Chapter one hundred and forty

Emily’s POV

How does one explain six months without the one they love? I was struggling to find the words to describe it, even as I struggled not to cry from thinking about it. The past months had been a whirlwind of activity that left me little time to think, let alone breathe.

This time it had nothing to do with the pregnancy hormones, I was just in a place of total confusion. How could something so wonderful have come into my life and then disappear so quickly? All I wanted to do was hold him in my arms again, and tell him everything he means to me, but I couldn’t even manage that. How could I?

When he had scared me away. There were times I couldn't help but feel like I had overreacted, maybe I should have been a little patient , given him some more time. But when had things ever gone right for me?"I don't want you here." Those three simple words, said without any hesitation. It hurt, but I still needed answers.

That was all in the past right? Long before I had fallen in love w