Home / LGBTQ+ / Beat / Chapter 8

Share

Chapter 8

Author: Raissa Allana Barretto
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Gabriel's

If it wasn't because of my alarm, I'm damn sure that I'll be sleeping all day. I groaned as I reached for it on my bedside table and turned it off. I stared at the ceiling as I feel my head aching. Probably because of hangover. 

'I should remind myself not to drink too much next time. Geez.'

I looked around my room and frowned as I saw a can of Sprite and 3 oranges on my mini dining table. I hurriedly got up from my bed and looked around totally disoriented because of this fucking hang over. 

Nothing's changed. Everything is on their right places except for the clothes that I wore last night--

'Wait, what?!'

I looked at my whole under my blanket and saw that my clothes were changed!

'What the fuck is happening?!'

I walked towards the dining table and plucked the sticky note that is attached on the can.

"These can help you with your hang over. Next time, don't drink too much if you can't handle it. Such a weakling."

I tried my best to recall what happened last night. I must admit that I'm quite drunk but I can totally remember everything before I pass out!

It was then I remembered that I fell asleep on the couch after crying and was horrified about the fact that I woke up on my bed, my clothes were changed by I don't know who and there's a clear evidence that someone came into my room last night and even gave me some cure for my hangover.

'But who the fuck is that person?! Why can't I remember anything?!'

I tried checking my body to see if there's something wrong with me aside from my headache and heaved a deep sigh of relief when I'm finally sure that my body's all good. 

I looked for my phone and dialed Mike's number. Just a few rings and he answered it.

"Aow. Rise and shine, Drunkard!" He greeted me on the other line but I seriously have no time for his antics. 

"Did you came into my room last night?" I asked him.

"What? No. Why would I?" The moment I heard his answer, I felt horrified. 

'If it's not Mike, then who could it be?'

"By the way, I'm on my way to the University. Do you want to have breakfast with me? You should really hurry, though. It's so not you to be late--"

I have no time to listen to him as I was still too busy thinking who the fuck changed my clothes last night and bought these things for me so I ended the call without answering any of his questions. 

'Think, Gabriel! Think!'

It's not that I'm worried if ever someone had robbed me but was more worried about the fact that someone saw my precious body and my not so wonderful state last night. Well, aside from I should thank him or her for taking care of me but that's not the freaking point! I don't know who it is! He may be a complete stranger! Just a mere thought of a stranger seeing my body horrifies me!

Well, a lot of people think that just because I play around, I am wide open for unsafe sex but no! I'm all clean and so does all of my past flings! I make sure I know them before taking them to bed with me! But no matter how much I dig into my memories about last night, I still can't remember what happened after I passed out on my couch after crying. And there's also a fucking possibility that the stranger saw me weeping last night!

'I am fucking doomed!'

Then I accidentally glanced at my wall clock and saw that there's only 40 minutes left before our first class starts but I'm still not ready to go so I hurriedly collected my clothes on the floor and was grossed out when I smelled my own puke.

'Oh, geez. Now I know why that stranger changed my clothes. Fried chicken and beer is not a good combination for pukes.'

I threw all my clothes on the laundry basket inside the bathroom and took a bath in just a speed, but of course making sure that I don't smell like puke. After getting dressed, I gulped down the Sprite in one go and put the oranges inside my bag and the sticky note on my wallet. 

Whoever that person is, I'm sure that he or she is living in the same dorm and floor as me. And all I have to do is to know every person who lives in the same floor and look for someone with the same penmanship. 

'Such a genius, Gabriel.'

But for now, I have to get to the University quick cause I am never late! 

Maze's 

I waited for Top as he park his car in front of the laundry shop in front of my dorm building. I woke up late this morning and I also had to bring my dirty clothes at the laundry shop and I asked him to pick me up so that I won't be late. I nodded at him as he walk towards me while smiling. 

"What's with that smile, Top?" I asked him and he beamed at me.

"It's really rare for you to ask me to pick you up that's why I'm glad." He chuckled while patting my shoulders and I can't help but to shook my head. 

"I should've asked Mark instead of you. You always treat me like a fucking invincible person who's impossible to ask for other people's help." I said and he laughed loudly causing for the other customers to look at us so I had to pat him to stop getting other people's attention. 

It was then we saw someone across the street who seems to be in a hurry and he looked like he would kill anyone who would get in the way. 

"Aow. I almost forgot that you live in the same building with Gabriel." He said as he looked at Gab who is now walking towards the University's direction. It's actually a walking distance from the dorm where I live but I don't feel like walking today.

"Hmm."

"Does he already know that you guys are neighbors?" He looked at me and I shook my head. "Aow, why? You haven't bumped into each other inside the building? That's ridiculous!" He blurted out and I snorted. 

"C'mon, Top. It's not as if I would go in front of him and tell him, 'Hey, Gab. Don't you know that we're neighbors? We actually live in the same floor.' You think I would do that?" I sarcastically said and he winced before nodding. 

"Y-you do have a point." He said and I shook my head once again. 

And besides, Top said that Gab is a punctual person. He can't afford being late so probably, he would leave the dorm ahead of me and when it comes to going home first, it's either I went home ahead of him or vice versa so there'll be absolutely no chance of us seeing each other in the building. Which is good, for me. Cause seeing him will always be the last thing I want to happen. And as for the past one year of living at the dorm, I was too busy working on the bar so we probably had no chances to meet each other aside from the fact that I don't care about the people who lives in the same floor as me.

"Oh, by the way. It's not the usual day for laundry so why are you here?" Top asked and I looked at him and pause for a second. Thinking if I should tell him but I eventually shrugged my shoulders.

"Had to bring them now or else, my whole room would smell like puke." I simply said and his eyes widened with what he heard. 

'I knew that his reaction would be like this. Tsk.'

"You puked last night? But as far as I can remember, you refused every drink that's been offered to you last night. And you have a high tolerance to alcoholic beverages so what made you puke?" He asked quizzically. 

'And who said that I'm the one who puked?'

But instead of answering him, I turned towards the laundry shop owner.

"I'll come to pick up my clothes later, Auntie." I said and the old lady waved at me while smiling and I nodded before looking at Top once again. "I think we should go now, Top. We're both running late. You're such a busybody, eh." I sarcastically said and he winced once again before nodding. I walked towards the passenger's seat as he walked towards the driver's seat while tossing his car keys.

He immediately started the engine as soon as we settled on our seats. I didn't bother wearing the seatbelt same as him and he started driving towards the University.

"How is it going now?" He suddenly asked out of the blue so I looked at him while frowning. 

"What do you mean, how's it going?" I asked him as I was too confused about what he is pertaining to.

"Home. Your home." He answered. It was then I finally understood what he's talking about and I can't help but to stare at him. I suddenly feel like I'm not in the mood anymore.

"This is my home now." I said. Trying my best not to clenched my jaw. I looked outside the car window to avoid his gaze cause I know for a fact where this conversation going. And I seriously don't want to talk about it today or in any other day. 

'I've actually forgotten what home feels like. And it makes me feel like I don't have a home anymore. It's now gone same as my Mom.'

Related chapters

  • Beat   Chapter 9

    Gabriel's"What's with that murderous look of yours, Gab? You look like someone who would kill any time." Mike said as I sat down beside him but instead of answering him, I sighed before taking the oranges from my bag. "Aow, oranges. Can I have some?" He tried reaching for my oranges but good thing I'm quick enough to move it away from him."Mine." I said as I glared at him and he had no choice but to back off while puckering. He even scratched his head as he look at me."You should really remind yourself not to drink too much. Aside from being grumpy, you're also being stingy because of your hangover. Sharing is caring, you know?" He said, as if trying to guilt trip me but to no avail.'Caring, my ass. You didn't even bother to take me home last night and now you're talking about caring? Tsa!'I just glared at him before peeling the orange in front of him and he watched me.&nb

  • Beat   Chapter 10

    Gabriel'sEveryone was kind of dumbstruck while looking at the professor who keeps on clapping while looking at Maze. He then smiled before facing the projection and used the remote to show another slide.The slide contains the patient's diagnosis chart. The whole class fell in silence as we all focused on the encircled phrase at the lower part of the slide which proves that Maze's diagnosis is correct.The patient really has schizoaffective disorder.Mike and I looked at each other and I can see that he, same as me, didn't expect that Maze was quite a big brain. And a conceited one! I looked at Mac and his expressions clearly show defeats. He also looks upset but couldn't do anything cause it's obvious that he lost and that picking on Maze is not a good idea at all.'Well, who would've thought that this arrogant vocalist is smart?'I looked at Maze and he's just s

  • Beat   Chapter 11

    Gabriel'sMaze's looks shows how he regrets participating the questcussion this morning. It's obvious that he doesn't want to work with me. I can feel it. But I totally don't understand why."Where's Mike?" Top asked as he drives towards the dorm. Well, he volunteered to drop us at my dorm so that Maze won't have to walk anymore. And as for Mac, he has his own car but Maze didn't want to go with him so he's just following us from behind. Mike went home already with the other three."He already went home with the three idiots." I answered. Maze is sitting at the backseat while I'm on the passenger's seat. "By the way, I haven't seen the other members of TAM today. Where are they?" I asked Top while looking at the rearview mirror where I can see Maze looking outside the window as if he's oblivious about his surrounding. Top looked at me before focusing on the road again and he chuckled."They have an activ

  • Beat   Chapter 12

    Gabriel's"Here's your drink." I said as I handed Mac a glass of orange juice. We've already set up a mini study table in the middle of my room. The books and my laptop is now prepared and we're only waiting for Maze to arrive."What's taking him so long?" Mac asked after drinking almost half of the juice and I shrugged cause I don't know either. "Do you know where his room is?" He asked and all I gave him a 'seriously' look before putting both of my hands on my side."I just found out that we live in the same building and floor and now you expect me to know where his room is? Seriously, Mac?" I said and he winced because he realized how stupid his question was.It was then we heard a knock on the door so we both looked at each other."That must be him." He said and I nodded before walking towards the door and opening it. I looked at him with wide eyes, mouth agape as I scan his wh

  • Beat   Chapter 13

    Maze's"Ahhh! Finally!" Mac exclaimed right after we finished the final touches for our presentation tomorrow. I heard Gab sighed but I didn't bother looking at him as I was still busy saving our work on my laptop and copying it to a flash drive for a spare copy for the both of them.It's already 10:00 pm. Good thing, Mac had bought some snacks for us to eat, or else, I'll be starving by now."Oh, by the way, is it okay for you not to go to the bar?" I was quite surprised when Gab asked me that question as if we're close.Tsk. I admit that I didn't tried to pick on him tonight. It's because I have to focus on our presentation so I had to control myself and act civil towards him. But that doesn't mean that I'm up for a casual conversation with him."Oh, right. I heard you're the vocalist of Thoughts at Midnight. You're the talk of the town because of your talent." Mac in

  • Beat   Special Chapter: Past Ordeal

    Maze's"Have you eaten dinner?" I watched as my Mom assisted my Dad in removing his coat and tie and suddenly, my favorite steak tasted bitter.My Dad didn't answered her question and just proceeded to kitchen island and pour himself a glass of whiskey. He looked at me and I met his gaze with equal coldness. The household has always been like this whenever he came home from work.Cold.Quiet.If it wasn't because of Mom, I can never call this my home anymore. But my Mom is my home. And that's enough for me to cope up. For now."Aren't you going to join me and your son?" Mom asked again and I can't help but to secretly snort. It's obvious that we're not his family anymore yet my Mom kept acting so martyred.What a good wife she is.And how she didn't deserve such man."No, thanks.

  • Beat   Chapter 14

    Gabriel's"Now that we're finally able to tell everyone the subtypes of schizophrenia and its stages, why don't we play a guessing game?" I smiled at my block mates and I even saw Mike smiling at me from his seat while clapping his hands silently. I looked at Maze and he nodded at me before taking over. Mac and I are done presenting the 5 main subtypes of schizophrenia which is paranoid, disorganized, catatonic, undifferentiated and residual schizophrenia and even the three stages of it. Now, we're down to proposing different situations which involves the imaginary patients and their symptoms.Before speaking, Maze looked at me and Mac and nodded before showing us a thumbs up. I can't help but smile cause I feel validated. But my smile faded when I remember what happened last night and I avoided his gaze and looked at pur block mates who seems to be too drawn by the mesmerizing creature in front of them.I even saw

  • Beat   Chapter 15

    Gabriel'sThe moment Mr. Gesurem and most of our block mates left the room, Maze held my arm in a tight grip that I can't help but flinch. I looked at his eyes and all I can see is indignation. But I couldn't do anything about it cause I know that it's my fault. I'm also castigating myself for being so stupid."M-maze." Both Mac and Mike were fast enough to go between the two of us. But Maze didn't budge and held my arm in a tighter grip and all I can do is wince."The next time you try to mess up with my presentation, I'll make sure to break your neck." Maze said coldly through gritted teeth and I can feel my heartbeat racing in a painful way. I feel like my chest is being squeezed continuously while looking at his fuming orbs. This is the first time I saw him like this. Far from being emotionless. He's now showing his emotion but sadly, it's anger. And it's because of me.And why do I feel like I'm abo

Latest chapter

  • Beat   Special Chapter: Beneath the Cold Shower

    "Gab, let's talk." Maze said as he put his briefcase on top of their bed. Gabriel was busy reading a book while sitting on their bed when Maze arrived from work.Maze is quite consumed right now. He just got a call from Top while he's on his way home. The guy was ranting about how his son learned a bad word after spending a day with Gab.Tim just exclaimed the 'f' word when Top hit the brake and there's only one suspect for that. But instead of calling Gab, he talked it out with Maze and told him that he should teach his wife a lesson.'Tsk. As if that would change his cussing mouth.'Maze looked at Gab who's still immersed with the book he's reading. It's been 7 years since they settled down and is now living in their dream house. It was a blissful married life for the both of them.Though, they encountered a lot of conflicts during those times, that didn't changed their fee

  • Beat   "Let's make that title official."

    Gabriel's"Aaargh! I hate him!" I grunted, pertaining to my great boyfriend as I take the seat in front of Top's executive table.He didn't say anything so I looked at him and saw that he's busy with his phone and he looks like he's having fun while texting someone which made me more upset.'Grrr. Why do people nowadays seems to have no time to at least listen to me?! Am I becoming less significant to them?!'I can't help but to pout and cross my arms against my chest because of the thought.Maze has been totally ignoring me for a week now! He barely got time for me and he often come home late from work. It's getting too often and it got me thinking that Maze has something else to be busy with aside from managing the bar and being a Clinical Psychologist.He can't be really busy with the bar since Mark and Top is helping him and base from what I can see with

  • Beat   LA FIN

    Maze's"Nervous?" I asked Gab though it's already obvious.I can see that he cannot settle himself at the passenger's seat and has been fidgeting his finger ever since we left the dorm. He looked at me and he smiled awkwardly."I-i don't know what to tell her once we're already there." He honestly said and I can't help but laugh because of how cute he is."C'mon, Gabriel. It's not as if you'll be having a chitchat with my Mom." I said and he winced at me."Maze! Of course I want to look presentable and deserving in front of your Mom! You can't expect me to be confident! I'm only second to her when it comes to the people you love." He grunted and even wrinkled his nose which made him cuter.It's now obvious that he's sulking because I made fun of his nervousness. Well, you can't blame me. This wife of mine is about to meet my Mom at her grave for the fir

  • Beat   Special Chapter: LE ACCETTAZIONE

    Gabriel's"My dad left us 6 years ago. Before that, I can notice that he's becoming cold and indifferent to my mom. Then one day, he told me that he'll be gone for just 3 days for an overseas transaction and guess what? He never came back. He lied. And how stupid I am to believe him." I told Maze while trying to hold back my tears.He's looking at me intently and I can see that he's eager to listen to me as I tell him about my past while we're both lying face to face on his bed. His arms are wrapped around my waist and I can see that he's not planning to let me go any time soon.And I am not complaining. I need this. I need him as I relive the pain from my past."Life without him is hard. Especially for my Mom. She had kept everything all by herself cause she's afraid that I won't be able to handle the truth about my father abandoning us for another woman. She always tell me, she's

  • Beat   Let's Hurt Tonight

    Gabriel'sI saw how he smiled at me as he started singing and all I did is to stay standing in front of him, the full moon is shining down at us making this moment more romantic and majestic as Maze's beautiful voice surrounded the place."When, when we came homeWorn to the bonesI told myself, 'this could get rough'And when, when I was offWhich happened a lotYou came to meAnd said, 'that's enough'"His eyes never left mine.And all I can feel right now is the overflowing love that I have for this man in front of me. I never knew that I would actually be able to feel this kind of love towards anyone but then I'm glad to have felt it. I'm glad to have this feelings only for Maze."And oh, I know that this love is painBut we can't cut it from out these veins, no"My rapid heartbeat doubled when he started singing the ch

  • Beat   Chapter 36

    Gabriel'sI felt my whole body ache and it made me groaned."Gab?" I heard a familiar voice calling my name so I slowly opened my eyes only to see Top looking at me worriedly and I frowned at him as I feel the pain all over my body as if I've been crushed by a wrestler.It was then I remembered what happened before I passed out.I saw Adan kissing Maze so I ran away to leave but then, when I was running to get to our dorm, three guys pulled me in the dark alley and started beating the hell outta me without any reason. I still remember how every punch and kick felt and it made me winced in pain."Gab, tell me. Aside from body pain, do you happen to feel dizzy?" I looked at the one who asked me and saw Crimson's face."What are you doing here in my room?" I asked while frowning. I still remember how he hugged Maze and how he told us that he's Maze's boyfr

  • Beat   Chapter 35

    Maze's"Stellar Tower, executive suite 126." Mark said on the other line when he's finally able to elicit some information from Adan about my Dad's whereabouts at the moment.Well as the son of a Major, it's not hard for him to use some of his father's subordinates just to get the information he wants.So here I am, driving Top's car on the way to one of the famous hotels here just to finally set things over with my Dad. And this time, I'll make sure that he won't be able to hurt me nor Gab anymore.I'm so done with this miserable life with him. I deserve to be happy. That's what my Mom wants for me. To finally be happy and believe in love.'Mom, I promise to have a better love than yours.'"Sir, you cannot come in if you don't have an appointment with Mr. King--" The receptionist and one of the guards tried to stop me but then some of my father's men who happen to

  • Beat   Special Chapter: LA CONCRÉTISATION

    Maze's"Hmm." I looked at Top when he offered me a cup of coffee after he went outside to grab a snack while I stay in my room with Crim and Gab who's still unconscious til now. He also gave a cup to Crimson who's sitting at my couch and Top sat beside him while I remain seated beside Gab to keep him close. I put the cup of coffee on my bedside table while still looking closely at Gab.Crimson was the one to give him first aid before we brought him here in my dorm. I can't afford to bring him to the hospital cause I know that my father is still keeping a keen eye to every of our movements. That's why we decided to just call Barry's friend who's a doctor at the community hospital.Dr. James said that Gab's vital is now stable and he just needs some rest. He also said that the reason why he passed out is because of exhaustion plus the pain of getting beaten up.He prescribed some pain meds for Gab be

  • Beat   Chapter 34

    Maze's"Maze! Where are you going?! What happened?!" Top asked when I'm about to leave alone.But then, I remember that I have them. That I have my friends. And just like what Gab had taught me. I don't have to deal with everything alone. I looked at all of them and same as me, they all looked worried.Well except from Crimson, Heather and Royce. They looked clueless about who Gab is but I have no more time to explain.I need to find Gabriel.And for the first time in my life, I'll ask for other people's help."Guys." My voice cracked upon saying that. "I-i need your help." I said before giving them a pleading look."My, my. I thought you're invincible, Maze." I looked at Adan who's still on the ground. "Seems like Gab has became your Achilles heel. But I thought you don't love him?" He keeps on blabbering but before I could even hit him, Top

DMCA.com Protection Status