ELINNA
I sat up on the bed and looked at him like I hadn't heard him right.
“S-Sorry?”He had a very scary look on his face and I wondered if I had genuinely done something wrong.“Don't make me say it again. I said strip.”I stood up from the bed and my hands shook as I looked at him. I removed my shorts that I had changed into and then took off my shirt. I remained handing in my panties and my bra.I wondered what he wanted to do so I just obeyed. After all, I had made a vow to do so.Carlisle's nostrils flared as he drank in the sight of me. "All of it."His voice startled me that I took a step back before I started undressing.The fact that I was standing naked in front of a man for the first time was not what bothered me..it was the fact that my body was shaking terribly while standing in front of him.“Get on the bed. Spread your legs.”W-What? What did that mean?He surely didn't mean that, did he?I got on the bed, my fingertips and feet cold in fear. Who was this man that I was seeing?He undressed himself and got in the bed, positioning himself between my legs. I couldn't believe what was about to happen..that was not how I thought things were supposed to happen.My breath came in shallow gasps as I slid the last barrier down my legs. Carlisle's heated gaze followed their descent, his jaw tightening when I stood bare before him.
"Beautiful," he murmured, dragging a single finger down my sternum. "But not nearly desperate enough."
Before I could process his words, he pushed me back onto the bed. My legs fell open instinctively, baring everything to his hungry gaze. His hands gripped my thighs, spreading me wider as he leaned down to inhale my scent.
"So sweet," he growled against my inner thigh, his teeth grazing the sensitive skin. "And all mine."
It hurt. Badly..even when it didn't go in on the first try, he didn't go easier. He just made it hurt more.“Oh, it's your first time.”I want it to end..I just want the pain to stop so that he can leave.####
THREE MONTHS LATER
I traced the condensation on the windowpane, watching as droplets chased each other down the glass. Three weeks. Three weeks since Carlisle had last visited my gilded prison. Three weeks since he'd taken me against these very sheets before disappearing without a word.
The door creaked open, but I didn't turn. Only one person dared enter without permission these days.
"You haven't eaten." Lizzy's voice held an edge of worry as she set the tray beside me. "Again."
The smell of roasted meat turned my stomach. "I'm not hungry."
She sighed, her fingers brushing my shoulder. "You're wasting away. Look at you."
I didn't need to look. The mirror showed the truth - the hollows beneath my cheekbones, the purple shadows under my eyes. The Lycan Queen had become a ghost in her own palace.
Lizzy pressed a small paper bag into my hands. "At least take these."
I peeked inside - pain relievers, vitamins, and...
"A pregnancy test?" My head snapped up.
"You've been sick every morning for a week." Her voice dropped to a whisper. "You know what he'll do if..."
The unspoken words hung between us. Carlisle had made his stance on heirs clear - no child would bind him to a mate he despised.
“I want you to take it. I think you're pregnant.”
Pregnant. That would explain it. The fatigue, soreness, loss of appetite, everything that I thought was wrong with me. I stood up immediately and walked in to the bathroom and did my business. I brought the stick out and placed it on the table, while my heart was beating in my chest. What if it's positive? That means I'm pregnant. I'm not ready to be a mother. “If that test is positive..is this what you want to bring your baby into? This pain and suffering? He's not even treating you right. How will he treat the baby right?” I wouldn't want to raise a child that he would hate. And I don't want my baby to think they're not loved. I would hate for that to happen. But how do I leave a man that has taken over my life? “But how would I leave? There is no way-” My eyes caught the stick and saw the lines. There were two lines on it. I am pregnant. I was carrying Carlisle's baby in me. The man who didn't give me, who didn't give me the time of day. I sat down on the bed as my legs felt weak. Lizzy left the table and came to sit beside me. “Do you see what I'm saying now? You have to run for your dear life. He will not care that you're pregnant. I can't let you stay here and.have this baby. You have yourself, your baby and your mother to think about.” The tears fell from my eyes. “But where will I go? I can't leave my mother. I don't know what they will do to her. Besides,I don't have anywhere else to go.” My laugh was brittle. "He owns every inch of this territory.""Not all of it." She gripped my shoulders. "There are places even the Lycan King can't reach. But we have to move fast - before he notices."
I stared at the positive test, the reality settling over me like a shroud. This wasn't just about survival anymore.
I cleaned my tears and looked at her
“Okay, I'll leave him.”Carlisle's POV
margin-left:0.0000pt;mso-margin-top-alt:auto;mso-margin-bottom-alt:auto;mso-pagination:widow-orphan;text-align:justify;text-justify:inter-ideograph;">The Lycan pack desperately needed an Alpha-blooded Luna to bear an heir. So I targeted the only unmated daughter of the Sunshine Pack.I keep thinking about the way she looked at that man called Ben, and it drives me crazy. I'm afraid I can't control my anger and might hurt her, so the only thing I can do is avoid her.
However, the moment I sensed Elinna's absence, the world turned red.
Her scent—vanilla and wildflowers—had faded from our bed. The sheets were cold. The silence in our chambers was deafening, a void where her soft breathing should have been.
I stood in the center of the room, my claws extending, my canines sharpening. The beast inside me roared, demanding blood, demanding vengeance.
She's gone.
The realization hit like a blade to the chest. My mate. My queen. Mine.
And someone would pay for taking her from me.
"Find her."
My command shook the walls of the throne room. Guards scrambled to obey, their heads bowed, their bodies trembling. I could smell their fear—acrid and sharp—but I didn't care. Let them fear me. Let the whole damn world fear me.
"Search every inch of this territory," I snarled. "Tear apart every forest, every village, every fucking hole in the ground. If she's not here, expand the search. I want her found. Now."
The guards dispersed like shadows fleeing the dawn.
I turned to my Beta, my voice deadly calm. "Who was on duty last night?"
His throat bobbed. "Jensen and Rafe, my King."
"Bring them to me."
The two guards knelt before me, their faces pale.
"Explain," I said softly.
Jensen swallowed hard. "We—we didn't see anything, my King. The perimeter was secure. No one entered or left."
I leaned forward, my golden eyes burning into his. "Then where is my wife?"
Silence.
My claws slashed across his throat before he could blink. Blood sprayed across the marble floor, pooling like ink. Rafe screamed, scrambling back, but I was already on him, my hand around his throat.
"Where is she?"
"I don't know!" he choked. "But—but there was a scent. Faint. Like ozone and smoke. I thought it was nothing!"
My grip tightened. "Whose scent?"
"W-Wolves from the northern border. The Blackfang Pack."
I dropped him, my mind racing. The Blackfangs. Our enemies.
If they had touched her...
I didn't wait for reinforcements. I didn't need them.
The forest blurred as I ran, my lycan form tearing through the undergrowth. Trees splintered in my wake. The earth trembled beneath my paws.
Every instinct screamed at me to find her, to protect her, to kill whoever had dared take her.
Memories flashed behind my eyes—Elinna's eyes, the way she bit her lip when nervous, the warmth of her body curled against mine.
I failed her.
The thought was a knife twisting in my gut. I had sworn to keep her safe. Sworn to be her shelter. And now she was gone.
But I would find her.
And heaven help anyone who stood in my way.
ELINNAFOUR YEARS LATERI didn't expect it to be this sunny. After all, it had been a while since I'd been in the United States.It was rainy over in Europe, Berlin to be exact.Oh well, now that I was here, I'll take what I can get.The private jet landed just at the clock struck twelve but we had an early lunch because we had to wake up early that morning to meet up with the department time.“Welcome to the United States, Miss Wright.”I smiled at the pilot as he held out his hand for me to take as I descended the stairs.My bodyguard brought out our luggage and even though I had spent all my life here, it still felt like a foreign country to me.“Thank you, Lenny. I take it you'll be going back to Berlin now?”He smiled.“Far from it. You seem to forget that I am your personal pilot meaning that anywhere you are, I am. I am to wait for you to give me an order.”“Forgive me, I often forget.”From the distance, I could see the black car driving up to us.“Mum, can we go now? I'm goin
ELINNAJust because I told Lizzy that I didn't want to be in the spotlight, didn't mean that she wouldn't give me work.Now that I was back, she had handed back power to me and I had to sign, stamp and review everything.She came back from the company that evening and just plopped on the couch.“Why are you tired? I'm the one who has been working.”She looked at me from the couch.“We have a company gala this weekend, remember? The charity fundraiser and five year anniversary? It's a big deal and the media attention that it has gotten alone is more than enough pressure for me to want to make sure that it is best gathering of the month. I have to make sure that everyone that we invited would be willing to come. It's a whole damn lot.”I'd gone over the guest list with her as I needed to make sure that we invited people who would be very willing to dip thier hands into very deep pocket and pull money out.“Cut yourself some slack. Get some planners tondo the remaining things. What else
ELINNAThe covers were forcefully dragged from my body and the curtains were moved away, forcing light to pour into the room too quickly.“What on earth is going on? If it's not the end of the world, why are you waking me up so early? It's the damn weekend.”Lizzy dropped the covers on the floor.“I told you that you were going to be spending your entire day getting pampered. So get up, shower and get to the salon. Your appointment is soon.”After hating my life as much as I could, I finally sat up without even realizing that she was still standing there.When she saw my face, she screamed.“What is that on your face?!”There was no mirror around me so I couldn't tell what she was talking about.She pointed at me while walking closer.“You have eye bags. You have eye bags on the day that your skin should be very flawless. You're doing this to spite me, are you not?”I knew I'd have eye bags because I stayed up late with Chase, spending as much time with him as I could. He has barely b
ELINNAIt was a custome party.I'd only gotten to find out when Lizzy joined me at the hotel.“Can I open my eyes now?”She had entered with her eyes closed so she won't get a look at me yet.“Yes, you can.”Her reaction had been heartwarming.“Oooh, if I were a man, I'd propose to you right away.”I rolled my eyes at her but I still blushed at what she said.“You’re so sweet! Come on, get dressed so we can leave.”I was finally able to eat something while she was getting ready because my stomach was about to fold up.“Here, put this on.”I looked at the mask that she was handing to me.“What is this for?”“I made it a customer party. I'm hiding you from the public. It was the only way I could hide your face.”That was a very good plan. The fact that there was going to be a lot of media coverage there would mean that a lot of pictures would be taken along with the whole event being on television..That meant that there was a high chance of my face also being seen. If my father saw tha
ELINNAWhen Lizzy told me about this party. She should have told me that she knew a lot of people and it was going to be like a party. Every step we took, there was always someone who wanted to say hi, or compliment her dress or say how much it meant to that that she was hosting this fundraiser. My heels were killing me since al I did was stand behind her while she talked and laughed with all the guests. Eventually, we were alone and I whispered to her. “My toes are about to fall off. I need to go chamge my shoes. Will you be fine without me?”She turned around and looked at me. “I should be asking you that. Will you find your way? Take one of the guards with you.”“What about you? Aren't you yurd of standing? Your feet must hurt.” She amiles. “I’m used to it. I wear heels every day of my life so its nothing. Just go change your shoes and hurry back.” My extra shoes were in the car. We didn't want to bring them out here since it might ruin the red carpet pictures. Outside was
ELINNALizzy cleared her throat. The whole hall was silent, listening to the story of the brave woman she was talking about.The brave women who was in the room, wearing a party mask with tears in her eyes and a heavy heart.“This friend of mine suffered emotional abuse and physical abuse. She became a subject or ridicule and her father who should have protected her, let it all happen. He let his wife turn his daughter into a slave, into a cook, into a janitor, into a gardener. He let his step daughter insult, beat her, rob her of every good thing that she deserved. And of course, he let her boyfriend leave her and cling unto his daughter just because of material things. My friend felt alone, betrayed and she cried her eyes out. And then as if that was not enough, her father married her off as a sacrificial lamb for his own gain.”The fact that she was saying all of this on national TV meant a lot because there was absolutely no way that they wouldn't see it.My father, Gina and Carli
ELINNAOn the drive home, I just kept thinking to myself.Was I ready for them to know that I was alive again?Did I want them to see me and know that I was back?Just as Lily had said earlier, they didn't know that I was here. They didn't know what had happened to me after my marriage.After all, now I had the money and the fame and they couldn't do anything to me.Speaking of my family, I don't know if I should call them that. They hadn't behaved like a family did.But something that Lily had said earlier crossed my mind.“What happened to them? My father, I mean. Lily mentioned getting back at you for something. What is it?”She sighed and looked up from her phone.“That isn't my fault. Your father was pining for a business deal that was supposedly meant to bring his business back on its feet. But then I came into the picture and I took it. The investors liked my pitch more and it really affected his business. Somehow, they think that's my fault.”Well, I guess that means that Lizz
ELINNAIt didn't matter to me that there was a huge chance that Carlisle might know that I was back.Infact, I was glad that he did.Asking people to follow Lizzy around was too psychopath behavior and you needed to deal with it accordingly.That night, I stayed up late and thought about how much things could go sideways if I brought myself out into the public.Of course, I know that there would be great pandemonium and then of course, those people who call themselves my family would want to reach out and ask questions.Right now, the only family I had was my son, Lizzy and my mother. Yes, after I left Lizzy took full custody of my mother's care.And even now that I'm back, I couldn't go see her because I just had a feeling that they may be watching her to see the day that I would come visiting.I didn't want to risk it so Lizzy went to see her on my behalf.“So have you decided if you want to do this?” Lizzy asked me at dinner the next morning.I'd forgotten I'd said yesterday that I
ELINNAAs I guessed, the table was very full. So full that they even had to bring in another table and add to it so that they could put all the dishes. “Woah, seems like a buffet. Now I'm beginning to think it's too much. We could have put all this to better use.”I didnt want to to seem like I was a glutton and if it was left to just me, I would order as much as I could because I liked food nd I liked to eat a lot but he might not like that and I didn't want to give a wrong first impression. “Oh, don't worry about that. Every drop of food that's left over from the restaurant gets given to the shelter and people on the streets. I'm all about charity work.”Well, I guess that made me feel a whole lot more better. We dug in and started eating and as I tasted every dish, I loved them more. The food tasted very good and I had little to no complaints about the presentation, dressing and all that. “So tell me Mrs Elinna, why's a married woman like you going on a date with a man like me?
ELINNA With the amount of things I'd been dealing with in the past month, it was only allowed that I would forget things I don't seem Imoortant at the time.Things like the stranger who I had met in the hospital that night after the shoot out. Mark Luxembourg. I'd been coming down the elevator, my whole mind wanting to go to my car so I can get home as quickly as possible. When I got to the ground floor, my phone started buzzing and as I searched through my bag for it, I bumped into someone and my bag fell from my hand.“I’m so sorry. I didn't realize where I was going. Forgive me if I hurt you.”I was too busy packing the things that fell from my bag that I didn't even look up at who was in front of me. I heard a scoff. “Elinna? Mrs Elinna?”I recognied his voice right away and I looked up to see him with a smile.“I’m right, it is you.” I felt more at ease knowing that it was him and I returned the smile, taking his hand and letting him help me rise to my feet. “What on ear
CARLISLEGomez had reached out to her. He had called her in front of me and as the phone rang, my heart beat in my chest, wondering what she was going to say when she picked up. “Hello? Who's this?”I gave Gomez a go ahead. “Is this Elinna Evergreen?”She didn't answer immediately. “Yes, this is she. Who is this, again?”“This is Gomez. I'm Carlisle's right hand man.”She burst out laughing. “Did he send you to me? He said he wanted to kill me. Has he asked you to lure me back to the pack?”Gosh, from the way she was talking, I could tell that she was very mad. I really want to know what he had said to her that day he went to her office and the day that he had called her here. “Elinna, please hear me out. That's far from what happened. Listen, he wants to explain what happened to you. Carlisle is not the same anymore. But he's fine now and he heard everything that happened. He wants to apologise for everything the other guy did.”If she was running away from me, it was a valid r
ELINNA“What? What do you mean you're coming to New York?” Brad smiled into the phone. “I mean I'm coming to New York. I have a deal to close and also an excuse to see you and Chase! I've missed you guys so much!”Chase would be so happy when I tell him about this. He didn't get to see Brad before we left back here and he was so close to Brad. “You don't seen as happy as I thought you would. Don't you want to see me?”I gave him a look. “What? How can you say that? Of course I'm happy that you want to come. Hurry up, when is your flight?” I knew that he was going to check his planner. Brad had a very terrible memory and I had to make him buy a planner and sticky notes so that he would remember everything that he needed to do. “Oh, it's this Saturday. I should be with you by Monday morning. It's going to be a very long flight.”Well, we didn't really feel the stress of the flight because we used the private jet so there was a lot of comfortability. “Well, I would be very honored
CARLISLEHe was back.After all these years, he came back.He ruined my life back then and now, just when I thought I could finally have my life back, that bastard was back.“Gomez, why didn't you tell me? Did you think I wouldn't find out?”Gomez kept staring at his feet.“My King, I couldn't bear to tell you the truth. I mean, after all these years that we thought that we had won against him, I couldn't bring myself to tell you that he was back. You would be so disappointed.”I could understand that but what if hebhad gone ahead to do something that didn't want to? I would have to take responsibility for it.“Let’s leave that. I don't know when he's going to be back so we have to hurry up and find out what he wants this time around. Did he go anywhere with me?”From the way Gomez recoiled, I could tell that he had done something he wasn't supposed to.“He went to see her.”My heart sank to the bottom of my feet.I stood up from my chair and crossed the room to meet him, hoping that
ELINNA“Are you okay? What's wrong?”I gathered myself together and forced a smile, not liking the pain that was shooting through mybhead. I had warned Ice not to shout in my head but I guess the pain I felt didn't matter.The pain didn't last for long though.“Yes, I'm fine. Let's get going. I just thought I forgot something.”As she walked ahead of me, I tried to wonder what the hell had just happened.“Ice, what the hell was that? Why did you shout at me like that?”Helen entered the car before me.“I’m sorry for the way I raised my voice but I did it to warn you. I mean, you couldn't let you talk about Chase. I don't want you telling anyone about Chase until I'm sure that they're clean. You'd be surprised how good demons are at hiding themselves.”What? Helen? Possessed? That was crazy to even imagine.But I couldn't imagine it too until I saw the demon in Carlisle.“Do you think she's possessed too?”I mean, her coming to look for me out of nowhere was a very suspicious thing but
ELINNA“What did you say about the new investor? I was on a call when you came in the other time and I was distracted.” Lizzy rolled her eyes at me. “I said he came in to see the place and he said he was looking forward to meeting you the next time he came.”Mmm, at least this time, there was no funny story about our investor being possessed. I wondered if Lizzy would believe it if I told her. I highly doubted it. The way she hated Carlisle, you'd think he was the one who created the devil. “Why didn't he just wait till I was back before coming? Now he had to make a double trip.” She thought about it for a moment then shrugged. “He had already made plans and he had a trip for Japan the next day so I'm guessing he wanted to finish up business in this part of the world.”That made sense…it was lunch time and my stomach was actually very hungry. My body was so tired and I was sleepy. When the bell rang, I just put my pen down and rested my head beteeen my hands because I couldn't
CARLISLEBy the time I woke up, the moon was in the sky.My whole body felt like it had been beating to it's ends with a very big stick and I could barely move. My throat was so parched and it hurt so much when I swallowed.I managed to reach for the bell on my nightstand and rang it. I don't remember the last time I used that bell because I liked doing things myself.The bell was to call for maids or guard when I needed help.Gosh, why couldn't I remember what I had done to make me feel like this?The door opened and Gomez ran in.“My Liege, you're awake. You took a long nap.”“Gomez, get me water and some food. Also some pain killers. Now.”He looked up at me and froze, staring right at me like I had just spoken some foreign language.“Why are you still standing there? Go!”He uses his legs, running out of the room..I managed to gather myself and get out of bed, setting my eyes on the couch beside the window..“What the hell is going on?” I whispered as I sat down.Gomez walked pac
ELINNA“Noe, explain to me how on earth I tell you to do one thing. One thing! And who do you go ahead to do?! Twenty five other things asides that one thing! Do you think that if he had decided to harm you or kill you, he won't have succeeded?”Since I got home and called for Ice, I'd been getting an earfull..“And who will be blamed for this? Who do you think will have to take the fall for your irresponsible actions, Elinna?! I will. Because I was supposed to be watching you but you put yourself in harm's way!”The fact that she was in my head and she was shouting just made things worse. I had a very bad headache and I had to deal with it. I knew that I shouldn't have gone to smart talk him but I couldn't help it.There was just something about him that made me so angry.“Ice please stop shouting. I didn't mean to. He asked to see you,.I panicked. I thought he wouldn't be able to sense you since you left.”I just laid down on the bed and let the cool breeze hit me. I'd been through