Ayla.
Today was Friday and usually I love Fridays, you know since it's the weekend but knowing that I'm going to have Ryder in business class again is already ruining me day. Miss Morgan told us that where we are sitting now is our permanent seat.
I honestly couldn't be happier sitting next to Ryder.
Note the sarcasm.
Anywho I finished making breakfast for me and my dad, mum was still asleep and we were just talking about how the first batch of food was to be served on Costello Airlines today.
Alaia was the name of all the restaurants dad owned, he named them after mum because he loved her and her food. And yes it was very adorable of him to do that, I mean imagine having four successful restaurants named after you and dedicated to you, must be nice.
I could tell he was nervous, who wouldn't be? His food was being served on a major airline , and so to make him feel better I made him my famous salted caramel coffee. I'm quite proud of it, not bragging or anything but everyone who has tried it loves it.
I went upstairs to start getting ready and took a quick shower wanting to feel fresh. The weather was surprisingly nice today so I opted for a white top and blue jeans. But the UK had absolutely unpredictable weather so I wore a white cardigan in case it got cold. As an extra precaution I placed an umbrella in my bag.
Once I had my clothes on I put a little makeup on and left my hair down.
After checking I had everything I needed I went downstairs. Opening the fridge I grabbed the sandwiches that I had prepared. I made a few for me and Bri to snack on at lunch. What can I say I'm an amazing friend, and chef I think. I mean they are just some sandwiches but I'd like to think of them as a delicacy.
I gave dad a big hug and kissed his cheek. "Don't worry papa I promise everything will go well, the restaurant always has amazing food." He breathed a breath of relief and smiled at me "Well now that my Mija has told me this I have nothing to worry about. I giggle and give him a hug again.
I rush out and head to the corner shop, saying hi to Dev the owner I head to the drink section. Although I already had water in my bag I wanted something fizzy so I got coke. For Bri I got some gummy bears, jelly beans and cheetos.
I got some gum because I know my breath will kick after the cheetos but I loved them anyway.
After almost buying the whole candy aisle I got on the bus on the way to Bri's house. Once there I knocked and she opened the door half ready. "Jesus Bri you're giving the neighborhood a free show." I say as she walks out with just her bra, I laugh and nudge her inside. "Well I'm sure they needed cheering up." She retorts, shaking my head we walk upstairs. Bri quickly throws a light dress on and fixes her hair.
"Before we go let me grab a cardigan, forecast is saying sun but I know its gonna rain." She says, hah great minds think alike.
It was almost eight when we left her place and instead of going on the train we called an uber. The train service was busy and we couldn't be bothered to wait.
As we arrived early we walk to our willow tree.
"Here." She says passing me a sandwich, I squealed noticing it had Nutella on it. Whilst nibbling on it she tells me about her date with Myles last night.
"He's so sweet!" She says dreamily and I smiled. "I'm glad he is, where did he take you?" I asked and got out my water. "He took me to the cinema. We watched IT." She said and I frowned. I always loved horror movies because they were interesting but it would always come back to bite me in the ass because I would get so scared after. I heard IT was really scary and I wanted to watch it.
"Don't tell me what happened." I said immediately making her chuckle.
"I won't but let me tell you it was good but not as scary as you'd think it would be." She said then her eyes lit up.
"Oooh what happened after?" I asked and she lit up as if unicorns had appeared.
"He kissed me!" She squealed and jumped in excitement. "Aww young love." I teased making her slap my arm playfully.
The bell rang and we groaned.
"See you in second lesson." She said and hugged me, I nodded and made my way to form. Going inside I sit down and start reading as Sir takes attendance.
"Lois." He called out.
"Present." She answered.
"Ryder." I looked to where Ryder sat and didn't see him. I frowned, he wasn't in?
The door opened and in came the boy from business, the boy who moved from Spain. James- that's what his name was.
"Sorry I'm new I started yesterday afternoon." Sir nodded and said "You can sit next to Miss Rose."
Oh, no one ever sat next to me before, Ryder made sure of that.
I shuffled uncomfortably and removed my bag from the sear beside me and he sat down. "Oh you're Ayla from business. Hey." He said with his hand out, I shook it and smiled. "Yep that's me." I said and looked down.
"Okay does this mean we're friends now because you seem genuine. I like that." He said and I didn't know what to do, no one and I mean no one other than Bri was my friend. I never had anyone else.
"Um sure." I said nervously. He started to talk more to me and I became more comfortable. He was really nice, he had told me that his dad had permanently moved here to expand his business and that his mum stayed back with his little sister.
"You have immaculate English for someone who's Spanish." I complimented him, it was true he didn't even have an accent he sounded British.
"Oh I'm not from Spain I was born and raised here but we left to Spain when I was fourteen because my dad's mum was sick." My mouth made the shape of an 'o' as I processed what he was saying.
The bell rang again and we headed off first lesson which was math's. I groaned, not wanting to attend, even though I was a top student in math's I hated the subject with a passion. So many numbers and signs and... You know what I mean?
"Okay class so were finishing with Trigonometry and were going to do Quadratics." I already knew everything, we all get the next years syllabus before we close for the summer holidays.So I pretty much revised every topic for each subject.
Ryder was still absent and I wondered where he was.
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The rest of the day went on, during lunch I introduced James to Bri. We all instantly clicked and I can tell he would fit right in. I told them about Ryder being my partner and James dubbed him an asshole for being rude to me.
Last lesson was business and Ryder was still not here. Everyone had started on their project leaving me alone and doing the work. James gave me pity stares and tried to cheer me up which he did. Everyone was going to each others house or to a place were they could further work on their project but I couldn't, I felt so useless.
When school finished I went to find Bri but she had told me that Myles asked to take her for coffee. She told me that if I wanted to come then I should but I definitely did not want to be a third wheel and I wanted her to have fun.
I kissed my teeth as trains were still having major delays, I would've gotten an Uber but my phone unfortunately was dead.
I decided I walk walk to the bus stop, it would take more than an hour to get home with traffic but it was my last option.
And as I predicted it began raining, heavily.
I loved the rain but this was horrible, the air was icy and it was pouring buckets. I got out my umbrella but of course the wind broke the metal that structured the umbrella. I threw it away in a nearby bin and walked fast in hope to get home quick and away from the rain.
A car pulled up beside me and I continued walking. "Ayla get in." I froze hearing Ryder's voice.
"No thank you." I said and carried on walking. Next thing you know I was over his shoulder.
"Put me down!" I shrieked and punched his back which didn't seem to affect him. He placed me in car and shut the door before I could get out the child lock was activated.
He got in and started driving not saying a word. After a while I noticed we were in front of his house, I was confused why didn't he take me home?
"I got an email from Miss Morgan saying that you had done all the work and that the class were going to each others houses. We'll do some work and then get you home." He said and got out, I opened the door and followed him into his house. ]This was weird.
He gave me a charger and as soon as my phone turned on I was horrified to see it was half four I was usually home by half three.
I had dozens of messages and calls from my parents and Bri.
I called mum first and told her what happened she sounded relieved and told my dad who was in the background, she told me not to come home too late. I called Bri and also explained to her what happened she told me to tell her if Ryder does anything.
I was soaked. Shivering like a madwoman I stood next to the radiator hoping to warm up.
Ryder returns from his closet with a hoodie three times too big.
"Wear it. I'll tell my maid to dry your clothes." I nodded and went to the bathroom. Changing into the hoodie I instantly felt warm. The jumper came up to my knees making me feel comfortable about being around Ryder.
I kept my socks on because they weren't even close to being wet. Thank god I had worn my heeled boots.
Walking back out I sat down next to him and got the work I had done today. My business idea was a Personal shopping brand. There would be employees who would personally shop for private clients. I heard the industry was great and from the estimated costs and profit that I had calculated meant that we would make almost 1-4 million every year.
He liked the idea making me smile a little inside.
I looked at him as he worked, he could be such a good person, I know that he can. Everyone has a good heart until its been broken. I he a feeling that the reason why Ryder was like this has got to do with something bad in his life.
"Ryder?" I said out of the blue, he lifted his head up to meet my eyes, they were so beautiful, like pools of emerald.
"What." He says.
"Um where were you today?" I asked and his eyes masked themselves with anger.
"Don't ask me questions. We'll finish this tomorrow." He said getting up.
"I have to go out with James-" I explained.
"Who the fuck is James?" He said his voice low and vicious. I shivered, scared at his tone.
"He's the new boy, I'm going out with him and Bri." I said and he calmed down a little.
"I don't care, be here by three." He said and I nodded. I wasn't saying yes I just wanted to end this conversation.
"See yourself out. " He said and I quickly changed unto the dry clothes. I pass his hoodie to him but he returns it back into my hands, "Keep it, I don't want it after you've worn it." My heart twitched in pain and I sighed. Once I had everything I needed he called me an Uber and I went home.
At home I finished any work and watched How to get away with murder. Dinner was fun, everything I had promised to my dad had gone well. People loved the food and wanted more. We celebrated and eventually I went to bed. Lying in bed I thought about Ryder. He was so confusing and rude I just didn't get it. My eyes drooped as I thought more and more. All this work had taken its toll on me.
What a day.
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Ayla. It was Monday and I was standing in my kitchen staring at the wall. Today would probably be my last day on earth. No matter how badly I wanted to stay home I had to go in. This was my last year in Cambridge academy and I wanted to make the most of it. Also my attendance is always 100% and I'd like to keep it that way. I whinged and chewed on my toast feeling like absolute shit. With my coffee in hand I went upstairs and got ready for my funeral, perhaps if I wore some colour it wouldn't be as depressing. It was quite cold so I threw on a white shirt and a baby pink sweater on top. I brushed my hair and quickly washed my face as well as brushing my teeth. I wasn't bothered to put on too much makeup on so I just applied balm onto my lips and covered up any blemishes. Dad wanted to drive me to school because he was going to the Alaia restaurant in the city which was near campus, I was happy to take him up on is offer since I felt lazy. I got my things together and sat on my bed for
Ayla. I shivered as I walked through the kitchen, it was disgustingly cold today. Also the time was changing, meaning shorter days and longer nights. I hated winter, I mean the christmas period was beautiful but I absolutely hated going from warm, cosy sheets to cold, icy air. My recurring headache didn't help either, I just wanted to stay in bed and sleep until I didn't feel like ripping my eyeballs out of their sockets. Steeping some chamomile tea to help with my nerves I quickly make some pancakes for myself and my parents. Once I'm done eating I take a few meds for the ache and drink my tea. I didn't sleep all night, the tall, brooding Italian was clouding my thoughts, that and the overwhelming migraine. I went upstairs and got ready. I wore a tan long sleeved top with blue jeans. Although it was cold I was tired of wearing jumpers and hoodies. Placing a long comfy cardigan in my bag in case it got really cold I opted for some navy low heeled boots. After finishing my hair and f
Ayla. Waking up was hard, I only had a minimal amount of sleep because I was watching Suits. Its like when the episode ends with a cliffhanger my mind says 'I don't need sleep, I need answers!' That's my downfall because right now, getting out of bed was torture. Going downstairs I put the heaters on because it was seven degrees. My hate for the cold will never diminish, my nose and ears keep going red and my eyes always water when I'm out. I made myself hot chocolate and quickly made breakfast me and my parents. I loved making them breakfast, mum always told me she could do it but I liked doing things for my parents. They always take care of me and I love returning that care back. They come downstairs and mum looks unwell. "Mum are you okay?" I ask in worry, she was pale and looked weak. "Yes baby just a stomach bug." She says and I rush to the medicine cabinet to get lemsip and paracetamol. "Mama take them." I say and dad rubs her back. She nods while opening the lemsip and drinki
Ayla.The rest of the week flew by and today was Saturday. I hadn't seen Ryder that often because we have different lessons but I saw him once, walking with his friends. I'm sure I had English with him but either he wasn't in or he ditched class and went somewhere.Did I miss him? I asked myself that question often in the past week.I was ashamed to say I did, I missed him, but just a tiny bit.It was almost two in the afternoon and I was downstairs watching a telenovela with mum. We loved watching this specific one, the plot was riveting and me and mum had a huge crush on the lead actor. I finish the remains of my lunch and washed my plate as I noticed I had an hour to get ready and go to Ryder's. Today was a good day, chilly breeze but the sun was making an appearance so I was happy. I threw on a light sundress with some nude fur lined tights to keep me warm. It was still winter but I just wanted to make an effort. I wore a little makeup and made my lips pop with a barely there pink
Ayla. I sat up against the headboard of my bed thinking about the kiss I shared with Ryder. I never knew one kiss could leave me so puzzled, wondering what to make of it. I don't know what this means, do I like him? Does he like me? So many questions left unanswered. I sigh and shake my head wanting to rid myself of all of this. After he confessed that I apparently make him weak I remember scoffing and leaving. I make him weak? If I'm not wrong all these years he's been the one in control, he is the person who dominates me. How in the hell could I hate him but possibly think about him in any romantic way? Why did I once resent him but now almost yearn for his attention? My phone buzzes and I see that Bri sent me the location of the café we're supposed to meet at. I in no way wanted to leave my house today but I will never refuse to spend anytime with Bri. I haven't told her what happened, not because I don't want to but honestly because saying it out loud will make me acknowledge it
Ayla. I finish what's left of my breakfast and prepare a bowl of fresh fruit to take with me upstairs. I loved cold sweet fruit anytime of the day but I felt faint not having slept well so I hoped the sugar would give me energy. It was ten in the morning and my lesson was at half eleven, I cringe knowing I have business. How lovely. I feel sick to my stomach just thinking about class knowing I'd have to interact with him, I just had to be paired with him for this project. I cant even do it myself, these tasks require a partner. My heart twists thinking about him, knowing now that my feelings are active. I know he can be a good person, I need him to see that he can. I take off my pajamas and pull a beige sweater over my body pairing it with the co- ord bottoms it came with. My hair was bothering me and I didn't want it to get wet so I put it into a ponytail and I left the wisps of hair that refused to stay in place alone. Looking outside the window I smiled. The rain poured heavily,
Ayla I yawned as I stretched my body before getting out of bed. I had my first two lessons in the morning and came home to nap. Although the nap was everything and more I regretted sleeping for three hours knowing how drowsy I'll be in my upcoming class. I just wanted to stay in bed and sleep all day. I put some eye drops in to refresh my eyes and spray my face with some glowy mist Bri recommended, I will not lie, it looks like I haven't even slept and my makeup is fresh. My last lesson was business and obviously I was dreading it, but today I'm planning to ask Miss Morgan if I can change partners. Hopefully she'll let me get with James or some other person, I didn't mind pairing up with anyone. Anyone but Him. I made myself a promise and I really want to stick to it. Ryder was like a drug, the most addictive kind, the one you know you shouldn't take but the few good moments make all the pain worthwhile. Taking a deep breath I sit at my vanity table and brush my hair. Touching up on
Ayla. I pressed my palms together trying to create heat. Me and James had walked it to the house where the party is. We stood in front of a big villa-house. It was really pretty. The music penetrated through the walls and window of the the house. I felt a little anxious seeing how many people there are and was rethinking my decision of coming here. People were highly intoxicated as they scattered around the patio passed out. We went in and I felt out of place. I was more of a stay at home, read or watch a movie type of person. This was not what I was used to. The faint smell of weed wafted up my nose and I cringed, it smelt horrible. People held bottle of alcohol in their hands and danced freely. "I'm going to go say hello to Steve I'll be right back." I hear amongst the loud vulgar yet catchy lyrics of the song playing. He left into the crowd and I sat down on a sofa. After a minute or two I got up looking for the kitchen. I needed water or drink something to quench my thirst. I ha
Ayla. Walking through the cafeteria I slowly tell Bri all the events of yesterday. As expected, she was feeling loads of different emotions, shock, disgust and anger masked her face. "Who in gods name does he think he is to be treating you... My best friend like that!" She shouted catching some weird looks and in return giving them glares telling them to mind their business. Whilst I completely understand her reaction towards all of this I didn't want her to make a huge deal out of it. "Bri its okay you have nothing to worry about-" I reason with her until I'm cut off. "Listen Ayla. You don't deserve hum. He's a bast-" I slapped my hand on her mouth as gently as I could hoping she wouldn't say the horrible word coming next. "Bri!" I scolded, I didn't mind bad words but we were in a cafeteria and her screaming out a curse word would get us in trouble. Okay maybe I minded a little, I mean bastard is a strong word. "I don't care Ayla, that's the nicest cuss I have for him now, it can g
Ayla I yawned as I stretched my body before getting out of bed. I had my first two lessons in the morning and came home to nap. Although the nap was everything and more I regretted sleeping for three hours knowing how drowsy I'll be in my upcoming class. I just wanted to stay in bed and sleep all day. I put some eye drops in to refresh my eyes and spray my face with some glowy mist Bri recommended, I will not lie, it looks like I haven't even slept and my makeup is fresh. My last lesson was business and obviously I was dreading it, but today I'm planning to ask Miss Morgan if I can change partners. Hopefully she'll let me get with James or some other person, I didn't mind pairing up with anyone. Anyone but Him. I made myself a promise and I really want to stick to it. Ryder was like a drug, the most addictive kind, the one you know you shouldn't take but the few good moments make all the pain worthwhile. Taking a deep breath I sit at my vanity table and brush my hair. Touching up on
Ayla. I finish what's left of my breakfast and prepare a bowl of fresh fruit to take with me upstairs. I loved cold sweet fruit anytime of the day but I felt faint not having slept well so I hoped the sugar would give me energy. It was ten in the morning and my lesson was at half eleven, I cringe knowing I have business. How lovely. I feel sick to my stomach just thinking about class knowing I'd have to interact with him, I just had to be paired with him for this project. I cant even do it myself, these tasks require a partner. My heart twists thinking about him, knowing now that my feelings are active. I know he can be a good person, I need him to see that he can. I take off my pajamas and pull a beige sweater over my body pairing it with the co- ord bottoms it came with. My hair was bothering me and I didn't want it to get wet so I put it into a ponytail and I left the wisps of hair that refused to stay in place alone. Looking outside the window I smiled. The rain poured heavily,
Ayla. I sat up against the headboard of my bed thinking about the kiss I shared with Ryder. I never knew one kiss could leave me so puzzled, wondering what to make of it. I don't know what this means, do I like him? Does he like me? So many questions left unanswered. I sigh and shake my head wanting to rid myself of all of this. After he confessed that I apparently make him weak I remember scoffing and leaving. I make him weak? If I'm not wrong all these years he's been the one in control, he is the person who dominates me. How in the hell could I hate him but possibly think about him in any romantic way? Why did I once resent him but now almost yearn for his attention? My phone buzzes and I see that Bri sent me the location of the café we're supposed to meet at. I in no way wanted to leave my house today but I will never refuse to spend anytime with Bri. I haven't told her what happened, not because I don't want to but honestly because saying it out loud will make me acknowledge it
Ayla.The rest of the week flew by and today was Saturday. I hadn't seen Ryder that often because we have different lessons but I saw him once, walking with his friends. I'm sure I had English with him but either he wasn't in or he ditched class and went somewhere.Did I miss him? I asked myself that question often in the past week.I was ashamed to say I did, I missed him, but just a tiny bit.It was almost two in the afternoon and I was downstairs watching a telenovela with mum. We loved watching this specific one, the plot was riveting and me and mum had a huge crush on the lead actor. I finish the remains of my lunch and washed my plate as I noticed I had an hour to get ready and go to Ryder's. Today was a good day, chilly breeze but the sun was making an appearance so I was happy. I threw on a light sundress with some nude fur lined tights to keep me warm. It was still winter but I just wanted to make an effort. I wore a little makeup and made my lips pop with a barely there pink
Ayla. Waking up was hard, I only had a minimal amount of sleep because I was watching Suits. Its like when the episode ends with a cliffhanger my mind says 'I don't need sleep, I need answers!' That's my downfall because right now, getting out of bed was torture. Going downstairs I put the heaters on because it was seven degrees. My hate for the cold will never diminish, my nose and ears keep going red and my eyes always water when I'm out. I made myself hot chocolate and quickly made breakfast me and my parents. I loved making them breakfast, mum always told me she could do it but I liked doing things for my parents. They always take care of me and I love returning that care back. They come downstairs and mum looks unwell. "Mum are you okay?" I ask in worry, she was pale and looked weak. "Yes baby just a stomach bug." She says and I rush to the medicine cabinet to get lemsip and paracetamol. "Mama take them." I say and dad rubs her back. She nods while opening the lemsip and drinki
Ayla. I shivered as I walked through the kitchen, it was disgustingly cold today. Also the time was changing, meaning shorter days and longer nights. I hated winter, I mean the christmas period was beautiful but I absolutely hated going from warm, cosy sheets to cold, icy air. My recurring headache didn't help either, I just wanted to stay in bed and sleep until I didn't feel like ripping my eyeballs out of their sockets. Steeping some chamomile tea to help with my nerves I quickly make some pancakes for myself and my parents. Once I'm done eating I take a few meds for the ache and drink my tea. I didn't sleep all night, the tall, brooding Italian was clouding my thoughts, that and the overwhelming migraine. I went upstairs and got ready. I wore a tan long sleeved top with blue jeans. Although it was cold I was tired of wearing jumpers and hoodies. Placing a long comfy cardigan in my bag in case it got really cold I opted for some navy low heeled boots. After finishing my hair and f
Ayla. It was Monday and I was standing in my kitchen staring at the wall. Today would probably be my last day on earth. No matter how badly I wanted to stay home I had to go in. This was my last year in Cambridge academy and I wanted to make the most of it. Also my attendance is always 100% and I'd like to keep it that way. I whinged and chewed on my toast feeling like absolute shit. With my coffee in hand I went upstairs and got ready for my funeral, perhaps if I wore some colour it wouldn't be as depressing. It was quite cold so I threw on a white shirt and a baby pink sweater on top. I brushed my hair and quickly washed my face as well as brushing my teeth. I wasn't bothered to put on too much makeup on so I just applied balm onto my lips and covered up any blemishes. Dad wanted to drive me to school because he was going to the Alaia restaurant in the city which was near campus, I was happy to take him up on is offer since I felt lazy. I got my things together and sat on my bed for