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Chapter Thirty-Six

Again?

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The following day, I was riveting with anxiety and anticipation.

I knew Noah and I were going to have to talk about the... the kiss. It was more of a mini make-out session rather than just a kiss but you know what I mean.

I hardly slept and was so anxious that I had been tapping my foot all morning.

I wasn't someone who overthought things or paid so much attention to them like I am right now - constantly thinking about it and worrying about what might happen. I wasn't like that, it wasn't me which is why it's so weird for me right now because I couldn't think about anything but the kiss.

Noah and I had three almost-kisses but they were left at the almost. They didn't actually happen. Those were enough to get my mind spinning in confusion but now, we had actually kissed and it was kind of perfect which was a bad thing.

It made me want to kiss him again.

It made me nervous to see him.

It made my mind constantly drift to the thought of him.

I was not naive or