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“I’m supposed to ask? Tell me how when you’re so frigid about sex,” Nathan rants. “You don’t even like to give head.”

How can he say I’m uptight with sex; I enjoy it when it’s done right. But Nathan practically date-rapes me every night and hurts me outside the bedroom. And now he’s saying I’m not good enough. I finally realize I can do better and am done with him and all the abuse.

“Screw you, Nathan! And get the fuck out,” I finally yell, breaking his speech.

“No, I’m not leaving. Now get your ass over here,” he moves to me.

I scramble around the coffee table. Nathan grabs me in a bear hug, trying to hold me, but I push him away. He repulses me enough that I shiver from the attempt and gag.

“Get off! You disgust me,” I say with a weak slap to his face.

“Don’t fucking do that!” he demands, roughly grabbing my arm.

I feel something straining while he holds me in place. I try to pull away, making the pain intensify. I can only hit his chest with my free hand to no avail.

“Let me
Demona Maxwell

This relationship is finally ending, and it's about time too. But will Nathan let her go? Was this breakup scene realistic? Were the actions and dialogue believable? Let me know in the comments, and don't forget to hit that thumbs-up button and drop those gems. Also, we are headed into another POV change next episode. I hope you're ready to hear Nathan's side of the story.

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