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57. Morning guilt
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He made me sit on the edge of the bathtub while he filled it with water.I closed my eyes, just trying to escape all this. There was silence all around except for the soft sound of running water. Closing my eyes only intensified the chaos, making it impossible to find the peace I so desperately needed and used to get inside me earlier.This is all because of the things I did yesterday.Suddenly I felt a presence beside me, which made me open my eyes and I found Damien giving me a toothbrush.Hesitantly, I took it from him because I needed it. He turned around while brushing his teeth and checked the temperature of the water before adding rose essence, which began to infuse the room with its sweet fragrance.Slowly, I stood up, and the way to the washbasin felt very long and difficult. My legs were wobbling and I could still feel the sting in between my thighs.A loud gasp escaped my lips when I saw my reflection in the mirror. It was definitely not the girl that I knew. I could see th
Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 59. Marry me
"Release... Release my brother," I finally managed to utter, my voice quivering.His reaction was immediate and intense. His nose flared, his eyes narrowed at me, his jaw clenched, and his hold on my waist tightened so much that his nails dug sharply into my waist. I wanted to yell and tell him that he was hurting me but I saw no point in it.He was raging in a fire of anger and I was responsible for it. But was it going to stop me from saying what I wanted?No!I hesitated for a moment, gathering my courage once again."I need you to promise, Damien," I continued, my voice carrying the weight of my plea. "Promise that you will release my brother today. It's all I'm asking, and I swear he's inn..."Before I could even complete my words, he pushed me back. His reaction was swift and brutal. A violent push sent me sprawling backward, the edge of the bathtub colliding harshly with my body, and the pain shot through me."You never miss a chance to ruin my mood, do you?" He asked while I w
Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 60. Damien's Princess
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Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 61. Let things be hidden
With a click, the drawer opened. I didn't waste time pulling it out and was surprised to find out the content inside it.My eyes widened to the point of coming out of their socket because it was the thing that I was least expecting here.The drawer was full of medicine. They are the same tablets that Aunt Greta used to give her, as they were prescribed by the doctors for her depression and health.The drawer was almost full of those tablets, which means she had not taken even a single one in the last four months. She has been storing those medicines in this drawer while her brother thought that she was taking those medicines and they were working on her health, which was never bad.She was doing drama all this time! She was wearing a fake mask of innocence and torment.Everything that my brother told me was true. He is innocent and he was being made a culprit in the eyes of Damien. But that reason is still unknown.An intense surge of anger welled up within me, my fists clenching invo
Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 62. Her outburst
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Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 63. Her breaking point
Damien's eyes moved down to the knife that was resting against my wrist and he stopped when he knew that I was serious and I actually was.One step from him and I will cut my nerve.In fact, this is exactly why I came here. The torture is getting too much for me and it is better if I end my life right now. At least I won't have to see my family in pain."Put the knife down, Angel," he pleaded, his voice softer now, tinged with worry.I was a bit shocked to hear his soft voice but I knew that it was just a facade to make me take my steps back so that he could torture me in a crueler and twisted way of his."This isn't the way to handle things."His words were reaching my ear but not my brain. My anger was like a tidal wave crashing over me, drowning out any rational thought. My breaths came in ragged gasps as I held the knife, the blade glinting in the light.When he saw that I had stopped for a few moments and my attention had diverted, he started moving towards me with slow and small
Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 64. Punishing himself
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Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 65. Teenage love to deadly obsession
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Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 120. Forgiveness and New beginning
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Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 119. Heart of Gold
Philip and Richard stepped towards us as we moved away and stood side by side.Unable to meet my gaze with Richard's, my eyes moved down on their own.For the first time, I couldn't understand what's going on in Philip's head from his body language. I know he would not be happy with this decision of mine.Damien was still having eye contact with them, ready to face whatever they had to say, while my eyes were still low. My heart was beating fast in my chest and my body was frozen in the arms of Damien.I was stuck in the situation of choosing my family's will over my love, and this time I decided to go with my heart, because if I had gone with the first, it would have ruined three lives.Suddenly, Damien moved his arm away from my waist. My eyes snapped up in surprise as I thought that Philip must have pulled Damien away but I was completely surprised when both of them hugged.What? Philip is hugging Damien. From what I felt, it was Damien who hugged him first because his hands were
Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 118. Soulful Reunion
"Damien," I called out while turning around but there was no response.How could he disappear in a blink of an eye?Was it just a dream?No! The familiar sensation on my forehead, at the place where he kissed me, was still there. I am sure he was here."Damien!" I called out again.When no response came and I was sure that he was not in the room, I ran to the window and looked down to find a man walking towards the exit with his head hanging low.It was Damien"DAMIEN!" I called out with all the energy inside me.He turned around. His eyes were brimming with tears, and his lips curled into a small smile. He waved his hand to me and walked away."Damien!" I again called out my hand, reaching out for him but he was gone.I blinked and focused but he was already out of my sight. I turned around and ran to the door. At the same time, Philip came inside."Angel," his eyebrows drew in confusion as he looked down at me. "What happened?" "Damien," I cried "What happened?" His eyebrows drew
Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 117. Bride to be
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Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 116. The decision
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Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 115. Always protective
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Auctioned to my Brother's Bestfriend 114. Promise of father
It's been two weeks since that incident and I am still not over it. I still have the guilt that, because of me, my baby suffered. Aiden has now fully recovered, and he has also started going to school. The doctor asked me not to give him too much stress so I applied for one week of medical leave for him. He was happy about missing school and enjoyed the leaves as if they were holidays.Today I took a day off because I wasn't feeling well. I wanted to pick up Aiden today but Philip wouldn't let me go. He asked me to take a rest, and this is why I took the leave.I was going through my phone while waiting for my baby when the door opened. As usual, I expected him to barge inside the home and shout, telling each and every corner of the house that he had returned from school but instead, he came inside silent with his lips tightly pressed together. His eyes were low and the energy in him was missing.My eyebrows drew in confusion as my eyes flicked up at Philip, asking what was wrong with
