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last update Last Updated: 2024-11-06 20:43:11

As the sun dipped below the horizon, painting the sky in hues of orange and purple, Polaris found herself standing before her parents’ grave. The weight of her decision pressed heavily on her chest, but the cool evening breeze felt almost refreshing, urging her to breathe deeper.

She knelt before the headstone, her heart racing with a mix of fear and determination. “Mom, Dad,” she began, her voice trembling as she laid her hand against the cold stone. “I’ve been thinking a lot about everything—the pain, the secrets, the way Anne is trying to manipulate me. I feel like I’m losing myself in all of it.”

Polaris took a deep breath, fighting back the tears that threatened to spill. “I’ve realized I can’t keep going like this. I need to take a step back, to find myself again. For a while, I think I need to leave.”

The words hung in the air, and for a moment, she felt an overwhelming sense of guilt wash over her. “I’m sorry if this feels like I’m abandoning you. I know how much you wanted me
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