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// "Acceptance is the hardest thing to do when you already had enough because of pain." \\
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Ang mga tanong na yun ang nagpatigil ng husto sa kaniya. Kaya ba niyang tanggapin ang lahat? Ang nakaraan niya na ubod ng sakit at nagpadanas sa kaniya ng lahat ng paghihirap, matatanggap ba niya?
"I-I don't know.."
"The next step is acceptance. Kailangan mong tanggapin ang lahat ng nakaraan na yun para muli kang makabangon." mahina siyang umiling.
"H-Hindi ko kaya. M-Masyadong masakit ang nakaraan ko para tanggapin ko yun." sago
|FIFTH PAGE |// "If it means to live again, then live." \\___WHAT WILL SHE DO NOW? Everything is ruined. The moment she saw how Lady Psy closed its eyes as a sign of goodbye-- she lost it. The hope that she has been slowly fading it's light. Nawawala na at parang unti-unti na namang dumidilim. Ang pag-asang magbabago pa ang buhay niya ay parang bulang naglaho.She's back at the first one. Nasa kulungan ulit siya at kagaya noon ay nakahiga lamang siya sa kama at walang emosyong nakatitig lang sa kisame. Walang sinasabi ang mga mata niya pero sapat na ang ilang butil ng luha na paulit-ulit na tumutulo para makita kung gaano siya nasasaktan at nagdud
| APOLOGY |// "Can a word sorry change everything?" \\___NOVEMBER HEIRDA, SIMON BAYNAS, AND ZHENT HALE. ITO ANG mga pangalan ng mga lalaking nasa harapan niya nang magpakilala ito. Si November ang may-ari ng abong mga mata, si Simon sa itim na mga mata, at Zhent sa brown ang kulay."N-Nasan pala ako?" mahina niyang tanong sa kanila. Nasa isang malinis na kwarto sila alam niya pero saang lugar nga ba?"You're in our place, Sept. Nasa malayo tayo at hindi ka na babalik dun sa institute." sagot ni Simon. Naka-upo ito sa may paanan niya at masuyong nakatingin sa kaniya."Sisiguraduhin namin yun. We'll protect you no matter what." seryosong wika ni Zhent na naka-upo sa sofa na nasa tapat niya lang. A
| ESCAPED |// "Who's truly lying?" \\___SHE WOKED UP from a deep slumber when she felt a presence beside her. Unti-unti niyang minulat ang mga mata at napatingin sa bintana at nakitang papasikat pa lamang ang araw. She sigh but went stilled again when she remembered something. Wala sa sarili siyang napalingon sa gilid niya at agad nahigit ang hininga nang makita si Einver na natutulog.Unti-unting kumunot ang noo niya sa nakita at agad itong hinawakan sa balikat tas niyugyog ng mahina upang gisingin."McNamara." tawag niya. Kaagad naman itong naalimpungatan ngunut hindi ito tuluyang nagmulat ng mga mata."McNamara!" inis niyang sam
| WHERE IT STARTED |// "Memories can still triggered your past even if you already had buried it." \\___"YOU CAN TELL ME the other part of your story, September." Dr. San Diego said to her. Today's part of their consultation and just like what she's expecting, ito ang gagawin nila ngayong araw."I really don't need a doctor because I am a Psychologist itself. Alam ko na ang mga tanong mo at kung ano ang gagawon. I don't need--""Then why aren't you helping yourself?" He cut her off."If you do know how to fight and be out from what you are right now, why are you not doing it? Ms. September Sixteen Sobejana.. What are you still doin
| CLAIM |// "Now things will turned ito chaos. Are you willing to fight?" \\___"WHERE IS she?" agaran niyang tanong kay Dra. Camino nang kinabukasan pagdating niya sa kwarto nito ay wala ito doon.Kumunot ang noo nito. "Bakit mo ba palaging hinahanap yun?" tanong nito na hindi niya pinansin. Luminga linga siya sa paligid at natigilan nang mapadako sa labas kung saan naroon ang hardin. Nakita niya ito doon, naka-upo lang at mukhang nakatulala pa. He sigh. Nawala na ang kabang naramdaman niya nang makita ito."Dr. McNamara." rinig niyang tawag muli ng Doktora ngunit hindi niya pinansin. Agad siyang nagtungo sa dalaga at walang imik na umupo sa tabi n
| RUN AND RUN |// "Run, as fast as you can to escape." \\___"SHE'S A SOBEJANA! She's not going back to be a Hermania and not will be a McNamara! Understand that everyone?!"An authorative voice coming from someone interupt their conversations. Lahat sila ay lumingon sa pinanggalingan na naman nun at nagulat nang makilala ang mga ito."N-November.." September whispered. Siya naman ay napadako ang tingin sa isa pa nilang kasamahan at napakunot ang noo."Dra. Camino?" patanong niyang saad. Ngumiti naman ito at tumango na lamang sa kaniya."Who the hell are you?! What are you doing here?!" May said in annoy
| SURRENDER TO LIVE |// "Is death can really end the pain?" \\___"NAKAKASAWA na.." mahina niyang saad."When will this end?" tanong niya sa sarili. Humawak naman siya sa gilid at tumingin sa ibaba."Will the pain go away if I jump right at this moment?"She was in the middle of a bridge. Staring down at the deep and dark water below her, thinking what should she'll do to make the pain go away."Maybe I should.." she whispered. Her mind recalls everything that she's been through. All the misery and pain that she experience makes her really want to give up. She really want to end everything and maybe.. maybe if she'l
| CLOSURE |// "Starting a new chapter will help to reach the ending of the story." \\___A MORNING CAME after night, slowly she opened her eyes and found herself in an unfamiliar room. Her forehead wrinkled at that sight. She didn't know where she is."Hmm.." she lowly groaned and massage her temple slowly to ease the ache on her head. Nagtataka rin siya kung nakadapa siyang nakahiga at doon niya lang nalaman ang dahilan nang maramdaman ang kirot dito."A-Ahh.." daing niya sa sakit. Aakma na sana siyang susubok na bumangon nang mapatigil nang makita si Einver sa harapan. Nakahiga ito sa couch at nakaharap din sa kaniya."Ein.." natu
| SPECIAL CHAPTER |// "Be the Queen to the King." \\___"I now hereby declared as the new King, Einver Cruz McNamara of Zeus Organization. May you have a peaceful reign in your time as a King." the King announced and after that, everyone shouted in glee as they clap their hands to congratulate the newest King.Isang malapad na ngiti ang pinakawalan niya lalo na nang lumingon ito sa direksyon niya at nagtama ang mga mata nila.Another year had passed and everyone finally coped up from the happenings in the past. Naging mahirap lalo na kung paano tanggapon ng lahat ang isang katulad niya
| EPILOGUE |// "Still, an ending needs to solve everything." \\___"HYPNOTISM is actually a kind of psychological therapy but one of the most complicated methods of meditation. It includes highly concentration and determination to be able on succeeding doing this." panimula ni Dr. Kyle, a Hypnotist-- sa harap nila.Nasa isang conference room sila ngayon at nagmemeeting about sa bagong method na susubukan nila para sa mga pasyente niya. All of them in the room are Psychologist in McNamara Hospital. Completo silang lahat.. maliban sa isang tao.Ipinilig naman kaagad ni Einver ang ulo nang sumagli sa isipan niya ng taong yun at napagp
| CHAOS BATTLE |// "Climax doesn't end in one chapter so as the story. It'll just continue until death decides to end it." \\___"Israel.." mahina niyang tawag sa pangalan nito. Hindi parin siya makahuma lalo na nang masaksihan niya ang ginawa nito. The Isreal that she knew would never do that. Aside from his profession as a Doctor, alam niyang may mabuting kalooban ang binata kaya naman laking gulat na niya lang nang makita ang ginawa nito. What he did earlier was not Israel anymore. Naging ibang tao ito at hindi niya maatim na makita ito."Tsk! My guts was right about him. He really has something, eh?" nap
| ENEMY |// "The most unfortunate about having a companion, is having a friend who can also be your greatest enemy." \\___"KAMUSTA, ATE?"Napaawang ang mga labi niya sa narinig. Hindi siya makapaniwala. Hawak hawak nito ang baril na kailan ma'y hindi niya maisip na magagawa iyon nitong hawakan ang ganoong kadelikadong bagay. Halata pang nabibigatan ito dahil dalawang kamay ang hawak pero hindi parin nun mababawasan ang kabang nararamdaman niya. Bahagya muli siyang napaatras."M-Macky?"Humakbang naman ito palapit kaya
| FEELINGS |// "Like in the weather. Sun might be the battles and the rain might be the breathing but the thing is, rain can only lasted for a few hours or minutes and again, Sun will begin showing so you have to face the battles again." \\___"ANONG GINAGAWA na'tin dito?" takang tanong ni September sa kasama.Nasa isang malawak na harden silang dalawa. Papalubog na ang araw pero kitang kita parin nilang dalawa ang mga iba't ibang klase ng mga bulaklak na nakapalibot sa kanila. Everything seems unreal. Parang nasa lugar sila ng imahinasyon at talagang napakaganda ng paligid."We're away from everyone, September. I think we both nee
| CLOSURE |// "Starting a new chapter will help to reach the ending of the story." \\___A MORNING CAME after night, slowly she opened her eyes and found herself in an unfamiliar room. Her forehead wrinkled at that sight. She didn't know where she is."Hmm.." she lowly groaned and massage her temple slowly to ease the ache on her head. Nagtataka rin siya kung nakadapa siyang nakahiga at doon niya lang nalaman ang dahilan nang maramdaman ang kirot dito."A-Ahh.." daing niya sa sakit. Aakma na sana siyang susubok na bumangon nang mapatigil nang makita si Einver sa harapan. Nakahiga ito sa couch at nakaharap din sa kaniya."Ein.." natu
| SURRENDER TO LIVE |// "Is death can really end the pain?" \\___"NAKAKASAWA na.." mahina niyang saad."When will this end?" tanong niya sa sarili. Humawak naman siya sa gilid at tumingin sa ibaba."Will the pain go away if I jump right at this moment?"She was in the middle of a bridge. Staring down at the deep and dark water below her, thinking what should she'll do to make the pain go away."Maybe I should.." she whispered. Her mind recalls everything that she's been through. All the misery and pain that she experience makes her really want to give up. She really want to end everything and maybe.. maybe if she'l
| RUN AND RUN |// "Run, as fast as you can to escape." \\___"SHE'S A SOBEJANA! She's not going back to be a Hermania and not will be a McNamara! Understand that everyone?!"An authorative voice coming from someone interupt their conversations. Lahat sila ay lumingon sa pinanggalingan na naman nun at nagulat nang makilala ang mga ito."N-November.." September whispered. Siya naman ay napadako ang tingin sa isa pa nilang kasamahan at napakunot ang noo."Dra. Camino?" patanong niyang saad. Ngumiti naman ito at tumango na lamang sa kaniya."Who the hell are you?! What are you doing here?!" May said in annoy
| CLAIM |// "Now things will turned ito chaos. Are you willing to fight?" \\___"WHERE IS she?" agaran niyang tanong kay Dra. Camino nang kinabukasan pagdating niya sa kwarto nito ay wala ito doon.Kumunot ang noo nito. "Bakit mo ba palaging hinahanap yun?" tanong nito na hindi niya pinansin. Luminga linga siya sa paligid at natigilan nang mapadako sa labas kung saan naroon ang hardin. Nakita niya ito doon, naka-upo lang at mukhang nakatulala pa. He sigh. Nawala na ang kabang naramdaman niya nang makita ito."Dr. McNamara." rinig niyang tawag muli ng Doktora ngunit hindi niya pinansin. Agad siyang nagtungo sa dalaga at walang imik na umupo sa tabi n