"Wait! Babe! Nathan!”
Nathan ignored the call behind him. His head is currently dizzy with various demands, whether from work or family and now? Does he still have to listen to his boyfriend whining about things that don't make sense? Seriously!
"Arga, if you just came to argue with me, it's better for you to go home. I have a lot of work to do and can't take all your nonsense." Nathan was still walking, leaving the younger man behind him. Nathan knew that the man was still following him, and that's why Nathan still had time to speak with confidence.
“Babe! Listen to me first—" Arga was finally able to keep up with Nathan who was a few steps ahead of him. The young man grabbed Nathan's arm to stop his movements, forcing his doctor lover to listen to what he had not finished saying.
As Arga wanted, Nathan finally complied, giving the man he loved the opportunity to say something more—but not to hear anything more ridiculous. Because if Arga did it, Nathan wouldn't hesitate to leave that man again.
“Listen, I said it for our good, Babe. Rather than you continuing to be required to marry again and again. Wouldn't it be better if we just told them about our relationship and revealed everything about your sexual orientation?!”
Nathan was about to interrupt because he couldn't understand his lover's way of thinking—but of course, Nathan's wishes were not allowed by Arga who still insisted on speaking and expressing what was on his mind.
“After you tell your family, we can leave this country, Babe. We go wherever will accept us. We can get married there and—”
"Enough, Arga. I said stop saying that kind of nonsense!” Nathan raised his voice angrily, although he remained guarded and made sure that no one heard their conversation at this time.
“I will do anything for us. I'm willing to come with you anywhere—”
“Arga!” Nathan's shouting finally made the person he was talking to stop, looking a little surprised by the sudden rise in his male voice.
“I told you to stop talking about that kind of nonsense, right?! So, can we stop now? It's better for you to go home and finish your final assignment, rather than thinking about such ridiculous actions." Nathan let go of Arga's grip on his arm, turned around, and continued walking, leaving the young man there.
What Nathan doesn't know is that the problem certainly doesn't end there—because his boyfriend still doesn't seem to accept their problem, which according to him, Nathan hasn't found a solution at all.
"Just say that you never loved me! It's always like that! Always prefer to please other people's feelings than mine! Just say that you never planned to make me a priority! Just tell me if you want to break up!" Arga shouted, this time the man was no longer waiting for Nathan's response who had actually stopped his steps again and even turned around.
Unfortunately, Arga had also done the same thing, turning around and leaving Nathan without intending to talk any further. His emotions and disappointment had taken over, while Nathan, who turned around, felt like he didn't have the energy to chase his boyfriend or explain and find the best way to solve their problem.
"If I intended to please other people, I would have agreed to my family's request for marriage, Arga. Unfortunately, I don't even know who I'm trying to make happy.” Nathan muttered, looking at Arga's back as he walked away and slowly disappeared from his sight.
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"What else this time?" The woman with the apron with the coffee shop logo approached Liana with a cup of coffee in her hand. On the woman's left chest, there is a name tag that says "Katrin" as identification to help customers of the coffee shop if they need help and requires them to call the names of the workers there.
Even though... Katrin, who is now sitting next to Liana, is the owner of the shop herself, but she never differentiates her appearance from the other employees. Come down and jump straight in and just mingle with the other employees without any problems.
"This is your third cup of coffee today, you know?" Katrin's voice again, when the close friend she had known since middle school seemed to have no plans to speak up after her first question.
Liana's gaze, which was originally focused on the window in front of her with a view of the street and everyone going to and from there, now turned away and changed her focus to the woman beside her. The woman impolitely even exhaled in front of her friend's face, of course, accompanied by an annoying facial expression.
Katrin closed her eyes in patience. If it wasn't her friend, Katrin would spray anyone who dared to be rude to her like that. "It's up to you, I don't want to be your excuse at a time like this, basically I've warned you! If your stomach acid flares up because of this coffee, I don't want to know anymore."
"Especially? Of course, it's a matchmaking problem from my parents, right? Indeed, in the last few years, I have had other complaints that you are not used to hearing?" Liana commented when Katrin was about to leave there.
It's true, that Katrin was initially prepared to leave Liana and got up from the high chair at the long table designed to be attached to the window, one of Liana's favorite spots when visiting her friend's café. According to Lian, the sitting position facing the main road means she doesn't have to be distracted by other café visitors—especially customers who come with their partners or friends. It's not that Lian is jealous of seeing other couples together, but the adult woman sometimes feels uncomfortable with all this and for some reason is too lazy to look at it. Or... is this kind of reaction a form of "jealousy" that Lian has no intention of admitting?
Who knows, only Lian and God know about that. What is certain is that the aim of Katrin's café design is aimed at customers who want to be able to enjoy the view outside as another option if they are bored with the view inside the café, even though according to Liana, also comes as a regular customer of the café, the atmosphere inside the café This is considered comfortable and pleasant to visit even every day. Of course, that's Liana's assessment outside of her reasons for not liking to look at the entire café which is based on focusing on the visitors, not the place or interior design.
But in business, everything has tricks and strategies, right? One of them is to provide space for people who share Liana's thoughts so that they don't get bored of coming to her café.
“Well, isn't that normal? So why is it a problem again? If your parents have often asked you that and you have often heard it, why bother?"
Hearing that sound so easily from Katrin's mouth somehow made Lian feel annoyed. "It's nice to talk about, I'm the one who feels nauseous, I'm not kidding. It feels like being stuffed with noni juice every day, you know?”
Katrin's reaction when her friend gave a parable like that was immediately frowning in disgust. Just thinking about it made Katrin nauseous. “Is it... that bad?”
“Want to try it? Please just replace me for a week at home—or you don't need to replace me, just stay at my house for a week or two, you'll be sick of hearing that too.”
Katrin grimaced, immediately shaking her head reluctantly at the offer. "No, thank you." Katrin refused with a forced smile.
And her friend's answer made Liana sigh again for the umpteenth time today. "How can I stop them from suing me anymore, Rin? I feel like I want to tell them that I don't plan to get married at all in my life."
"And let your parents have a heart attack and go to the hospital?"
Realizing this made Lian's shoulders slump, the rest of his strength that afternoon was gone. Even though Katrin's sentence just now was the sentence she said to her psychiatrist the other day when Erick asked Lian to speak honestly to her parents, now Lian was the one who heard her words back to her.
Really, at times like this, when all these deadlocks arise, Lian feels like she just wants to find a shortcut.
“Or... should I just try getting married? But after a divorce like you—aww!” Lian grimaced, just as her back was patted hard by the woman beside her.
After hitting her best friend on the back, Katrin wasn't satisfied. She still doesn't accept how Liana describes her married life, as if she is trivializing what has happened. “You think I divorced because of my wishes? Because of my will? For reasons like yours? No way!" Katrin blurted out, not accepting that her life case was used as a benchmark and compared to the problems her friend was facing. Even though they are close, that doesn't mean Katrin can't feel insulted or hurt by Lian's words. As a friend, it was Katrin's obligation to remind Liana if the child spoke out of line. Rather than reprimanding her by talking about Liana's bad things with other people, it would be better if Katrin reprimanded her directly in front of the person concerned, right? In the future, it is hoped that Lian will not repeat the same thing, then it will further hurt the feelings of other people who don't know him that well and not think it was a joke. Liana, who was scolded, pouted, not because she
"You haven't come home yet? Are you usually not in the room at this time?" Erick's reverie, which had remained at his table since Lian left there a few moments ago, was broken when the uninvited guest in his room returned to disturb him as usual. Who else? General doctors who should have a lot of work but for some reason seem to be more unemployed in Erick's eyes. Ah, maybe it was because Erick saw him when Nathan was just in his room—his automatic job was just to talk to him rambling here and there, tell him about his problems, disturb his rest, and then leave. "You? Why even come here? Even though you know I'm usually not around at this time." The man Erick was talking to took a deep breath, choosing to sit on the guest sofa in the room instead of on the patient sofa in front of Erick as usual. "Arga is throwing a tantrum again." “What else this time... Why do you think your problem is like that of a teenager? You don't realize how old you are—" “He asked me to tell my parent
Nathan realized that he was stupid, very stupid in fact. Chasing someone whose face Nathan couldn't even see clearly, only remembering the color and how dressed the woman Erick was referring to was when he passed her in front of his friend's office door.But from what Erick said—Nathan felt he had hope, from what Erick said, Nathan felt that he too could and deserved happiness in his life which had been full of demands. And if the woman Erick was referring to really wanted to work with him, Nathan was sure—very sure that they could be happy with their respective paths and choices.Ah, right. The reason Nathan chased the woman Erick was talking about was to ask for her help. Exactly like what Nathan said to Erick in their conversation earlier."Unlucky. She must have come home a long time ago, right?" Nathan muttered mixed with his breath after running like a madman from Erick's room to the lobby. His eyes were still wild, trying to find a familiar figure, but to no avail, there was no
Hopeless?Only a few seconds later, Nathan's enthusiasm was completely eroded. The smile on the man's lips suddenly appeared. No, despair was never in his dictionary. Either before, or today. He should remember that.In an instant, Nathan's enthusiasm burned again. Erick's rejection and insults should not have made him give up there. Because see? There's always a way to Rome, isn't there? New ways always grow behind the death of old ones. There is always a way out that can be made, behind a dead end.Yes, that's roughly how optimistic Nathan is at the moment. After catching something in his eyes that now looked so bright and promising.Why? Guess what Nathan saw? The answers to his questions over the past few days were recorded there quite clearly. And Nathan will know the answer he is looking for without even needing to press his friend again. He should have thought about that for a long time, but oh well, the rice has become porridge, and eating porridg
“Do-doc? What is it? Wh-why are you—”Liana was confused. She didn't understand why her psychiatrist suddenly acted outside of how the man usually appeared in Liana's eyes. The Erick that Liana knew was calm, modest, gentle, good at self-control, and so on, now looks very... bar-bar? Ah, how can Lian explain it?"Sorry, Lian. Excuse me. I'm sorry, but I had to save you from—no, I mean forget what I just said but the point is that what I did just now was for your good.”Lian clearly didn't understand what her psychiatrist meant. So what? Saved from what? And what does Erick mean—he's doing it for Liana's good? But, even if pressed or asked, Erick wouldn't say it, this could be seen from his movements as he immediately sat down in his work chair, a sign that their conversation had ended there.However, the woman who was still standing in her place grimaced at the confused expression shown by her psychiatrist, until she said something that Lian had never said to Erick during their consul
"Hatchiii..." Lian rubbed his nose which suddenly felt itchy.The woman was still in the office elevator just about to go home with all her equipment piled up in her hands. He was in a closed elevator, with several people around him, plus the sudden sound of sneezing amidst the silence. Of course, the awkward situation that had already filled the elevator when she decided to go down with the other employees, became even worse when Lian uncontrollably let out a sneeze."Ms. Lian are you okay?" asked one of the employees, whom Lian remembered was in the marketing department.As one of the leaders of the company, Lian of course must remain authoritative even though she is a woman. Let alone her absurd or strange nature, only the closest and most trusted people can see what her true temperament is like. Because being a leader, who is also a woman—without anyone backing her up, clearly has to be strong, really strong so that there is no room for anyone else to bring her down."It doesn't m
Truly...What should Katrin do with her best friend? Is this the company leader who is said to be firm, intelligent, and authoritative? Is this the person? A woman with a level of stupidity—no, let's not call Liana stupid, because e her academic achievements recorded in the form of certificates or trophies have piled up in the woman's house.Lian is just too innocent, his best friend is just too unique until what gets caught in her head, even though the person's meaning may not be what Lian interprets, that's what Lian believes. Poor thing, Lian is like that when it comes to personal matters, both past and present. In her mid-30s, Lian is still the same as when the woman was in her 20s or even teens.“Li, you didn't think about it at all? What was the trigger that made your psychiatrist suddenly pull you into his room? He can't possibly say all that to you just because of something you think he likes, right?"The woman in front of her suddenly fell silent, only the blink of her eyes m
As soon as he entered the café, Nathan immediately turned his head here and there. The goal? Of course to find the figure he is looking for. Liana, Nathan finally knew the woman's name after Erick first mentioned it. Nathan didn't hear it very clearly because Erick was just mumbling. It was only yesterday that Nathan finally heard the woman's name clearly from Erick's mouth—after various things had happened, and certainly after things that Nathan ultimately needed to discuss with Erick."WELCOME. Please order here."Nathan smiled faintly, welcoming the friendly greeting of the café employee who was standing by behind the counter. For a moment, Nathan had to put aside his goal of looking, because, of course, he couldn't just be there to look, but also had to buy if he didn't want to embarrass himself."Just one ice Americano, please."The employee in front of him repeated Nathan's order and then asked if there was anything else Nathan needed. Nathan shook his head and put on a faint sm
Lian nervous? Of course! However, the fact is that Lian hasn't experienced feelings like this for years. Feelings of nervousness when waiting to be introduced to a figure are something that she has to anticipate, and of course, Lian has to give a good impression.Well, even though their marriage was only the result of an agreement, that doesn't mean Lian can just show insolence towards her future in-laws, right? Ah, that nickname still seems too awkward to pin, so let's use “Nathan's parents” instead.It's true; after discussing it the other day at Nathan's apartment, they decided to immediately put their plans into action. After all, everything has been discussed, and even if something is missing, it can be added later. What are they waiting for anyway? Isn't their goal to make their family calm? That's why the sooner it is done, the better, right?“Are you nervous?” Nathan glanced at Lian, who was sitting next to him. The woman was rubbing her hands in her lap as if she were trying
"What do you mean without your knowledge, Arga?" Nathan spoke after Lian seemed confused about answering the young man's question. I always told you when I met Lian, so how could you say it without knowing?"Arga, who was attacked by his lover, looked relaxed and didn't seem cornered even though Nathan's question was quite harsh. The young man's shoulders even shrugged indifferently. “You said that after you two met, right? In other words, every time you plan a meeting, I don't know. What's wrong with what I said?"Unlucky. Lian swallowed her saliva, feeling that her current position was like a third person. Is this what it feels like to be between lovers who are fighting? Lian thought."But then..."“Yes, yes, it's up to you, Sir. I was just asking, why did you get so serious like that? I'm not going to attack Lian, why are you so scared?"“Arga.”“Sorry... Sorry, okay? Are you satisfied now? Can't you take a joke at all? You're too serious, you know?" Arga sneered, now turning his f
Strangely, every time Arga asked for Nathan's time to meet him, the man always had something urgent to do so he couldn't meet his lover. Meanwhile, without Nathan realizing it, the time to discuss something with Lian was always there, so the intensity of their meeting was quite high recently.What are they talking about? Many things. Whether it's getting to know each other, or learning all the things they have to do to convince people about their future marriage.Wedding preparations? Maybe that word can be used for some of these things. Although the perspective that people generally have is different from Lian and Nathan regarding the matter of "wedding preparation".“Today I invited Arga. Yes, don't worry. He said there was also something he wanted to talk to you about.”Nathan spoke on his telephone. Exited the doctor's office and started touring the hospital before heading to the ER where he spent the day.“Okay, see you later. I'll let you know when Arga has decided on a place fo
“Y-you guys?”After quite a bit of silence since Nathan last smiled following Lian's greeting, Katrin spoke, and unfortunately, that was the only thing that could come out of her mouth even though there were lots of things going on in her head.Katrin's head was busy changing direction between Lian and Nathan to see the two people's reactions, or waiting for the answer to come out of their mouths. But seconds passed, and Katrin didn't answer, instead, she gave a questioning look which made Katrin tired herself. The woman finally chuckled, choosing to leave the two people with who knows what their business was now.“Tsk, it's up to you! I completely give up on you two.” Katrin grumbled, a few seconds later the woman had taken over the cashier's desk and decided to busy herself there. As was the case with Lian, no matter how curious Katrin was at the moment regarding the two people's affairs, they wouldn't tell her anyway. That's enough, Katrin is enough and must be aware of that."I th
"Have you signed your marriage agreement?" Arga's shout on the telephone line slightly made Nathan, who put his cell phone to his ear, move it away for a moment."Arga... keep your voice down, my ears will hurt." Nathan protested afterward.The man on the telephone didn't seem to listen to Nathan's request, he continued to insult Nathan with questions that he didn't ask enough. Ah, maybe a little, Arga at least lowered his voice so that his lover's ears would be okay, even though the barrage of questions from him didn't stop even though the previous one had not yielded an answer.“Why didn't you guys tell me? Why are you guys doing it without me? Why don't you guys discuss the timing with me first? And why are you just saying it now? When did you do it? What are the contents of the agreement?"“Arga, calm down... What makes you this angry? What's wrong with me and Lian just doing it together? This is just a statement on paper, that we do it for each other's interests. What do you expe
Nathan could not immediately contact Lian even though the next day he had decided to follow all the points that Liana put forward. The reason? Because Nathan had to take another full shift, and it was difficult to find time to meet Lian because the woman also had a busy schedule.It took 3 days for Nathan to arrange a meeting with Lian. And it couldn't be said to be a meeting because Nathan still had to be responsible for the ER and his juniors.“You guys—” The man seemed at a loss for words. He couldn't understand why Nathan could take advantage of him at a time like this. “I mean, you can meet somewhere else! Why does it have to be in my room?!"Erick. That was Erick who was pacing back and forth in his room. He couldn't stop thinking about his friend and patient who agreed to meet in his room. What? What do they think Erick's room is? Rendezvous? Meeting room? Café? Seriously!"After all, Lian. I thought you came to consult with me again. I'm happy and grateful that you want to for
"But..." Lian continued but also stopped speaking at the same time. Her eyes now dared to look straight at Nathan, as if she wanted to emphasize that what she was about to say was something serious and intolerable.“Please continue, Lian. I'll listen.”“I want the contents of the agreement only you and I to know. Arga might be able to find out our true relationship, but not the contents of the agreement."Nathan was silent, listening.“Because even though this is called a fake household, basically this relationship will still be called a household. There are things that other people can know, and there are things that only the two of us need to know."Nathan's head slowly gave a slow nod. For some reason, there was something that made Nathan feel happy about Lian's words. The woman, whether she realized it or not, no longer used separate pronouns to refer to the two of them. He no longer uses "You and I" but rather "We" in her speech. And even though other people think it's a trivial
They met, just Lian and Nathan, in a café which of course was not Katrin's café. Lian knew that if they were there, their conversation would feel like they were being watched, and Nathan also knew that he probably didn't want to be seen again at Katrin's café after what happened.And now, after ten minutes of being there, both of them were still silent. Avoiding looking at each other even though both of them also stole several opportunities to glance or glance at the figure in front of them.Nathan rubbed his hands on his trousers-covered knees, and cleared his throat slightly, daring himself to speak first. "I thank you because you are still willing to meet me, especially—""No need to make small talk, that sounds annoying."What does Nathan hope for? Lian of course was still angry with him. Who doesn't? After being framed, lied to, and taken advantage of like what happened a few days ago, of course, Lian has the right to be angry with him, and even has the right to hate him for the
Katrin immediately approached Liana as soon as she saw her friend come out of her room. The woman was very excited and wanted to ask many questions that had been in her head for a long time, but when she saw Lian's confused expression, the enthusiasm on Katrin's face slowly faded, even disappearing completely, replaced by the anxiety that was etched there."Are you all right? Your conversation isn't going well?"Lian just shook her head, held one of Katrin's hands, and looked at her friend with a pitiful look.“I'll go home first, Kat. I need my own time. I'm sorry, and thanks for the room.” Without waiting for a reply from Katrin, Lian left in front of her, walking in a hurry as if she wanted to quickly disappear from that place and didn't want to look there again.Her mind was full, full of the wounds that her parents would have had to endure. And all of that was because of Arga's words, the persuasive sentences that the young man said to Lian seemed to have an impact on the woman.