"You have your own bathroom."
"But I like to harass you," Finn replies with a grin, tooth paste running down his chin.
"Of course you do," I sigh, running the straightener over my hair one last time.
I have decided to wear it down today. Subconsciously, I know it's because Miles used to always say he loved my dark hair. He often ran his fingers through it when we were lying in bed. He would say that I was beautiful...
"I don't think that piece of hair is going to get any straighter," he tells me, his voice muffled as he continues to brush his teeth.
Scowling at him, I switch off the straightener. I walk into my room, shrugging my jacket over my shoulder and then flicking my hair out so that it doesn't get stuck underneath and end up a fuzzball before I leave the house. I spray some perfume on my wrists and neck, before swinging my bag onto my shoulder.
"Okay, I'm ready now."
"Finally," Finn groans, even though he only got up twenty minutes ago. It amazes me how he can roll out of bed, shower, and then be magically ready. I take three times longer, because of my hair, makeup and then I get distracted scrolling through I*******m...
I follow him down the hallway. Mum has already left, she always goes in early to prepare the classroom. She's super dedicated to her job, often staying up late hours of the night decorating things for their activities and whatnot. She's a real kid person - when she lost the baby, which was one of the last connections we had to dad - I honestly think a part of her died. She had always said she wanted a big family but after they had the two of us, they tried and tried for another kid, but were unsuccessful. That's why when mum finally did fall pregnant, it was a pretty big deal, only to lose the baby right after we lost dad. It was really hard on her.
But she bounced back. We all did. It took time, but we did it. I can't help but think Miles' return, may affect us all, though.
Both Finn and I had our own cars, but he insists on driving his every day, because it's much "cooler", even though we have the exact same car. We both had 2013 Mitsubishi Lancer's. Mine is electric blue, his a striking black. I must admit, he has put some good mods on it. His windows are darker, his car is lower, his car is louder, his speakers are better, his seats are... Okay, fine, his car is slightly, a bit cooler.
As I plop into the passenger seat, I pull a bra out from underneath my butt and send Finn a frown. He grins, a devilish smirk lighting up his face.
"Oops?"
"Ew," I scoff, scrunching up my nose. "How did she just forget to put her bra on? What a moron."
"She's your best friend."
"Fuck off," I reply, shoving his arm.
He lets out a laugh. "Nah, I think Tiana left it there on purpose, to have another excuse to talk to me."
"That's desperate."
"That's girls for you."
"Not all girls," I argue.
"Most," he shrugs. "She's nice. I might hang out with her and take her to dinner one night."
I glance at him in surprise.
"I'm joking. She'll never get a piece of this again."
"You're a dick," I roll my eyes. "I don't like that you treat girls like that."
"So you've said. Look, I am really nice to them when I'm with them. They all know I'm a casual guy. I don't do the dating thing. If they're okay with it, then what's the harm?"
"They got too attached to you," I reply bluntly.
"I am pretty irresistible," he sighs.
Shaking my head, I stare out the window. Finn turns the radio up and soon, we are singing out the top of our lungs to Shaggy's classic song, "It wasn't me". Even when we get to school and have parked, we continue singing dramatically, me holding an empty water bottle up to my lips as a microphone, Finn angrily playing air drums.
We burst out laughing once the song ends, fist-bumping each other on an awesome duo, before exiting the car. The laughter dies on my lips when I see a motorbike pull up, a few spaces from where Finn parked.
The guy removes his helmet and I feel my insides squirm uncomfortably as I see his stupid, handsome face.
Miles casually grabs his bag, shrugging it onto his shoulder, before striding into school. He's wearing his leather jacket again and damn he looks hot. I mentally punch myself in the face at the thought, but I can't help it. My hormones go into overdrive whenever he is in my vicinity.
"Well, there goes my good day," I hear Finn deadpan.
"Me too." I agree with a sour expression. "Remember the plan?"
"Ignore him?"
"That's the one."
"I'll try. Adios, amigo," he says with a wave, trotting the opposite way I am heading.
As I walk into school, I can't help repeat the words Miles said to me on the phone.
He said he was sorry... that he missed me...
"Good morning," a voice greets me before a firm arm wraps around my body.
A smile stretches across my face as I turn to Bentley. "Hey."
"How's it going?" he asks with a cheery smile.
"Good and yourself?" I ask him, reaching for his coffee and taking a sip.
"Always good." He reaches out, tucking a loose tendril of my hair behind my ear. "Haven't seen you much in the last couple of days. You doing okay with Miles being back?"
The history between me, Miles, and Finn are well known around the school. Everyone knows what went down and ever since Satan returned, all eyes have been on us, waiting for our next move.
"As good as I can be, under the circumstances," I tell him truthfully. "Thanks for asking."
He leans forward and brushes his lips softly to mine. He very rarely showed me public affection at school. We had been more the make out in the dark at a party, type of thing. We always spoke at school, but we haven't acted this couple-y yet. It's a nice feeling.
Miles never acted like this, because we didn't want Finn to know. Also, he was probably embarrassed or something. He was the hot player of the school. He couldn't be seen "tied down".
I look around, hoping to see Samara's flaming red hair as we walk to class, but I didn't. I usually sit with her, but she is either running late (which happens a lot) or she's ditching.
I go over to my usual table and am surprised to find that Bentley follows me. I quirk an eyebrow as he sits down, opening his book.
"Since when do you sit with me?" I tease.
"Since your ex-boyfriend is back in town and I don't like the competition," he states. My heart swells at the word boyfriend, annoyingly. "And besides, I think we can start doing this a bit more. Finn hasn't killed me yet, so I take that as his blessing."
"He has other things on his mind at the moment, thankfully," I agree.
"What are you doing tonight?"
"I have to work until 8, but nothing after. How come?"
"Dinner?"
"Dinner sounds perfect," I smile.
Heavy footsteps can be heard and I glance up, to see Miles heading our way. I watch as he walks to the desk in front of us and sits down, turning the chair sideways so he can lean against the wall. He looks at me and nods.
"Isobel. Bentley."
"Hey man," Bentley greets him and they fist-bump.
I stare at Bentley. Didn't he just say that he didn't like that Miles was back?
Miles turns his blue eyes to mine, his lips tilting into a smirk. I don't respond.
Ignore him, ignore him, ignore him.
"So, are you two like a thing now?" he rudely asks.
I am gripping my pen extremely hard. Bentley gives him an easy smile, but I can tell he is tense, due to the vein sticking out of his neck.
"Yeah, man."
"Cute," he replies, sarcasm dripping from his voice.
He sounded so emotional on the phone last night and now he's acting so indifferent. I curse myself for thinking he might have changed.
I glare down at my paper, writing the date and the chapter title. I try to focus all my attention on the topic for today. I feel Bentley's hand go to my knee. He gives me a sharp, reassuring squeeze.
Miles' eyes flicker down, noticing the exchange. His nostrils flare, before he abruptly faces the front, slamming his notepad onto the desk and angrily rummaging through his pencil case.
"Miles? Are you alright there?" Mrs. Adams asks him, peering at him over her oval-shaped glasses.
"Fine," he snaps icily, causing everyone to flicker their eyes between the two of us.
I internally groan. He's acting like a jealous boyfriend. We haven't even seen each other in a year and a half.
He doesn't bother me for the rest of the lesson.
As I'm walking to my locker sometime later, I see that Miles is standing there. As soon as he sees me, he pushes off the metal and begins to walk towards me.
Suddenly, a strong hand curls around my bicep and I am tugged backward.
"Finn!" I exclaim as he pulls me. "I need to swap textbooks!"
"Stay here," he instructs. "What do you need?"
"English."
He nods and storms over to my locker. I feel incredibly embarrassed that Finn won't let me go to my own locker, because Miles is there. Miles stares at Finn in amusement as he swaps my books and then stomps over to me.
"Let's go."
I shake my head at him as he pulls me after him again.
"I wasn't going to talk to him. I am doing the ignore thing pretty well."
"For now, but you loved him, Is. It's only a matter of time before he gets to you again."
"Thanks for having faith in me," I mutter.
"I just know you. You're kind and forgiving. Two things that I'm not."
"Yeah you are," I say to him, giving him a side-long glance. "To people, you care about, you are."
"Lucky he isn't someone I care about, then," he says through gritted teeth.
He literally walks me to my classroom.
"Thanks for the tour guide," I roll my eyes. "I think I can handle myself now."
"One can only hope," my brother dramatically replies. "I'll see you at lunch."
I nod at him and make my way inside, relieved to see my flamed-haired best friend, sitting at our table.
"Thank God you are here," I say to her, throwing my books onto the desk.
"I get that a lot," she grins. "So, what drama did I miss?"
With the brief time, we have before the teacher began the lesson, I hurriedly tell her about the conversation last night I had with Miles and his strange behaviour in the classroom, including Finn's embarrassing act of chauffeuring me from my locker, to class.
"Is Miles obsessed with you, or something?" she asks with raised eyebrows. "The boy I remember from eighteen months ago did not obsess about anyone."
"I know..." I trail off. "Maybe he thinks if he can get to me, he can get to Finn?"
"Or he really did like you and regrets what he did?"
"No, he is definitely evil and is plotting something," I nod. "He is Miles Carter, you know."
"This is true," she agrees, just as class begins.
I throw a glance across the room, to see Miles' eyes already on me. I gulp uneasily, quickly turning my attention to the board.
Miles is really hard to ignore.
The front door slams and soon after, I can hear heavy footsteps, loud chatter, and laughing. I roll my eyes and close my laptop.The Boys are here.I leap to my feet, glancing in the mirror at my appearance. I'm wearing a pair of leggings, a tight, lilac-coloured top that had a Calvin Klein logo on it, and a black cardigan. I head downstairs, to see what everyone is up to.The smell of sweat and boy's deodorant abuses my nostrils as I enter the kitchen. Finn and his two best mates, Alec and Jai, are raiding the fridge and cupboard for any food that they can find."Hey," Alec grins, giving me a broad, charming grin. "How's the better twin going?""I knew I always liked you the most," I tease and before I completely lost myself in Miles, I really did. My first ever kiss was with Alec, before my brother found out and sucker-punched him in the stomach. I somehow had a crush on both Alec and Miles, simultaneously. Alec seemed interested in
NowMy head is killing me.My throat felt dry as I blindly reach for the glass of water I always have beside my bed. I down the glass, spilling half down my chin, before placing it loudly back onto my bedside table. I try to roll over, but there is something heavy spread across my abdomen.I slowly open my eyes and let out a startled gasp, when there is a tanned arm across my stomach. It belongs to a guy.My eyebrows shoot up as I move my head, seeing a mop of dark hair. With my head pounding and my stomach whirling, I edge out of the bed and go around to the other side of the room, to see Samara passed out, her head in a bucket. I grimace at the sight, considering she is still wearing her revealing dress.A shocked breath escapes me as I stare at the boy in my bed. My stomach drops.Holy shit.It's Alec.The Night Before
As last night's memories began to crash into my mind, one by one, I quickly retreat to the bathroom, where I throw up. I shower straight after, rinsing my body and shampooing my hair. The vanilla scent of my shampoo wafts around the bathroom and I inhale deeply, loving the smell.As I run my brush through my hair, I stare at myself in the mirror.Do I like the person I was last night? Even though I've been casually seeing Bentley, doesn't mean I had the right to let Alec kiss me? But he did the same thing...I let out a sigh, my brush getting caught in a knot. I wince as I yank it through.I don't enjoy lying to Finn or sneaking around his back. I am a bad liar, especially when I try to lie to Finn. He always knows. I don't plan todateAlec. We just had fun and honestly, it wouldn't even matter, if he wasn't so close with my brother. I don't want another Miles-Isobel-Finn situation to arise.Miles...He had
"Hey Is," he says softly. "How are you?""Good, you?""Okay," he mutters. "Look about last night... I was an asshole.""Really?" I deadpan.I hear him wince. "I shouldn't have been with that other girl. I didn't plan for that, it just happened. I guess I have been single for too long.""We're not dating. You're free to do what you want," I say with a sigh. "I'm more upset with what you said about me to everyone.""I got jealous, even though I had no right to be. Of course, you didn't make out with anyone. You're not an idiot like me."I bite my tongue, feeling semi-terrible that I actually did."Look, I'm not going to hold a grudge against you, but I'm not interested in seeing you anymore. No matter what you say, I know it's probably about sex for you and right now, I'm not ready.""It's not just about that. I like spending time with you.""I do, too, but you showed me a different side to you last ni
I begin aimlessly wandering through the hallway, scanning the small crowd of students as I try to find Miles before Finn catches me.After almost losing hope, I finally find him down by the football oval. He is halfway down, sitting on the grass, leaning back onto the fence. Sucking in an encouraging breath, I walk over to him.The closer I get, the stronger I can smell the stench of cigarette smoke. I scrunch up my face as I walk to him. It now makes sense why he is all the way down here.He has his head hung low, his forehead pressed against his knees. His arms are slung over his knees, the cigarette loosely dangling between his fingers."Miles."He lifts his head and my stomach clenches when I see tear stains.He tilts his back, squinting in the morning sunlight."What do you want?" he asks, his voice dry. "Here to torment me some more? Throw your father's death in my face again?"I grimace, sliding down the fe
I sit in bed, my legs folded beneath me as I continue to binge-watch Netflix, a jar of Nutella perched in my hands."Why did you leave school?" Finn bursts through my door, placing his hands on his hips, looking down his nose at me.I pause my show, flicking my eyes to his. I lick my spoon clean as I shrug."Felt sick.""Bullshit. Something happened with Bentley, didn't it? Or Miles? Since when are there so many guys in your life?""Breathe before you give yourself a hernia." I laugh, quirking an eyebrow at him. "And no, I'm allowed to feel like shit sometimes and skip school.""Physically or mentally?" he asks me skeptically."Bit of both, I guess." It is half true.He sits on the end of the bed, watching me. "What's wrong?""I can't talk to you about it," I admit honestly. "You won't get it.""Try me."I let out a sigh. "It's about Miles.""Here we go," he replies, throw
"You and Alec, again?" Samara asks me, as she flips through one of my magazines, chewing her gum obnoxiously. "Really thought that was a one-time thing.""Yeah, I did, too." I agree. "I know he isn't looking to date, he just wants to fool around. But I don't want to sleep with him, so...""Why not?" she shrugs. "I know the whole Miles thing has messed with your head, but Alec is a nice guy."I stare at her, baffled. "He is a player. He has slept with plenty of girls. Once I give it up, he'll get bored and move on. I don't want my first time to be like that.""Well, that's your choice.""It is my choice," I argue, frowning. "I only want to do it with someone I'm dating. Who Ilove.""Okay, okay, I get it," she replies, holding up her hands in a peace gesture.I let out a huff. Samara frustrates me. She is so unemotional sometimes. It irks me that she doesn't care about things like that. She sleeps with peopl
"How was your date?""It wasn't a date," Finn huffs, his face screwing up as he pushes against his weight, the veins in his arm protruding from his skin."Sure it wasn't.""Why don't you believe me?""Because I know you," I point out, pulling the handgrip, feeling my muscles ache."What about you?" he suddenly asks and I let go out of the handle, causing the weight to hit the pole loudly, the sounding bouncing off the walls as I grimace.He quirks an eyebrow at me as I scramble to pick it back up. I put the handle back in the holding spot and lean back in the uncomfortable, worn, leather seat."What do you mean?""I mean, how's your dating life going? What's going on with Bentley?""You mean after he grabbed me, told everyone I don't put out, and then said he should have known better than to get involved with me? No, there is no me and Bentley." I replied sourly, getting to my feet, dragging the back of my
A few months later"How have you been?" Ashley questions as she takes a sip of her coffee. She leans back into her chair, tucking a piece of hair behind her ear. She gives me a warm smile."Really good," I tell her honestly. "Miles' and I moved into our place last weekend.""That's fantastic!" she beams at me. "You two have come so far.""Yeah," I agree with a shy smile. "I never would have imagined us to be living together. Especially after everything.""True love conquers all," she teases.I let out a quiet laugh. "And you? How have you been?""I've been well. I'm taking next semester off and am travelling to Europe. I'm also thinking of taking a position across town. It's an office job.""Oh that sounds great!""I haven't made a decision yet. And I've been dating a guy for a few months now, so that might change things." Her cheeks blossom red when she speaks about him and her lips curve upwards.
"Thanks, man," Miles's voice sounds close but far away at the same time."You kids have fun," the taxi driver grins, offering us both a sly wink when he thinks the other isn't looking.I take Miles' hand and he tugs me out of the car. I tilt my head back and stare at the cabin with an awed expression. It's a beautiful, dainty cabin with fairy lights hanging from the windows and the roof in a raining portrayal. My lips are parted and my breath was taken away as I stare at its beauty.A wooden arch borders the path leading to the front door. Beautiful white and pink flowers are embedded in the silver chains, twisting their way around the frame."Oh," I whisper, my eyes unable to tear away from the sight before me. "It's gorgeous.""Wait until you see the inside!" Miles says excitedly, his fingers tangling with mine.He pulls me after him. I feel breathless, my head full and light, my eyes searching, my heart thumping loudly. He ope
I press my lips together and rub slowly, before making apopsound.I meet my gaze in the mirror reflection. My dark hair is curled beside my face, my dark eyes framed with long lashes, my lips painted red."Almost ready for photos?" Kiarra asks, stepping out of the bathroom, her brilliant-blue dress flaring around her legs as she walks. Her heels click against the tiles, before changing to a soft thud as she walks across my carpeted floor, flicking out her long hair."Sure am," I reply, getting to my feet and wobbling. I hastily reach for my desk. Iknewthese heels were too high for me. Or maybe it was the three glasses of champagne..."Do I look alright?" Becca asks us, her voice unusually timid.She stands and runs her fingers down the light pink dress that is securely wrapped around her body."Hell to the yeah," Kiarra nods."Really?" she whispers."My brother will probably drop dead a
I hold my arm out for my brother. He hoists himself onto his feet and wobbles for a moment, before steadying."You okay?" I ask him."Better than ever," he grins.It's been a couple of weeks since the storm. The school has re-opened and Finn is now able to withstand weight on his leg. The muscles have decreased so he still limps and struggles to maintain his usual pace, but he's able to walk without crutches now. We still have them at home, but he seems to be handling walking pretty well without them.As we walk into school, girls are magnetically drawn to us, like they have been, despite Finn being off the market. He barely glances at them as he searches for Becca. I smile down at my feet as I walk.I make a beeline to my locker, to get out the textbooks I need for the first two classes. I jump in fright as I shut the door and Samara is leaning beside me, her vibrant hair loosely curled."You'll never guess who was caught swap
"Ready?""Hell yeah."I smile up at Miles as he shrugs into his jacket. He clenches his jaw and screws up his face in pain. I rush to his side and help his arm into the sleeve. Even though he is being discharged, he is still in quite a bit of pain.Wrapping an arm around his waist, I help him walk down the corridor. Once inside the elevator, he leans onto the railing with a weak smile on his face."What are you smiling about?" I question."I'm looking forward to the next week," he tells me."Me too," I agree.Due to the bad storm, a lot of places around town have been damaged, including the school. School is shut for the remaining week, to fix the damages. The school dance has been postponed for a few weeks, which works out perfectly for me. Miles wasn't able to attend, but now he will be.Considering we won't have school and Miles is in recovery, mum has offered him our spare room. Which isalso&nbs
When I wake the next morning, I rub my eyes, feeling like I haven't slept at all.I roll my head to the side, to see Kiarra open-mouthed and snoring beside me. I stretch, feeling a few bones in my back crack. The brightness of my phone screen makes me grimace. I hastily turn it down as I squint, seeing that it is 7:30 am.I pull myself from bed, making a beeline for the shower.The house is silent as I walk through ten minutes later, dressed in a denim skirt and a long-sleeve shirt. My hair is still wet, hanging limply down my shoulders. I wait until I'm out the front door, before sliding my vans onto my feet.The wind is unforgiving and harsh as I walk towards my car. I tug the sleeves down my hands and grimace, wishing I'd chosen to wear jeans instead.I stop into Brumby's Bakery on my way to the hospital, ordering two coffees and two cream pastry puffs. My stomach rumbles as the smell fill my car.By the time I
"Where are you going?""Out!" I say in a rush as I sprint past mum and out the door.I feel shaky as I fall behind the wheel. Every second that passes, feels like I'm slowly letting Miles down more and more.When I pull into the car park, my tires crunch against the loose gravel. My headlights pour across the vacant lot until they land on his motorbike. My stomach lurches. He's still here, which confirms my suspicions.Something bad has happened.I step out of my car and hesitantly walk towards the bike. It looks the exact same as it always does.I keep quiet as I begin to search the grounds, once again, returning to the locker room. I begin to feel nauseous when I can't find anything. I scour the oval and the perimeter of the field. By the time I get to the bus shelter at the end of the oval, my shoulders sag and my feet dragging. I feel helpless until I see it.Blood.There is spots of blood covering the grass a
"I thought you had plans tonight?"Me too, I think sourly as I stomp past mum."Plans changed." The bitterness is embedded in my voice as I reach for the juice and drink straight from the carton."You do realise we all drink that?" Mum asks me, quirking her eyebrow."Yes," I reply sharply, before marching out of the kitchen, feeling like a moody brat.While I mount the stairs, I ring Miles again, only for it to go straight to his voicemail.I'm beginning to feel sick.I don't know what I want more - to scream, to cry, or to have a drink. Possibly all three.A part of me wants to rush over to the party, to see if he's there. To see if history isreallyrepeating itself, while the other half of me has given up. I want to sit in the corner of my room and rock back and forth.Deciding to go with neither, I collapse onto the mattress and stare at the ceiling, feeling exh
When I scramble to my feet, my tear-stained cheeks cold from the wind, I feel incredibly stupid.Has this been his plan all along? Surely, someone could not fake those words, those feelings... He couldn't be that good of an actor.Something... Something has happened. That is the only thing I can believe. That thought is the very string keeping my sanity together. My fingers feel numb when I dial his number again."Hello, you've reached the voice mail of ---"I let out a groan of anger as I am tempted to throw my phone at the ground.I numbly walk to the locker room. It's dark. The only sounds I can hear is my quickened breathing and one of the taps drizzling water into the basin beneath it."Miles?" I whisper, before clearing my throat. "Miles?"No answer.Beginning to feel creeped out, I take a deep breath and turn my phone light on. I roam through the darkroom, hoping that nothing will jump out to scare m