The aftermath of the entire leaving Ms. Teng at the altar didn’t come off as good. It was a mess, to say the least. The Tengs went back to their mansion up north, and we returned to our estate. The elders in our family went to their meeting room to discuss the entire...... ordeal, while Tia and I were in Tia’s bedroom.
“So you mean to tell me that my brother had an affair? A long-time affair?” Tanong ko rito. From what I understood from Tia’s explanation earlier, my older brother had another girlfriend, bukod pa kay Miss Teng, and she got pregnant. Tia found out a few days before the wedding, and she made a deal with my brother na kapag tinuloy ni Leonel, my brother, ‘yong kasal, she will ensure na his other girlfriend and child are protected. Ang ending, he still left.
I sighed, sa lahat ng information na niload sa akin ni Tia ngayon.
“Son of a bitch.”
“Hah, you called it.”
“What do you think is happening, sa loob?”
Tia cupped her chin at humilata siya sa bed. “First, they should be calling the Teng Mansion, and ensure Ms. Teng’s well-being.”
I imagined the discussion room right now. My mother or Tia’s mother should be in charge of that, but it’s more likely that my mom’s the one involved here. My mother, Eleonora Bellanova, is the Internal Vice-President, so she’s the one dealing with all the internal issues.
“Then, the next thing they should be doing should be talking to the press. This is going to take a big hit on the Bellanovas, as much as it can to the Tengs. They need to release a statement.”
In my head, I can see Tia’s mother, Tita Margaret, talking with the lawyers, and getting ready for a press conference. This is how big this marriage was supposed to be. Napakaraming repercussions ng ginawa ng kapatid ko sa mga angkan namin.
“Then the last thing they should do, is try to make amends with the Tengs, propose another idea to make do, because there were contracts involved here. There were shares – Leonel’s shares.”
And for that step, I think it’s my grandfather who’s talking with a Teng representative. I massaged my temples.
I sighed. “What happens next?”
“The Bellanova loses the land na pinaglalaban nila for twenty years, kasi Leonel was a freaking dumbass.”
“So much for more drama in this family.”
“You can never get rid of drama, not in this family.” Tia crossed her legs, and the door went open. Pumasok sa room ni Tia ang isang smiley, Filipino-American man na Tia and I know well. We all went to the same high school, and I went to UP with this man.
“Andreas,” I greeted him and he waved, as he brought a paper bag with him.
“Hey, Rise.” Binaling niya atensyon niya patungo kay Tia. “These were the papers that you said that you needed, Tee.” Tapos naupo na si Andreas sa couch in front of us. He crossed his legs and he smiled at us. “That was something.” Andreas chuckled. “Fun wedding.”
Tia chuckled along with him, one of her rare laughs na she only shares around Andreas, because we both know na Andreas makes her happy. “I told you, it was worth the day off.”
“Watching your grandfather almost lose his shit?” Natawa na rin ako sa kanilang dalawa, and I relaxed along with them. “Oh, but I just realized, the Tengs are scary, aren’t they?”
Tia nodded. “The Tengs are very powerful, especially since they merged with the Bellezos. That marriage with the Bellezos made them more powerful.” She glanced at me. “Sorry, akala ko mapapauwi ka ng maaga.”
I chuckled and shook my head. “Alam ko na namang di ako makakauwi ng maaga, so tanggap ko na yon.” I stood up from the bed and pulled out my phone from my purse. “Though I have to call one of the doctors, and I need to check on my patient.”
Tia and Andreas nodded, at lumabas ako papunta sa balcony. I called Dr. Buenaventura and she answered the video call immediately. Dr. Buenaventura was the pediatric surgeon in charge, sa patiente ko, and I would ask my senior, pero he’s also in this wedding, so asking him would be tedious.
[“Hi, Dr. Rise, kamusta ang Cebu?”] She greeted me with a smile. Dr. Whitney Buenaventura is one of the best pediatric surgery fellow sa ospital namin, and of course, sa kanya napunta ‘tong case na ‘to. From my screen, I saw na nasa cardiac ICU ata siya.
“Um, Cebu pa’rin, how’s Baby Rio?”
[“Straight to the point, buti talaga di ka nag-peds, Dr. Rise.”] Natawa siya ng konti and I smiled back, then she removed her mask. I saw her exit the ICU. [“Stable. Your sutures were excellent, walang leakage, and the shunt is functioning well.”]
“Thank god.” I whispered. Ako kasi nag-close kay Baby Rio, and of course, gusto kong malaman if he’s doing well. His parents, especially his mother, blame themselves for what happened to Baby Rio eh. But they shouldn’t. “His parents?”
[“They saw their son na rin, today.”]
“Okay,” I answered as I sighed. “Thank you po, Dr. Buenaventura, for the update.”
[“Sure. Call me when you need anything else.”]
“Yes.” I ended the call and I looked out from the balcony. Kitang-kita mula sa room ni Tia ‘yong buong estate, and our resort, along with our land, sa beach. The Bellanova estate is a house with three buildings – the main house, kung saan naka-locate ‘yong room ni Tia, and then the two side buildings. One of them is the guest building, which is the one on the left, and the other one is the servant’s building, which is the one on the right.
This estate gave nothing but pain to me, especially the servant’s building.
But that’s over, at hindi na ako nakatira sa bahay na ‘to, nor will I ever return here after the wedding, but I just thought na I’d might as well look at it, from this view.
“Ah, andito kayong dalawa.” I heard a familiar, masculine voice, na nagbukas ng pintuan ng kwarto ni Tia. I smiled when I met his eyes in the room, and he approached us. This man, is one of the estranged family members of the Bellanova family. My cousin, also my colleague, Milano Bellanova. “My sisters were looking for you two, gusto niyo ba mag-uno?”
“Aren’t we too old for uno?” Tia asked, and I got back into the room.
Milano smiled. “You can never be too old for uno.”
“Hmm, pwede naman.” I noted, and I slid my phone back into my purse. “Ah, pero Kuya Lano, you should call Doc Buenaventura,” Milano shot me a confused look and I sighed. “Hindi ba may patiente kayo together? She was in the Cardiac ICU.”
Milano narrowed his eyes. “Ours was discharged yesterday. Baka sa mga ate ko.”
Ah, I didn’t mention this, but Milano has two older sisters, and all of them are cardiothoracic surgeons – lahat sila. As in. Lahat. And their mother is, too. And they all work in one hospital, the hospital I work in. I didn’t get in through nepotism, though. Their mother, Tita Lucille, was removed from the family when I was in grade school, when my tito died, so she took her children with her. Hindi ko sila nakita until I got accepted into the same hospital as them.
And, also, ever since I’ve moved in Manila, I’ve been using my lolo’s surname, Casimiro.
Milano, who was around the same age as me, recognized me during my intern year, and that’s how I got close to them.
Nevertheless, I went to the next room, and I joined the two ates, Ate Judy and Ate Betsy, with Tia and Andreas. “Uno, girls?” Ate Judy asked and I nodded. Tumabi ako kay Ate Betsy, and she gave me a set of cards. The two ates look a lot like each other, and Kuya Lano looks like them. Pero siyempre, hindi sila nakatakas mula sa Bellezo genes. Ate Betsy’s the younger, but she’s taller. Yan lang palatandaan ko, because lahat sila same ng trabaho, and they all look alike.
“May laglagan ng pera dito, girls.” Ate Betsy began, at naglabas din ako ng 100 pesos, kasi may nakita akong pot na may lamang pera. Inilagay ko doon ‘yong 100, and Tia added 40 pesos.
Tia narrowed her eyes. “Someone added 1000 pesos?”
“‘Yong muntik na natin maging in-laws may pa-ang pau, eh, di naman natuloy, so nilapag ko na lang diyan.” Milano added as he sat between me and Andreas.
Si Andreas din, naglapag ng 50.
Then we began to play. Isa-isang naglalapag sila ng kanilang mga cards, and of course, di naman maiiwasan ‘yong mga pa-plus cards.
Like Andreas and Milano.
“Andreas, sayo ba napunta lahat ng plus cards?”
Andreas shrugged slyly and smirked. “I don’t know~” He answered in a sing-song manner, and he glanced at Milano,
“Sorry, Rise.”
“No way,” I said, unbelievingly, at naglapag si Milano ng another plus two. “seriously?!” I rolled my eyes and I drew four cards, kasi pinasa sa akin ni Milano ‘yong plus niya, then binabaan ko ng plus four si Ate Betsy, and I changed the color to blue.
“Hindi pa kaya sila tapos?” Ate Betsy asked at nagbaba rin siya ng blue card.
Tinaasan siya ng kilay ni Tia. “They roped your mother into this, too? They must be really desperate.”
“They are.” Pag-amin ni Ate Judy. “Alam niyo, si Leonel, ibang breed din talaga yon ng bobo.”
“Agreed.” Pag-sangayon ni Milano.
“Wow, a person’s stupidity is the reason kung bakit tayo nagkasundo? I am impressed.” Tia smirked and we continued to play the game.
The game was going quite smoothly, nanalo na si Ate Betsy, then nag matira-matibay na kaming lahat. I came in second, and then we were playing for third place nang biglang may kumatok sa pinto namin.
“Artezia.” Lahat kami, nalipat ang atensyon sa pinto nang nakita namin si Tita Margaret, Tia’s mom, behind the door. She was stern, her age never fails to show on her face. “Come.”
Lahat kami napatingin kay Tia and she just sighed. Iniwan niya cards niya kay Andreas, and she left immediately.
Nagtinginan kaming magpipinsan, and at that time, I didn’t know if it was my ground feeling, pero I felt something strange. Kaba? Or something. But I know this feeling all too well;
It’s the feeling that something bad’s going to happen.
Nakahiga ako sa kama, and my cousins were on their phones. Si Ate Betsy, nasa balcony, may kausap ata na doctor, and Andreas was playing on his Nintendo switch. I laid back on the bed and I looked at the ceiling.“Ang tagal ni Tia.” I remarked.“Did you hear her mom’s voice, katakot!” Ate Judy remarked. “Grabe, nakatiis ka sa bahay na ‘to ng ganon kasama mo? All until 4th year high school?”I chuckled, not sitting back up. “Hindi ko naman nakaka-interact madalas ‘yong mommy ni Tia eh.” I sat up and met Ate Judy’s eyes. “Hindi naman ako taga-rito, diba?”“True,” Milano remarked. “hindi nga taga-rito si Rise.”I glanced at Milano and we smiled at each other. I don’t have allies in this house, but outside, I have a village who loves me, and cares for me. My ‘estranged’ cousins are among them. Kris, and his family, to
“Rise, I cannot believe you!” Nag-iimpake akong hinabol ni Tia sa kwarto ko. After the dinner, which was heavy, and nauseating, the responsibility of marrying a Teng fell onto me. I never wanted to marry a Teng, for God’s sakes, pero it’s Tia. Tia, who’s always protected me since the beginning. Tia, the only person who took care of my wounds kapag binubugbog ako sa bahay na ‘to. Tia, who ensured na makakapasok ako sa UP ng hindi alam ng nanay ko. Tia, who’s always been in love with Andreas. I cannot let her marry a man who’s not Andreas. Di bale nang ako. I’ve basically sealed my life to be alone with my dog, anyway. I can’t have children, and I am not interested in romance. A loveless marriage will be the least of my problems. I held her face with my two hands and I gave her a hug. “Tia, please.” “Rise, you’ve suffered all your life! God, I wanted you to leave this house for good, and then you pull off that brain-cutting stint of yours?!”
“I’m so sorry for your loss.” I bowed when I apologized to the woman. Someone died on our table during a craniotomy, and me, along with my senior, Dr. Lim, were there. We had to open her husband’s skull kasi nalaglagan siya nung gumuhong debris sa restaurant, pero hindi kinaya. He still died.The woman in front of me cried, and I heaved a heavy sigh. Dr. Lim and I excused ourselves from the grieving family, and we headed to the neuro lounge. The surgery went on for six hours din, so I stretched my neck, and rested on one of the sofas.Sharon Santos. That’s the name of the woman who lost her husband.I’m a second-year neuro resident. This isn’t the first time I lost a patient, pero I make it a habit to remember their grieving families. Hindi naman namin kasalanan that their family member died, pero we couldn’t save them. This is the least we can do.“How many fatalities?” Tanong ko kay Dr. Lim.
“Dr. Casimiro, I need you to take her to an MRI.” Dr. Lim told me at tumango ako. We just finished a craniotomy, and we were called straight to the ER, kasi may bumaliktad daw na tricycle. They need all the neuro and ortho people here. Tumango ako and I helped push the patient to the elevator, and to the MRI. Before we got there, I was paged. I narrowed my eyes, and it was the Nurses’ Station sa ground floor. It was a 911. I took my phone from my pocket and called Dr. Yamamoto. “Dr. Yamamoto, can you take over for me?” [“Today?”] I heard Dr. Yamamoto’s voice on the phone, grumbling as she suffled things around. [“Where are you? I’m coming”] “On the way to the MRI, papalit. I was paged 911 sa nurses’ station, baka Lolo ko eh.” [“Okay, I’ll meet you sa MRI.”] “Thank you, Lumi.” We dropped the call, at dumating na kami sa MRI. Surprisingly, nandoon na si Dr. Yamamoto, Lumi. She and I work together well, but at the time, we’re on different
“You’re getting married to Armando Teng?” I rolled my eyes nang sinundan-sundan na ako ni Kris sa ICU, as I checked the SATs ng mga patienteng under neuro.“Kris, don’t you have patients to round to?” I asked, at siya naman, napairap. “I was supposed to tell you, kaso one of our patients coded, I had to be here.” Pumamewang ako at binalik ko sa nurses’ station ‘yong tablet for the electronic charts. “At saan mo naman narinig yong balitang ‘yon, Kris?”“Nasa oncology ako kanina, tapos nagtanong-tanong si Richie Teng tungkol sa’yo, he let it slip.” I sighed, and then I smiled at Kris. “Nako, Arissa, wag mo akong madadaan sa pangiti-ngiti mo. Wala kang maloloko dito.”“Ngayong alam mo na, will you be my witness?”“Hell no.” Kris deadpanned, and he walked away, kaya agad ko naman siyang hinabol. Magkatabi lang kasi halos ang ICU
“You guys don’t have to do this, wala ba kayong mga surgery today?” Tanong ko sa kanilang tatlo – currently in formal wear, sa labas ng courthouse. I was dressed in a simple, white dress, at yong mga kasama ko, naka-outfit din sila. Umiling kaagad si Suzie. “Um, no. Hell no. Sa labas lang kaming tatlo para just in case na bigla kang magka-cold feet, kailangang may magda-drive ng getaway car.” I chuckled a little before I nodded. “Okay.” In the corner of my eye, nakita kong pumasok na sina Armando, his lawyer, na mukhang witness niya rin, si Attorney Ronquillo, and a Bellezo. I remember him as one of the Bellezos in the wedding. I’ve always known from Tia that the Bellezos and Tengs are allies, pero I didn’t think that they were this close. Speaking of Tia, she arrived with Andreas, right behind Armando and his witnesses. She gave me a confused look as she walked towards me. “I thought this was a private thing?” Tanong niya sa
I removed my scrub cap as we managed to save Mr. Rodriguez. “Nice save, Casimiro.” Bati sa akin ng senior resident ko, si Dr. Lagman. “Sabi nung EM ang bilis mo daw napansin yong severe TBI.” I sighed. Dr. Lagman and I scrubbed in with Dr. Lim, and Dr. Lim’s bringing in the good news to his wife. I went into the field without scrubs, so I don’t know kung saan napunta yong dress ko, and I’m tired. I got married and I went on the field within a day. I didn’t even notice na alas-diyes na ng gabi. Speaking of, nasaan kaya phone ko? I remember it being in my bag, but I was in the heat of the moment kanina pa, so I don’t know where my phone is, right now. I did, however, leave my bag with Kris. I looked at the OR board, to see if may surgery ngayon si Kris. Kris is a fellow in fetal surgery, pero he’s also studying under pediatric surgery, so he does some pediatric surgery din. The difference? Fetal surgery deals with babies sa loob ng tiyan ng mommy, and pediatric
“You bitch!” I rolled my eyes as I tossed her out of our house, half-naked. She cursed me, and I just gazed at her with anger. Naka-bra at panty lang siya, and I glared at her once again.“Between the woman who’s been sleeping with another woman’s husband, sino kaya ‘yong bitch sa ating dalawa?” I pushed her out of the door, and I threw her shoes out of the door. I picked up her red heels sa corner ng kama namin ni Armando, and I threw it out with her. “Leave.” Mariin kong sabi at sinaraduhan ko siya ng pinto. Mabilis akong pumunta sa kwarto namin ni Armando, where he’s still there, sitting on the bed, almost amused as he saw me.But I ignored him.I took the woman’s clothes, and I went out to the balcony, tossing her clothes out of the house, completely.“Qizi, that’s Chanel.”“Dapat bang sinunog ko na lang, ha?” I removed my ponytail, and I threw my ba
“Ah, Armando, good god.” I heaved another pant as he thrusted himself deep inside me. “A-Arman—” he stopped me from saying another word as he ravaged my mouth, still not stopping from pushing himself in and out as I gasped for air. “Quiet now, sweetheart. Don’t you have,” He panted, as he threw the last remaining article of clothing on his body, his polo, then he pushed me against the wall, and then he thrusted inside me, once again, sending vibrations all over my body. “co-workers, on today’s party? If you’re loud, they might hear you.” Armando smirked, that damned smirk that put me in this position, in the first place. “Well, ano pa ba ang di nila narinig? We’ve done it in the hospital, anyway.” I gasped for air as he pulled out, just in time before I came. It took me a while to realize that we’re doing it in the supply closet. It smells like alcohol, the rubbing one, in here. Medyo amoy sabon ‘rin. And it’s honestly not the time to question Armando’s room
I straightened my dress as I looked at myself in the mirror. This wasn’t supposed to happen. Me, dressed up in a red, spaghetti-strap, slit dress, with full make-up on. This wasn’t supposed to happen, but it’s happening. This happened because of my mother. My ever-so-pakailamerang mother. She found out that I wasn’t invited to the engagement party, so she threw a fit kay Armando. Sometimes, I am amazed as to how napakakapal ng mukha ng nanay ko, sa totoo lang.Anyway, Armando somehow managed to get me into the party, but because of the precedence of my appearance, hindi ako pupunta sa party as his date, but as a doctor from the bride’s father’s hospital.Namili ako sa kakaunti kong alahas na naka-box sa drawer. I picked the silver ones; mula sa earrings at sa necklace, and then I chose a silver watch, too. Then I got a pair of stiletto heels to match my attire. Armando also left me a red purse. I too
“Dalawa kayong residenteng naka-assign sa patienteng ‘yon! Had I and Sagazaki didn’t arrive on time, malamang, patay na ‘yong baby! Ginagamit niyo ba mga utak niyo o sadyang nandyan lang ‘yan sa loob ng kokote niyo bilang design!?” Sinigawan kaming dalawa ni Kris ng isa sa mga fellow sa pediatric surgery, si Dr. Elliot Welkins. Nakayuko kaming tahimik ni Kris sa conference room, kasama si Dr. Welkins at si Dr. Sagazaki, with Dr. Buenaventura and Dr. Lim, our department chiefs.We prepared ourselves for the worst. May patiente kami together ni Kris, a baby with a tumor sa liver niya. The baby, Ria, is just 10 months old, and dapat tomorrow, tatanggalin namin ‘yong tumor niya, kaso bigla siyang nag de-sat. Kung baga, ‘yong vitals niya, biglang humina, despite being on a few meds already.“Elliot, kumalma ka.” Dr. Buenaventura began. “Explain what happened, at bakit wala kayong dalawa sa NICU noong oras na
After the period na tinawag ni Lumi na ‘honeymoon period’, I went back to the hospital, and resumed my daily work. Of course, Armando became a part of that daily cycle of mine. Honestly though, minsan naiisip ko na baliktad kaming dalawa. Lumi calls it a ‘Malewife’, pero I don’t think he fits the standards. Sure, he cooks very well, to the point na three months into this marriage, I don’t think I’d be able to eat without criticizing at the back of my head ang kahit sino bukod sa kanya, but he can’t do anything else. He cooks, I clean the house. Kapag nag-pu-poopoo yung dogs sa diapers nila, he hands them to me like medical waste. Ako din naglo-laundry, kasi he doesn’t even know how to separate the lights from the darks. He kept complaining about the shades of grey on our first month, kaya I relieved him completely off laundry duty. Siya tiga-sampay, though.In contrast naman, Armando’s good at the things that I don&r
“I have to go to work, for real today.” Armando said as he kissed me on my cheek as we woke up. It’s the third day that I woke up naked in this room. I cracked my neck a little as I slowly sat up.Keeping up with Armando’s stamina is very difficult. We were basically locked in our room for almost three days, and lalabas lang kami to eat, feed the dogs, take the dogs for a walk, and take baths. I think we also did it in the bathroom for a few times.I touched my pelvis a little. Medyo masakit, because he really did tire me out.“Masakit ba? Should I call someone from the hospital?”I chuckled and shook my head. “I know naman what this is, I’ll be fine. You should get off to work.” I stretched a little as I watched him put on his underwear, and head to the bathroom. I also looked around, and picked up my underwear. Of course, I put it on, and then I went to the living room, and took out my laptop.
“My pager’s going batshit crazy.” I reached from the bed to my bedside table to get my bag and my pager – sandali, the bed? I looked around, and mukhang I somehow ended up in our bed? Last thing I remembered, nakatulog ako sa sasakyan. Did Armando bring me here?“Good boy, Bill.” I heard my husband from the living room, kasi nakabukas yung pintuan. I went out of the room, and I saw him, playing from within the fence with my dogs. It’s good na he likes them, and they like him, also. Naramdaman ni Armando ‘yong presensya ko and he looked up to meet my eyes. “Tulog na tulog ka, so hinayaan na lang kitang matulog.” He picked up Bill, who kept wagging his tail. “In the meantime, nagbonding kami nina Steve Jobs at Bill Gates, I hope you don’t mind.”Umiling ako as I smiled. “I don’t. Thank you.” Then I narrowed my eyes. “Oo nga pala. How did you know about Steve Jobs and Bil
“Here.” He gave it to me, which I accepted, albeit unwillingly. “Hindi ko mapapangako na never kang magiging ‘wife in the waiting room’. Kasi ang buhay, hindi naman yan namimili kung sino ang tatamaan ng tren bukas.”“Is this?”“My medical directive. Ikaw nilagay ko sa end-life care. Okay lang ba?”Napahawak ako sa envelope. Medical directives are ‘yong mga written, legally-binding papers na magsasabi kung sino ang in-charge sa medical decisions ng tao, kapag hindi niya na kaya. Kunwari, si Lolo, kapag kunwari, kunwari lang, na-coma siya, since ako ang in charge sa medical directive niya, ako ang bahala ‘yong bibitaw na ba kay lolo, or hindi.Armando, if he’s going to give this to me, does that mean that he trusts me? Enough to leave me in charge of this?“Alam kong bata pa tayo, lalo ka na. But when the time comes, alam kong alam mo na ‘‘yong tamang des
This man’s stamina is out of my league. He finally put me down after seven rounds. Ano ba, wala bang recharge system 'yong orgasm niya? I guess he is a legend for a reason. It’s two in the morning, and I’m currently naked, and lying on his bare chest. “No more. Pagod na ‘ko.” I told him, before he even got another idea.I could hear Armando’s scoff. If there’s something I learned about him, after doing it with him so many times, Armando’s likes to go ‘tsk’ and ‘hmph’. It’s not that I mind, I just noticed it. He also doesn’t mind kissing. He’s also very ma-touch. He’s holding me in his arms, while one of his hands is playing with my hair.“I’m going to Tagaytay later.” He began. “Kaya nilubos ko na asawa ko. I’ll be back tomorrow afternoon.”I nodded. “Kukunin ko na mga aso ko mula sa caretakers
“You bitch!” I rolled my eyes as I tossed her out of our house, half-naked. She cursed me, and I just gazed at her with anger. Naka-bra at panty lang siya, and I glared at her once again.“Between the woman who’s been sleeping with another woman’s husband, sino kaya ‘yong bitch sa ating dalawa?” I pushed her out of the door, and I threw her shoes out of the door. I picked up her red heels sa corner ng kama namin ni Armando, and I threw it out with her. “Leave.” Mariin kong sabi at sinaraduhan ko siya ng pinto. Mabilis akong pumunta sa kwarto namin ni Armando, where he’s still there, sitting on the bed, almost amused as he saw me.But I ignored him.I took the woman’s clothes, and I went out to the balcony, tossing her clothes out of the house, completely.“Qizi, that’s Chanel.”“Dapat bang sinunog ko na lang, ha?” I removed my ponytail, and I threw my ba