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63. Her breaking point

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Damien's eyes moved down to the knife that was resting against my wrist and he stopped when he knew that I was serious and I actually was.

One step from him and I will cut my nerve.

In fact, this is exactly why I came here. The torture is getting too much for me and it is better if I end my life right now. At least I won't have to see my family in pain.

"Put the knife down, Angel," he pleaded, his voice softer now, tinged with worry.

I was a bit shocked to hear his soft voice but I knew that it was just a facade to make me take my steps back so that he could torture me in a crueler and twisted way of his.

"This isn't the way to handle things."

His words were reaching my ear but not my brain. My anger was like a tidal wave crashing over me, drowning out any rational thought. My breaths came in ragged gasps as I held the knife, the blade glinting in the light.

When he saw that I had stopped for a few moments and my attention had diverted, he started moving towards me with slow and small
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Genesis Lopez
Omg this reminds me of the time I self harmed .I'm better now in a happy state without a problem except taxes ...
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