“Damn it.” Is it raining again? Tsk, it was raining yesterday, and now? What the hell? It’s April, fellas; it’s freaking summer. Dear Santa.
Like yesterday, I waited in the waiting shed; it’s April fourteen, I have to pay for my apartment rent, that’s four hundred, jeez.
“God, I don’t care, okay? She can even kill herself, for godfucking sake, I don’t care,”
This scene was like yesterday, that arrogant jerk who plays with girls; the only difference is, he’s not wearing a jersey; already, I’m not too fond of that dress code. Fuck boy.
“Yes, I will attend, hella yes, that cola shape bitch? Yeah.”
“Pourquoi les garçons comme lui existent-ils encore ? Humains dégoûtants.” I mumbled.
“Whatever, I’ll call you again, yeah bro, later.” I rolled my eyes, two boys, setting aside girls feeling for their pleasure.
I felt my phone vibrating in my pocket, but before I could get it, someone had already grabbed it from my bag, which my eyes widen. It’s the man who was talking a while ago!
“You’re the girl yesterday, right?” wait, what the fuck?! He’s the guy yesterday, “I’m impressed with you, being multilingual, but hey,” he smirked and leaned on me, “It’s rude to judge other people; I told you that, right?”
“I’m not even judging you. I’m stating a fact.” My stubborn side started to kick in; this asshole is one of a kind jerk. I mean, I saw many jerks around the city, but this one is a double jerk.
“Wow, well, ner-”
“Yeah, a nerd, not pretty, not tall, then? What else can you say that I have not heard? Come on, shoot now, dumbass!” he’s not just an asshole; he’s freaking annoying.
“Wait, hey, I di-“I cut him off by running away from him; I have no time for his nonsense words.
As soon as I arrived at my workplace, Pat immediately exited the store, and I bet he had to attend another part-time job; since classes will resume tomorrow, we have to let at least go of one of our four to five jobs. I put on my apron and grab a mop, it’s raining, so the floor was so wet, filled with so much dirt.
I hope the rain stop.
I hate when it rains, it reminds me of many nightmares and painful memories; I always wish to forget, I’m not too fond of rains, I wouldn’t say I like the dark sky, shouting that it’s about to cry.
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My days went as usual. I tried to cope with the new environment, with the latest learning system, since I’m no unknown to this school, it’s much easier to adjust to that.
Last night, I heard that someone committed suicide because of so much shame and depression, Jace and his friend, including Alivia and her sorority, ended up questioning in the police station. It turns out they are the possible reason why the student committed such grave sin.
It’s the party held in Jace’s villa, many people attended the said party, and some made fun of the only nerd they called, drugged her, and made her do shameful acts; that video was uploaded and went viral.
This student didn’t attend her class before the viral video, and last night, she committed suicide while in live; she mentioned their names and told them to be happy, for she lost the bet.
Everyone who attended the party, including the son and daughter of high-ranking people, has to be under counseling; since most of them are minors, they can detain in the facility until they turn eighteen; that’s the sad part. They can get away with the crime they have committed.
“Ahhhh! Finally!” I blurted out as soon as I finished my duties, it was seven in the evening, and Pat was already here, so I could finally go home and have a rest. I have my seven am class tomorrow; it’s tiring.
I immediately went home, only to see my landlady waiting for me at the front door of my rented apartment.
“Polaris, I’ve been waiting for you,” I nod and halt in front of her, “You’re not paying your rent for three months, I know, you’re a student and feeding your own, but I also have a business to run, if you can’t pay, then just leave, many students have been looking for a space, a paying tenant.”
“Mrs. Lu, can you give me this week? I’ll pay it, my school had a resume, and I had to use all my salary for my projects.”
“I’m sorry, I want to help you, but I also needed money, so I’m giving you three days to pack your things and leave.” With that, she left.
What the fuck?
What am I going to do now? Shit.
I settle myself in my bed and start to think about where I will go after three days. Three days is not enough to look for an apartment or eve bed space, classes had resume weeks ago, and I bet students already looked and secured themselves weeks or months before classes started.
Damn it.
“Think about it. Here’s my number and name; call me when you change your mind.”
I immediately grabbed my bag and looked for the card I was given weeks ago. Good thing I didn’t throw this out. I fished my phone, input the number, and dialed. It ringed for a minute before someone had finally answered it.
“Hello?” I was so hesitant to speak upon hearing that voice, “Hello?”
“I, I, Uhm, This is Polaris Caelum. The girl you offered a job, three weeks ago.”
It took him seconds before he could finally recognize me, “Oh, the scholar,”
“Yes,” I breathed heavily, “About your offer, is it still open for me? I, I want to take the job.”
“Of course, what took you so long to accept my offer? Anyway, what is important is you have accepted the job, tell me your address, and I’ll send someone to pick you up.”
With that, I ended the call and immediately sent an SMS of my current address.
Okay, so I have an in-house job; I hope it’s legal and safe.
“This is your room; there’s a bathroom, closet,” I keep nodding to inform Mrs. Lindy that I understood what she was saying. “Let me know when you need something,”“Uh, Mrs. Lindy, I was just curious, why do I have my room? I supposed I’ll be working here as a babysitter or maid?”“The president ordered us to treat you as our guest and not a worker,” I nod, trying hard not to feel awkward with that, well, I came here for work, “If you’ll excuse me, the president wants you to rest, since he wasn’t able to meet you tonight because of a sudden meeting.”I nod and let her leave; I’m still wondering who’s president she is talking about? I spoke with Mr. Kyoto, but his card says he’s the administration head, not the president. Is that what they call the heads now, or do I have another boss? Is Mr. Kyoto not my boss? I thought he was since he’s the one who offered me a job. Well.I put down my bags and made a quick tour inside my room. I bet it’s a guestroom. The room’s walls were cream, the
As I was guided through the mansion’s corridors towards the president’s room, a mix of excitement and nervousness fluttered in my stomach. This was it, my first meeting with Mr. Kyoto, the president of this grand estate where I had just started working. When I stepped into the room, Mr. Kyoto greeted me with a warm smile, which eased some of my nerves.He was a distinguished man in his late 50s, with a commanding presence. His office was spacious, with walls adorned with elegant artwork and shelves filled with books. A large mahogany desk dominated the room, neatly organized with papers and a few personal items. Mr. Kyoto himself was impeccably dressed in a tailored suit, exuding an air of authority and confidence that matched his position as the head of this grand estate. His attire was tasteful, with a subtle but undeniable sense of wealth and power.“How was your first night in the mansion, Polaris?” Mr. Kyoto inquired, his tone gentle and welcoming.I hesitated for a moment, unsur
“Okay, Lily, let’s tackle some high school-level math today,” I began, smiling warmly at her. “Let’s start with a problem involving algebraic expressions. How about we work on simplifying algebraic fractions?”Lily nodded, ready to take on the challenge. “Sure, that sounds interesting. How do we start?”“We’ll start with a simple example,” I explained. “Let’s simplify the expression (x^2 - 4) / (x + 2). First, we need to factor the numerator and denominator.”Lily furrowed her brow in concentration as she followed along. “Okay, so the numerator can be factored as (x + 2)(x - 2), and the denominator is already factored as (x + 2).”“Right,” I confirmed. “Now, we can cancel out the common factor of (x + 2) from the numerator and denominator, leaving us with (x - 2). So, the simplified form of the expression is just x - 2.”Lily nodded, understanding the process. “Got it. That makes sense. Can we try another one?”As Lily and I were finishing up our tutoring session, her mother, Mrs. And
Dark clouds gathered ominously overhead as Polaris hurried along the sidewalk, her steps quickening with each distant rumble of thunder. She cursed under her breath, realizing she had left her umbrella at work. The first fat raindrops began to splatter against the pavement, and Polaris quickened her pace, seeking shelter from the impending storm.As Polaris hurried along the sidewalk, the sky darkened, and the first drops of rain began to fall. She quickened her pace, hoping to make it home before the storm hit in full force. But as luck would have it, the rain intensified, and she found herself caught in a downpour with no umbrella.Spotting a small waiting shed nearby, Polaris dashed inside, grateful for the temporary shelter. She shook off her coat and tried to wring out her dripping hair, feeling a bit frustrated by the sudden change in weather. As she stood there, contemplating her next move, her phone buzzed in her pocket.It was a call from her friend who lived far away. Polari
The rain had finally tapered off, but the oppressive atmosphere lingered in the Kyoto household as Polaris prepared for the family meeting. She stood in the living room, her heart racing with anticipation and dread.“Polaris, do you mind making a pot of tea while we wait for the boys?” Mr. Kyoto asked, a hopeful glint in his eyes. “I find it helps lighten the mood.”“Sure,” she replied, forcing a smile as she moved into the kitchen. The aroma of freshly baked cookies mingled with the scent of polished wood, but the warmth of the room felt hollow to her.As she filled the kettle with water, her thoughts wandered to the three grandsons. The prospect of facing their simmering resentment weighed heavily on her. They had shown little interest in family gatherings, and tonight promised to be no different.A sudden buzz in her pocket interrupted her thoughts. It was a message from her friend: How’s it going? Can’t wait to hear about the chaos later!Polaris sighed, replying quickly, Probably
The rain continued to patter against the windows as Polaris lingered on the porch, watching the droplets race down the glass. She could still hear the echoes of the boys’ dismissive comments reverberating in her mind. As much as she wanted to shake off the disappointment, it clung to her like the humidity in the air.Inside, Mr. Kyoto sat in the living room, staring at the photo album with a mix of nostalgia and sorrow. Polaris could see his shoulders slumped, the weight of his family’s dysfunction pressing down on him. She knew he had hoped for a different outcome tonight—a moment of connection, perhaps even healing.Taking a deep breath, she stepped back inside, closing the door behind her. “I’m sorry, Mr. Kyoto,” she said gently, trying to find the right words. “I thought maybe they would open up a little.”He looked up, his eyes glistening with unspilled tears. “You did everything you could, Polaris. The boys have their own struggles, and sometimes they don’t know how to express w
The days that followed the family dinner felt strangely heavy, like a lingering cloud that refused to dissipate. Polaris tried to maintain a sense of normalcy in the house, but the tension among the boys simmered just beneath the surface. Every glance, every muted conversation felt laden with unspoken words and emotions they were all too afraid to address.It was Wednesday afternoon when Polaris found herself in the kitchen, preparing a batch of cookies to lift her spirits. The warm scent of vanilla and chocolate wafted through the air, momentarily masking the heaviness that had settled in the household. As she stirred the batter, she heard the familiar sound of footsteps and turned to find William leaning against the doorframe.“What are you baking?” he asked, his tone casual, though his eyes held a hint of curiosity.“Chocolate chip cookies,” Polaris replied, trying to keep her voice light. “Want to help?”William shrugged, crossing his arms. “I guess. I’m not the best baker, though
The morning sun streamed through the window as Polaris sat at the kitchen table, nervously tapping her fingers against the surface. The chatter of the boys filled the house, but the warmth of their previous night felt like a distant memory. Today marked her first day back at school, and the thought of facing her classmates—especially William—set her nerves on edge.Polaris had always admired William’s easygoing nature and infectious laughter. Yet, there was something about his friendliness that made her uncomfortable. Perhaps it was the way he seemed to breeze through life, unburdened by the weight that had settled on her shoulders since the family tragedy. Or maybe it was the way his playful teasing often felt like a jarring reminder of her own struggles.As she finished her breakfast, Daryl strolled into the kitchen, yawning and rubbing his eyes. “Ready for your big day?” he asked, leaning against the counter.“Yeah, I guess,” she replied, trying to sound upbeat despite her apprehen
The morning light seeped through the blinds, casting long, muted shadows across Polaris’s apartment. The soft hum of the city outside, the far-off sounds of traffic and conversation, filtered in through the cracks, but inside, there was nothing but stillness. She hadn’t moved from her bed yet. Her body felt like it was cemented into the sheets, her limbs heavy, and her mind was miles away, lost in thoughts she couldn’t shake.She thought of Sebastian.And that thought sent an immediate tension through her chest. She hadn’t wanted to think about him, not really, but his face, his voice, his words—they lingered, stubborn and impossible to ignore.It was confusing. Because while she didn’t want to feel anything for him, she couldn’t deny the small, unspoken connection that lingered between them, one that was impossible to ignore. Or maybe she just didn’t want to face the truth—that part of her was still drawn to him.But no. She couldn’t. She shouldn’t.Polaris shifted, sitting up and dr
Polaris stared at the phone in her hand, the lingering sound of Sebastian’s voice echoing in her ear. He’d apologized for not being able to introduce her to his family. “I’m sorry, Polaris,” he’d said, his voice warm yet distant. “I just… I wasn’t ready.”She hadn’t wanted to ask why, though she knew. She could feel it in her bones: he was pulling away. But she couldn’t bring herself to admit it, not even to herself.“It’s okay,” she had said, though the words felt hollow. They were a lie, and they tasted bitter on her tongue. “It’s fine. I understand.”But as soon as she said it, she knew it wasn’t. It wasn’t fine. It never would be.She didn’t give him a chance to say more. “I have to go,” she had added quickly, her voice tight. Without waiting for his response, she hung up.The sharp click of the phone disconnecting echoed in the empty room. She stood there for a moment, the silence pressing in, before shaking herself from the stupor of her thoughts.She needed to get out. She need
Polaris was bent over a stack of fabric samples, her hands flipping through the various textures, when a quiet sob reached her ears. At first, she dismissed it, thinking it was just the wind playing tricks. But then it came again, sharper this time, followed by the soft shuffling of footsteps.She looked up, expecting to see a colleague, but instead, she saw a young girl standing by the fabric shelf. The girl was no more than seven or eight, her tear-streaked face twisted in confusion and fear. She wore a bright pink jacket, the sleeves slightly too long, dragging on the floor as she shuffled awkwardly on her tiny feet.Polaris’s first instinct was to approach, but she hesitated. She hadn’t been around children much since… well, since a long time ago. But the girl’s sobs grew louder, and Polaris found herself stepping closer, her hands instinctively smoothing over the fabric, trying to calm her own nerves before speaking.“Hey, are you okay?” Polaris asked softly, crouching down to th
The evening wore on, the city lights casting long shadows across the rooftop as the crowd mingled around the bar. Polaris had barely touched her wine, her mind still locked on the unexpected appearance of Sebastian. She had thought of him over the years, of course, but only in fleeting moments, like passing clouds. Seeing him here, in this city, in this moment—it stirred something deep inside her. Something she wasn’t quite ready to face.But she wasn’t about to let old memories dictate her life again. Not now. Not when she was so close to securing her future, to carving out a new identity for herself. So, after a few moments of silent contemplation, she straightened her posture and decided to push through.She glanced back toward the entrance, and this time, her eyes locked with Sebastian’s. He wasn’t looking her way, but when he turned toward the door, their gazes met. He didn’t hesitate; he walked toward her with that same calm, collected stride she remembered so well.“Polaris,” h
Polaris walked into the meeting room, carrying her tablet with the project sketches displayed. The room was sleek and modern, with large windows offering a panoramic view of the city. The client, a middle-aged man in a tailored suit, sat at the conference table, flanked by his assistant and a couple of other colleagues. Polaris set the tablet down, taking a deep breath before addressing the room.“Good morning, everyone,” she began, her voice steady but confident. “I’m Polaris. I’ll be walking you through our initial concepts for the new office complex project.”The client nodded, his arms folded across his chest, a slight air of expectation about him. Polaris flipped the tablet screen to the first design.“As per your brief, you’re looking for a space that not only meets your functional needs but also offers an innovative, modern design that stands out in this area. This building will serve as both a hub for your employees and a showcase of your company’s values—creativity, sustainab
The soft murmur of voices filled the air as Polaris stood by the entrance of the grand hall, adjusting the strap of her purse. The event was a swirl of lights, laughter, and chatter, a celebration of some local achievement, but to her, it felt like nothing more than a distraction. She wasn’t sure why she had come, but the invitation had arrived, and the idea of getting caught up in the whirlwind of it all seemed oddly tempting. She didn’t know what she was expecting, but she hadn’t expected this.As she glanced around the room, her eyes caught a familiar face across the crowd, a flash of dark hair and a strong, steady presence. It was him—Sebastian.Her breath hitched in her chest as the crowd parted, and he moved in her direction, his usual confident stride making its way toward her like a magnet. Time seemed to slow, the noise of the event fading into the background as memories rushed back—memories of their late-night conversations, their shared laughter, and the moments that had on
Polaris stretched her legs under the table, her fingers idly flipping through the project details displayed on her laptop screen. It was nearing dusk, the city lights starting to flicker to life outside her window, casting a warm glow into the room. She sipped her coffee, half-listening to the sounds of traffic outside, until her gaze fell upon the project location listed at the top of the document.Her hometown.She sat back, heart skipping a beat as she stared at the familiar name, the memories rushing in before she could push them away. She hadn’t been back since she’d left for good, vowing to carve out her own path far from everything familiar. And yet, here it was, pulling her back when she least expected it.The project itself was a career-defining opportunity—a collaboration that combined creativity and community, everything she valued in her work. It was the kind of project she would have leapt at… if it hadn’t been for the location. She let out a slow breath, scanning through
“Did you make it back safe, Polaris? Please tell me you at least took a cab this time,” Camille’s voice buzzed through Polaris’s phone, her concern palpable even across the line.Polaris let out a soft laugh, easing into the familiar warmth of her friend’s worry. “Yes, Camille, I’m home safe and sound,” she assured, dropping her keys on the small, rickety table by the door. “Took a cab, and everything.”“Good! You know I’ll show up on your doorstep if I find out you’re wandering around Paris at this hour alone,” Camille teased, though Polaris knew she meant it.A smile played on Polaris’s lips as she kicked off her shoes, feeling a comfort she rarely allowed herself. “You know I wouldn’t mind that. It’s only been two days, and I already miss our weekly coffee talks.” Her voice softened, the exhaustion from the long journey finally setting in.“Me too, P. It’s way too quiet without you around to shake things up,” Camille sighed. “But I’m glad you’re back and settling in. You really sou
The city skyline stretched across the darkening sky, a mixture of fading amber and deep violet, casting long shadows over the buildings. Polaris stood on the balcony of her apartment, the cool evening air tugging at her hair as she gripped the railing. It had been seven years since she left, seven years since she had said goodbye to the life she once knew, to the people who had helped her become who she was today—and to the ones who had nearly broken her.She thought she had buried the past, but standing here now, she could feel its weight returning, like old wounds reopening beneath a thin layer of scar tissue. Tomorrow, she would see them again—Sebastian, Hero, Daryl, and even Anne, each one holding pieces of a history they all had shared, but which time had distorted, fractured, and remade.The letter from the company had arrived two months ago. “We’re assigning you to a major project in your hometown,” it read, as if her past were simply a location on a map, waiting patiently for