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Author: Blueesandy
last update Last Updated: 2024-11-06 09:43:56

The morning light filtered through the window, casting a warm glow in Polaris’s small room, but the warmth did little to lift the chill in her heart. She lay in bed, staring at the ceiling, replaying the moment of betrayal over and over in her mind. Each recollection twisted like a knife in her chest. William had always been the light in her dark days, but now he felt like just another shadow.

As she reluctantly pulled herself out of bed, she fought against the weight of sorrow threatening to pull her back down. “Just act normal,” she whispered to herself in the mirror, forcing a smile that didn’t reach her eyes. She dressed quickly, pulling on her favorite oversized hoodie, hoping it would somehow shield her from the world outside.

At school, the halls buzzed with laughter and chatter, but Polaris felt like an outsider looking in. She navigated through the sea of students, exchanging brief nods with classmates, but avoiding eye contact with William at all costs. The few times their g
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