The sun kissed the ground for a new day, and it's been almost two days since Emma gave her answer. She really wants to say no, but she can't disappoint her family. She is sure that after their wedding, her and Lucus relationship will be fine.
Madden's already welcomed her into their family, and today she is going to meet Alex, Lucus big brother. Alex and her never talk much, as the Alpha is more than seven years older than her. Her mother told her that Alexa didn't marry or mate.
According to her mother, Alex is not ready, and his parents understand this, but what makes her even more confused is that she is sure Lucus is also not ready to get married, at least not this soon, so why do Madden's parents want their younger son to get married?
Emma groans when suddenly her car stops in the middle of the road. "Seriously? Not here."
She knows now that she can't do anything. Her phone is already dying. Emma sits back inside her car and starts thinking about her future. Before meeting Lucus, she was really excited for this wedding, but now she is not sure, and neither is her Omega. She just hopes that she can talk to Lucus and that they can behave like adults.
The Omega knows that, logically. Just like she knows, logically, that no one would have even thought twice about Lucus being the person she loves most, If Emma herself hadn't reacted so strongly to this marriage proposal, hearts beating as one, of course she would have loved that, Alpha. And yet.
Logic doesn't help in the face of her panic. It doesn't slow her heart or even her breathing or still her hands when Lucus appears in her dream like swirling smoke; all she can think is, No, no, no, they will be fine. She will make sure that Alpha loves her.
But deep down, Emma knows that logic doesn't help when that Alpha didn't even talk to her for once. After she gave her answer, the Alpha didn't even call her.
Logic doesn't mean a damn thing when her Omega is too afraid for their future.
"There's nothing to be ashamed of, baby; Lucus is a really nice boy. Maybe he is shy; I am sure you two love a happy life." Her mother says, and of course she's right.
But that doesn't stop Emma's heart from burning up; the sharp claws of her panic, fear, and shame are scraping at her chest, at the backs of her eyes, and at her throat, threatening to slice her open and spill out everything inside of her for all to see.
She manages a response, unsure of what it is or what her future holds for her.
She came back to reality when she heard a car horn. It was already dark. She shook her head and looked at the other side.
Emma smiles widely as she sees the light of the car driving on its way in front of her car. She quickly gets out of her car and waves her hands to catch the driver's attention, and Emma gasps as she can't stop smiling when the car slows down in front of her, catching her attention.
"Oh my god, finally!" Emma whispers.
The car is a Jeep truck, and Emma can't clearly see the driver because of the harsh full lights that almost blinded her. The driver hops out of his car, and Emma just watches the silhouette of the person that is approaching her.
"Thank god! I thought there were no human beings living here! I thought I was going to die at such a young age! I don't want to die early. I don't want to get eaten by the bears! Please help me-"
"Pretty girl?"
Emma stills as her forehead creases. "Huh? How did you know my nickname? Who are you? Wait, I can't see you because of the lights!" Emma pouts as she covers her eyes as she hears footsteps coming near her.
That's when Emma removes her hand from her eyes when the man is already in front of her. Emma blinks repeatedly to make her eyes clearer until she finally sees the man in front of her.
Her eyes shot wide open. "Alex?"
Alex smirks as he nods his head. "Yeah. Alex Madden. Your future brother-in-law."
Emma remains on her spot as she stares at Alex. Her mouth is wide open, as she can't believe that this Alex guy is the one who will help her.
"No way! You look... Y-You look..." Emma stops herself before she says anything that she will regret.
"I look?" Alex raises an eyebrow at Emma.
"You've changed Your physical appearance." Emma whispers.
Alex chuckles as he shakes his head. "Yeah. But I'm still the nerd guy who your best friend rejected years ago."
Emma flushes with shyness as she remembers when her best friend Allen rejected Alex when they were thirteen years old. "I..." She cannot speak properly now.
"What happened to your car?" Alex just changes the topic as he whips his head at Emma's car.
"R-Right! My car! It broke down like twenty minutes ago! Thank God, you're here! Could you help me fix my car? I-I don't know if you know how to fix it-"
She stopped when Alex laughed so hard.
"I don't know." Alex points at himself.
"Uhm..."
"I know a car repair shop down there." The Alpha points at the back of the road. "I can fix that."
Emma's brows furrow. "Why do you know there's a car repair shop here when no one's around? Do they make an income here?"
Alex chuckles. "It's a secret, pretty girl. Don't worry, they have other businesses, so they can still buy my food and clothes."
"Oh,"
"Yes, I thought I was going to meet my future sister-in-law in some nice restaurant, but the repair shop is fine too." Alex laughs when he sees Omega's red face.
His idiot brother is damn lucky.
Emma pursed her lips as she slowly nodded her head. "Okay..."
"Let's go. I'll tow your car; thank God I have my two chains here. Just wait inside my car."
Emma once again nods her head as she quickly goes toward Alex's Jeep truck as she hops inside and watches the Alpha do his job. Emma gets startled when Alex's phone continues vibrating, and when Emma looks at it, she sees a bunch of messages from Alpha friends, perhaps.
"He looked so different now." Emma whispers as she looks back at Alex. "He wasn't the same boy years ago. He's a man now. Allen will be happy to meet him."
Allen is coming back after completing her post-graduation; she is Emma's only friend. Allen is Omega like her, but she is really different from Emma.
"I'm just going to fix your car outside. You can wait here inside since it's cold out there." Alex says as he leaves the small house beside the car repair shop to fix Emma's car, but Emma's eyes widen when she sees Alex leaving her out here alone.
"W-Wait! Where are the mechanics, and I'll go with you?" Emma says scaredy as she stands up from sitting and follows Alex.
"Huh? I know the owner, Emma. And It's cold outside; no one wants to see an ill bride." Alex's eyebrows furrow.
"I know! But I don't like being alone here! W-What if lions went inside this small house and ate me?" Emma utters.
Alex lets out a sigh as he walks to the closet, where some of his clothes are. He takes his jacket and gives it to Emma, who looks confused as to why Alex handed her his jacket. "W-What should I do with this?"
Alex groans. "Wear it. What else should you do with that? Eat?" He can't help but feel sarcastic as Emma blushes out of embarrassment.
"R-Right. Sorry." Emma wears Alex's jacket, and the fabric conditioner of his jacket quickly hugs Emma's body.
"Come," Alex says as Emma instantly follows him outside.
When the cold wind touches Emma's body, she quickly wants to go back inside, but she's scared, so she just endures the cold weather and watches Alex fix her car. Emma sits down on one of the wooden benches here as she looks at Alex, who opens the hood of her car.
Alex starts fixing her car as the latter just looks around while shaking her legs due to the cold weather; she's also hugging herself because the jacket is not helping that much, and now she's worried about Alex too.
"Alex," She calls him.
Alex stops what he's doing and looks back at Emma. "Yes?"
"Aren't you cold?" Emma asks.
Alex chuckles. "I got used to this weather, so I'm not. Are you?"
Emma didn't say no or yes. She just stared at Alex. "I guess you're cold. Look at you, bouncing your legs and hugging yourself. Just go inside and warm yourself up there. There is no lion here. I was just kidding earlier."
Emma shakes her head. "I'm fine here."
"Fuck. You're so stubborn." Alex shakes his head. "Come on, pretty girl. Just go inside. You'll get sick out here."
"I said I'm fine here!" Emma rolls her eyes as she shivers when the wind blows so harshly that it makes a sound.
Alex shakes his head again as he wipes his dirty hand with the towel and walks his way towards Emma. "Why are you so stubborn?"
"I am not stubborn! Just fix my car!" Emma argues back as she now looks up at Alex, who is standing in front of her.
Alex sighs and squats down in front of Emma.
"Why did you take this road?" he asks.
"I want to clear my mind." Emma replies softly.
Alex hums. "And are you still going to come here again to clear your mind?"
Emma contemplates whether she should nod her head or not. "I-I don't know..."
"Are you scared?" Alex chuckles with a low laugh. Emma slowly nods her head as her cheeks heat up.
"Don't be. I know my brother is an asshole, and I really don't understand why you said yes to all this stupid arrangement, but Emma, always remember I'm here for you." Alex whispers.
Emma stares at Alex. He looks really different now, but he's still wearing his eyeglasses. "You have pretty eyeglasses... Allen will be happy to see you again," Emma blurts out.
Alex smiles. "I thought your friend didn't like my eyeglasses."
"What?! When did she say that?" Emma exclaims.
Alex shrugs. "I don't know. When she rejected me."
Emma lets out a sigh as she touches her cold left cheek. "She rejected you not because of what you are thinking right now. She rejected you because she was still so young back then and didn't know how to date, so she is kind of scared. She didn't reject you because you were wearing Scooby Doo's boxers and you have eyeglasses."
"Oh."
Emma giggles as she mocks Alex. "Oh?"
Alex smiles at her. "I can't wait to meet her again."
Emma nodded her head, "She is coming, don't worry; I am happy if you guys talk about your fellings."
"I know Emma, and I will be happy if you think about your fellings before others."
Emm
a smiled sadly but didn't say anything. Alex just hopes that his brother treats Emma like a wise man, because once he loses her, he will not get her back.
Wedding Day:(Lucus's thoughts)Standing in front of Emma James was probably the hardest thing Lucus Madden had ever faced.'Mmm, too young, too dumb to realize,'He couldn't accept it. He was getting married. The love of his life, the one he had been head over heels for for three years, was crying because of him. Suddenly, all those intimate moments—the joking kisses, that one special kiss that made them both realize that they felt the same way—meant nothing. It was a load of bullshit.'That I should have bought you flowers,'Lucus looked at Emma, who stood at the white altar, a beautiful wood-woven arch painted a pure white covering her head, threaded with fresh red roses and daises, and complete with lush green leaves. The venue was a lovely place: three huge gardens surrounding the one they were in, one of which was a rose garden with the flowers reaching up to his hip, a huge water fountain with three horses carved into stone with him standing in the middle just off to the side o
Wedding Day:(Emma's thought)The pastor's name was Anth—Father Anth, who, despite his old age, was eager to wed the couple. He had known both pups ever since they were born; he had run into them when they used to play with mud and saw how genuinely kind they were. Little did he know, then, that he would one day marry them and bond them with each other.Not only did the whole town know about the wedding—in fact, the whole country and possibly the entire world were aware of today's celebration. The ceremony was to be performed outside, on the balcony of a tall, graceful building, so everyone who wanted to come could see it. The building itself was more like an old castle, made out of stone and decorated along the outside walls with fresh, colorful flowers and shiny banners announcing the celebration.The balcony was large enough to seat the pastor, the grooms, the groomsmen, the bridesmaids, and the parents of the grooms. All four parents of both men had attended, which had struck some
It was a blistering evening; the sun had just set. Emma was with her new life at Madden's new villa. It's a kind of ritual in the Madden family; after the ceremony, the wedded couple spend time with each other. It had always been their routine whenever someone got married. So, the new family member and I spend the time together. It was a chance for them to forget about their responsibilities and troubles in life, so they could just breathe and have fun.Sweat dripped down Lucus face, his shirt beginning to stick to his body. He felt so hot and irritated. He normally isn't, but today he was, and he didn't know why. His loss in the game he was playing with Alex didn't help either. He's lost to Alex once already, and if it happened again, it would be his brother's victory, and he was not going to let that happen. He had a lot of pride when it came to gaming. He played a lot, and he was skilled, but for some reason, Alex just had the upper hand in this match."Alpha!" A familiar soft and
Lucus stood in front of her with hatred in his eyes and said, "Omega, let's talk about this." Emma knew right then and there that whatever they were going to talk about was not going to be pleasant. "Don't get too comfortable," Lucus said coldly. "Once everyone leaves the hall, you are going to sleep in the guest room." "W-What? Bu-" "What?" The Alpha says, turning to look at her, that Emma flinched at the look in Lucus eyes. "You thought we'd have some bullshit magical night? Well, news flash, Omega, I will NEVER want you. I already had someone." "What about me, then?" The Omega asks with teary eyes. "I don't care. I am going to see my girlfriend." "Please." Emma stands in front of Alpha and says, "Don't do this to me, Lucus; I thought we had a cha..." "We have nothing to do with each other, Emma James. Once my father gives the company to me, I will kick you out and take my girlfriend here, whom I love and who is actually my omega." "Why Lucus? Why?" Lucus rolls his eyes, a
Emma wants to feel in control. Everything that's happened as of late has left her feeling powerless, a feeling the Omega doesn't want to feel. She doesn't think anyone wants to feel this way. It's almost as if her entire life has been set up in a way that creates the most amount of misery possible for her. And sure, maybe it's dramatic, but it feels like everyone is leaving and everything is happening so fast that it's all a whirlwind of movement, and she can't do anything to stop it. She just wants it to stop. Emma climbs onto the ledge. She doesn't stand because she doesn't want to die; she just wants to know that she has the choice. Of course, a death would not shine a positive light on her family name, but who knows? Maybe on a day like this, she could. Emma sits, her legs dangling off the side of the building. It would be too easy to fall. Just scooting a foot forward, oops. There she goes. It would take so much more effort to not fall. Swing one leg back behind her, then the o
Lucus wakes first. In the first few seconds following the opening of his eyes, he feels content. Then, when the events of the previous night come to mind, he starts to feel overwhelmed. As tears spring to his eyes, he raises his eyes to glance at Moni. Moni, who called him in the middle of the night, and he dropped everything when he realized what the Omega was doing; Moni, whom he was treated so gently; Moni, who he's so desperately in love with and who loves him back. As if she's aware of Lucus stare, Moni shifts slightly in her sleep and tightens her hold on the Alpha. And Lucus, who has always dealt with a constant weight on his chest, one screaming at him to do better, You're never good enough and you never will be, feels that weight lessen. He's beginning to breathe clearly now. Though being in love with Moni doesn't automatically mean all of his problems will immediately cease to exist, Lucus knows that a support system as strong as his will motivate him to be the best he can
Emma thinks of the dream—the sheer, pure confidence and happiness to finally just be herself without judgement or anxieties. She'll hold onto the feeling and the rapidly fading memory of that paradise, hoping it will soothe her in the coming long nights. Perhaps there was an alternate universe where that was the truth, that was the reality, and not just an escape for one, lonely, desperate night. Maybe somewhere out there, a version of Emma deserves to be happy. But for now, Emma rubs her eyes and tries to ignore the aching emptiness as she recites every teaching, which she uses to convince herself she's doing the right thing and she has to. The dream is just a dream, and it has to be enough for her. Slowly stepping slightly closer to the edge of the roof, Emma stepped back, bringing her arm back with her, and flung the small, black device over the city surrounding her. Emma closed her eyes as she heard the distant sound of her phone clattering and smashing against the ground, tak
Friday evening is hectic as usual. People rush to get off work and enjoy their weekend, so the traffic is non-forgiving. Emma looks out the window to see the sky turning gray. It's going to be raining soon, and the Omega despises that. She hates being alone while the sky pours down its contents and the colors outside are nothing but black and gray. It only serves to remind her of how pathetic her life is and how she is actually a lonely married woman. A married but unwanted Omega. Her taxi stops at a coffee shop next to his building. Emma pays the taxi driver before rushing into the shop. The moment Emma steps in, her nose is attacked by the delicious smell of brewing coffee and freshly baked pastries. She looks around the luxurious space and immediately falls in love with the ambience. No wonder the coffee shop is always full of customers. However, luck is definitely on her side when the place isn't as full today, maybe due to the impending rain. Emma walks straight to the counter
The air was filled with the subtle scent of lemons and candle wax.Gold tapestry runners featuring Batik motifs graced the tables by the entranceway to the hall, and crystal vases filled with white roses spilling out sat atop them, while bouquets of white roses wrapped in blue silk ribbons decorated the ends of the old wooden pews. The early morning sun shone through the stained-glass windows of the wedding hall and reflected pretty images onto the floor of the hall. Dozens of candles in every size were placed on the altar, ready to be lit when the ceremony started; they would lend a soft and warm glow to the happy couple as they stood before friends and family professing their love for one another.Zia studied the decorations with a critical eye—everything had to be perfect. She had pale yellow roses braided into her long dark hair and her dress, a long column of silver—not quite white and not quite grey—that shimmered under the lights with every moment. Satisfied that everything was
A small family could be heard all the way down the street from their apartment. A toddler was throwing a fit by the sounds of her crying and screams, and two people could be heard arguing."You! Get out of my home now!!"Emma hissed at her father, who was standing a few feet from his daughter and granddaughter, sporting a scowl.Emma was doing everything she could not to gently set her daughter down in her playpen and lunge for her father's throat. Nadia is now four years old; she's grown to be a beautiful toddler. She was clinging to her mother like her life depended on it and was crying hysterically. Emma was rocking back and forth in his arms and glaring at Robert in hatred."That thing is an abomination. She shouldn't even exist!" David spat, glaring at the toddler in disgust.The toddler whimpered at the insult and clung even tighter to her mother. Emma was enraged and could barely control herself. The only thing keeping her from screaming at her father was the little girl in her
Emma complied, taking the last few steps towards Lucus. The Alpha pulled her into his arms, stroking her back lovingly. Emma wrapped her arms around Lucus as well, not able to prevent the smile she was holding back from spreading across her face. Lucus suddenly felt tense. Emma looked up at him and noticed a sour expression written across his features."What's wrong, Lucus?" She whispered."Nothing."Emma glared, not taking too kindly to being lied to. Lucus sighed in defeat and met her gaze. His eyes held so much sorrow and fear. "I'm not a good father," he whispered sadly.Emma gasped out in shock. How could Lucus think like that? It's not like someone can go from never being around children to being an expert on them in only a few weeks! Lucus was being too hard on himself, setting his expectations too high. Emma would do everything she could not to let Alpha beat himself up over not being experienced with kids."Lucus, you love both Clary and Nadia to pieces! How could you say tha
Lucus made quick work of her shirt as well before Allen returned with a white hospital gown. Lucus lifted Emma up slightly so she could slip it on her. They had just laid Emma back down when a door burst open and the doctor walked in. She was wearing her pale pink hospital gown and white flats.She came strutting through like she owned the place. She shoved Lucus and Emma aside, making her way over to Emma. She was currently panting and sweating as if she had just run a marathon. She grabbed one of the towels from the nightstand and dabbed it with some of the cool water in the bucket. She wiped the sweat rolling down her face before she began setting up everything she would need for the delivery.The group sat there for the next hour and a half. It was silent. Allen was in the other room talking to Alex, who had arrived ten minutes beforehand. Emma had requested that they leave the room. She didn't feel comfortable with anyone witnessing her give birth to the baby other than Lucus. Sh
A tap on Lucus window startled him out of his thoughts. He saw a woman in her forties with messy brunette hair standing in front of his window with a takeout bag. He rolled the window down, and she shoved the food at him. He rolled his eyes as she walked away. He looked down into the bag and noticed something strange.There was only lava cake.He snatched the bag and stormed out of the vehicle and into the restaurant. He slammed the bag on the counter in front of a startled-looking employee. She had her purple hair tied into a bun, and her green eyes were wide. He felt no remorse."I have been to two different Burger King's! I've had soda spill on my shirt, and then an old woman slapped me in the face! I got pulled over by a cop who vandalized my car and gave me a seven-hundred-dollar ticket simply because I'm married to Omega! Now your ignorant people make me pull off to the side to wait for onion rings that I've never received! I demand three large orders of onion rings, another sli
5 Years Later:"Lucus!"Omega sighed, placing her rainbow-striped bookmark in her fantasy drama novel. She strode out of her office and into the living room.His Alpha was sprawled out on the sofa, his chin in his palm, as he watched an episode of Modern Family. Emma was wearing nothing but an oversized hoodie and a pair of grey shorts. Despite the baggie hoodie and fluffy red blanket covering her torso, her nine-month pregnant belly was obvious.They'd wanted to be married for a little while before they had another child. So, after two years of traveling the world and going on many fun adventures, they settled down back in their apartment with Clary. They then proceeded to make mad, passionate love all night long. It was more overwhelming than any other time. Of course, it only took one round to impregnate Emma, but once they got started, they couldn't get enough of each other."Yes love?" Lucus asked.He couldn't help but eye the dozens of candy wrappers strewn about the floor. The
The whole idea had been Allen's.When she'd suggested the idea to Emma—to celebrate Clary's birthday in a cute and fun way that the little one could enjoy—she hadn't come up with anything wrong with it.Neither of them had taken in Alex as a factor, though. Which, between the three of them, they really should have?"I don't think that outfit is appropriate for children."Lucus raised his eyebrows in confusion. He gestured to Clary, who was clad in dark blue denim jeans and a deep green knit sweater, before turning to Emma with an expression that suggested he really thought Emma had lost her mind this time."I meant yours," Emma explained, pointing to Lucus bright yellow skin-tight jeans and glaringly obvious rainbow singlet, which he'd paired with a deep red jacket and black shoes."We're going to a zoo, Lucus, not a nightclub."Lucus pouted, and Emma sighed."Just dress it down a little for me today." She asked. "Please? I'll let you choose my outfit another time if you do this for m
"Where are you getting it?" Zia asked Emma, taking a cotton ball and dipping it in antiseptic."On my wrist," she says, holding out her right arm. Zia nods, wiping the skin of her wrist beneath her palm.She puts the cotton ball down and then purses her lips."Could you... I might need you to swap chairs with Lucus; I don't want to do this upside down."Emma nods. "Of course."She and Lucus switch, darting past each other. Lucus raises his eyebrows, hoping to get something out of either of them, but neither Zia nor Emma say a word."This is borderline torture." He complains, flopping into his seat. Zia smiles sympathetically, as if to say "This wasn't my decision".Emma just looks a little nervous."So, I'm going to outline the drawing in marker first, so you can be certain of its placement, and then if you're happy, I'll start." Zia explains.Emma nods, her eyes darting over to Lucus before returning to Zia. She smiles encouragingly, picking up a black, fine-tip, skin-safe marker and
"You want to get a tattoo?"Out of all the things Lucus ever thought he'd hear Emma say, getting a tattoo was not even a registered possibility."Yes." Emma nods, and Lucus knows Emma enough to accept that she's being completely serious."But you already have my mating mark on your body." Lucus states. He folds his hands behind his head, leaning backwards against the headboard. He had a feeling this conversation would be one he'd need to be relaxed for."Well, yes, but that's not the same." Emma replies. He sighs as Lucus raises his eyebrows."Mark's fade; some are permanent, but not all of them, and they're different. Mating marks speak of my mating. Tattoos are something that both of us can have, and it's more special and ... forever."Lucus leans over and kisses Emma's bare shoulder."You genuinely want this?" He asks to be certain. There's a warmth flooding him just from hearing that Emma wants to get something permanent that they can both share. Something different that no other