POV Noralyn
I should have never come. I walk out of the warehouse, my heart beating fast in my chest as if it could sense the danger following, I know that this night is gonna be one where my nightmares come back again to haunt me. I might still be powerless against my demons, however those four jerks that are following me I can handle them. I pretend not to notice that they are after me and engage in a dark alley that has no exit then when I turn around to retrace my steps, there they are waiting for me.
“I told you we’d meet again soon, didn’t I?” The tallest of them walks forward leaving his friends behind. He probably thinks that his big muscles are enough to intimidate me.
“And I told you that this second encounter wouldn’t go well for you.”
He laughs at what I said just like he did back there at the warehouse, his three friends do the same. He looks at me with a disgusting interest in his eyes. I’ve seen this kind of look before and back then I was young and powerless but things have changed now.
“You’re cute.” He says with a mocking voice as he gets closer to me. “I like my girls fierce just like you are.” Then he has the audacity to lean against my ear. “Your kind screams louder in bed.”
“You’re the one who’s gonna be screaming, bastard.” I answer through gritted teeth as I grab his neck to yank his face away from me. I throw a punch at his throat that makes him stagger backward while cutting his breath.
“What the heck?” I hear one of his friends exclaim.
“That bitch is crazy!”Another one adds.
Ha. They haven’t seen anything yet. I’m not even using any of the martial art techniques that I know.
As he’s gasping for air I don’t give him time to recover and throw my foot between his legs, he squeals like an animal caught in a deadly trap and I achieve him with another punch against his jaw that pushes him on the dirty ground. He miserably curls himself into a ball with his hands holding his private parts, groaning in pain.
I crouch next to his body and warn him, “Don’t you ever come near me again.”
Now time to deal with the other three. When I stand up to gauge their reaction, they mostly look worried about their friend instead of looking like they want to attack me. Suddenly, someone appears from behind them and I recognize his voice before I see his face.
“What’s going on here?”
They all turn around and my eyes meet Rio.
“That crazy bitch attacked us for no reason,” one idiot says.
“That crazy bitch," I retort, "Was being harassed by this coward who's biting the dirt."
Rio's eyes land on him before he says, “I’m calling the cops.”
The three others immediately start panicking.
“Shit!”
“Let’s get out of here!”
"Come on, let's go!"
They run away leaving their friend behind. I had parked my car somewhere not so far away so I walk in that direction. I hear Rio’s footsteps as he catches up to me.
“They did something to you?” He asks.
“No. I wouldn't have given them the chance.
“You’re going to the police station?”
I think it over for a few seconds. “I don’t think it will be necessary but if they come at me again, I’ll do that.”
We keep walking in an awkward silence as I look for my car. There are way too many cars parked around. I don’t know why Rio keeps following me when earlier he said that my existence was bothering him. Maybe he’s looking for his own car, but I was wrong. When I find mine and unlock it, Rio is still standing behind me as I open the door to the point that I’m forced to turn around and look at him.
“You’re okay?” he asks before I open my mouth to say anything.
He’s looking at me with an impassive look as if he’s not really caring about the answer but he still followed me to my car.
“Yeah, I’m good.”
He nods then walks away without any further conversation.
On my way back home I park my car near a service station then turn off the engine. I remain like this for a few minutes, sitting in the silence, staring out the windshield. My hands are clasped around the wheel and my breathing is getting more feverish. I try to force myself to calm down until I remember what my therapist used to tell me. Sometimes it's better to let it all out.
I close my eyes and start screaming.
I scream for Jace.
For the three people who died because of him.
And for what happened to me when I was 15.
I scream until my throat hurts and tears fall down my face as my fist pounds against the wheel. Then when all the rage subsides to leave the place to pain my forehead leans on wheel. I'm empty now, though I don't stop crying.
***
The next day at school for lunch Kline gestures for me to come sit next to him at a table and I make my way toward him.
"I thought your favorite spot for lunch was outside under that tree," I say as I sit down.
"In fact that was a lie," he offers an apologetic smile. "I just wanted to talk to the new girl, we don't get many new students around here.
"Oh..."
I can't think of anything further to say and start eating my food.
"You left early last night, I looked for you everywhere after the skateboard show."
He looked for me? Then that means Rio didn't tell him about our little encounter outside the warehouse. I wonder why.
"I'm sorry I left without notifying you. I was feeling kind of dizzy so I went out to get some fresh air then I just decided to go home."
"Ah, that probably happened because of the crowd," he says with concern. "Hope you had a good night's rest."
I nod. "I did, thank you."
I stopped feeling guilty about lying a while ago when I had to hide how broken I was to Jace so he would stop feeling guilty about what happened to me. Turns out my lying didn't prevent his own demons from catching up to him.
"Hey Rio what's up?"
I freeze upon hearing Kline's friendly greeting. When I lift my head, Rio is sitting in a chair next to Kline, he doesn't turn his head toward me not even once. He acts as if I wasn't there at all.
"You mind telling me why you have a phone if you're not picking up any calls?" He's clearly upset and Keelan starts looking for his phone, checking his pockets in a hurry.
"Argh the battery's dead I didn't notice. What's wrong?"
"Davis wants me to pick up something for him outside of town tonight but I need a truck from your Dad's rental company."
"Then why doesn't Davis just go to Dad's company and rent one?"
Rio lets out a frustrated noise. "Can you help me out or not?"
"Jeez no need to get all worked up. Of course I can help."
"Later, then."
Rio stands up and leaves without casting a glance in my direction. I don't take it personally. I'd hate me too if I were him.
"I apologize for his bad manners," Kline says.
"It's okay."
But I can't help this weird feeling inside my chest. Suddenly I notice Kline squirm in his seat and he's blushing violently. When I turn my head toward the direction he's looking at, I notice the girl with violet bangs who questioned me about Rio yesterday. I think her name was Jade.
I can't help but tease Kline, "Looks like someone's got a crush."
His attention comes back to me. "Is it that obvious?"
I smile at his shocked expression. "Way too much."
"I've been asking her out since freshman year but she kept rejecting me. Then when Rio started attending our school last year she told me that she was interested in him and that I should stop wasting my time."
Ouch.
"Aw, I'm sorry."
"Don't worry about me. Unrequited love adds a certain spiciness to my boring life."
We both laugh at his overdramatic tone. My phone starts ringing and when I take it out of my pocket my heart drops when I see the contact name.
"Excuse me," I say to Kline while I stand up and he nods as he continues eating.
I go stand in a corner where there isn't any table nearby so I can have some privacy then I answer the call.
"I think I made myself pretty clear the last time we talked, Keelan."
Receiving a call from my ex is the last thing I need when I'm trying, in vain apparently, to get away from the ghosts of my past.
For a moment I don't hear anything on the other line, then a heart wrenching sob resonates in the speaker.
"Keelan?" I ask, panic rising inside of me. "Keelan, what's going on?"
"Nora," he answers in a weak voice. "If you don't come right now, I'll jump off this building."
POV NoralynI’m looking out of the passenger window but I see nothing of the surroundings. My mind is lost in a jungle of desperate thoughts. What I feared the most happened. For weeks after I had broken up with Keelan I kept feeling anxious that the fact that I broke up with him affects his mental health. He used to call me non stop until I told him firmly to stop doing it. Eventually I didn't hear from him anymore and now one year later….When we started dating it felt like we were two puzzles that complemented each other. Keelan needed someone who would accept him for who he was and I needed someone who could understand what was going on my head, who wouldn’t pressure me to always talk about my bad thoughts, who knew what having a bad day meant, and who could deal with the fact that I would
POV NoralynHospital food tastes horrible. I barely take two bites before I put my fork down and push my plate aside. Kline and I are in the cafeteria, we decided to grab a bite before we hit the road again since our lunch was interrupted back at school. My mother has already called me and to say that she wasn’t happy that I’m out of town would be a euphemism.“How did it go?” Kline asks with concern in his voice.“Well, it could have been worse. I yelled at him and he asked me to leave but I sat there and refused to go.”That makes Kline smile. “Ouh, a little stubborn aren’t we?”“You could say that. We ended up talking for a while. Not heavy stuff thoug
POV RioCamilla and I met when I was at the lowest point of my existence. If you've never experienced falling into a dark void and being powerless against the gravity that pulls you to the ground, then you probably won't understand what I went through.Before fate finally brought Camilla into my life a lot of girls came and went away. Sadly, in all the relationships that I had before I met Camilla, I always managed to give more than I ever received. Maybe this is what changed me or maybe it was bound to happen that I became a player anyway.I stopped caring about labels, "relationship, girlfriend, couple" and made sure that everyone I would get involved with understood that there would never be anyt
POV NoralynWhen I wake up my heart is beating wildly inside my chest and I'm all sweaty. There's a strange noise coming from outside, like a repeated pounding and for a moment I think that I'm hallucinating or that it's simply the sound of my beating heart that has been magnified in my panic, until I realize that in fact there's someone knocking at my door.I stand like a robot, still not totally woken up from the nightmare I just had and open the door. Rio is standing in front of me, a strange expression on his face and I cannot for the life of me figure out what he's doing at my house at 3AM. Suddenly I remember that we're at a motel."You were screaming," Rio says and his eyes look behind me as if he's searching for something inside the room."It's nothing, I just had a nightmare."I cross my arms in front of me and lower my head because I start feeling naked that he's able to see how terrified
POV RioThe two bodyguards standing in front of Davis's office don't say anything to me when I approach the door and knock. I don't wait for him to tell me to come in and simply go inside. He's talking on the phone when I come inside and gestures with his fingers for me to wait one minute. I sit in front of his desk and patiently wait. I know very well that nothing about my expression indicates that I've come here to have a friendly conversation and Davis must be able to see it on my face.When he finally hangs up the phone he looks at me with such a fake smile that I want to puke. "Rio my man! Glad you came back safe and sound."
POV Noralyn "Oh God, I think I'm in love!" Jade reaches out her hand to touch the screen of my laptop. Her fingers caress the frozen image of the actor on the screen. We're in my bedroom watching my favorite TV show, Supernatural. Jade has apparently fallen for Dean Winchester, one of the male lead actors of the show. "I'm telling you girl, I'm in love!" She makes fawning noises and I can't help but laugh. "Okay, Mrs Winchester stop making out with my laptop please." I laugh as I take her by the arms when she starts kissing the screen. "Who's your favorite character in Supernatural?" She asks while picking up
POV RioThe thing about racing in the mountains of this town is that it always makes you feel like you might die with every turn that you take. The wind is icy this late into the night and the headlights of my bike is the only thing piercing through the darkness. There are shadows all around me like the shadows playing hide and seek in my mind.The rare moments of existence during which I truly feel alive are either when I'm taking a blow on the arena or when I'm driving my bike as fast as I can on an empty road like this one. For a moment I can pretend that I'm racing toward my freedom, that if I drive as fast as I can I'll be able to escape this life and the dark hole inside my chest. Or maybe I'll just take a bad turn and crash but that still would be a good thing because if there is an afterlife, I'm pretty sure that I'll spend it with C
POV NoralynIt takes three people to get Rio off the dude who was trying to intimidate me that night I went to see Kline's skateboard show.They take him far from the scene and I see Kline talking to him in the distance probably trying to make him calm down.Everything happenned so fast that I don't even know what caused it. One second Jade and I were standing next to each other close to my bike she was wishing me good luck after they announced my name as the other person who was going to race and then the next thing I know people start cheering loudly as they forme a circle around two guys fighting...I could only stand there and watch."Tyron must have done something to him," Jade says. "Rio isn't the type to get into fights."I don't say anything and continue to watch Rio and Kline talking. From that distance I can't guess what they're talking about but it seems pretty obvious that Rio isn't lik
POV NoralynWhen I go back to school the next day I give myself the mission to find Rio and have that serious conversation with him. But I don't see him the hallways and today I don't have in common classes with him.At lunch I find Kline under that tree where he loves to sit and I ask him if he's seen Rio but he shakes his head."I haven't seen him since last night. He doesn't pick up his phone either." He shrugs before handing out a sandwich to me. "I guess he needs time to be on his own."I take the sandwich and sit next to Kline to start eating. My curiosity gets the best of me and I can't help asking. "Do you know if something had happened between him and that guy he was fighting with."Kline shakes his head. "I have no idea. You know, Rio and I might be friends but he's someone who prefers keeping things to himself especially the heavy stuff. He doesn't open up easily."He said this with sadness in his voice and I realize h
POV NoralynIt takes three people to get Rio off the dude who was trying to intimidate me that night I went to see Kline's skateboard show.They take him far from the scene and I see Kline talking to him in the distance probably trying to make him calm down.Everything happenned so fast that I don't even know what caused it. One second Jade and I were standing next to each other close to my bike she was wishing me good luck after they announced my name as the other person who was going to race and then the next thing I know people start cheering loudly as they forme a circle around two guys fighting...I could only stand there and watch."Tyron must have done something to him," Jade says. "Rio isn't the type to get into fights."I don't say anything and continue to watch Rio and Kline talking. From that distance I can't guess what they're talking about but it seems pretty obvious that Rio isn't lik
POV RioThe thing about racing in the mountains of this town is that it always makes you feel like you might die with every turn that you take. The wind is icy this late into the night and the headlights of my bike is the only thing piercing through the darkness. There are shadows all around me like the shadows playing hide and seek in my mind.The rare moments of existence during which I truly feel alive are either when I'm taking a blow on the arena or when I'm driving my bike as fast as I can on an empty road like this one. For a moment I can pretend that I'm racing toward my freedom, that if I drive as fast as I can I'll be able to escape this life and the dark hole inside my chest. Or maybe I'll just take a bad turn and crash but that still would be a good thing because if there is an afterlife, I'm pretty sure that I'll spend it with C
POV Noralyn "Oh God, I think I'm in love!" Jade reaches out her hand to touch the screen of my laptop. Her fingers caress the frozen image of the actor on the screen. We're in my bedroom watching my favorite TV show, Supernatural. Jade has apparently fallen for Dean Winchester, one of the male lead actors of the show. "I'm telling you girl, I'm in love!" She makes fawning noises and I can't help but laugh. "Okay, Mrs Winchester stop making out with my laptop please." I laugh as I take her by the arms when she starts kissing the screen. "Who's your favorite character in Supernatural?" She asks while picking up
POV RioThe two bodyguards standing in front of Davis's office don't say anything to me when I approach the door and knock. I don't wait for him to tell me to come in and simply go inside. He's talking on the phone when I come inside and gestures with his fingers for me to wait one minute. I sit in front of his desk and patiently wait. I know very well that nothing about my expression indicates that I've come here to have a friendly conversation and Davis must be able to see it on my face.When he finally hangs up the phone he looks at me with such a fake smile that I want to puke. "Rio my man! Glad you came back safe and sound."
POV NoralynWhen I wake up my heart is beating wildly inside my chest and I'm all sweaty. There's a strange noise coming from outside, like a repeated pounding and for a moment I think that I'm hallucinating or that it's simply the sound of my beating heart that has been magnified in my panic, until I realize that in fact there's someone knocking at my door.I stand like a robot, still not totally woken up from the nightmare I just had and open the door. Rio is standing in front of me, a strange expression on his face and I cannot for the life of me figure out what he's doing at my house at 3AM. Suddenly I remember that we're at a motel."You were screaming," Rio says and his eyes look behind me as if he's searching for something inside the room."It's nothing, I just had a nightmare."I cross my arms in front of me and lower my head because I start feeling naked that he's able to see how terrified
POV RioCamilla and I met when I was at the lowest point of my existence. If you've never experienced falling into a dark void and being powerless against the gravity that pulls you to the ground, then you probably won't understand what I went through.Before fate finally brought Camilla into my life a lot of girls came and went away. Sadly, in all the relationships that I had before I met Camilla, I always managed to give more than I ever received. Maybe this is what changed me or maybe it was bound to happen that I became a player anyway.I stopped caring about labels, "relationship, girlfriend, couple" and made sure that everyone I would get involved with understood that there would never be anyt
POV NoralynHospital food tastes horrible. I barely take two bites before I put my fork down and push my plate aside. Kline and I are in the cafeteria, we decided to grab a bite before we hit the road again since our lunch was interrupted back at school. My mother has already called me and to say that she wasn’t happy that I’m out of town would be a euphemism.“How did it go?” Kline asks with concern in his voice.“Well, it could have been worse. I yelled at him and he asked me to leave but I sat there and refused to go.”That makes Kline smile. “Ouh, a little stubborn aren’t we?”“You could say that. We ended up talking for a while. Not heavy stuff thoug
POV NoralynI’m looking out of the passenger window but I see nothing of the surroundings. My mind is lost in a jungle of desperate thoughts. What I feared the most happened. For weeks after I had broken up with Keelan I kept feeling anxious that the fact that I broke up with him affects his mental health. He used to call me non stop until I told him firmly to stop doing it. Eventually I didn't hear from him anymore and now one year later….When we started dating it felt like we were two puzzles that complemented each other. Keelan needed someone who would accept him for who he was and I needed someone who could understand what was going on my head, who wouldn’t pressure me to always talk about my bad thoughts, who knew what having a bad day meant, and who could deal with the fact that I would