My life
Azaria's POV
One week later
“Azaria! Come on, we will be late for school!” it's Ariana's voice. Hmm she has a cute voice for a 10 year old. It's not as shrieking and annoying as before. I guess puberty…no no she's still little for all that.
I sprang up from bed like I was sitting on hot coal. I have been doing that for the past year. It makes it easier for me to stay awake.
Yawning, I stared out through the window. What time did I sleep anyway? I went to bed thinking of what I would tell dad to avoid school in the morning . It's School day after all. The day I dread with all my heart.
“Ughhh! I hate my life”
Stretching my hand to my body, the night stand grabbed my phone.
“Oh my Gosh!” The time was 6:30 am. Any moment now we would miss the bus and I'll have to wait for dad to take us to School in his rickety small car, which I hate with all my heart.
Oh no! I can't give that school more reason to laugh at me. The party at Ashley's was enough.
I jumped into the shower and took my bath in a jiffy. Jumping into a carton color cargo pants and a white top, I combed my hair in double time, applied some lip gloss and ran downstairs.
“Morning dad” I bent and kissed him on the cheeks.
“Morning sweetie” he smiled at me. “Come on eat quickly, the bus would soon be here any minute”
“Ariana, Lukas, morning” I nodded to my siblings and took a seat beside dad.
Lukas was the 15 year old teenager with the best looks in the house. He was kind and awesome. Good grades, best dress sense. The entire package. I couldn't even hate him because he was good. I wish he was my older brother. Maybe I could trauma dump on him but no, I'm the elder one. I'm the one who gets trauma dumped on.
“Morning Aza, sleep well?” He raised an eyebrow.
I nodded, smiling. He smiled too.
Ariana had her mouth filled with toast. She hadn't even looked at me.
“Ariana?” dad said in an accusatory voice. Dad had warned her about not being respectful to me as the elder one. I saw no need in the whole respect thingy but Dad says it's important. He comes from a family where respect was a big deal. Well I didn't say she should bow before me but an acknowledgement like a smile or wave was okay.
Ariana was annoying but can be sweet sometimes. She lives in her head, just like me but she's more extroverted and confident. Unlike me.
Ariana raised her head up. “Sup sis” and everyone laughed.
“What's with the language?” I asked.
“Nothing,” she said.
The next thing I was going to say was swallowed up by the honking of the school bus. We all leapt out of our chairs.
“Bye dad!” We chorused as we ran out of the house.
“Azaria!”
I turned to look at dad.
“Don't forget about the meeting today okay?”
My heart began to beat like crazy. “It's today?”
“Yes, it's long overdue,” dad said. And that sent my body on an adrenaline spike.
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I don't know how but the school bus made it to school just before the bell went on. I mean that was good too.
All night I didn't sleep because I was imagining myself coming to school early and seeing no one, only appearing when it's time for class. But this was good. Getting into school and having the bell ring immediately. Then I enter into class
I see one. I hear no one. No one bullies me. Everyone goes home happy. I guess I choose this routine because Ashley is yet to start school. She always starts a week after and up until this day, I do not know why.
My first class was English.
I get into class, sit very close to the teacher and listen only to her. Even though I can still see people whispering and pointing at me. I roll my eyes when I just can't help but notice it. Thanks to Logan.
That Idiot didn't even try to contact me or apologize. I guess it was a waste of 5 years. It's true what they say. The way they leave you trolls you about everything. The moment the bell rang, I dashed out of the door, straight to the rooftop. That's why I'll have lunch this week.
As I took a bite of my sandwich, I recalled what dad was talking about. The meeting. With the Coleman's
I sighed.
Since last year, people my age had all seen their mate except for me. This year I'm 19. Yes I'm too old for my class but thankfully this is my last year in high school .I'm past the age for finding a mate. No one has marked me nor did I bear the mark of any wolf. My best bet was Logan but then he didn't do it. That's where the bulk of my bullying came from. I was always unlucky in everything.
So dad had asked me months back that he and I would meet his friend, Mr. Coleman.
He had sons on the human side that had no mate. So it's like an arranged marriage in the werewolf Kingdom. It wasn't popular but it was done to wolves with no mate.
The bell rang and I began to go downstairs when I heard some weird sounds.
“Nicholas baby” a feminine voice moaned from a distance. I turned my head around to find them. They were leaning on the wall kissing tenderly and passionately.
I turned around to move when my leg hit a mop and it fell, making sounds.
Nicholas and a girl I recognize to be the leader of the cheerleaders turned to me.
“Oh” her face was a mixture of resentment and disgust as she glared at me. She didn't look at me for long before she turned back to Nicholas. Nicholas stares at me with deadpanned eyes. She immediately pulled him down and their lips molded together.
A pang of jealousy swam through me as I recalled what had happened that night while I was getting milk in Ashley's house.
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I grabbed the cup before it toppled over. Holding the cup like it was my life, I immediately began to flee the kitchen when I bump into him again. I don't know how but he caught the glass of milk before it spilled.
“Sorry” I muttered. I tried to leave but Nicholas was blocking the way. Then I heard a deep voice.
“Look up!” I raised an eyebrow. Did Nicholas open his mouth? But when.
Nicholas’s gaze roamed my body and for a moment I thought I was naked.
“One day you won't run from me mate!” that voice from within came again. My eyes widened. What did he say?
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As soon as I made my way downstairs, just as I turned to enter the hallway to class, a hand grabbed me. Covering my mouth.
“Let me go!” I said in my muffled screams as I kicked and pushed. But it was useless. My attacker was bigger and stronger than me. Some cloth was stuffed into my mouth and then everything became hazy. It didn't take long, and I dozed off.
AngryNicholas's POVSomething was off but I couldn't place my hands on it. I could feel it. My wolf just wouldn't stop disturbing me. I had to drown myself in alcohol to be invisible to his words.“Let’s play a game. Truth or dare” Jacob glared at me. I tilted my head to the side. What was this guy trying to do?“Jake stop your stupid game, we are not here to play” Marcel, my best friend said.It was the eve before transition day for young werewolves. My friends and I were in the ranch waiting for instructions from the guards on my role tomorrow as heir. I called Marcel to keep me company and he came with my other friends. One of them was Jake.Last 6 months he had dared me and I did a hostile takeover of his pack and gave it to the beta. It took the intervention of my father and the elders for me to give it back. The recent one was that I had taken his girlfriend. It wasn't exactly my fault.His girlfriend, the leader of the cheerleading group at school, came up to me. I didn't want
Saved by himAzaria's POVDarkness enveloped me the moment I opened my eyes. I was sitting on the floor. I could hear the tapping toes of rodents as they travelled across the room.I tried to stand but then I remembered I had been bound by a tight rope. They were not stinging like before now they throbbed, from the constant pushing and twisting from me trying to be free. To escape.“Ouch!” I had just touched an open wound on my wrist. I shudder to think of the many wounds on them. Or imagine myself trying to get a bath. The pain would be enormous.I tried to turn. To know what I had been tied to, but it was not working. Was it like a wall or pole? I slumped exhausted from my trials. How long have I been here? I've lost track of time in this darkness. The only thing I could hear was the sound of my heart beating and the rats running around. I swallowed. It tasted like sweat plus blood.Where am I?“Help!!! Is someone there?” I cried out. It might be useless. What if I was kept in some
how could you?Azaria's POVI gasped. I clasped a hand over my mouth. What did I just do? I mean did I ? Did I just..He deserves it. A second part of me said. I nodded as I tried to convince myself but the mere thought of what he did flashed through my mind and I was enraged.Nicholas flexed his jaw as I glared at him. I was worried I must have hurt him but seeing that dirty lop sided grin made me scowl. "Okay I deserve that" he said."And more" I said in gritted teeth. He nodded. I glared at him and walked away. The owls and crickets did their thing. I didn't know where to go but I didn't want to stay with him either. "Where are you going?" I heard him yell.I turned around and gave him the middle finger."Azaria!" "Don't call me!" I yelled. I turned around to find him coming at me."Sod off" I glared at him any continued walking." Where do you think you are going to?""It's none of your business but if you must know, I'm going far far away from you. Don't follow me!"Nicholas
He likes meAzaria's POV I relaxed as he deepened the kiss. His tongue delved into my mouth and I saw myself loosing myself. Loosing my senses. Then suddenly I felt a snap.What! What was I doing? I'm... I'm..I struggled to pull out of his grip but it was like trying to bend an iron bar. My heart pounded so hard I thought he could surely feel it in his bones. One of his hands rested against the small of my back, as he pressed me into his already hard body. The other moved from my head and threaded into my hair. Angling my head back to give him better access. My head obeyed like as if it had a mind of it's own His tongue plunged deeper between my lips. By now I had stopped struggling or fighting. I was slowing loosing it. Any moment now, I could forget my own name. The kiss was thrilling. Delicious.Slowly I was turning mush in his arms and from no where, I got strength and pushed him away. Nicholas staggered back but never fell. Well why would he. He was a man of great stamina.I
They didn’t take that information well.Azaria’s POV I began feeling uncomfortable and told Nicholas that I would love to go home but he said we weren’t done yet. He said he would like to go home too but he wanted to introduce me to his parents. His car arrived at the entrance of the pack.“Thanks man” he muttered as he caught the car key thrown to him by his best friend. Marcel. I recognize him because he was the one Ashely had a huge crush on. “Don’t mention it” he said. “Did you guys walk?” Marcel glanced my way. He nodded in greeting and I did same. He had on a knowing smile as he glanced at Nicholas. Nicholas chuckled. “Mad man”I stared between the two. What? What were they saying? I wanted to know. I scowled. Nicholas turned to me. “Come on let’s go” he went on to open the car door. I stared at him and he nodded. “Come on Azaria, we have no time” he said and I got in.The ride to the palace was a quiet one, except for the constant Interruption of our serenity by the talkati
Still can’t believe it. Azaria’s POV I walked into my room after I was back home and for the first time I could see how small our house was. My room was small. So was Ariana and Lukas’s. It wasn’t because I compare my house to my best friend’s house, like I always did. It was that feeling I had read about in a novel. The character had gone a trip away from hinge and only to come home to find almost everything looking small in their eyes. Then, was 2 days a long time to have this same feeling. I slowly walked to my table and picked up my diary. I flied through and Nicholas’s name was scattered everywhere. I closed my eyes to block away the thought of our kiss. Damn! he was so cool and hoy then, never in my life did I think I would be able to kiss him. I took in a deep breath and walked to the bed and sat. There was a knock on my door and I swiftly looked up.“Who is there?” I yelled. I asked that I wanted to be alone. My siblings wouldn’t just let me be would they? “It’s my dad!”
The Brokenhearted girlAzaria’s POV Oh shit. I should have stayed home tonight. The first thing I set my eyes on was a girl dry humping a guy on the dance floor. Because obviously this cannot be called dancing. It should have been an eyesore to people around but it wasn’t. This was because there were a handful of others grinding unto themselves and some others seated calmly swapping DNA with their tongues. It’s the beginning of a school year and the Sinclair family always throws the most lavish welcome back to school parties. People literally begged to be invited to these parties. The Sinclair family was the family of the present alphas in the Blood moon pack. They were the richest and the most influential. Ashley the school diva was the daughter of the alpha. And I was best friends with Ashley. People often wondered how two of us were friends and even stayed friends for 9 years. These talks often made me sad but I have made peace with myself. I mean staring at Ashley reminded me
An encounter with himAzaria’s POV“Ash…” I said in between tears as I wrapped my arms around her. “I feel so stupid”“Aza you are not. That buffoon with a face on the toilet seat is not worth your tears okay” Ashley wiped my face and I nodded. If I wasn't going through a breakup. A public embarrassment at that too. I might have laughed. Ashley's vocabulary was quick and rich with funny words.“Okay okay, I'll not cry again” I furiously wiped my cheeks and plastered a smile. Ashley stared into my face for like a minute “I have cried enough” “Oh Azaria come here” and then she pulled me in for another hug and just like that, the tears began to pour again. She would release me to find out I was crying again. This was what we had been doing all through the night.After this last hug, Ashley looked at me. “You know what, let it all out okay? Cry now and never again. Logan is an idiot” I nodded wiping my eyes.“No I'm okay”“You sure?” Ashley stared at me, worried about marring her beautif
Still can’t believe it. Azaria’s POV I walked into my room after I was back home and for the first time I could see how small our house was. My room was small. So was Ariana and Lukas’s. It wasn’t because I compare my house to my best friend’s house, like I always did. It was that feeling I had read about in a novel. The character had gone a trip away from hinge and only to come home to find almost everything looking small in their eyes. Then, was 2 days a long time to have this same feeling. I slowly walked to my table and picked up my diary. I flied through and Nicholas’s name was scattered everywhere. I closed my eyes to block away the thought of our kiss. Damn! he was so cool and hoy then, never in my life did I think I would be able to kiss him. I took in a deep breath and walked to the bed and sat. There was a knock on my door and I swiftly looked up.“Who is there?” I yelled. I asked that I wanted to be alone. My siblings wouldn’t just let me be would they? “It’s my dad!”
They didn’t take that information well.Azaria’s POV I began feeling uncomfortable and told Nicholas that I would love to go home but he said we weren’t done yet. He said he would like to go home too but he wanted to introduce me to his parents. His car arrived at the entrance of the pack.“Thanks man” he muttered as he caught the car key thrown to him by his best friend. Marcel. I recognize him because he was the one Ashely had a huge crush on. “Don’t mention it” he said. “Did you guys walk?” Marcel glanced my way. He nodded in greeting and I did same. He had on a knowing smile as he glanced at Nicholas. Nicholas chuckled. “Mad man”I stared between the two. What? What were they saying? I wanted to know. I scowled. Nicholas turned to me. “Come on let’s go” he went on to open the car door. I stared at him and he nodded. “Come on Azaria, we have no time” he said and I got in.The ride to the palace was a quiet one, except for the constant Interruption of our serenity by the talkati
He likes meAzaria's POV I relaxed as he deepened the kiss. His tongue delved into my mouth and I saw myself loosing myself. Loosing my senses. Then suddenly I felt a snap.What! What was I doing? I'm... I'm..I struggled to pull out of his grip but it was like trying to bend an iron bar. My heart pounded so hard I thought he could surely feel it in his bones. One of his hands rested against the small of my back, as he pressed me into his already hard body. The other moved from my head and threaded into my hair. Angling my head back to give him better access. My head obeyed like as if it had a mind of it's own His tongue plunged deeper between my lips. By now I had stopped struggling or fighting. I was slowing loosing it. Any moment now, I could forget my own name. The kiss was thrilling. Delicious.Slowly I was turning mush in his arms and from no where, I got strength and pushed him away. Nicholas staggered back but never fell. Well why would he. He was a man of great stamina.I
how could you?Azaria's POVI gasped. I clasped a hand over my mouth. What did I just do? I mean did I ? Did I just..He deserves it. A second part of me said. I nodded as I tried to convince myself but the mere thought of what he did flashed through my mind and I was enraged.Nicholas flexed his jaw as I glared at him. I was worried I must have hurt him but seeing that dirty lop sided grin made me scowl. "Okay I deserve that" he said."And more" I said in gritted teeth. He nodded. I glared at him and walked away. The owls and crickets did their thing. I didn't know where to go but I didn't want to stay with him either. "Where are you going?" I heard him yell.I turned around and gave him the middle finger."Azaria!" "Don't call me!" I yelled. I turned around to find him coming at me."Sod off" I glared at him any continued walking." Where do you think you are going to?""It's none of your business but if you must know, I'm going far far away from you. Don't follow me!"Nicholas
Saved by himAzaria's POVDarkness enveloped me the moment I opened my eyes. I was sitting on the floor. I could hear the tapping toes of rodents as they travelled across the room.I tried to stand but then I remembered I had been bound by a tight rope. They were not stinging like before now they throbbed, from the constant pushing and twisting from me trying to be free. To escape.“Ouch!” I had just touched an open wound on my wrist. I shudder to think of the many wounds on them. Or imagine myself trying to get a bath. The pain would be enormous.I tried to turn. To know what I had been tied to, but it was not working. Was it like a wall or pole? I slumped exhausted from my trials. How long have I been here? I've lost track of time in this darkness. The only thing I could hear was the sound of my heart beating and the rats running around. I swallowed. It tasted like sweat plus blood.Where am I?“Help!!! Is someone there?” I cried out. It might be useless. What if I was kept in some
AngryNicholas's POVSomething was off but I couldn't place my hands on it. I could feel it. My wolf just wouldn't stop disturbing me. I had to drown myself in alcohol to be invisible to his words.“Let’s play a game. Truth or dare” Jacob glared at me. I tilted my head to the side. What was this guy trying to do?“Jake stop your stupid game, we are not here to play” Marcel, my best friend said.It was the eve before transition day for young werewolves. My friends and I were in the ranch waiting for instructions from the guards on my role tomorrow as heir. I called Marcel to keep me company and he came with my other friends. One of them was Jake.Last 6 months he had dared me and I did a hostile takeover of his pack and gave it to the beta. It took the intervention of my father and the elders for me to give it back. The recent one was that I had taken his girlfriend. It wasn't exactly my fault.His girlfriend, the leader of the cheerleading group at school, came up to me. I didn't want
My life Azaria's POV One week later “Azaria! Come on, we will be late for school!” it's Ariana's voice. Hmm she has a cute voice for a 10 year old. It's not as shrieking and annoying as before. I guess puberty…no no she's still little for all that.I sprang up from bed like I was sitting on hot coal. I have been doing that for the past year. It makes it easier for me to stay awake. Yawning, I stared out through the window. What time did I sleep anyway? I went to bed thinking of what I would tell dad to avoid school in the morning . It's School day after all. The day I dread with all my heart. “Ughhh! I hate my life” Stretching my hand to my body, the night stand grabbed my phone.“Oh my Gosh!” The time was 6:30 am. Any moment now we would miss the bus and I'll have to wait for dad to take us to School in his rickety small car, which I hate with all my heart.Oh no! I can't give that school more reason to laugh at me. The party at Ashley's was enough.I jumped into the shower an
An encounter with himAzaria’s POV“Ash…” I said in between tears as I wrapped my arms around her. “I feel so stupid”“Aza you are not. That buffoon with a face on the toilet seat is not worth your tears okay” Ashley wiped my face and I nodded. If I wasn't going through a breakup. A public embarrassment at that too. I might have laughed. Ashley's vocabulary was quick and rich with funny words.“Okay okay, I'll not cry again” I furiously wiped my cheeks and plastered a smile. Ashley stared into my face for like a minute “I have cried enough” “Oh Azaria come here” and then she pulled me in for another hug and just like that, the tears began to pour again. She would release me to find out I was crying again. This was what we had been doing all through the night.After this last hug, Ashley looked at me. “You know what, let it all out okay? Cry now and never again. Logan is an idiot” I nodded wiping my eyes.“No I'm okay”“You sure?” Ashley stared at me, worried about marring her beautif
The Brokenhearted girlAzaria’s POV Oh shit. I should have stayed home tonight. The first thing I set my eyes on was a girl dry humping a guy on the dance floor. Because obviously this cannot be called dancing. It should have been an eyesore to people around but it wasn’t. This was because there were a handful of others grinding unto themselves and some others seated calmly swapping DNA with their tongues. It’s the beginning of a school year and the Sinclair family always throws the most lavish welcome back to school parties. People literally begged to be invited to these parties. The Sinclair family was the family of the present alphas in the Blood moon pack. They were the richest and the most influential. Ashley the school diva was the daughter of the alpha. And I was best friends with Ashley. People often wondered how two of us were friends and even stayed friends for 9 years. These talks often made me sad but I have made peace with myself. I mean staring at Ashley reminded me