•SOFIA•
We arrived at the exotic island I figured was in Teodoro Bernadi's name at dusk around five after a gruesomely long flight. I felt heavily jetlagged, exhausted and partly hungry since I'd barely been able to properly eat the food on the plane with Dominic sitting right in front of me and periodically stealing lingering glances at me. He was hands down a workaholic as he'd been working on his laptop and tablet most of the time and I just sat there, eating, napping, reading magazines and repeating the cycle. Dark clouds pregnant with rain hung scattered across the sky and I could almost feel raindrops pelting my skin as we were escorted to the modern luxurious villa we'd be staying in. I'd never felt so small and insignificant, flanked by burly bodyguards in black suits, my own husband towering over me a step ahead as his stride was way bigger than mine no matter how much I tried to keep up. He was on his phone, a business call I presumed from the conversation going on. Was he ever not working? We made it to the entrance of the villa, walking down a wide artistically designed passage before proceeding to the main lounge. Half of the bodyguards stayed by the door while some proceeded in with the luggage. I watched as they went up to the first floor and Dominic plopped onto the couch exhaustedly, carrying on with his phone call. I wasn't sure who to follow, standing there awkwardly, my eyes glazing slowly from upstairs to Dominic. I ended up deciding to sit on the couch and wait for him when standing before him felt awkward and uncomfortable. I sat on a couch across from his, fidgeting with my fingers and looking everywhere else but at him. The décor of the villa was top-notch and undoubtedly packed with all the facilities to make the stay luxuriously worthwhile. From where I sat, I could see the infinity pool outside with glimmering turquoise water that reminded me of how exhausted I felt. If only I could dive in there for a swim and soothe my aching muscles. The scenery was beautiful and the place altogether heavenly, but I couldn't help but feel uneasy. Teodoro owned the place and his actions with me when we met had been hideous and alarming. What if he had a scheme up his sleeves to frighten me or some diabolical plan to show he was the alpha and my family had stupidly fallen into his trap? What if his plan for revenge was already in motion and my entire family and I were already unconsciously participating in executing it? An unsettling f eeling sunk my heart into the pit of my fuzzy stomach, my eyes landing on Dominic. What if he was part of executing the revenge and I already felt safe enough around him to have some level of trust in him? He'd married me, a stranger, after all with barely any benefits on his part. Why had he agreed to it? Had he also been forced to do it or he'd willingly hopped onto the train to aid in bringing the people I loved and I down? I swallowed hard, fighting to flush all the feelings of security out of my system and try to perceive him as a cold and heartless man, hell-bent on ruining my life, but I just couldn't. It felt like my heart had already decided the warmth flickering on and off in his seemingly cold eyes was genuine and he wasn't a monster. I dangerously placed all my trust in my instincts. "Sofia," his deep voice drew me out of my thoughts, making me realise he was looking directly at me with a bit of concern on his face. "I've been calling you for some time. Is everything okay?" Shit. I'd zoned out again, overthinking and painting him a monster yet he spoke to me so softly with genuine concern in his voice. "I'm fine," I breathed, with a small dismissive smile. "I'm sorry, I got lost in my thoughts. Did you say something?" Dominic looked at me with a cocked brow, highly unconvinced by my words before the doubt melted away and he sighed, standing up and walking towards me. My heart thumped hard in my chest. Why was he walking towards me so determinedly with his gaze fixated on me? I took a shallow controlled breath as he plopped onto the couch next to me and I instinctively angled my body in such a way I faced him directly. "Look, Sofia," he started, as he leaned forward to get a better view of my face. "I know everything might be overwhelming and our wedding was out of the blue, but that doesn't mean you're a prisoner of any sort." He paused, looking at me for a reaction. I nodded attentively, his words sinking in. "If anything is making you uncomfortable or insecure, you can always talk to me about it and I will make necessary adjustments for your comfort, okay?" His words didn't sound like the words a monster would say. They felt sincere and seemed to tone down my nerves an inch. I simply nodded slowly again as a sign I understood what he said, but the way he carefully looked at me reported he wasn't satisfied. I gazed into his eyes the same way he gazed into mine, my lips slightly parted. What was I supposed to say? "Words, Sofia," he said firmly, his eyes fixed on mine. "Use your words and tell me you understand you have nothing to be afraid of when I'm around," he emphasised authoritatively. I swallowed hard, nodding again but this time with words accompanying the action. "Of course, I understand." Dominic's hand slowly trailed across the couch on the small gap between us before settling lightly on my knee. "What do you understand, Sofia?" The way he said my name so slowly, chiselling every syllable luxuriantly made my stomach cartwheel, goosebumps peppering the spot on my knee his hand covered. Above all, his eyes weren't moving an inch from mine, demanding I maintained the intensity, looking into his eyes as they bore into my soul. "That I have nothing to be afraid of when you're around," I repeated his words softly but with a firm tenor, "and you're not going to hurt me under any circumstances," I added my own deep desire. Dominic's grasp on my knee grew firm and he slowly leaned into me. "Good girl," he whispered softly close to my ear against my skin. My breath hitched in my throat, wild butterflies swarming my stomach at the speed of lightning. I felt weird heat on my face, blood roaring in my ears and inexplicable aching tightening between my legs. It was so oddly mysterious and frightening how two simple words could command my feral hormones to flare wildly to life and demand release, something I couldn't afford, something I'd never received but knew I desperately ached for. What was he doing to me? "Come," he breathed so innocently yet so erotically in my mind. "I'll show you to your bedroom." Dominic slowly withdrew his face from mine, his eyes briefly straying to my lips before he stood up. I reluctantly got up as well, embarrassed by how weak my knees felt. We walked silently towards the staircase like nothing had happened seconds ago and I felt his hand lightly on the small of my back, guiding me forward. I trudged up the stairs in front of Dominic, different thoughts swirling through my mind. Was he doing this on purpose or he was merely being himself and I just wasn't used to it? I stopped walking when he reached the main hallway and spotted suitcases placed by two different doors. Dominic walked in front of me, leaning casually against the door frame of the first bedroom. "This is my bedroom and yours is right next to mine," he informed me. "I thought you might feel uncomfortable sharing and need your personal space." Part of me was disappointed, but the rational part of me felt okay with the setup. I'd never slept in a bed with anyone except Ava, Natalie or Mom and the whole idea of sharing a bedroom with someone already causing hormonal havoc in my body did sound adventurous but uncomfortable to some extent. I could manage on my own and use my personal space at my disposal. "We have enough security I guess and a chef for all meals. You'll familiarise yourself with the rest soon." I nodded. "Sure." When he said nothing further, I took it as my cue to leave to freshen up. I awkwardly turned away without saying a word, cursing at my terrible socialising skills. "Sofia," he called me before I could take three away from him. "Yes?" I replied, looking back at him. "I'm going out for important business but should be back in time for dinner. Don't wait up if I'm not back by eight," he informed me. I nodded again, speaking convincingly. "Okay." I turned back around and began walking forward towards my bedroom with an inaudible sigh. His words reminded me this was nothing but a business arrangement, a contract unifying us in uncomfortable circumstances. I wasn't supposed to have expectations of him or dream of having an actual honeymoon and acting like newlyweds. He definitely had a life before this marriage, a girlfriend as well obviously or many. He was a smoke show and definitely had women falling at his feet. Our marriage wouldn't hold him back from hooking up with them. If he'd been a fuckboy, he'd probably just continue and I didn't have any right to feel disrespected as long as it wasn't in my face. I just had to remember constantly that this wasn't a love marriage. There were no feelings attached and to protect my heart, I had to keep it that way. I pushed the door open, taking the suitcases in with me before closing the door. Once I was inside, I walked towards the large queen-sized bed at the centre of the room and collapsed onto it with a heavy sigh. The bed felt so comfortable I could fall asleep right there, but I needed to take a shower first. I got up from it after minutes of procrastinating, sighing again when I hear a door open and close. He'd left and I didn't know how to feel about it. Deep down, it sucked though. I dragged one big suitcase I didn't remember taking with me from home and hauled it onto the bed. I curiously opened it, my eyes widening when I scanned through its contents. There was mostly underwear, the sluttiest type I'd ever seen that'd barely cover anything. There was also nightwear, but the type one would wear to seduce a man and get railed mercilessly. The rest of the clothes were just the same, slinky and too revealing for my style and comfort. I'd have been doomed if Mom and Ava hadn't packed extra outfits I was familiar with for me. I closed the suitcase and walked towards the open window to close it when the violent wind began blowing in. It'd started showering and it was growing darker outside. It'd probably rain heavily tonight and I wasn't complaining. I could use it for a good night's sleep. I closed the window and walked back to my suitcase, taking out my shampoo and a couple other things I wanted to use for my bath. My battery had died so I put my phone on the charger first before proceeding into the bathroom. The bathroom was big and elegant enough for a dreamy bath, but there was no key on the door. That made me feel a tad bit uncomfortable, but I could manage for just tonight's bath and see if it could be fixed the next morning. I stripped out of my clothes and proceeded into the shower cubicle. There was both a fixed and detachable showerhead for my convenience. I opened the tap and shivered a little, flinching away when the water came out cold at first before eventually heating up. It felt really good and refreshing, feeling the warm water against my skin, washing away the sweat, dirt and stress even. Soon enough, the glass walls were covered by steam and I was taking a mildly thorough shower, my thoughts further away in a much more peaceful place. I squeezed some shampoo into my hands, rubbing it into my hair and scalp and washing it off. I loved the soothing scent it gave off of combined fragrances, mostly lavender. It helped me relax. I thought I heard a door open and close, followed by hushed talking, but I pushed it to the back of my head. Maybe Dominic was back already and conversing with the staff. I continued showering freely until I heard the creaking of a door too close for me to stay unbothered. It sounded like someone opened the door to my bedroom. I stopped moving much, washing the soap off my face and paying closer attention to what was happening. I closed the tap to hear clearer sounds and my heart froze for a split-second. Someone was in my bedroom and they were whistling, walking closer and closer to the bathroom. I felt my heart beat wildly in my chest, adrenaline pumping into my veins. I tried calming down, taking a deep breath and trying to convince myself it was only Dominic and he wouldn't hurt me, but I couldn't. I didn't feel safe all of a sudden. Maybe I could go out and check and get rid of my fear altogether despite how risky it was. Literally, anyone could be in there with different intentions. I had to be careful. I slowly walked towards the sliding door of the cubicle, sliding it slightly open and peeking my head out. The door handle was twisted down before the door was slowly pushed open. "Dominic, I'm bathing," I called out in terror, my stomach rumbling. It had to be him. Please, be him. The whistling stopped and a devilish chuckle followed before two burly stark naked men I'd never seen before in my entire live walked in. Shit. I slammed the door closed so hard I feared it would break, my heart throwing itself against my ribcage like a trapped bird trying to escape. My hands were trembling, trying to hold the door as hot tears stung my eyes, ugly memories of an evil attempt of this nature years ago flooding my mind. No. Please, no.•DOMINIC•Despite Teodoro and I owning and running separate businesses although I was to be his heir, he still somehow always found a way to drag me into his.Looking at the Russian con man disguised as a businessman interested in dealing with Teodoro had me wondering why my father would want to deal with such a sick joke of a man, cracking dry jokes one after the other.I'd gotten flat-out irritated by him in the first line of our conversation. He'd shoot him dead on the spot with no hesitation."Mr. Petrov," I cleared my throat, interrupting his hundredth meaningless gibber, leaning forward with my jaw clenched. "Do I need to remind you of who am I and what I'm capable of doing for every second of my time you've wasted going around in circles?"The skinny Russian man flashed me a nervous toothy grin, adjusting the watch on his wrist impatiently before lifting his eyes back to me. "Patience, Mr. Bernardi," he beseeched, "just have a little bit more patience while the paperwork is get
•SOFIA•The numbness biting at every muscle in my body, mixed with a nauseating wave of disgust overwhelmed me to the point where my tears ran dry, the silent battle in my head quietening eerily.I had no idea how long I'd been slumped on the cold floor against the shut door, recollecting memories, overthinking and fighting to bear the stabbing pain in my chest.The torrential rain hadn't toned down an inch, the intensity strengthening into a horrendous thunderstorm.Rain pelted loudly on the rooftops, purple streaks of lighting flashing before thunder roared loudly, shaking me to my core. I'd lost count of the number of times the lights had flickered on and off, violent wind howling, creating an eerie sound that made blind terror seize me ruthlessly.The night was scary, cold and dark. I was alone, hurting and broken.Was he still there right behind the door like he'd promised? Had he been patient enough to wait for me to calm down and decide if I could trust him or I was just too s
•DOMINIC•A private island in Fiji was the safest place I could think of taking Sofia for our honeymoon and I had a feeling she'd like it enough to feel safe with all the arrangements I'd made with Liam assisting me.We'd already been on the plane for close to four hours but still had a couple more to go before we'd land in Fiji.I flexed my right hand muscles, feeling a bit of normalcy carve into my bandaged knuckles. After a monstrously brutal visit to the basement of the villa where Sofia had been assaulted, they were pretty much bloody and felt broken because it'd been a while since I'd shown so much mercilessness.Sofia had personally bandaged my hands even after seeing part of the act. She neither flinched nor showed any sign of fear, touching me at a moment when I felt too furious to have anyone around me, worse still, touch me the way she did.Her boldness had greatly surprised me, the way I'd almost instantly calmed down even more. Whatever effect her presence had on me was
•SOFIA•For someone who wasn't exactly a big fan of extra-long flights, I'd handled our flight to Fiji extremely well.That wasn't my only relief and achievement at the moment. A couple hours ago had been one of the few times I'd braced myself to air out my views and concerns, intimidating as it had been, and Dominic had handled it flawlessly.I hadn't felt so bold in a while, marrying him in the first place excluded because that had honestly been the biggest leap of faith I'd taken for my loved ones.Deep down, I was glad we'd spoken because now, I felt there was less uncomfortable tension between us and I was slowly warming up to him. Of course, I didn't expect him to be smiling at me every time our eyes met despite how much I wanted to see him smile. I was okay with our current relationship for the time being.Walking into the beachfront modern villa made me feel like I was walking into the right place, a safe space where I'd have a dream vacation. I liked the energy I received f
•SOFIA•My body cells had never been this erratic before, adrenaline pumping madly into my veins and heat crawling all over my skin in an agonisingly torturous manner.His hand on my face felt like a hot sensual blade, shooting sizzling sensations down my throat all the way to my nearly curling toes.His minty breath felt hotter on my skin the closer he got to me, his eyes slowly fluttering closed before the tip of his nose lightly grazed the sensual skin of my right cheek.I froze in place, my heart thudding heavily in my chest after skipping several beats. So many things were happening at once, tiny invisible creatures crawling all over my body, grazing and awakening dormant dark cravings and desires I'd long buried and never had any hope of awakening.Dominic lazily dragged his nose across my cheek to my earlobe, leaving a trail of scalding goosebumps. His nose tip traced my earlobe, his hot breath fanning my ear before his sensual torture descended to my neck.Dominic dipped his
I went into the bathroom to change first, removing all my jewellery and makeup first before slipping into a lace-trim satin cami night dress. It felt too hot for me to wear pyjamas.Dominic was already in bed, lying on his back with his phone in hand, scrolling through something.I quietly slipped into bed on his left, the gap between us rather big. Was he angry with me or he was just being himself and I'd raised my expectations awfully high?Either way, I didn't have to feel disappointed. He didn't owe me anything. I didn't feel sleepy yet so I grabbed a magazine from the nightstand instead. I sat up straight in bed, my back pressed into the comfortable headboard.I quietly flipped through the pages, mesmerised when I realised it was actually for the island we were on and the island was in Dominic's name.I flipped through the pages, already planning the places I'd visit in order and how beautiful they'd look for my aesthetic and sending a couple back home to assure everyone I was d
•DOMINIC•I took a sip of my black coffee, keenly watching Sofia run on the beach from my office window wall.In the few days we'd spent on the island, I'd figured going on the beach to read and soak in the sun was her morning ritual and every morning, she seemed happier and much more carefree.This morning, she wore a baggy white shirt dress with her hair tumbling down her shoulders. The wind tousled her hair and ruffled her shirt the more she moved seemingly on a video call with someone as she held her phone up to her face.I could watch her all day and never get bored. Lately, I'd figured I didn't just want to watch her. I wanted to join her, spent time with her and enjoy her warm presence.The only problem? She instantly made my cock jump by simply breathing the same air as me and I suddenly didn't trust my self-control around her.I was trying to stay a distance away from her, but I knew it was only a matter of time before my need for her would turn into extreme desperation.Loud
•DOMINIC•My hand glazed over the dresses on the clothes rack, searching for the perfect dress for Sofia.It'd barely been ten minutes since we'd arrived at the clothing store and I still hadn't found anything satisfying enough to complement her figure although she'd selected a couple of outfits to try on herself.Sofia focused on outfits far away from where I stood, her eyes roaming everywhere but on me. She'd been that way since our encounter at the beach, shying away from me, avoiding any sort of eye contact and becoming restless with every slight brush of my body against hers.I didn't know what to think about it, but deep down, I felt she was holding back for many reasons and a veil was masking that feisty boldness I'd witnessed on the beach.Something or someone even had fucked up with her confidence so much she couldn't give in to the things I knew weren't one-sided. She wanted it, desired to explore this electric buzz between us.She needed to understand there was nothing wron
•DOMINIC•I blinked my bleary eyes open, sleepiness slowly disappearing from my eyes. I could feel the light of dawn seep into our bedroom with a warm gentle glow, the first rays of sun lighting up the room.Naturally, I'd want to get out of bed, stretch my muscles and watch the day fold in by the window, but my muscles cramped in place when I figured I didn't have just myself to consider.A smile flickered across my face like a hologram, warmth blossoming in my chest as I dipped my nose into the fiery strawberry-blonde spools of Sofia's hair pooled on her pillow.I remembered us falling asleep in this manner with me spooning her like a precious nested egg, but our legs hadn't been so intertwined, radiating maximum warmth to us both. It must have happened sometime during the night just like it'd been frequently happening in the past week of our honeymoon.I could feel one of my hands clamped down on her bare stomach inside her tank top like it belonged there, my little finger inches
•SOFIA•I flipped the garlic butter steak in the frying pan to its other side, turning up to heat to brown the crispy crust.The rich aroma aided by the pre-seasoning and concentrated flavour filled my heart with contentment, a warm smile stretching my lips. He'd love every dish I'd wholeheartedly made for us, especially the main course.After spending the day with Dominic at the strawberry farm and a bit beyond on a gondola ride to watch the sunset, I felt like he wasn't completely a stranger to me anymore.I'd picked on multiple habits, likes and dislikes of his and even important dates in his life. Everything made me feel better deserving to be by his side and not act stupid and clueless every time a question about him came up.At some point, it'd felt like a date, the atmosphere romantic in the most subtle way and I'd secretly enjoyed it. I wanted more of this despite what we chose to call it.When we'd arrived back home at dusk, Dominic had gone straight to his office and had be
•SOFIA•The strong feelings I was beginning to intimately nurture for my husband in my heart were something I could neither understand nor fully admit because they frightened me to some extent.I knew he was a busy man with loads of problems to deal with, both personal and business-related, but somehow, I was beginning to notice every single detail in the past few days of our honeymoon and feel for him.Today had been the worst, seeing the stress swimming in his gorgeous eyes and the tension in his muscles when I held him in my arms.I had a deep yearning to know what was bothering him so much and help him soothe away his stress in any way possible. I wanted my grasp on his muscular frame to melt away his stress and give him a sense of serenity I felt he deeply desired.I wanted to be his safe haven, a place where his darkness could be turned into light and misery into joy. I just had too many wishes and cravings since I'd met him, lately mostly the desire to try out an actual relatio
•DOMINIC•My hand glazed over the dresses on the clothes rack, searching for the perfect dress for Sofia.It'd barely been ten minutes since we'd arrived at the clothing store and I still hadn't found anything satisfying enough to complement her figure although she'd selected a couple of outfits to try on herself.Sofia focused on outfits far away from where I stood, her eyes roaming everywhere but on me. She'd been that way since our encounter at the beach, shying away from me, avoiding any sort of eye contact and becoming restless with every slight brush of my body against hers.I didn't know what to think about it, but deep down, I felt she was holding back for many reasons and a veil was masking that feisty boldness I'd witnessed on the beach.Something or someone even had fucked up with her confidence so much she couldn't give in to the things I knew weren't one-sided. She wanted it, desired to explore this electric buzz between us.She needed to understand there was nothing wron
•DOMINIC•I took a sip of my black coffee, keenly watching Sofia run on the beach from my office window wall.In the few days we'd spent on the island, I'd figured going on the beach to read and soak in the sun was her morning ritual and every morning, she seemed happier and much more carefree.This morning, she wore a baggy white shirt dress with her hair tumbling down her shoulders. The wind tousled her hair and ruffled her shirt the more she moved seemingly on a video call with someone as she held her phone up to her face.I could watch her all day and never get bored. Lately, I'd figured I didn't just want to watch her. I wanted to join her, spent time with her and enjoy her warm presence.The only problem? She instantly made my cock jump by simply breathing the same air as me and I suddenly didn't trust my self-control around her.I was trying to stay a distance away from her, but I knew it was only a matter of time before my need for her would turn into extreme desperation.Loud
I went into the bathroom to change first, removing all my jewellery and makeup first before slipping into a lace-trim satin cami night dress. It felt too hot for me to wear pyjamas.Dominic was already in bed, lying on his back with his phone in hand, scrolling through something.I quietly slipped into bed on his left, the gap between us rather big. Was he angry with me or he was just being himself and I'd raised my expectations awfully high?Either way, I didn't have to feel disappointed. He didn't owe me anything. I didn't feel sleepy yet so I grabbed a magazine from the nightstand instead. I sat up straight in bed, my back pressed into the comfortable headboard.I quietly flipped through the pages, mesmerised when I realised it was actually for the island we were on and the island was in Dominic's name.I flipped through the pages, already planning the places I'd visit in order and how beautiful they'd look for my aesthetic and sending a couple back home to assure everyone I was d
•SOFIA•My body cells had never been this erratic before, adrenaline pumping madly into my veins and heat crawling all over my skin in an agonisingly torturous manner.His hand on my face felt like a hot sensual blade, shooting sizzling sensations down my throat all the way to my nearly curling toes.His minty breath felt hotter on my skin the closer he got to me, his eyes slowly fluttering closed before the tip of his nose lightly grazed the sensual skin of my right cheek.I froze in place, my heart thudding heavily in my chest after skipping several beats. So many things were happening at once, tiny invisible creatures crawling all over my body, grazing and awakening dormant dark cravings and desires I'd long buried and never had any hope of awakening.Dominic lazily dragged his nose across my cheek to my earlobe, leaving a trail of scalding goosebumps. His nose tip traced my earlobe, his hot breath fanning my ear before his sensual torture descended to my neck.Dominic dipped his
•SOFIA•For someone who wasn't exactly a big fan of extra-long flights, I'd handled our flight to Fiji extremely well.That wasn't my only relief and achievement at the moment. A couple hours ago had been one of the few times I'd braced myself to air out my views and concerns, intimidating as it had been, and Dominic had handled it flawlessly.I hadn't felt so bold in a while, marrying him in the first place excluded because that had honestly been the biggest leap of faith I'd taken for my loved ones.Deep down, I was glad we'd spoken because now, I felt there was less uncomfortable tension between us and I was slowly warming up to him. Of course, I didn't expect him to be smiling at me every time our eyes met despite how much I wanted to see him smile. I was okay with our current relationship for the time being.Walking into the beachfront modern villa made me feel like I was walking into the right place, a safe space where I'd have a dream vacation. I liked the energy I received f
•DOMINIC•A private island in Fiji was the safest place I could think of taking Sofia for our honeymoon and I had a feeling she'd like it enough to feel safe with all the arrangements I'd made with Liam assisting me.We'd already been on the plane for close to four hours but still had a couple more to go before we'd land in Fiji.I flexed my right hand muscles, feeling a bit of normalcy carve into my bandaged knuckles. After a monstrously brutal visit to the basement of the villa where Sofia had been assaulted, they were pretty much bloody and felt broken because it'd been a while since I'd shown so much mercilessness.Sofia had personally bandaged my hands even after seeing part of the act. She neither flinched nor showed any sign of fear, touching me at a moment when I felt too furious to have anyone around me, worse still, touch me the way she did.Her boldness had greatly surprised me, the way I'd almost instantly calmed down even more. Whatever effect her presence had on me was