It is the middle of the week and another long day of working. Dragging myself out of bed, I hop in the shower hoping to wake myself up. I literally catch myself falling back to sleep while washing my hair. How is that even possible? Only getting three to four hours of sleep at night, being on your feet all day, and not eating enough. That is how people fall asleep while washing their hair in the shower.
My foggy mirror that the shower steam caused seems like a good representation of my life. I feel like I’m just walking through life without knowing where I am going, because I can’t see where I am going, when I’m in a daze all day long due to lack of sleep. Using my hand, I swipe the mirror, leaving streaks, but I don’t care. Throwing my now dull raven locks up into a messy bun, I proceed to brush my teeth. The face that stares back at me is no longer my own, but a shell of what it used to be. Dark circles hover below my eyes while my cheekbones protrude out due to lack of nutrition. My blue-violet eyes are the same color, only they no longer shine. Spitting the toothpaste out, I rinse, wipe, and slowly shuffle over to the kitchen where my coffee awaits. Having to endure another day like all the days before this is just so overwhelming. My shoulders droop as I sip my coffee at the table. My mind is clear of all thoughts except for one. Where did I ever get this ugly as sin floral tablecloth? I frown. Something doesn’t look right; it doesn’t belong in the ugly print of the material. Stretching across the table, my fingers slide over something black. Very slowly, my hand covers the foreign item and I slide back towards me. When I lift it off the table, my fingers fumble with it and it flutters down, landing in my lap. I don’t touch it right away. Instead, I stare at the bright color that is scribbled across it. It reminds me of blood. Blood reminds me of death. When I think of death these days, I think about peace. How peaceful would it be to just no longer exist? Just think about how much sleep I could get. A shrill ringing starts to blare, and the table begins to vibrate. My head snaps to the sound. It’s my phone. I glance at the caller ID and see that it’s my mother’s hospital. My mind snaps me back to reality. Swiping my phone screen, I hurry up and answer. It’s the desk nurse. “Um, is this Ms. Kramer?” she asks timidly. “It is. Did something happen with my mom?” “What? Oh, no. Your mom is perfectly fine.” I let out a huge sigh, and she continues, “I just wanted to call because I remember you asking once if I knew who sent your mother the flowers.” “And? Do you know who it was?” “I am sorry, I don’t. But I did see a well-dressed man dropping off another vase just as I was coming on shift this morning. I don’t think he was from the flower shop.” “Can you at least tell me what he looked like?” I am confused. Why would some guy be bringing my mom flowers? Did she have a boyfriend before the accident? That can’t be. He wouldn’t wait all this time before getting her flowers if that was the case. I focus back on what the nurse is saying, “He was wearing what looked like an expensive suit. He had dark hair that looks messy on top but it’s just the way it is styled. I’m sorry I can’t tell you more. That is all I know.” “No, no, thank you. You have been a tremendous help. Thanks for calling and letting me know.” “It is no problem. I will call you if I ever see him again. Next time I will make sure to get a better look at him for you.” “Ok, thank you.” I hand up the phone and just sit there pondering what she just told me. Noticing the black card is still in my lap, I pick it up and examine it. I didn’t realize I still had it. Bringing it to my lips, I push the corner of it into my bottom lip, contemplating. ‘What if I just said fuck it, and did it?’ ‘I mean, it’s only my virginity. It’s not like I need it. It’s not like I’ll ever see him again.’ I’m talking to myself as I stare down at the twine around my finger. “You broke my heart, Knox Hamilton. You said you would love me forever and that you would marry me. But you never came back for me.” I say all this aloud while my eyes tear up, “Maybe it’s time that I give up on my fairytale and face reality.” ‘But can I really go through with it?’ ‘Can I give my virginity to a complete stranger? Better yet, will I be able to last a whole month with the stranger, and let him do as he pleases with me?’ My silent thoughts seem to have a bit of an effect on my lower regions. The thought of having no control over what someone does to me makes me tingle. Maybe that is what I need; give complete control over to someone else for a little while. The money will definitely help with mom. As much as it scares the shit out of me, it may just be what I need to finally get my head above water. I slide the card into my back pocket and head for my first house cleaning job.I finished my last house a little after lunch time. I already sent a text to Frank letting him know that I won’t be able to work tonight. He was not too pleased with me, but I don’t care. I have never called in sick or taken time off in the past. Before I chicken out, I pull the black card out of my pocket and dial the number.
It rings a few times before her sultry voice comes over the line, “I had a feeling that I would hear from you again, sweet Aria.” “Hello Scarlett.” “It is Miss Scarlett for future reference.” Her voice is seductive and if I were a man I would definitely be seduced. “It’s Wednesday, Aria.” I know why she says it the way she does, “It is.” I reply. “Will you be joining us this evening?” I bite my lower lip. It seems to me that she is anxious to have me be one of her treasures. I wonder if she will compromise on a couple of things. I guess it won’t hurt to ask. “There are a few things that I want first before I agree.” She chuckles on the other end, “Negotiating with me, Aria? Let’s see what you are wanting and then I will let you know. It’s quite unusual, you know.” “Yes, but how many twenty-four-year-old virgins do you get to auction off?” Another chuckle, “Hmm, touché! Go ahead then, ask.” “First of all, I want the starting bid at one million dollars.” I scrunch my nose. This one was a far fetch one, but I figured I would ask anyway. “Done.” She quickly responds, “Anything else?” I am thrown for a loop at how fast she agreed to that one. The others shouldn’t be a problem. “Yes. The outfit that you wanted me to wear isn’t going to do.” “That is what all of our treasures wear, Aria.” I roll my eyes, “I understand you need to sell sex, Scarlett. It’s just that the color wasn’t very appealing. Do you have one in a royal blue or violet color? You know, to make my eyes pop.” I giggle. “Oh dear girl, you melt my heart! We have them in almost every color, so yes. We will find one just right for you.” “Okay, last one.” This one makes me nervous, “My mother is in a coma. I would like to be able to visit her at least once a week, if not twice a week.” “Aria, I am sure that whoever your buyer is will allow you that privilege. As I said before, we vet all our buyers. You may get a Dominant that will demand you be submissive to them, but even they still have a heart. I will make sure to add it to your Bio for this evening. Is there anything else?” I try to think but I don’t think anything else is all too important, “No, I guess not.” “Fabulous. Auction starts at nine tonight, so I need you here by eight. We will do hair and makeup.” She rattles off how she can’t wait to see the faces of the men when they see her new treasure, blah, blah, blah. “See you tonight, sweet Aria.” I’m left standing in the middle of the sidewalk staring at my phone. ‘What did I just get myself into?’ I shake my head, “You’ve got this, Aria. Just think of it as an adventure.” I did always want to try new things, but this? I must be losing my mind. Looking at the time on my phone, I see that it’s one thirty. I need to get home and get myself ready. I have so much shaving to do! I also need to go in and schedule my bills to be paid automatically out of my account. I am hoping the money will be there by the time the bills come out, otherwise I will have a lot of overdraft fees. My nerves begin to fray thinking about calling into all of my jobs and letting them know I will be gone for a month. Most likely they will not be waiting for me when I get back, but at least I’ll have a little cushion and can look for new ones once I return. Blowing out a much-needed breath, I make my way to the bus stop.Before I sell myself to the devil, I have to see my mom just in case anything happens. Scarlett is so sure that all will be okay, but honestly, I don’t even know who Scarlett really is, either. I am beginning to have all these doubts about my decision, but I keep tossing them aside. This really is the only choice that I have left. I cannot go on the way I have been. The elevator dings, and the door opens. I greet the desk nurse, as always, and head straight to my mother’s room. The first thing I notice are the flowers. I smile and make my way over to mom’s bed, grabbing the chair as I pass it. Even the room smells nice from the floral arrangement. “Hello mom. I have some news to tell you, and you are not going to be happy about it, but it needs to be done.” I glance toward the door to make sure it had shut behind me and then I take her hand, “I made the decision to sell my virginity. I will be going to the auction house tonight and a buyer will offer me no less than o
“Stop moving so much, Miss Kramer!” The makeup artist that was assigned to me chastises, “Miss Scarlett will have my hide if I have you go out there looking like Bozo the Clown!” A nervous giggle slips from my lips as I try to stay still. I have been nothing but a bundle of nervous energy since I walked through the door. Baldy, as I like to call him, the ever-present guard outside, radioed that I had arrived, and no sooner had I stepped in the door, I was being whisked away for hair and makeup. The more time that ticked by, the more nervous I got. “I am really sorry.” I try to apologize to the man with a makeup brush in his hand, who is glaring down at me. All he does is roll his eyes and continues to work on my eyes. I am not used to being pampered, or wearing a lot of makeup, but Scarlett says that we need to be able to stand out under the bright lights of the stage. She says that the prettier the treasures look, the more the buyers will pay. I guess that makes
(4 Hours Earlier) Unknown I’m sitting in my office when there is a knock at the door. Without waiting for my command, one of my colleagues and best friends, Merrick, enters and takes a seat in front of my desk. He doesn’t say anything, so I wait until I am done typing up the last paragraph for the project that I am working on, before turning my attention to him. “What is it?” I ask, annoyed. “It’s really happening this time.” Merrick informs me. “What do you mean, it’s really happening?” I sigh heavily. Merrick likes to annoy the fuck out of me when he has information that may be important to me. “Your girl, Aria. Her Bio just went up on the Scarlett’s Treasures website. She will be at the auction tonight.” He furrows his brows, knowing how this is going to affect me. My heart feels as though it stops for a moment, “You’re sure about this?” I can’t believe that she would actually go through with it. My guys have been keeping tabs on her for the last few years,
For a moment, I think my mind is playing tricks on me as I stare at the two gorgeous men outside my door. When the one greets me, I know it isn’t a trick. Man Bun and Faux Hawk from the diner stand before me with identical smirks. That is the only identical aspect of the two, though. They are both in a clean-cut suit. Man Bun’s is a dark gray with a maroon shirt, and Faux Hawk is in a black suit with a deep pink shirt underneath. Now that they are standing side by side, Man Bun has at least four to five inches on Faux Hawk. I’m literally just standing here, gawking at the two men, when Faux Hawk’s chuckle brings me back to the moment, causing me to blush. “I think she likes what she sees, Merk. What do you think?” he glances at his friend before his eyes return to me. “Oh, I know she does.” Man Bun, or Merk, replies with a cocky smile. He shrugs out of his jacket and steps towards me. “It’s a little chilly outside, and I would prefer it if you didn’t show off your
Being here with these two men, and listening to them tell me what they are expecting, has me more nervous than I have ever been in my life. It is also making me tingle in places that shouldn’t be tingling. I sold my virginity because I felt I had no other choice, but now I am not sure that I can go through with it. I don’t know which one plans on doing the actual deed, but I feel as though neither of the two men in front of me will be gentle if they were to take it. Which only leaves the third friend, the one that I have yet to meet. Movement catches my eye as Jory moves to stand behind me. His body is so close that I can feel his heat on my back. He leans down and brings his lips to my ear, “One more thing, Aria. We like our woman naked at all times.” My head whips to the side so I can see his face to see if he is joking, but all I see is him raise an eyebrow. I try to speak, but no words form. I close my mouth and then open it to try again, but still, nothing. I feel the
The sunlight filtering in through the windows wakes me up earlier than I would like it to. I lift my arms above my head and stretch my body as far as it will go. Instead of getting up though, I snuggle in deeper into the covers and just lay there until my bladder tells me to get up. Something feels different though. My eyes snap open and I yank the covers from my face. I’m not in my room, and it takes a moment for me to remember where I am. Groaning, I pull the covers back up. “What the hell are you doing, Aria?” I ask myself aloud. My bladder begins to wake up, so I slowly crawl out of bed and head over to the dresser. Pulling open the top draw, I slam it closed right away. I begin opening all the others until I get to the last one, but there isn’t one article of clothing in any of the drawers. The only thing this dresser contains are sex toys! Looking around the room, my eyes land on another door. “Please let it be a closet full of clothes!” Yanking the door open, d
It turns out that it will only be the three of us eating breakfast at the table this morning. Merrick received a text saying not to expect their friend to join them, but that he would like for one of them to escort me to his office once I have finished eating. Merrick gave me permission to stand and take the seat beside him, but he wouldn’t let me feed myself. Frowning the whole time, I open my mouth every time he brings the fork towards my mouth. I felt like such a baby. I really hope he doesn’t have some kind of daddy fetish, because I will have to walk if that’s the case. There is no way I’m going to act like a baby and call him daddy. Well, calling him daddy could possibly be hot, but not in that setting. When he’s finished eating, Merrick pushes his chair out and stands up, “Jory will take you to the office when he is done, Baby Doll. I have a pressing matter to attend to, but I will be back in a few hours.” I look up at him and admire him in the light blue button-down dres
KNOX(Aria’s first night) She didn’t realize it, but I sat in the chair, watching her sleep from across the room. It wasn’t until the sun started to peak that I got up quietly and left. I know it may sound as though I am a stalker, and maybe it is a little creepy, but I needed to see her. It was essential for me to be able to watch her and take in as much as I could without her knowing. My sanity wouldn’t allow anything less. It may not seem like it, but she is safe here, within these walls. We protect what is ours, and she will soon come to realize it. It feels like a lifetime ago when I last held her in my arms and protected her. We were best friends, but deep down we were more than that. We never put a label on it, we just knew that she was my person, and I was hers. Neither one of us dated throughout high school; there was no need when we did everything together. Reminiscing about that last night is all I’ve done since I left Aria... (Flashback)8 Years Ago My pa