Alecia went straight to her room, and sat on her bed, She got under the comforter and hugged herself tightly. Her heart beat was erratic, and for some reason she could not name, she could feel tremors running down her body. She placed a hand on her cheek. Heat, rose over her skin. Ryder's pale gray eyes filled her mind. He would probably never talk to her again, finding her too much trouble.
A small sense of loss filled her. Alecia shook her head. She snatched up her cell phone and dialed Helen’s number.
“Hello,” Helen answered.
"I left the party,” Alecia said. “The alpha came up to me and started hitting on me, so I left to get away from him.”
Helen laughed even though she could hear a trace of sadness in her voice.
"Did he hurt you once?” Alecia asked. She did not know why, but she just couldn't shake off the feeling that the alpha once had a relationship with her friend -- and that he broke her heart.
"No. Why do you ask that?”
"You just seemed hurt when he walked away from you.”
" don’t care about Ryder, but it’s wise to stay away from him. He has a habit of sleeping with girls and acting like he doesn’t know them the next day.”
Alecia drew in a breath. She would have been his next victim. Thankfully, Helen had warned her about him. “Why do girls keep sleeping with him?”
"Because he's an alpha duh! Plus he’s handsome, rich, and he has this way of always convincing a girl that she is the most precious woman in the world.”
"I find that hard to believe, all I got was ‘come on, girls always let me steal a kiss.’” He must have thought she was cheap just because she was human . Maybe now he wouldn’t look at human girls as easy conquests.
Helen laughed. “Don’t worry about Ryder. He never works hard to get a girl in bed.”
Alecia ran a hand through her hair - sweat stuck at the edge of her forehead. For some reason Helen’s words didn’t fill her with relief but a sense of loss. She realized that she wanted the alpha to desire her, she wanted him to find her attractive. “Well, that’s good. I was a little worried since he insisted on walking me home.”
“He did?” Helen asked.
"Yeah.” Aleciy sat up straighter. Helen's words startled her. Obviously, the alpha didn’t walk girls home, but why did he pursue her? A warmth heated up her cheeks and burned through her.
Maybe he saw her as special - worth his time.
"I wonder why he did that.” Helen paused for a moment. “Anyway, I've got this volunteer service I'm doing, I'll see you tomorrow Alecia”
Alecia arched her brows. “Sure. See you later.”
She placed the phone on her nightstand. Helen doing volunteer work! That sounded odd. That girl never lifted to do anywork -- and then volunteer work at that! She was obviously just looking for an excuse to cut the call.
Alecia kicked her shoes off and dismissed Ryder from her mind. She grabbed a picture of Kylie, her best friends older brother, a boy she’d had a crush on her whole life. She placed it against her chest. Kylie wasn’t as handsome as Ryder, but his heart was pure. She could imagine them spending their lives together. Her as a teacher shaping young lives, and him as a local mechanic . That was the life she imagined for herself, and no one like Ryder Hendrix was going to get in the way.
Ryder opened the door to Becca's house without knocking, and walked in, Lucas was following right behind him. Kat was sitting on the kitchen table, nibbling on a pretzel. His eyes scanned her body. She looked nice in her short leather skirt and tank top. But she was forgettable. Too many fake red heads in the university. “Hey Kat, you're look good in that outfit.” Kat did a fake yawn, and continued looking at the voluminous text book on the table in front of her. She was trying to ignore him, but he could see by the blush that stole up her cheeks that she was finding that very difficult. He liked women who still had the ability to blush, there was something about blushing that made them so innocently beautiful, and Kat wasn't such a bad girl either. He might have decided to sleep with her again, if he hadn't met Alecia. That girl was innocence pers
Must every party be covered in a thin layer of smoke, Alecia wondered. It had now become like a decoration.She took a small breath, inhaling the scent of cigarettes and folded her hands at her waist. The girls around her chatted about their latest adventures, talking about who they’d slept with as if they were male soccer playersin a locker room. Some humans to the left were discussing the upcoming pledge, and the werewolves they had decided to offer themselves up to. Alecia bent her head to the side. Off in the corner, plastic red cups filled with PJ covered a table. Someone had placed a few condoms on it as a joke. She glanced at the clock. Only ten o’clock Helen had called insisting this party would be better than the last, and she only came because she had spent the whole week hanging out with Helen, studying and watching chick flicks. The girl filled a void college had created in her and she didn’t want to come off as judgmental on
Alecia played with her hair as she stared at her reflection in the mirror. There was a smile pasted on her face. Gabriel had indeed been a gentleman, taking her out on dates, spending on her, and treating her like a princess. And unlike Ryder, he didn’t wave the fact that he was a werewolf in her face, when he was with her, they were just like two people having fun together.Suddenly the thought of coming under a werewolf’s protection did not sound as bad as her mother had made it sound. It was not that she was considering coming under anyone’s protection, she still hated the idea of being anyone’s slave, but . . . It would not be so bad if she had a legal reason to call him anytime she felt afraid. Alecia realized she wasn’t thinking of Gabriel, she was thinking about Ryder.She sighed. Why was she thinking of him? Because he was so dreadfully handsome; more handsome than Gabriel with his pale gray eyes and dark hair. The guy invaded her
Alecia opened her eyes, they felt very heavy. A yellow light blasted into them, blocking her vision. She blinked a couple times. It was a car light. What was going on? A black wool coat covered her. Alecia rubbed the smooth fabric with her fingers. It must be made out of some kind of rich material. The strands were so delicate, like rose petals newly fallen to the ground.“Do you believe me now?”She tensed, turning to see Ryder typing on a laptop. What was she doing with the Alpha in a car? His gray eyes held a glare in them as he focused on the screen of a laptop.Gabriel had drugged her. She placed a hand on her head, pressing hard as it all came back to her. The cup flying through the air. Brown liquid dropping everywhere as two large hands grasped her, yanking her to him. She closed her eyes and took several small breaths, but her nerves wouldn’t settle. Why had Gabriel drugged her? He was going to rape her. She had been a fool.
Alecia sat on the wooden bench out in the park. Today was her study date with Ryder, and she found she wasn’t even thinking of her books. The wind danced around her, ruffling her clothes and playing with her hair. A smile curved at her lips, Ryder would be there any second. He had called, wanting to study at his apartment, but she knew it would be wrong be alone with him so she’d suggested a picnic. She shivered. He might be a nice guy, but still, anything could happen. One look at his gray eyes and she’d crumbled. How could someone be so handsome, like he was a Greek statue? A silver Bugatti pulled into the street in front of the park. Alecia bounced on her feet, as the warm feeling spread through her. She placed a hand on her cheek. Her mother always said a woman’s face glowed in the presence of her beloved. Did hers? The car stopped in front of her and Ryder opened the door and came out from the driver’s side, dressed in a dark blue T shirt
Alecia sat on the bed as Ryder searched for a song on her laptop. His black long-sleeve Yankee t-shirt stretched across his skin, showing off the muscles underneath. Someday she would have to run her fingers over his powerful chest, touching his skin. Just the thought made her tingle all over. They had just returned from dinner and here he was alone in her room. She kicked her feet out in front of her. Ryder was a nice guy. He never did anything he shouldn’t. He clicked on one. ‘Justin Bieber's melodious voice filled the air, singing you are the only one I'll ever love. ''How romantic,” Ryder said as she stood and held out her hands for him. Ryder sang the words as his sensuous smile stretched across his face. His voice was smooth and held the pitch so well, and even though Alecia knew it was just a song, she still wondered how awesome it would be if Ryder meant the words he sang, if she was indeed
Alecia gripped Ryder hand as they walked to his apartment door - his other hand held two movies. Somehow she had talked him into the romances instead of the action thriller. "I’ll get some blankets,” he said, letting go of her hand and reaching for the doorknob. Yes, they would need blankets, since she had agreed to come back here and cuddle with him. She rubbed her fingers together, feeling the sticky sweat that gathered despite the chilled air. They were starting to make a habit of being alone. That could be bad or good, but so far Ryder hadn’t asked for more than holding and kissing her. Ryder opened the door and ushered her in, but she stopped in her track, her body tensing. A tall, slender woman with brown hair that fell to the middle of her back sat on the couch in a blue dress shirt that she recognized as Ryder's. "Hey, Ryder.” The girl bit down on one of the cuffs of the shirt.
Alecia pulled her book bag strap over her shoulder as she passed by the general education building at. She had two more classes and then she would call Ryder. They had no plans for tonight, just watching a movie and cuddling. Laughter floated to her.“There’s Ryder's new slut.”She stopped and turned. Kat leaned against the wall surrounded by a few other girls.All wore the same sorority shirt, a white V-neck with pink Greek letters ironed on.Alecia shook her head and reached for the door handle. Her hand stilled.“Of course, she keeps insisting she hasn’t slept with him yet.”Tears swelled in Alecia's eyes. She pushed back her shoulders and turned to look at the girls. “I see Helen's jealousy has spread to you.”“Jealousy.” Kat twirled a red ringlet around her finger. “More like gratitude.”Kat turned and headed in the opposite direction. She stopped and