Ang n-nanay mo n-asagasaan daw.
Jov's news kept on replaying her thought while the operation is still ongoing. Tila naparalisa ang utak niya at halos hindi niya mapaniwalaan ang ibig nitong sabihin.
Oh God! Si Inay. S-si Inay! She panicked upon her realization. Unti unting tumulo ang mga luha niya. Mabilis niyang sinalubong ang mga mata ng kasamahan niya ng hilam na mga luha. She plead on the surgeon, the Anesthesiologist, the other assisting nurse, and Jov.
"It's okay, Ms. Ferrer. Scrub out." Nakauunawang inutusan siya ng kasalukuyang surgeon na si Dra. Grey.
With a nervous heart, she excused herself and immediately went out of the operating room removing her surgical garments shuddery. Tigmak ng luha na tinakbo niya ang emergency room kung saan binibigyan na nang paunang lunas ang kanyang ina.
"Jane, a-ang nanay ko?" She shouted worrying at the ER nurse. "Ganda, calm down. Ginagawa na nila ang lahat para masalba siya."
'A-anong ibig mong sabihin na m-masalba? Is she in d-danger?" Nanginginig ang boses na tanong niya kay Jane.
"She got an open wound in the chest. May tumusok sa kanyang baga nang tumilapon siya sa pagkakabang-"
"Oh God!" Tuluyan na siyang napahagulhol at tinakbo ang Emergency room. There, she saw her mother fighting death. Halos puno ng dugo ang damit nitong puti. Ang kaninang hagulhol niya ay mas lalo pang tumindi.
"Ms. Ferrer, we will appreciate if you will step out for a few moments. We will do our best to save her." Mahinahong utos sa kanya ng doctor roon.
"Beauty..." Bisig ni Jane ang kinapitan niya dahil halos mabuwal na niya sa kinatatayuan niya. Patuloy lamang siyang humagulhol habang naririnig ang mabilis na kilos at boses ng doctor, at nurses sa loob ng ER.
"Huminahon ka. Everything will be alright. Tahan na sa pag-iyak."
Makalipas ang ilang sandali ay inilabas ang kanyang Ina na may nakakabit na tubo sa bandang dibdib nito. Nakahiga ito sa de gulong na kama habang inihahatid ito sa elavator patungong Operating room sa fourth floor.
"Airways were established but we need to transfer her at the operating room to remove the object in her lungs, Ms. Ferrer."
"Doc, gawin niyo po ang lahat para sa Inay. Iligtas niyo po ang nanay ko. Please." Humihikbing hiling niya.
She was lost. Hindi niya alam ang gagawin. She was discharged from her duty early as her superior commanded. Tulala lang siyang naglakad sa kalsada.
God. Huwag po ang nanay ko. Iligtas niyo po siya sa kapahamakan. Bago siya umalis sa hospital ay pinakwenta na niya ang magiging gastusin sa operasyon ng Inay niya na umabot ng mahigit kalahating milyon, ayon sa tantiya ng accountant.
She heaved out her phone on her pocket and dialled her friend's number. "Pamu, gagawin ko na." pinal na sagot niya.
"W-what? Bukas na ang kasal? Akala ko ba next week pa?" Nanlalatang sagot niya sa kabilang linya.
"Sige fren, Kelangan ko pala yung paunang bayad." Pagkatapos makinig sa mahabang instruksyon ng kaibigan ay nagpasalamat siya rito bago tapusin ang tawag.
Kaya ko kaya? Patawarin niyo po ako, God. Kailangan ko po itong gawin para sa nanay ko. Kagat labing usal niya.Sorry Euh Jin. Maiintindihan mo naman siguro ang gagawin ko. Piping kausap niya sa estrangherong pangalan na tila ba kaharap niya ito at nakikita.
Sana. Ipinikit niya nang mariin ang mga mata at ilang sandaling pinahupa ang pag-ulan ng luha sa kanyang pisngi pagkaraan ay nagbuga siya ng malalim na hininga. Nagpatuloy siya sa paglalakad na tila hindi alintana ang dami ng taong kasabayan niya palabas ng Hospital.
Her thought shaken when a body bumped her. She eyed the old man who slipped on the surface and gave an apologetic gaze.
"Lo, pasensya na po kayo." She offered her hand to him and assisted him on getting up.
"It's okay, hija. All things happen for a reason." Kunot noo niyang tiningnan ito pagkatapos nitong bigyan siya ng ngiti at lumakad na palayo sa kanya.
BEAUTY went out early and rode a taxi heading to the city hall. She met her friend Pamu yesterday and was able to get the information she needed for her mission. The man she's about to ruin the wedding is Euh-Jin Austen, a 30-year-old good looking rich man. Nang ipakita ng kaibigan ang picture ng binata ay hindi man lamang niya pinagkaabalahang tingnan iyon. Surely, the one with the almond eyes at the ceremony will be Euh-Jin. Pamu told her he's a half Korean, half Pilipino.
She doesn't need a conscience anymore because she aims to finish her mission and get the remaining four hundred thousand pesos for her mother. She was holding her hands tight as if she was getting enough strength from it.
Her mother's operation was done yesterday. But until now, her vital status are still not stable. Hindi pa ito nagigising mula kahapon, so that means, the health care provider needs to close monitor her mother's condition.
Para ito kay Inay. I need to stay focus and finish this quickly!
Nakasalalay sa kanya ang paggaling ng Ina. But how can she do that if she got stuck in the traffic? She checked the time on her wristwatch. Eight O-clock. The wedding will start at exactly nine. She calmed herself and leaned her back at the seat.
Ngunit tila kinokonsensya siya ng tadhana nang marinig niya ang kanta sa binuksang stereo ng matandang driver. She bit her lower lip to suppress her frustrated moan.I am not the kind of girlwho should be rudely barging inon a white veil occasion
But you are not the kind of boywho should be marrying the wrong girl
Beauty heaved lightly as she hears the next stanza. Marriage should be done out of love. You marry because you love a person. That's the most coherent reason for matrimony. Kaya gagawin ko ang lahat para hindi matuloy ang kasal mo, Euh Jin.
"Manong, wala na po bang ibang shortcut?" Naiinip na tanong niya pagkaraan nang ilang sandali na hindi man lang umusad ang sasakyan.
"Naku ma'am. Wala po, e. Rush hour po kasi kaya ganito po talaga katraffic dito."
Nanlulumong tiningnan niya ang kanyang orasang pangbisig. Fifteen minutes to go and she won't get there in time. She frustratingly answered the phone when it ring. Pamu told her the wedding is about to begin.
Shit! No way! She decided to step out of the car and started to walk.
"Miss, iyong bayad mo?" The driver yelled, but she just ignored and headed out of the traffic in the middle of the road.
Maraming busina ang kanyang narinig ngunit hindi man lamang natinag ang dalaga. She took off her white stiletto and run as far as she can.
"Hi Gorgeous! Nice legs!" Mangilan ngilan lang sa mga ito ang narinig niya sa paligid, but she's very concentrated to her goal, and that is to come right in time to stop the wedding.
Halos hingalin siya nang sa wakas ay makita ang malaking letra ng city hall. She ran swiftly until her foot landed on the second floor. When she finally saw her destination, she ran with no second thought, opens the door knob, and say her objection.
"Stop the wedding." With a shaking knees she lowered her head, hold her chest with her free hand and catch her breathe.
Nang mabawi ang normal niyang paghinga ay itinaas niya nang bahagya ang paningin. Iginala niya iyon, and for the first time, she felt intimidated seeing the stare coming from those almond pair of eyes. It was like her heart woke up from a very long sleep and she can't seemed to control the excitement she was feeling as his gaze met her.
Is this what the books used to tell? The world stops, and the hearts blow fast?
She held her chest to stop her heart from racing. She bit her lip as she is surveying the man physically. His almond eyes looked blank, but his pointed nose, red full lips, and unruly hair made him erogenous. She know that this is already Euh Jin.
"Ehem." She met the gaze of the old man who was standing beside him. She assumed it must be Euh Jin's father.
She trembles when her consciousness took over, and got distracted by the loud gasp coming from the people inside the room.
"Young lady, you were saying?" The old man snatched her attention and so she managed to fix her posture back to normal.
She swallowed hard and closed her eyes for a second. "I said, stop the wedding." She may sounds calm but her inside where shaking.
"And why should we do that, miss?" Kunot noong tanong ng isang lalaking nakapolo t-shirt na pula. Katabi nito ang kamukhang kamukha nitong may katabing isang magandang babae.
Ano nga ba, Beauty? Darn. She lost her words. She had practiced her lines, too well. Pero Iba pa din pala talaga kapag nasa actwal na siyang sitwasyon. Pinanghihinaan siya nang loob, lalo pa ngayong halos lahat ng tingin ng mga ito ay nakapukol sa kanya.
Come on Beauty! Speak up or you'll forever regret this! Your mother needs you. Piping buyo ng isip niya.
Inay... Biglang lumamlam ang mga mata ng dalaga. Her mother needs her. Higit ngayong nasa panganib pa din ang buhay nito.
"Because I love him!" Pati siya ay nagulat sa mga katagang binitawan niya.
"Do you, Euh Jin take Patricia to be your lawfully wedded wife for now and forevermore?"The mayor asked him.Euh Jin saw a glint of desire on Patricia's expression as he face her. She was the woman his assistant hired. He should be congratulating Kevin for a work done, but seeing this woman made him sick.This Patricia was a carbon copy of Bethina. A certified money devotee. A bitch. Well, he has no plans of fulfilling the wedding legally. It would be a fake nuptial. The mayor was a part of his plan, and this whole occasion was just a show. He mentally smirked, then he surveyed the witnesses of the said matrimony.All his cousins were there, including their partners in life, except Damon and Barbara, and of course his father and his wicked kept woman. He blankly
SAPOang dibdib na sumandal sa pinto ng comfort room si Beauty. Hindi na niya maalala kung anong alibi ang sinabi niya kanina sa mga tao sa labas ng justice office. Halos hindi siya makahinga sa mga sunod sunod na tanong ng mga kamag-anak ni Euh Jin. At dahil ayaw niyang masala sa mga mapanuring tingin ng mga tao sa labas, tumakas siya at nagpuntang banyo.Let him handle the explanation.Inis na susog niya.Hindi niya talaga lubos na maisip na hahantong sa ganito ang lahat. She was just doing her mission. Bakit kelangan maging ganito kakomplikado ang sitwasyon? She was very confident of her deliberation yesterday, but why does her stupid mouth told a different story a while back?I love him? Ha? Where did that came from?She was suppose
"I pronounced you husband and wife. You may now kiss the bride."Kasabay nang pagdedeklara ng judge sa kanila bilang opisyal na mag-asawa ay naramdaman ni Beauty ang labi ni Euh-Jin sa pisngi niya."Congratulations, cous."Marahang tinapik ni David sa balikat ang kanyang asawa.Asawa.. .Hanggang ngayon ay hindi pa din niya mapaniwalaan na asawa na niya ito. At hindi din niya alam kung anong mangyayari sa kanya pagkatapos nilang lumabas sa opisinang iyon na pinagganapan ng pag-iisa nilang dibdib. Kanina pa siya naaasiwa sa mga kalalakihan sa pamilya ni Euh Jin simula ng tumuntong siya sa opisinang iyon. And why? Those men are highly profile with their Greek looks and power. Isama mo na din ang ama ni Euh Jin na si Tonio Austen na kilala sa Pharmaceautical Business Industry sa buong Asy
Nang wala ng magawa ay maingat na sinara ni Beauty ang pinto ng master bedroom at sinimulang ilibot ang kanyang paningin sa mahabang pasilyo sa ikalawang palapag. She decided to get out of the room right away to pull her dirty mind off her husband. Ang lagaslas ng tubig na nagmumula sa shower ng pinaliliguan nito ang mas lalo pang nagpasiklab ng pag-iinit niya, thinking that they are on the honeymoon stage right now.Saan kaya ang magiging kwarto ko dito?tanong niya sa sarili. There were eight rooms with four doors facing each other including the master bedroom where she came from."Magandang umaga, hija."Nilingin ni Beauty ang magiliw na boses ng babae sa kanyang likod."Ahm, magandang umaga din ho, madam,"yuko n
MADILIM na nang magising si Euh Jin kinagabihan. He searched his room to find his wife but failed to see her around.That bitch! Hindi niya ako pwedeng takasan!He automatically stood out of his bed and angrily goes out of the door. Sa sobrang pagod niya ng ilang araw ay hindi man lang siya makabawi ng tulog. He has to monitor their pharmaceutical company along with his other businesses. Nakadagdag pa sa trabaho niya ang pagmamatyag sa opportunistang kalaguyo ng kanyang ama pati na ang pamomoblema sa babaeng asawa na niya ngayon. He can never omit the fact that he is attracted to his wife the first time he saw her.Madilim man ang tinatahak niya pababa sa living room ay hindi nagawang itago niyon ang magandang pigura ng asawa na natutulog sa coach sa baba.She's reall
AS TRUE to his words, Euh Jin took her to where her parents are. Her mother was transferred to a high end Hospital and stayed at an executive room. Three days she has not seen her parents was a torture to her. And now that she saw the bright smiles on their faces lifted her up."Anak, busog na ako. Kanina mo pa ako sinusubuan, eh."Pagmamaktol nang kanyang Inay."Inay, kelangan niyo pong kumain para makabawi po kayo ng lakas at makalabas na po kayo ng hospital kaagad."Nakangiting Inabot niya rito ang maliit na hiwa ng mansanas na binalatan niya."Naku, anak. Malakas pa ako sa kalabaw, eh. Saka ayos na din naman na ang paghinga ko."Natanggal na din kasi ang tubong nakalagay sa baga nito kaya maayos na itong nakakahinga.
BEAUTY ate her dinner alone. Hindi niya alam kung saan pumunta ang magaling niyang asawa, at wala siyang pakialam kung saan man ito pumunta. Naiinis siya. Tila bale wala lang rito na mag-isa siyang naiwan sa bahay nito. Lampas alas dose na ng gabi at wala pa din ito! Anong tingin nito sa kanya? Katulong? For goodness sake. Asawa siya nito. Asawa. To think na halos isang linggo pa lang silang kasal.Mas lalong nagngitngit ang kalooban niya ng dumaan sa isipan niya ang possibleng pinuntahan nito. What if he went to a club, and fuck some strippers?Huh! He thinks I'm going to sleep with him? Baka magka STD pa ako.She annoyingly turned on the TV and browse the channel for some night news or movie, but unfortunately, nothing appeals her interest. Isa pang kinaiinisan niya ay ang p
KINABUKASAN, malalakas na katok ang nagpagising kay Beauty. Instead of getting up on her bed, mas minabuti niyang tumagilid at ipagpatuloy ang naistorbong tulog. Maya maya pa ay kusa na lang bumukas ang pinto at iniluwa roon ang galit niyang asawa."You are supposed to be at the kitchen cooking my breakfast.""Magluto ka mag-isa, mo,"she mumbled. Matapos niyang ibulong iyon ay umuga ang kama at bigla na lang siyang umangat sa ere.Euh Jin carried her down, and in a span of a few seconds, they were at the kitchen. Ni wala man lang itong pagsuyo sa pagbuhat sa kanya. Mas lalong namula ang pisngi niya nang mapagtanto na wala siyang suot na roba at tulad nang kagabing naabutan nito sa kanya ay suot pa din niya ang panty at baby tee shirt niya.
BEAUTY woke at the wrong side of the bed that morning. She felt so sick again. Halos isang linggo na siyang ganito.She always wakes up in the morning feeling nauseated even when her stomach is empty.“What's wrong?” she felt Euh Jin fondled her back. Panay din ang pagpisil nito sa kanyang palad.Nagtataka din siya. “Naduduwal a—” She covered her mouth and closed her eyes. She was having hand tremors. Naramdaman niyang binuhat siya ni Euh Jin papuntang bathroom.“Here hon. Isuka mo lang iyan.” Masuyo siya nitong ibinaba sa carpeted floor ng bathroom. She vomited successfully when she saw the inviting sink. Darn it! I feel so ill! Napipikang tiningnan niya ang sinuka niyang halos puro laway lang.Nanhihinang sumandal siya sa matigas na dibdib ng asawa. He embraced her and stroked her stomach while his other free hand checked her forehead
BEAUTY happily viewed the video footage of their wedding on her tablet. No matter how many times she watched it, she won't get enough of it.It has been three months since their church wedding, and nothing had stop her from being happy every day, especially now, that God had blessed the sacredness of their unity."What are you doing?" She smiled when she felt Euh Jin lifted her waist, transferring her to his lap."Watching," she eagerly answered him. She was really teased by his tickles on her ear."Our wedding again?" he moaned with conviction."Ah ha," sang-ayon niya. Marahan nitong inagaw ang tablet mula sa kanya. He grasped her chin so she would pay attention to him."You're always watching it. Are you not getting tired of it?" he chuckled."No. Why would I?" nakangiting sansala niya rito. "This is just an evidence o
“WHY didn't you tell me the truth?” Euh Jin spoke after being silent, looking at his father seriously. Pinuntahan nila ito ng kanyang asawa. Beauty was at the living room, while he went to see his father upstairs, at his study room. “You know the answer already, son.” Tumayo ito at nakapamulsang tumalikod sa kanya. Love. “I can’t believe you loved her despite of everything.” “That’s how Austen men love. Unconditional, and eternal.” Yeah. He mentally agree. “I’m also at fault. Napabayaan ko siya. Nawalan ako ng oras sa kanya habang pinapalago ang negosyong pinamana ng lolo mo. Hindi ko naisip na unti unti na palang lumalayo ang loob niya sa akin.” “I’m sorry, Dad.” For the very first time, he called his father without sarcasm. “You’re forgiven son. Please forgive your mother.” He stared at Tonio
ANG HULING sinabi ni Beauty ang paulit ulit na umuukilkil sa isip ni Euh Jin hanggang sa paggising niya. His anger lessen upon hearing his wife’s opinion. Now, he’s thinking of giving his father a chance.After kissing her lips in silence, he placed a note on the bedside table telling her he’s heading to work. Nag-iwan siya ng breakfast sa tabi ng note at nilagyan din niya ng pulang rosas ang kama sa tabi nito.On his way, he decided to go somewhere else. Parang may bumubulong sa kanya na dalawin ang luma nilang bahay sa Mandaluyong. Mataman niyang tiningnan ang bawat sulok ng lumang bahay nila. There’s no way he’s going to sell this property. Ito na lamang ang nag-iisang alaala niya mula sa Ina. They lived here during his childhood. But this house reminded him of how his family torn into pieces. Namatay ang kanyang Ina. Pinabayaan sila ng kanyang ama. And now,Tonio's redeeming back his responsibility as a father to him.Mabig
BEAUTY sat on the visitor's chair while waiting for her husband to finish his board meeting. Napagdesisyonan niya kasing bisitahin ito sa kanyang opisina so here she is."Hi," Alistong napasulyap sa nakaawang na pinto si Beauty nang maulinigan ang boses ni Tonio."Nasa meeting po siya," pagngiti niya. Ngayon lang ulit niyang nakita ang ama ng asawa niya."I know." He turned back a smile to her. "I just want to talk to you, hija." He sat on the distal chair facing her."How are you?" pangungumusta nito."Okay naman po. Masaya." Her lips curved a grin.Tonio warmly looked at her. "I can see he's very happy with you. I'm glad you’re the reason for his changes. I was right with my decision then.""Po?""Hija, I'm sorry." Tonio sighed heavily.
KUMUNOT ang noo ni Beauty nang makilala ang kanta na inaawit ng mga bata sa kanya. It was the song her husband sang early this morning.(ctto)And darling I will, be loving you 'til we're 70. And baby my heart could still fall as hard at 23. Iginala niya ang tingin sa buong function hall na puno ng pagtataka ang mukha. They know the song? Ang guhit sa kanyang noo ay mas lalo pang lumalim nang lumabas sa pinto papuntang stage si Euh Jin. Nahati ang pagkakahawak ng mga bata sa gitna at doon pumwesto si EJ. Then the children stopped singing making her husband sing the next stanza.Oh me, I fall in love with you every single day. And I just wanna tell you I am. Nang matapos itong umawit sa kanya ay bumaba ito ng stage. Naguguluhan pa din siyang nakatingin rito.“Hon, even if you’re not telling me, I know you’re worr
BEAUTY woke up cheerfully that morning. It’s her birthday. A smiled cracked on her face after she uttered a prayer. She thank God for another year of her life. She thank Him for giving her a happy family and friends. She’s thankful because he had spare Euh Jin’s life and let him stay with her.She gently traced her husband at the soft mattress. Where is he? She silently asked herself. Marahan siyang umupo at sinuyod ng paningin ang buong silid nila. Nakaawang ang pinto niyon, and the floor was carpeted with red roses. Katerno ng kulay niyon ang suot niyang pantulog. Pababa na siya sa kama nang makarinig ng musika sa paligid. Ang malamyos na tugtugin iyon ay nagdudulot ng ginhawa sa kanyang pakiramdam. She surprisingly saw Euh Jin humming. Nakasuot lamang ito ng pulang boxer shorts at nakayapak lang sa sahig. Nasa hanay lang ito mismo ng pintuan.(ctto)When your legs don't work like they used to before. And I can't sweep you off of
IT'S Tuesday, and everyone’s present at Euh Jin’s nest. Nakabalik na kasi sila sa bahay nila sa Taguig. Disyembre na. Its Christmas season and Beauty’s birth month.Kasalukuyan silang nasa living room kasama ang mga pinsan ng asawa at mga kaibigan nila. Some were sitting at the coach, some were at the carpeted floor. Kanina pa nagtatalo ang mga ito kung anong preperasyon ang gagawin nila sa birthday niya.“We can throw a pool party for you, sis,” Nakangiting suhestyon ni Devonne.“No. That’s not conducive. Mababastos lang kayo,” blangko ang mukhang tugon ni Rafael.“Hindi naman siguro Raf, I mean, piling tao lang naman ang iimbitahan,” Saklolong sambit ni Goddess. Sexing sexy na itong tingnan sa suot nitong bestida kahit kapapanganak lang nito sa pangay nila ni David. Bukod sa hindi naman ito nanaba nang nagbubuntis ay parang mabilis din bumalik
A FEW minutes later, she saw a blurry body meters away from her. She swam faster with hope. It was Euh Jin with the presence of his lifeless body. Nang madatnan niya ito ay kaagad niyang tinalunton ang locked ng chain nito sa paa. She fitted the hole with the key. Nang maalis na ito sa katawan ni Euh Jin ay nakita niyang may dalawang pares ng kamay na humango rito. She saw it was Shanna and Jules. They swam faster making their way out of the water. Isinampa ng mga ito si Euh Jin sa motorboat.Agad niyang chineck ang asawa. “Hon,” She tapped his shoulder for response, but he was unconscious. She unbuttoned and ripped his polo shirt forcedly. She checked for his breathing. No air bouncing from his nose and mouth. She checked for pulse. NEGATIVE. She heard Jules called for an emergency, ngunit ang pokus niya ay nasa kay Euh Jin lang. There is no way, she will let him die. No way!Beauty tilted Euh Jin’s head back and lifted his chi