm.My mom, Giovanni and Enzo came in yesterday, Giovanni is in college so he can't stay long, Carlos couldn't make it because he has a match today but he still sends his gift."Mummy will daddy be here"he asks sadl
3years ago (a year after Amelia left) It has already been a year since Joanna and I got back together. I'd be lying if I said I am not happy, because I am. My son has warm up to Joanna but what worries me is him not calling her mummy, it is always"ma'am or Joanna " with him,I guess she doesn't mind because she doesn't complain.My parents decided to move to LA for Esperanza's seek, so she can get a fresh start. My son has become really distance from me over the months and sometimes I hear him cry in his room alone. I think I'm going to take him to a therapist, maybe he is overwhelmed by everything that happened.Did I mention Joanna and I have a daughter now, well I didn't expect that but I have a little princess now. Although I'm happy with Joanna and my new family, I still feel this void in my heart. Like something is missing and I have been longing for it. I just hope in time it goes away for the seek of my children. I don't want them experiencing a broken marriage again. I
A year ago "Oh innocent Nikolas, you were so blinded by your love for me you couldn't even see it was all a plot to get her out of your life"she says chuckles and it hits me hard, Amelia was innocent I didn't believe her.There is a painful twist in my heart,like some is stabbing me."You are so stupid thinking I'll love you again, oh wait I didn't love you at all in first place, I was just attracted to you. It has been Mark all along even before we got married, I was with him,it him I loved but I couldn't get to him because he was too personal,so I used you Nik and you fell for it like stupid man you are" she continues with a wicked smirk"Why?why would you do all this? If you didn't love me,why did it have to affect Amelia" I spat at her"Well I must admit, I was kind of jealous of her. I didn't want anyone to make you happy apart from me and she was taking my son's attention.You were too blinded by past love ,you didn't notice you were in love with her"she replies without a care i
Song- Derniere Dansa by Indila.'You are a royal, duty and responsibility comes before fun and love' That has been my mother's mantra ever since I was 10 years old. I don't know maybe she watched Barbie too much.But everything she said is true. We don't always get what we want.Yesterday something in me wanted to die but I didn't allow it. Instead I shove it somewhere deep and put up my head up high.I should have listened to my mother. From now on wards my duty and and responsibility will always be my people.There is no room for anyone else.I cried yesterday,I didn't go out for dinner,I just gave dad the excuse of practicing my speech.I also told him about me moving to Kensington palace. He agreed on condition,that I visit regularly.I agreed, so today,on the day of my investiture,is my last day in Buckingham palace.I woke up extra early,my dress and accessories were already ready for me. The maids had already run my bath for me."Today is a great day"Claudia says smiling.I
Five Years Later"Attention!"the commander yells and everyone obeyed.Everyone was stiff including my siblings and I.Yes you guessed it right,I am back from Wales. I have been for a long time. I came back three years ago but was immediately taken to the military for my three years service.My father's health hasn't been the best lately so everything has been rushed. Today is truping the colors day,the monarch's birthday.But this year we aren't enjoying it and looking pretty with the rest of our family. We are matching. My siblings and I have been in the military for three years now and after today our service have ended.We are leaving as working Royals. It isn't really done,but for the first in history we are having a coronation,a coronation to crown the new Princess of Wales.It isn't really a coronation,it is called an investiture.It is happening tomorrow, right after this place we are going to Buckingham palace to prepare.Our titles have been publicly given to us. But I can
"And so it my greatest honor and privilege to accept this gifts and farewells. I would make sure to be the best princess of Wales in history and will be the a great Queen in the future to this faithful nations. Thank you"I smiled at the audience as they all begun to clap for me.I let out a sigh and took the bouquet of flowers from the lady and descended the stage with the help of my brother."You did great princess"he whispers and I smiled.I go and sit by my father who congratulated me with a hug and kiss. My mom on the other hand was busily scolding my sister."Shall we eat and make merry. A Toast to Princess Catherine,the princess of Wales and the future queen"dad says and we all raised our glass."Long live the king"we all say and took a sip of a wine.The rest of the banquet was pretty much boring.We returned home late in the evening and I sent Kevin a text to meet me at our usual place.Immediately I got home I went to my room with the excuse of having a headache.I changed in
"This place is very huge your highness,how do you not get lost"Daniel says as we walked on the corridors of the Palace."You'll get used to it when you stay here for long"I tell him."I guess you didn't expect your mom to let us talk alone" he smiles,"Nope,my mother...my mother is full of surprises"I tell him."Well she is. Like when told my parents she wants me to come ask for your hands in marriage from the king before you leave to Wales"he says and I immediately stopped in my tracks."What?!"I yell in surprise,I pulled away from him and stopped in my tracks."Yes. My mom is a good friend of yours. Her majesty thinks I am a suitable husband for you Catherine"he says."No. You are not going to do anything of that sort. She may be my mom but she doesn't control my personal life"I tell him."Well,I don't think that is a bad idea tho. I am handsome, good looking, properly trained and I am from a noble family. I would be a great king"he smirks and walks closer to me."Prince, Prince C
Kevin and I walked around the bank of the stream for a while before I was ready to go back home.I needed to leave before anyone notices I am gone. I sat back on my horse and rode back home. I sneaked back to my room with the help of Claudia again."Ma'am you need to take your bath,his majesty requests your presence immediately"she says immediately I entered my room."Thank you Claudia"I tell her with a small smile."You still don't look happy"she says putting my hair in a ponytail."Well yeah. Kevin has refused to come my dad. He thinks he'll reject his proposal,I really want to go to Wales with him"I sigh."Can I say something else princess?"she asks"Yes Claudia""Well,I think he doesn't love you enough to take that chance. I think you need to move on"she says and I frown.Maybe she is right.No. Kevin and I love each other. We have known each other since highschool. He loves me,he tells me everyday."I don't think so. Maybe he is just afraid. I'll talk to dad on his behalf"I tell
I hear movement in room in my room, I groan. I really hate disturbances, especially in the morning."Wake up your highness,his majesty requests your presence in the throne room immediately"I hear a voice whisper in my ears.I lazily opened my eyes to see my favorite personal help standing beside my bed."Good morning Claudia"I tell her as I sat up on my bed with a sigh."Good morning my princess. You need to hurry, your father wants to see you. Oh before I forget, Happy birthday. You are now 20 years"she giggles and pulls me out of bed."Yes twenty years of being stuck in this place whiles my mates have fun and enjoy their lives"I complain and went to stand by the window staring at the beautiful view of the gardens."Well, since you are now an adult maybe he'll finally let you go out and have fun. I admit Buckingham palace is kind of boring"she chuckles and helps me get out of my night gown."There is no way I'll be out of this place. The only way is if I am married,then I can finall
Yesterday,the dinner was alright but we left early. We need to register our courses and other stuffs.I was doing human anatomy, microbiology,basic Nursing and professional adjust for this semester.I woke up extra early this morning getting ready.By seven I was done and thirty minutes to spare for coffee and breakfast.I left my room and entered the kitchen to see Maya already done dressed and preparing breakfast."Good morning"I greeted her opening our fridge and taking out a bottle of welch juice."Good morning. I made breakfast. I hope you love pancakes"she says sheepishly."Yes. Thank you"I say and pour myself a cup of coffee as she set three plates down.A few seconds later,Ireal walks in looking bright as always."Good morning darlings"she giggles and I shake my head.She was in a short blue off the shoulder dress with black long tights and black boots.We are a total opposite,but like they said, opposite attract.I was in a black loose jeans and grey cropped tank top and a ja
"Remember Azrael,one year of nursing and if you fail you are switching to business. Do you understand?",Mom says for the 12th time as we drove to Yale"Yes mama. Fail then switch"I role my eyes at her."Don't you sass me young lady"she glares at me making dad chuckle earning a glare for himself."What? She is just like you"he shrugs."We have six kids Brandon,she needs to be tough for her siblings to follow"mom rants and continues to talk about her tough childhood.I let out a sigh of relief when the car stopped Infront of my new apartment which I'll be sharing with my best friend since childhood,Ireal Angelis."Come on,we need to look at the room and find you a car"mom says and gets out of the car."Don't worry sweetie,I know you won't fail. You are my daughter,you are not a failure"dad says with a soft smile."Well mom doesn't think so. She is always trying to mold me into this perfect girl which I am not"I tell him."Your mom.... your mom is only looking out for you. Don't take it
Christmas to New Year.Max-17Franco -_13Chleo- 12Esperanza -16Iris-10Isla-10."Mom,why do I have to go with them. I told you my friends and I are heading to the time square for the fire works "Max groans rubbing his non existent beard."By friends you mean your girlfriend" Esperanza teases him with a smirk."Shut up Es... Don't make me spill your little secret to mom" now it was his turn to smirk."What secret? Have got nothing to hide" she taunts back adding more milk to her cereal."You want me to tell? okay then don't call me a snitch. Mom Esperanza has been sneaking out every evening to meet her new boyfriend Jayden and umhushg" Max says but the rest was garbage because Esperanza was up from her seat covering his mouth."He is lying aunt. I don't meet anyone" she says immediately.I looked at her suspiciously knowing she was lying because I have been seeing her from my window.I know the Jayden boy,his dad and Nik have done business before. Everyone knows the Jones family. O