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Author: Blueesandy
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The morning sun streamed through the window as Polaris sat at the kitchen table, nervously tapping her fingers against the surface. The chatter of the boys filled the house, but the warmth of their previous night felt like a distant memory. Today marked her first day back at school, and the thought of facing her classmates—especially William—set her nerves on edge.

Polaris had always admired William’s easygoing nature and infectious laughter. Yet, there was something about his friendliness that made her uncomfortable. Perhaps it was the way he seemed to breeze through life, unburdened by the weight that had settled on her shoulders since the family tragedy. Or maybe it was the way his playful teasing often felt like a jarring reminder of her own struggles.

As she finished her breakfast, Daryl strolled into the kitchen, yawning and rubbing his eyes. “Ready for your big day?” he asked, leaning against the counter.

“Yeah, I guess,” she replied, trying to sound upbeat despite her apprehen
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  • Babysitting The Jerks   Rescue

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  • Babysitting The Jerks   Aftermath

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  • Babysitting The Jerks   Heart skipped

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  • Babysitting The Jerks   Back

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  • Babysitting The Jerks   PART 2

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