Chapter 25

You can do it Iris. Come on you can do it. I reminded myself couple of times already. Should I go for it? Maybe I'm just emotional because of what happened today.

Aftet how many self-convincing I'd decided that I would do it. This was for him and also for me. Maybe later on I would realize that I fit in his world.

I took a bath, sprayed a perfume and shaved every part of my body that he would see. Yes, this would be my first time but I'd tried doing until the second base before. So somehow, I knew I would be comfortable.

I wore a blackseethrough with deep cut dress. Black bra and underwear was a matched. I also feel like Zach's favorite was black. Maybe he would find me attractive even more.

I let my hair rested on my back. I even blowered it and straightened it awhile. My natural curly hair was gone. I did brush my teeth twice already. I did some exercise so that my body would not be t