Becoming an addict.

~I will be whatever you want me to be.~

RHYS POV:

It's been almost four months since I last saw her and now I have started to lose my mind. This is too much to bear. I finished an entire bottle of vodka, my eyes were red, my head was buzzing and I ordered another bottle.

"That's enough. You had enough to drink tonight." Alex stopped me.

Meanwhile, I glared at him and pointed my index finger at my friend, "Don't you dare stop me. By the way, why are you here? Leave me alone."

"It was you who called me." He sounded hurt and sighed, "Just one more drink." He pushed the glass towards me instead of the bottle while I kept my eyes on the bottle as I chugged the glass down.

"More."

"Shut up." He glared.

"Do you want me to kill you?" I threatened him but it didn't affect him at all.

"I want you to move your ass and go to your fucking place and sleep."

"I don't want to go home." My life, my comfort places, everything is filled with the memories of her. She left me but she t