"Ah!" The shrilling scream of a man echoed through the school backyard.
And without delay, my body moved on its own."Crap! Wrong move!"
*Boogsh!* This is just the first day and everything was a freaking mess. "Damn you." My world turned completely dark as the large gorilla used me as his fusion from his fall.
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"You didn't attend the live concert earlier and now we find you here. Already causing trouble!"I could hear a voice of a guy. And from the gist of it, his angry? Why is that?
"I'm really sorry. I didn't expect things will get this way." Ah! I know why. All of my senses were raging as I heard that very familiar voice. I jolted up my bed. But I felt my body twitched when my head throbbed with pain.
"You're awake! Are you alright?"
"Don't come closer if you still want to live!" I hissed and glared at Cylle.
He looked downwards. "I'm sorry not only did I scare you but also cause harm to you. What will I do to make up with you?" His voice quivered as if he was going to start crying soon.
*sigh* I remove the blanket covering me and stood up from the bed of the clinic. "No. It's fine you don't need to do anything. I hurt you too so were even now."
"I don't think that won't be enough," he looked at me his eyes are started to get watery. And I almost hallucinate to see he have puppy ears.
How can a man, make such expressions?
"If you want to do something. The least you could do is not approach me anymore. Let's end everything here. And don't talk to me ever again." I said and grabbed my bag from the table near the bed. Then started walking out of the room.
"But..."
I halted my footsteps, and looked back at him.."But?" He seems hesitant to speak. And I'm losing my patience here now.
"If you have nothing to say anymore, I'll be going." But as soon as I turned over the knob he spoke again.
"Can we be at least friends?" He finally said.
"Can we be friends Celene?" My grip on the knob became firm as memories of a very distant past resurface through my mind. What is this guy saying all of a sudden?
"No." I coldly rejected him and went out of the clinic.
"Why?" I felt someone grab my arms again. But thankfully I manage to stop myself throwing the guy again. What is this a deja vu?
"Why we can't be friends? Simple, You." A famous good-looking lead vocalist of the Dare. "And I..." Someone who kept repeating her life and never reach adulthood... Should just stay as a nobody, a loner unseen by everyone. "Should have nothing to do with each other. So please stop bothering me ok?"
I yanked my hand out from his grip. And turned away never looking back.
I don't need anyone. I don't need attachments. Even with my family right now, I'm already conflicted on what to do with them.
I'm tired and just wanted to go along with everything. An invisible being that even if I'm there, no one will notice me. That way, it wouldn't be so painful and hurt anymore.
He didn't speak anymore. And I never looked back as I go on. That's right, this is how things had always been now. And this is how it should always be.
I stopped just right at the front gate of the school when my phone vibrated from my pocket. As I pick it up, a message from my younger sister came.
[Carla: Sis! My teacher praised me for having the best and lively introduction in my class.
BestSisCelene: Congratulations! As a price, do you want me to buy you something?
Carla: Yogurts! Strawberry flavor.]
I didn't notice the smile forming on my lips. This is one of the sweetest yet painful things to have once I reincarnated with new life. I pushed back the negative thoughts coming to my mind and replied.
[BestSisCelene: Sure. I'll buy you twelve of them.
Carla: Yeyyy!!!
BestSisCelene: See you later. Don't forget to clean the house. You're on cleaning duties today after all.
Carla: Aye! Aye! Love you sis!
BestSisCelene: I love you too.]
I turned my phone off and put it in my bag this time.
I should hurry or that little munchkin will not have enough patience to wait. I walked fast heading to the nearing convenience store. Since it's been an hour already after the school dismissal there were not many students lingering around here.
I opened the cooler and get exactly 12 yogurts. And if you're thinking if it's too much. Don't worry, Carla will not be the only one eating this. Mom and dad will get their fair share of this. That's the time my stomach grumbled. Ah. That's right. I haven't eaten my lunch yet. Damn this unlucky day. I picked some chocolates, this should be enough for now too until I get a decent meal at the house.
After I paid for my groceries. As soon as I stepped out of the store, the rain started to pour heavily. Damn! The sky was very clear earlier, why is it raining suddenly? I don't even have my umbrella today.
I went back to the store to buy the cheapest umbrella. Because I don't have time to wait for the rain to stop.
As I started walking on the cold pavement. There was a park someone will pass before they reached the bus stop. I stopped when my sight caught a child. A little girl crying, as she was shivering under the open playhouse for kids there.
I turned my feet towards her direction and stopped right in front of her.
"Hi!" I cheerfully greeted her. Well, wrong move. It seemed she got frightened by me. As she moved closer to the corner of the house.
"Who-who are you? My mom said I shouldn't talk to strangers." She said as she shivered probably from the cold.
I let out a sigh as I brought out my jacket from my bag. "Here, wear this. Don't worry, I won't do anything to you. I'm Celene." She stared at me. "Can I sit with you? Since you know my name, I'm not a stranger anymore." I asked.
She looked at me thinking before nodding her head. "Here, wear this or you'll catch a cold."
She silently accepted the jacket and wore it. But then I heard a grumble followed by the grumble of my stomach. We both looked at each other then let out a heartily laugh.
"I guessed we're both hungry." I brought the chocolates out along with the drinks. "Here, let's eat."
I gave her some which she didn't reject. "I am Gina." She said meekly. "Uhm." I just nodded my head when she spoke still quivering.
"What are you doing here Gina?"
"I am waiting Rayne. She promised me that she'll come back here, that's why I keep coming here and wait for her." She said.
"She must be a great friend if you always wait for her here."
"Yes! She's very cool! And we promise to each other to be the best of friends forever in the world."
"Forever..."
"Did you say something, big sis Celene?" Her voice is becoming energetic and lively now.
"Nothing." I pat her head. "And you're calling me big sis now." I chuckled. She looked sideways. A faint blush forming in her cheeks. "Can't I?"
"It's alright. I don't mind" I smiled to reassure her. "Do you always come here around this time?"
"Yes." She nodded her head cheerfully. This kid. Staying alone at this time here can be really dangerous.
"Then if you want, I will also come here at this time to wait with you."
"Really?"
"Yes. But promise me, you will need to go home earlier from now too."
"But..."
"No buts... You're lucky that I'm a good stranger but what if a bad stranger comes here and do something scary?"
"Yes. I will go home earlier." She looked down, dejected.
"Good." I patted her head again and smile. She just looked like the same as my little sis Carla. Probably around 8 years old too. We just stayed like that in silence but it seems the rain won't stop so soon.
"Rain, rain go away come again another day. Little children, little children, little children want to play."
"What are you doing?" I was surprised when she started suddenly singing.
"Singing. Rayne and I always sing this to make the rain go away."
"It's not like, it would stop just because you sing that."
"No. It works! Like magic, the rain stops. Just believe with the song. That's what she always tells me."
I tilted my head confused. "If you want you could sing with me. To see I'm telling the truth." She said.
Oi.oi. Why do I need to suddenly sing? "I can't sing."
"It's alright. You just need to follow me." Gina insisted. "Please," Gina said as she looked at me with teary eyes. Aish. Maybe it's because of my sister that I became too softhearted with kids.
"Fine, just one ok?"
"Yes." Gina raised her hands excitedly. "Then, I'll start first just follow me."
I nodded my head in her enthusiasm. "Yes, Miss."
"Ok. Here I go." She breathes deeply then started to sing.
"Rain, Rain, go away,
Come again another day.Little children, little children,little children want to play.""Now it's your turn." She looked at me full of expectation and her eyes are glowing.
Sigh. "Ok..."
"Rain, Rain, go away,
Come again another day.Little children, little children,little children want to play.""Wow! Big sis! You lied. You have a beautiful voice. "
"Huh? What?"
Gina looked at me grumpily. "As a consequence, let's sing another one but together this time, or else I'll get mad."
"Ah yes?" She started singing again and soon I follow along with her. I don't know how many times I sing just to appease her.
And soon the rain finally stopped. It almost dark too, that's why I ask to escort her back to her house which is not really far from the park.
"See! Big sis! The rain stop! Just like magic. See you again!" She cheerfully went inside her house after she said those words.
We sang for a longer time. It's no wonder the rain stopped during those times. I shook my head. "Ah that's right, Carla must be furious right now too. I should hurry home now."
Though, unbeknownst to me. That simple singing in the park were heard by some people.
The next day, I wasn't able to make excuses for my absence and found myself back in the classroom.
"Celene! I heard your singing in the park! Wahhhh!" Her eyes sparkled as she squealed in front of me. The whole class was now looking at us. Which I hated the most. Getting attention.
"Be the vocalist of my life-dream band!"
And just the second day, a new person started pestering me.
"Join my band, Celene." Her eyes sparkled with glee as she awaited my answer. Sigh. 'What a way to start my day.' I looked straight into her dark eyes. "Ms. Monica. Whatever is on your mind. You've got the wrong thing. And besides, I can't sing well." 'Let's become the top idol in the world!' 'Yes.'
It's been two days since the fight I had with Monica and it's already the weekend too.I tossed the ball up and down. I just wanted to keep moping around in my room.Yesterday's drama kept coming back into my mind. "Aishhh!" I rubbed my hair.The ringtone of my phone rang. Where the heck I put it?Ah right. It's in my bag. As I get my phone from my bag, a folded paper fell from it.It's the mus
It was already the morning of Sunday. Clara decided to go for a walk in the park. It's only a 2-kilometer walk from our house."Let's get going! Let's get going!" Clara pulled my hands to the front entrance of our house. Her voice was full of excitement."Mom and Dad! We're going!" I yelled."Be careful!" Dad was ecstatic."Remember to return before lunch!" Mom said."Yeah,"We noticed someone as we were leaving the house. Aunt Meliza is sweeping the streets, which are strewn with dry red flowers from the fire tree. Even though it's July, the fire trees are still blooming. She isn't connected by blood or anything. But we simply referred to her as an aunt. She is our next-door neighbor who lives with us since my parents are still young adults. So our family is already quite close with her."Good day, aunt!" Clara was thrilled
A perfect Sunday morning where there was no school, work, or anything to think of, was supposed to be the time you'll felt relax and have a good time rest.Well, only if you didn't have anything to rush for your deadline. And since the school year just started there was nothing much to do first. So life sucks if you still needed to do work on this beautiful day.And life sucks if you needed to deal with a lot of problem children in some random park.I took a deep breath. 'Here goes nothing.' "Carla, we will play something else ok?"They all turned to me at my sudden change of attitude. "Play? Yes!" Carla jumped up and down.The two problem children. Monica, Cylle looked at me with confusion. While Dylan's smile only grew as if something interesting was going to happen.I immediately pulled Carla's hands. "For our dear peace..." I dashed with
'"Sister! Wake up!" "I don't want to!" "Why do you always make things difficult for me?" "Because mom invites those people in dinner!" "Celestine Monte! Wake up!" My body stood up like it was being controlled by someone. My back was straight like those military shoulders. 'Mom called me in my full name. Hah. I'm sure in trouble. "Why are you always like this in school mornings?" Mom said as she leaned on the door of my room, her arms crossed. "Carla, go eat your breakfast now. I'll deal with your sister now." "Alright! Good luck Celene!" Carla said as she dashed out of the room. I sat back on my bed as mom moved closer to me. "Why do you hate so much that I invited them for dinner yesterday." "Because I don't like them," I replied with hon
"Hey!" I shouted which made the whole auditorium silent. The booes and the bashing of the students stopped as they all looked at me. 'Well since I decided to get involved, let me make this a blast that no one would ever forget! My eyes looked everywhere until they stopped in a certain direction. 'Perfect.' "Hey..." The student council president wanted to say something to me more, but I didn't have time for her. On my mark, I ran towards the direction of the stage. "Let me borrow this for now," I said as I grabbed a guitar from a random student. I jumped high above the railings then while in the air, I grabbed one of the cords to connect the guitar to the speaker. As I put the condenser on, I landed on the stage perfectly. Everyone was quiet as they watched me continue to tune the guitar. "Teach, I'm their fifth member, Celene Monte." "Celene." Monica looked at me with teary eyes. "We don't have time now. let's start." I said, Monica nodded her head. From the music she gave
I stared at the bright screen on my phone. [11:55 pm] Only five minutes left before my unavoidable end. It was really nothing new to me now compared to the first time I experienced it. But hey, dying was still painful. I'm not a freaking masochist. You could simply say, I already got used to it. IIt's not like there is anything I could do. I just hope that it won't be as painful as the last time. Where a robber climbed into my room. And I really swear that I locked my window during that time. But the curse really worked its magic and the robber was able to get in. When he saw that I was awake at that time, he brought out a knife from his small bag and rushed to me. He kept stabbing me all over and over again until, yep, I died. Why didn't I try to fight back or anything? Of course, just like I said it was like a curse. I was having a fever that time that made it difficult for me to move. Hayss. [11:58 pm] Sigh. I hope at least I get reincarnated to the modern world again. It
"Celene Monte, 14," I introduced myself. My gaze went to the whole class that were not even paying attention to me and shrugged my shoulders. I turned my head to the teacher whose name I didn't bother to remember and asked if I could go back to my seat. She gave me a quick nod and called the next student. I went back to my seat in the front row on the right side of the classroom. The first day of school really sucks. No matter how many lifetimes I was already reborn, this is one of the things I hated. Though I was lucky to get reborn in a modern world just like I hoped for. But this time I was not an orphan like the 99th life. My parents urged me to go to school even though I didn't want it. "You're already in the second year of your high school life! And you are still like that! Just better use your energy to make friends rather than being cooped up in the house and keep whining on not going outside." I remembered how mom scolded me when I tried to reason that I didn't want to go
"Hey!" I shouted which made the whole auditorium silent. The booes and the bashing of the students stopped as they all looked at me. 'Well since I decided to get involved, let me make this a blast that no one would ever forget! My eyes looked everywhere until they stopped in a certain direction. 'Perfect.' "Hey..." The student council president wanted to say something to me more, but I didn't have time for her. On my mark, I ran towards the direction of the stage. "Let me borrow this for now," I said as I grabbed a guitar from a random student. I jumped high above the railings then while in the air, I grabbed one of the cords to connect the guitar to the speaker. As I put the condenser on, I landed on the stage perfectly. Everyone was quiet as they watched me continue to tune the guitar. "Teach, I'm their fifth member, Celene Monte." "Celene." Monica looked at me with teary eyes. "We don't have time now. let's start." I said, Monica nodded her head. From the music she gave
'"Sister! Wake up!" "I don't want to!" "Why do you always make things difficult for me?" "Because mom invites those people in dinner!" "Celestine Monte! Wake up!" My body stood up like it was being controlled by someone. My back was straight like those military shoulders. 'Mom called me in my full name. Hah. I'm sure in trouble. "Why are you always like this in school mornings?" Mom said as she leaned on the door of my room, her arms crossed. "Carla, go eat your breakfast now. I'll deal with your sister now." "Alright! Good luck Celene!" Carla said as she dashed out of the room. I sat back on my bed as mom moved closer to me. "Why do you hate so much that I invited them for dinner yesterday." "Because I don't like them," I replied with hon
A perfect Sunday morning where there was no school, work, or anything to think of, was supposed to be the time you'll felt relax and have a good time rest.Well, only if you didn't have anything to rush for your deadline. And since the school year just started there was nothing much to do first. So life sucks if you still needed to do work on this beautiful day.And life sucks if you needed to deal with a lot of problem children in some random park.I took a deep breath. 'Here goes nothing.' "Carla, we will play something else ok?"They all turned to me at my sudden change of attitude. "Play? Yes!" Carla jumped up and down.The two problem children. Monica, Cylle looked at me with confusion. While Dylan's smile only grew as if something interesting was going to happen.I immediately pulled Carla's hands. "For our dear peace..." I dashed with
It was already the morning of Sunday. Clara decided to go for a walk in the park. It's only a 2-kilometer walk from our house."Let's get going! Let's get going!" Clara pulled my hands to the front entrance of our house. Her voice was full of excitement."Mom and Dad! We're going!" I yelled."Be careful!" Dad was ecstatic."Remember to return before lunch!" Mom said."Yeah,"We noticed someone as we were leaving the house. Aunt Meliza is sweeping the streets, which are strewn with dry red flowers from the fire tree. Even though it's July, the fire trees are still blooming. She isn't connected by blood or anything. But we simply referred to her as an aunt. She is our next-door neighbor who lives with us since my parents are still young adults. So our family is already quite close with her."Good day, aunt!" Clara was thrilled
It's been two days since the fight I had with Monica and it's already the weekend too.I tossed the ball up and down. I just wanted to keep moping around in my room.Yesterday's drama kept coming back into my mind. "Aishhh!" I rubbed my hair.The ringtone of my phone rang. Where the heck I put it?Ah right. It's in my bag. As I get my phone from my bag, a folded paper fell from it.It's the mus
"Join my band, Celene." Her eyes sparkled with glee as she awaited my answer. Sigh. 'What a way to start my day.' I looked straight into her dark eyes. "Ms. Monica. Whatever is on your mind. You've got the wrong thing. And besides, I can't sing well." 'Let's become the top idol in the world!' 'Yes.'
"Ah!" The shrilling scream of a man echoed through the school backyard.And without delay, my body moved on its own. "Crap! Wrong move!" *Boogsh!* This is just the first day and everything was a freaking mess. "Damn you." My world turned completely dark as the large gorilla used me as his fusion from his fall. -------------------------------------------------------------"You didn't attend the live concert earlier and now we find you here. Already causing trouble!" I could hear a voice of a guy. And from the gist of it, his angry? Why is that?
"Celene Monte, 14," I introduced myself. My gaze went to the whole class that were not even paying attention to me and shrugged my shoulders. I turned my head to the teacher whose name I didn't bother to remember and asked if I could go back to my seat. She gave me a quick nod and called the next student. I went back to my seat in the front row on the right side of the classroom. The first day of school really sucks. No matter how many lifetimes I was already reborn, this is one of the things I hated. Though I was lucky to get reborn in a modern world just like I hoped for. But this time I was not an orphan like the 99th life. My parents urged me to go to school even though I didn't want it. "You're already in the second year of your high school life! And you are still like that! Just better use your energy to make friends rather than being cooped up in the house and keep whining on not going outside." I remembered how mom scolded me when I tried to reason that I didn't want to go
I stared at the bright screen on my phone. [11:55 pm] Only five minutes left before my unavoidable end. It was really nothing new to me now compared to the first time I experienced it. But hey, dying was still painful. I'm not a freaking masochist. You could simply say, I already got used to it. IIt's not like there is anything I could do. I just hope that it won't be as painful as the last time. Where a robber climbed into my room. And I really swear that I locked my window during that time. But the curse really worked its magic and the robber was able to get in. When he saw that I was awake at that time, he brought out a knife from his small bag and rushed to me. He kept stabbing me all over and over again until, yep, I died. Why didn't I try to fight back or anything? Of course, just like I said it was like a curse. I was having a fever that time that made it difficult for me to move. Hayss. [11:58 pm] Sigh. I hope at least I get reincarnated to the modern world again. It