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Author: SweetGina103
last update Last Updated: 2022-12-02 07:00:00
There was a lot of fighting the first few weeks we stayed at the caves. I remember a lot of shouting and arguments. Often followed by tears and sobbing. Many people blamed Kent, why did he make us leave in the first place? Now we’re stuck here.

His reply every time?

Feel free to go back, because there you’ll just be sitting ducks, at least here there’s a chance of survival.

As the weeks passed, after the food we brought with us dwindled, the males started going out to hunt and set traps. Not daring to venture too far from the caves. It would be months later before the rest of us felt safe enough to step outside those caves.

I, however, slept or stared into nothing. My mind floating.

I mostly slept through.

Sleeping, it’s one of my favorite things, if not my favorite. It’s the only time I don’t think, the only time I can get my thoughts to stop running and turning and twisting like a labyrinth in my mind and just stop.

When I’m sleeping I don’t have to think about why I’m here,
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