The state university was a world of power, riches and connections. The werewolves rulled, and a few well connected humans -- if they were rich enough came under werewolf protection. Each protected human wore an armband that said 'belonging to,' and then the name of the werewolf under whose protection the human was.
Alecia found it disgusting that people should willing submit themselves to werewolves as slaves, all in the name of protection, and no matter how much her half werewolf, half human friend, Helen convinced her otherwise, she was not going to succumb to the lure of coming under protection.
Her parents did not want that for her in anyway. They had strictly warned her against 'being protected,' she had even been banned from ever speaking to werewolves. Her mother had not wanted her to school up at the state, but since she had no choice, as it was the only school that had offered her a scholarship, she had to take it.
There was a knock on the door, and Helen came in before she could even answer. Alecia smiled to herself, she could not stop being thankful that Helen was her friend..
She had needed to study a lot to retain her scholarship, and if there was something her campus students hated more than a human who was not connected enough to be under protection, it was a girl who always had her head stuck in a book. Helen had looked beyond the bias and chosen to be her friend, Alecia could not tell why a rich half werewolf would want to befriend a poor human girl, but she was grateful for the friendship.
Helen smiled. ''There's a party tonight and you're coming with me!!''
Alecia stared at her friend warily. Helen had that gleam in her eyes that she always had anytime she was talking about werewolves.
"You're not planning to take me to a werewolf party are you?''
One of the reasons why her father did not like Alecia to hang out with werewolves was because they drank a lot of alcohol and smoked a lot, a bad influence to humans who's body did not handle that assault very well.
Helen shrugged. ''It's just a little get together for those who want to come under protection to get to know their new masters.''
"Helen!'' Alecia was stunned. ''''I have already told you I would not be protected .... my parents don't want that for me and --''
Helen raised a hand. ''I know! blah blah blah you don't want to be anyone's slave -- I really don't know what's so interesting in your 'freedom' anyway. You should see the privileges Protecteds are enjoying.''
"I don't care! I still don't want a werewolf master." Alecia said stubbornly.
Helen shrugged, a coy smile on her face. ''You know if a werewolf accepts to protect you, you might even be lucky enough to get fucked by a werewolf.... You know they'll so great in bed --''
Alecia choked on her own saliva as her cheeks turned beet red. ''Helen! What has gotten into you!''
''Gotten into me what? Why are you acting as though you haven't --'' Her eyes grew wide as saucers. ''OMG! Do you want to tell me you're a virgin?''
Alecia blushed even more. ''I don't know what that has to do with anything --''
''Oh no way!'' Helen continued as though Alecia hasn't spoken. ''You must come with me to this party. Trust me, you need this!''
Alecia shook her head stubbornly.
"Okay okay! I promise. You don't have to pledge to any master if you don't want to, and you don't have to have sex with anyone -- if you don't want to,'' Helen added hastily, then her face grew sorrowful. ''Would you come to this party for my sake? Because of our friendship?''
Alecia bent her head. She really did not want to disobey her parents, and from what Helen was saying, she was sure she did not want to go the party, but -- Helen was the only friend she had on campus, and when she pleaded with Alecia like that, how could she say no.
"Okay, I'll come."
"Good!" Helen said excitedly. ''Now all I need to do is bring real clothes for you, then you're all set."
Alecia looked down at the white blouse and jeans trousers she wore, she could not find anything wrong with them, but apparently, Helen had other ideas. She dashed off to her own room, and came back later with an assortment of clothes and a make-up kit.
Alecia was beginning to regret her decision to go out with Helen with each passing second. Helen had made her wear a very short, black leather skirt that she was sure would indecently expose her black lace pants when she sat down, the red top her friend had forced her to wear was no consolation. The neckline was cut very wide open, exposing her chest in a way that mortified her. Emberassed, she covered her chest with her hands.
Helen smiled. ''You know, you'll attract more attention to your boobs if you keep cradling it like that in your hands -- and there's no need to blush at the slightest provocation. Seriously, I do not understand why you have to be so self conscious. You're very pretty, with the kind of face that would make a man want to protect you -- whether he were werewolf or human, and your body, your curves -- men would kill each other just for a chance to rock this body.''
Alecia bit her lip as she felt heat crepe up her cheeks again. She studied her finger nails. She couldn't understand why her friend was talking in this manner, it was strange, different from the kind of conversations she was used to. And she looked different, staring at the mirror, she could not recognize the girl she saw there. She looked ... she looked like a whore. She was glad though that for some reason, Helen had chosen not to cover her face with make up, saying something about wanting everyone to see the innocence of her beauty.
An idea suddenly occured to Alecia, and she snatched her woolen jacket from her bedstand and draped it across her shoulders. Good! Now she felt more like herself.
"Oh no you don't!" Helen scolded, snatching the jacket off Alecia's shoulder. "I did not dress you up with my Givenchy only to have you cover it with that --'' she pointed at Alecia's jacket, her face scrunched up I disgust.
Alecia shrugged and tossed her jacket in her wardrobe. She already regretted this. She was beginning to feel like a priced lamb that was being sold off at the slaughter.
She followed her friend meekly into a waiting car, silently apologizing to her parents for the disobedience.
*****Her skin felt smooth, but not silky. Who was it that had the silky skin? Ryder caressed the lower thigh of the curvy redhead who sat next to him. She bit on her fingertips, giving him a coy smile. She was too willing and he was too ready to take.
“I've always wanted to see how your bed looks like,'' she was saying. He raised his eyebrows. “My bed is in my apartment you know? Want to get tangled in my sheets?''The girl giggled. “Hmm, are you really going to bring me into your apartment?”
“Maybe,” he said, running his hand further up the girl’s leg.
Footsteps directed his attention to the mostly shut door just in time to catch a glimpse of a short black skirt. Part of one long leg filtered through the crack. Interesting. Who was outside that door? He stood from the couch.“What are you doing?” the redhead asked.
Ryder raised one finger to his lips as he tapped the door open just enough to reveal a beautiful brunette talking to Helen. He bit on the side of his lip. She was hot. The girl had long legs that reached from under her skirt. Her thighs were probably silky smooth instead of leathery from tanning too much. He followed her legs up, reaching her curvy hips. Nice. He liked curvy hips; they touched something primal in him. But that hair. He had never seen such long strands of chestnut curls that fell to the dip of her back in smooth rolling waves. He could run his hands through it all day and never get bored.
The girl turned just enough to reveal high cheekbones and full lush pink lips. She smiled and her whole face brightened. The girl was perfectly made and illuminated innocence. Her eyes shone with a lightness. There was no harsh slap of life in her face. “Who’s this girl, Kat?” Ryder asked. The redhead walked to him. She placed a hand on his shoulder and looked through the crack. “maybe one of these humans trying to catch the eye of a werewolf tonight.''"I want to meet her.”
“What about me?” Kat crossed her arms.
He didn’t answer her until the girl and Helen left the other room.
“I’m done with you.” He walked through the door.He made for the door the girl and Helen had gone through and opened it. The room was empty. Ryder looked up the staircase. He couldn’t just follow her. He leaned against the staircase and listened but heard no one approaching. He looked at his watch. He needed to get to class before he was late. He’d have to ask Helen about her later.
Upstairs, Helen showed Katie around. “There's a strong bond here, it's a werewolf thing. You'd find anyone here would be willing to come to your aid should you need them“"But I could never belong here. Have you forgotten I'm hunan,” Alecia said, wrapping her arms around her waist.
“Intelligent girls are always welcome. We take care of our own,” Helen said. “We understand some of our girls have financial limitations too, but we’re not snobs and welcome all.” Alecia nodded, a smile nipping at the edges of her lips. Hadn’t she always heard rich girls were snobs? But Helen didn’t seem like one. She seemed friendly. Helen stepped in front of her. Her light brown hair swayed behind her. “There is a party tonight. You can meet many of the girls and decide if protection is right for you.”“I don’t know,” Alecia said. At the party there would be drinking and possibly drugs. What if some sleazy guy hit on her?“Don’t worry, it will be tame,” Helen said. A smirk crossed her face. “I’ll keep an eye on you. I know you’re new to campus life.” Alecia looked around the upstairs parlor, glancing at the tan furniture and the grand piano that stood in the corner. What could it hurt to go? She didn’t have to do anything she didn’t want, and no one was going to for her to pledge. If anything, she could even learn more about her college outside books and academia -- and Helen had said the party would be tame. It didn’t sound like she would have to worry about drinking and sleazy guys. No, she needed to stop being so legalistic about everything.“All right.”
Helen clapped her hands in front of her. “Tonight will be fun.”
The low lights could only cast a light gold shine through the thin veil of smoke. Alecia took a deep breath and the scent of cigarettes filled her. She waved a hand in front of her face as the smoke traveled through her. A cough pushed from between her lips. Her hands flew to cover it. Helen shook her head, chuckling. “Come duckling. You’ll get used to it.” Helen led her through the crowd gathered for the party, introducing her to one person after another. The living room was packed with people, holding beers, drinking and swaying to the loud rap music on the screen. So many people here were some important person’s child. The long list of senators’ and CEOs’ children amazed her although she knew Carli uni was populated with such people. The street and yard surrounding the house was packed with Bentleys, Lamborghinis, Tesla's, cars she
Alecia went straight to her room, and sat on her bed, She got under the comforter and hugged herself tightly. Her heart beat was erratic, and for some reason she could not name, she could feel tremors running down her body. She placed a hand on her cheek. Heat, rose over her skin. Ryder's pale gray eyes filled her mind. He would probably never talk to her again, finding her too much trouble. A small sense of loss filled her. Alecia shook her head. She snatched up her cell phone and dialed Helen’s number.“Hello,” Helen answered. "I left the party,” Alecia said. “The alpha came up to me and started hitting on me, so I left to get away from him.” Helen laughed even though she could hear a trace of sadness in her voice. "Did he hurt you once?” Alecia asked. She did not know why, but she just couldn't shake off the feeling that the alpha
Ryder opened the door to Becca's house without knocking, and walked in, Lucas was following right behind him. Kat was sitting on the kitchen table, nibbling on a pretzel. His eyes scanned her body. She looked nice in her short leather skirt and tank top. But she was forgettable. Too many fake red heads in the university. “Hey Kat, you're look good in that outfit.” Kat did a fake yawn, and continued looking at the voluminous text book on the table in front of her. She was trying to ignore him, but he could see by the blush that stole up her cheeks that she was finding that very difficult. He liked women who still had the ability to blush, there was something about blushing that made them so innocently beautiful, and Kat wasn't such a bad girl either. He might have decided to sleep with her again, if he hadn't met Alecia. That girl was innocence pers
Must every party be covered in a thin layer of smoke, Alecia wondered. It had now become like a decoration.She took a small breath, inhaling the scent of cigarettes and folded her hands at her waist. The girls around her chatted about their latest adventures, talking about who they’d slept with as if they were male soccer playersin a locker room. Some humans to the left were discussing the upcoming pledge, and the werewolves they had decided to offer themselves up to. Alecia bent her head to the side. Off in the corner, plastic red cups filled with PJ covered a table. Someone had placed a few condoms on it as a joke. She glanced at the clock. Only ten o’clock Helen had called insisting this party would be better than the last, and she only came because she had spent the whole week hanging out with Helen, studying and watching chick flicks. The girl filled a void college had created in her and she didn’t want to come off as judgmental on
Alecia played with her hair as she stared at her reflection in the mirror. There was a smile pasted on her face. Gabriel had indeed been a gentleman, taking her out on dates, spending on her, and treating her like a princess. And unlike Ryder, he didn’t wave the fact that he was a werewolf in her face, when he was with her, they were just like two people having fun together.Suddenly the thought of coming under a werewolf’s protection did not sound as bad as her mother had made it sound. It was not that she was considering coming under anyone’s protection, she still hated the idea of being anyone’s slave, but . . . It would not be so bad if she had a legal reason to call him anytime she felt afraid. Alecia realized she wasn’t thinking of Gabriel, she was thinking about Ryder.She sighed. Why was she thinking of him? Because he was so dreadfully handsome; more handsome than Gabriel with his pale gray eyes and dark hair. The guy invaded her
Alecia opened her eyes, they felt very heavy. A yellow light blasted into them, blocking her vision. She blinked a couple times. It was a car light. What was going on? A black wool coat covered her. Alecia rubbed the smooth fabric with her fingers. It must be made out of some kind of rich material. The strands were so delicate, like rose petals newly fallen to the ground.“Do you believe me now?”She tensed, turning to see Ryder typing on a laptop. What was she doing with the Alpha in a car? His gray eyes held a glare in them as he focused on the screen of a laptop.Gabriel had drugged her. She placed a hand on her head, pressing hard as it all came back to her. The cup flying through the air. Brown liquid dropping everywhere as two large hands grasped her, yanking her to him. She closed her eyes and took several small breaths, but her nerves wouldn’t settle. Why had Gabriel drugged her? He was going to rape her. She had been a fool.
Alecia sat on the wooden bench out in the park. Today was her study date with Ryder, and she found she wasn’t even thinking of her books. The wind danced around her, ruffling her clothes and playing with her hair. A smile curved at her lips, Ryder would be there any second. He had called, wanting to study at his apartment, but she knew it would be wrong be alone with him so she’d suggested a picnic. She shivered. He might be a nice guy, but still, anything could happen. One look at his gray eyes and she’d crumbled. How could someone be so handsome, like he was a Greek statue? A silver Bugatti pulled into the street in front of the park. Alecia bounced on her feet, as the warm feeling spread through her. She placed a hand on her cheek. Her mother always said a woman’s face glowed in the presence of her beloved. Did hers? The car stopped in front of her and Ryder opened the door and came out from the driver’s side, dressed in a dark blue T shirt
Alecia sat on the bed as Ryder searched for a song on her laptop. His black long-sleeve Yankee t-shirt stretched across his skin, showing off the muscles underneath. Someday she would have to run her fingers over his powerful chest, touching his skin. Just the thought made her tingle all over. They had just returned from dinner and here he was alone in her room. She kicked her feet out in front of her. Ryder was a nice guy. He never did anything he shouldn’t. He clicked on one. ‘Justin Bieber's melodious voice filled the air, singing you are the only one I'll ever love. ''How romantic,” Ryder said as she stood and held out her hands for him. Ryder sang the words as his sensuous smile stretched across his face. His voice was smooth and held the pitch so well, and even though Alecia knew it was just a song, she still wondered how awesome it would be if Ryder meant the words he sang, if she was indeed
There is no more innocence in her eyes. Ryder ran a finger down Alecia's pale cheek, feeling dampness- evidence of her tears. His hand trailed to the bandages over her wrist, covering the ten stitches it took to close up the wound. A deep sob formed in his throat before a few tears slipped out. He pushed a fist into his eye, trying to push the pain away, but it only grew. What had he done? He had destroyed her.He turned from where she lay on the bed, covered in his black silk sheets, and walked into the hallway as a voice as soft as the wind beckoned to him. Leave, it called. Whenever he stopped to listen to it, it vanished like a ghost exposed to light. He walked outside of his Manhattan penthouse to the balcony, and placed his hands on the rail of the deck - the cool dry air floated around him - feeling like an omen. From this view he could gaze at the tall skyscrapers that pierced into the night sky, as if trying to prove their dominance. Car lights shined lik
Alecia woke up from sleep, somehow, all the memories came rushing back. It was never a dream. Their had really been a man who grabbed her, and Ryder had injected something into her -- something that had made her lose the baby. The tears that filled her eyes now we're tears of hopelessness. She would never be happy again, never be free. Never be the girl she used to be. She remembered all that had happened in the few days after Ryder kidnapped her from her family. They had wanted her to testify in court that Ryder hadn't had someone killed, someone she knew he had killed. To prepare her, or maybe to frighten her into telling the lies they wanted her to tell, they had slit the throat of a man before her very eyes. After that, she was nothing, felt nothing but sadness and utter hopelessness. She got up and walked to the bathroomAlecia stared at the mirror in the bathroom, into her lifeless blue eyes. She had be
Alecia laid her head on Ryder's bare chest and caressed the soft skin of his rippling abs. They had just made love, a new promise, a new life together and perhaps a new life would form in her womb. She scratched her face as something tickled her. Ryder's lips ran along her neck, sending tingles through her. Every part of her filled with the intense pleasure only he could produce in her. Something pressed against her skin, making her eyes pop opened.She quickly sat up. At her side sat Ryder with her father’s shotgun on his lap. His face void of all emotion except for the darkness in his eyes.“Daddy,” she screamed out.“Don’t wake him.”She looked at her sister who hadn’t even moved. She turned back to him. “What have you done?”“They’re just sleeping.”“You drugged them.” Ryder smirked.A rattling feeling spread through her as he stood and place
Ryder held the pen over the document. She was not in her hometown, but her parents were, so where could she be? It had been two weeks and his men hadn’t been able to find one clue of the girl. He shook his head and turned to the document in front of him. He needed to keep reading this briefing report, making sure every detail aligned with their case. He should go to her hometown and force the details from her parents, but his father said to wait until they knew where she was. Wait and catch her off guard. Ryde looked up when his phone beeped. He pressed the intercom button.“Yes, Jacky.”“There is a Mr. Sose here to see you.”“Send him in,” Ryder said. He looked up as the door opened, and Jacky showed Sose in. Sullivan glared at her until she quickly slipped behind the door and shut it. He really could scare people with just a glance. Sose walked over to the desk, and dropped a brown envelope onto it. Ryder picked it up.
Ryder walked into his father’s office, sat down in front of his desk and glared at him. He didn’t want this conversation, but best to get it over with. His father would help him get her back and then make her stay. He had done it once before with his mother. Now, Ryder understood the anger that had pushed his father to reclaim his wife. His mother should have stayed. All she had to do was listen. Just like Alecia should have.His father leaned back into his seat – his white dress shirt stretched with his movements. His eyes narrowed contrasting with the full smile. “So she left you. I told you to have the council keep an eye on her,” his father said. “But you wanted no one looking at your wife, but you.” His father’s lips curved in a smirk. He was mocking him.Ryder folded his hands in his lap. He wouldn’t respond to his mockery, letting him see how each word fueled the heat boiling in him.“Did she wip
The soft clanging of bells filled her ears, making her eyes pop open. Ryder reached over her and pressed it off - his skin sliding over her bare body. A yawn escaped from her lips. She had barely slept last night. She rolled over on her side and focused on the wall - with her eyes trailing the lavender border at the top. This would be her last morning here. Ryder breathed deeply as he struggled to wake himself up. Last night was another late one.He pushed himself up and rolled out of the bed. “I should be used to this,” he said.She smiled and brushed his bangs out of his face. Best to keep up appearances.Their eyes connected and Alecia's heart jumped. His eyes glittered in the early morning light, making him look like a youth. Like the boy she had fallen in love with. Would a part of her always love him? He kissed her head, sending the familiar tremors through her before leaving to wash up.She laid out his clothes, and made
Alecia listened to Ryder walk around the room as he got ready for work. She slipped further under the sheets, blackness filling her vision. When the alarm went off this morning she couldn’t bear the thought of getting up and putting on the pot of coffee. The face was still ingrained in her mind. The sheets were pulled down just below her eyes. Ryder leaned over her. He half-smiled and bent to give her a kiss. “My sister will be by later.” She nodded before he pulled the sheets back above her face, shielding her from the outside world. When she heard the bedroom door close, she rolled over and cried, letting the tears pour forth. She couldn’t get the face out of her mind no matter how much she tried. “I can’t live like this,” she whispered. “I want to die.” Sitting up from the bed, she let the sheets fall. The ache that spread through her was intense. She bit on the sheets as she rocked back in forth, but the pressure wouldn’t releas
Alecia eyes popped open. Her hands flew to her mouth. All she could see was the face, a strong face, which neither smiled nor grinned, but looked at her as if it was complacent. She removed her hands and bit down on the tips of her fingers. The man held her down as Ryder pierced her skin with something. She took a deep breath, trying to calm her irregular quick breaths, but her heart would not stop pounding the blood through her, making her gasp. It must have been a dream. Just a dream.She tried to roll over and look at her husband, but he was right behind her, his arms wrapped around her in a firm hold. He would never physically hurt her. Doubt crept through her. She reached for his hands and tried to lift his arms; however, they grasped her tightly, and would not budge. She looked at the wall. The face filled her mind. “Ryder, wake up.” Ryder sat up, and leaned over her face. “Are you okay?”“Let go of me.”
Ryder carried a half-dazed Alecia into the apartment with her family behind him. Taking her to their bedroom, he lay down next to her and caressed the hair out of her face. She still hadn’t said a word to him. Not one. He kissed her cheek and wrapped her into his arms. She rolled over and faced the wall. A deep ache grew in him. What had he done to her? Loosen up. That was what he needed to do. “Please roll back over,” he said as he placed a firm hand on her hip. She shook her head. “We’ll have more.” “Please leave me, I beg you." She whispered. “Do you want Trina?” “No one.” He kissed her cheek before he got up and left. He walked out the door and inched it closed. He could not look at her family, so he concentrated on the floor. “She wants to be alone.” No one responded so he locked himself in the guest room, burying his face into the pillow as he let his tears fall. All he wanted was Alecia back; to lov