CHAPTER 77

Alexa's POV

“How does it look?” I asked Martha causing her to smile at me. “It's gorgeous,” she said without hesitation. I did not know what to say.

“Fine.”

I twirled around in front of the mirror hoping to see what she saw but it was completely different from what I thought about myself. The dress was beautiful but… did I look beautiful? I wanted to ask but I kept my raging insecurity within myself.

I was pregnant but that shouldn't change a thing, although I didn't feel that way. Maybe this was why I was pushing away the guys that wanted to pursue something with me romantically but it wasn't like my fault for it.

“Miss you look pretty!” Martha said as though she could read my mind but I did not respond back to her.

After a moment of looking, I said to her, “Maybe things will come together when you put on some makeup on me.”

“No, absolutely not.” She said, “You look beautiful just the way you are. Thank you, Martha but this is what I want. A full face of makeup.”

“Are you sure?” Mar