Goddess, why do you make me suffer? It's been one week since I found my mate, and he's still missing from my life. The packhouse is full of his scent, and every time I go up to my room, I have to walk past the second floor and through his door. It's torture, passing so close to him and not opening that door and making love to him; yes, making love to him. I can't imagine anything else when I think of Angel.I don't know what happened to me, but for someone who has never felt the slightest attraction to a man before, the mate-bond that binds me to him makes me unable to even think about sex with someone else.It's hard to admit, but I even tried to get excited looking at gay p**n, and I tried to see if I had any attraction to a guy from the pack that I know is gay. Nothing has happened to my body. Whether male or female, my body refuses to react, and I even feel repulsed by their body. Only Angel moves me. Only him I desire. Only he makes me hard. The smell of him drives me crazy, and o
My life gets more complicated every day I stay here. Klaus's scent is everywhere, and I end up thinking about him all day. I feel alone among everyone. I need my real family. My father doesn't care about me at all, and when he looks at me, I can't tell if he hates me or just wants me to go away.What happened three days ago scared the hell out of me, so I started locking my bedroom door and even stuck a chair under the door handle.I woke up in the middle of the night, and when I opened my eyes, there was my father, next to my bed, looking at me strangely. When I looked into his eyes, what I saw startled me. I can't explain it, but I swear it looked like he wanted to eat me alive. I feared for my life because I thought he wanted to kill me in my sleep.I asked what was going on, and he just puffed and left the room, closing the door. I confess that it was one of the strangest experiences of my life.Since that day, I haven't seen him again. He always seems to be on the opposite side o
When Snow approaches the black wolf, he lies beside him and turns his muzzle to look at him.The black wolf is excited by the proximity and wags his tail."What's your name?" - Snow asks, by mind-link.“My name's Sonny, and I'm the best part of Klaus” – he replies.“Hey” – the offended Klaus says.- “You're half of me, so don't say those things”Snow laughs.“My name is Snow” – Angel's wolf answers.“I love you, Snow” – Sonny says, kissing Snow's muzzle."Don't do that. Angel is getting restless,” - Snow scolds.“Sorry, but I really love you, mate. Please, Snow, tell your human to give Klaus a chance. He regretted his past from a long time ago and is a good person.”Snow puts his head on his paws and stays silent. Sonny impatiently nuzzles Snow's neck, and Snow feels his body melt like ice. Angel notices that Snow is giving in to the mate-bond and shifts back, getting naked next to Klaus, who shifts back immediately.Angel tries to get up, but Klaus grabs his arm. Electric current flow
Why? Why? Why the hell did I let this happen? How did I succumb to his desire this way? I just gave my virgin ass to that idiot. I knew I couldn't trust him. He forced my rejection, and now I'm in pain. I need to get home quickly, shower, and get into bed.My ass and back hurt, but what hurts the most is my soul and heart. I feel short of breath, and this pain is so terrible. I never imagined that rejecting would be so painful. And it's not over yet. Klaus needs to accept my rejection, and the pain will worsen.Why Moon Goddess? Why did you give me Klaus as a mate? Have I not suffered enough in my short life? I lost my mother and my father is as if I had lost him on the same day. I grew up without my pack and my friends. I know that you allowed me to grow up where I was loved and where I loved back, but why did you make me come back to face this suffering? I feel that you despise me, too. What am I going to do now? I can not stay here. I can't be that idiot's beta. Everything changed
My Luna is nervous. It worries me because a mother's heart is never wrong. Nobody has heard from Klaus since yesterday morning. He didn't have lunch or dinner, and even though Angel didn't have lunch or dinner either, Klaus wasn't with Angel. That one was sleeping yesterday when we looked for him.I tried contacting my oldest son by the mind-link, but he didn't answer. I asked everyone if they had seen Klaus, but no one had seen him since yesterday before lunchtime when he came to get coffee from the kitchen. He hasn't left the parkland either; the car's there, and the border patrol hasn't seen him. Where is that pup?I'll get a team together to look for him, but the pack land is so big it will be hard to find. I hope he's okay. I shudder to think that something could have happened to him.As we were leaving to look for him, one of the border patrols contacted me, saying that he found Klaus but that he was unconscious on the ground, without any signs of having been attacked. I ran lik
A week has passed since I rejected Klaus and he's still in a coma. The month doesn't pass, and I'm more and more alone. I tried to see Klaus, but no one would let me in the room. The entire pack looks at me with disdain. They love Klaus very much. Maybe I'm wrong, and he really is a good man and future alpha, although that doesn't make him a good mate.I stopped training and simply went to the gym, but as soon as I went in, everyone left. Nobody talks to me, not even Colby and Dominic. Every time my eyes meet Raven's, she cries and pulls away. I've never felt so bad, but despite begging my uncle, he says he'll only come and pick me up on the scheduled date, as he has the transport busy until then. I can't talk to my cousin either. It looks like he's busy like his dad.Everyone abandoned me, but I didn't do anything different than other werewolves. I rejected a mate bond that wasn't going to work—just that.I've been spending a lot of time swimming in the river. It's basically what I d
I've been waiting for over 12 years for a new chance to destroy the Lycon Moon Pack and kill Mary's son with my own hands. She dared to deny me just because she was pregnant, and I hated her because my dad kicked me out of the pack because of her. And my stupid brother joined my father against me. Ulric, the perfect Alpha son. I challenged him for the post, but he nearly killed me in the fight. But I am much stronger now, and when I, again, challenge my brother, he will die at my hands, and I will be the Alpha of the Lycon Moon Pack, as I deserve. Then I'd kill all his family, one by one, and all my rogues would dominate the pack. They know they'll have free access to all the she-wolves they want and the pack's resources. But I had to keep waiting because although Mary died in the first attempt to defeat the pack, her son went abroad.After 12 years, that idiotic Beta still hasn't called his son back, and I'm starting to lose patience.- Boss, I have excellent news. - my right-hand ma
Every day, Angel goes swimming in the river. I don't know what he sees in the water, but I see his naked body. From the front, I know he's a man, but when he turns his back, I see my mate's muscular body.She was a little shorter, but other than that, he looked like her photocopied. My cock throbs every time I see him, and now that everyone is against him, I'll be able to do what I want so badly. Turn him completely into Mary. I already have everything planned. I'll call him to my room and follow everything I've planned. Today, Mary will come back to me.“Angel, where are you?” – I asked by mind-link.“Close to home, Dad. I'm on my way back. Need me?"“Yes, when you can, come to my room. We need to talk.”"Okay."The bait is out. Now, it's time to wait for him to arrive.When Angel knocks on the door, I open it and lead him inside. Then, without him noticing, I locked the door. The rooms are insulated and the sound does not pass through the walls. Nothing will separate me from Mary no
The giggle of several children could be heard in the packhouse living room.Angel was sitting in an armchair, stroking his enormous belly.Colby's son, now two, was playing with Seline and Luan, wrestling over the stuffed rabbit.Luan looked at his sister and cousin with a sly smile. He got up, grabbed the rabbit, and ran, followed by the other two little ones, screaming.In the other corner of the room sat Peter on Dominic's lap. Peter had asked Klaus to make him a werewolf, and he was now stretching his pregnant belly farther than necessary for everyone to see.A year-and-a-half-old girl was sleeping in Raven's lap.After 18 years, she had managed to have the girl she wanted so much, and Ukric looked like a peacock, being a father again.Klaus enters the room and kisses his younger sister, who shudders and complains sleepily. He sits on the arm of the chair and kisses Angel's beautiful face.- How do you feel? – Klaus asks his mate.- Like a balloon about to burst.Both laugh.Klaus
I had my head down, full of shame. But Snow calls my attention,“Stop being embarrassed. You're going to be Luna of the pack. Hold your head high.”“You are very happy to have the title made for a woman. Do you want to be the mother of the pack that bad?”Snow scoffs and goes to the corner where he likes to ignore me.Klaus turns to me.- Angel, my life, my love, will you accept to be my Luna?I'm nervous, but I smile.- Yes, I accept.- Do you accept being the pack's mother, moon, Luna, and the representation of the Moon Goddess herself in the Lycan Moon Pack?- Yes, I accept.- Do you accept responsibility for caring for all pack members, yang and old, healing and feeding all, as a real mother does?- Yes, I accept.- Do you accept caring for the elderly and orphaned pups as if they were your own?- Yes. I accept.The elder removes the golden rope, cuts Klaus's palm and then mine, joins the cuts, and reties our hands.He looks at all the pack members and says:- With the grace of the
When he asks me for a chance, my heart skips a beat.I looked at him. God, he is so good-looking, and his words warm my heart.- I accept your proposal. I'll let you flirt with me and try to win my heart. I confess that I am not displeased. I'm not one to be attracted to men I don't know, but if I'm attracted to you, there could be something more between us.I see Dominic smile, and the smile reaches his eyes and changes color, leaving me intrigued.-Your eyes have changed color. - I say, curious.- Because my wolf loves you as much as I do. He wants to ask you if you agree to take a walk through the night, sitting on his back.- I don't know if I understand what you are saying.- Ray, my wolf, wants you to sit on his back and let him take you for a walk through the forest.- But I'm wearing my pajamas.- It doesn't matter. Do you want to come? - he says, holding out his hand.I took his hand, and we went down the stairs, walking to the forest's edge. He looks at me and undresses, and
When Angel sits beside me, the courage to ask everything stuck in my throat seems to fade. I hadn't joined in the run and had waited patiently for Angel to return.Seeing Peter hiding behind his father and both of them going into the bedroom without even glancing at me, I felt destroyed inside.I don't mind that my mate is a man or a human, but he's not feeling the mate-bond, and that's a huge problem. How am I going to make him give me a chance?- Dominic? - I heard Angel say and looked at him.The tears don't stop flowing.Klaus, my Alpha, passes me and squeezes my shoulder affectionately, heading towards the packhouse to let us talk freely. A wolf doesn't leave his mate with another wolf, especially if it's another Alpha, but my brother trusts me and Angel.Angel pulled me against his shoulder, and I cried out loud. The sound of my sobs echoes through the courtyard, but I'm not ashamed.- I've been waiting for my mate for two years. Before becoming an adult, I had already dreamed o
When it was time for the ritual, Klaus let go of my hand and walked up to the stage, which had been improvised for the entire pack to see.I had never watched a title-passing ritual. I also didn't know how Luna's ceremony would be.I fixed my eyes on the stage, not wanting to miss anything. Dominic approached me, and I looked at him. He had red eyes from crying, and my heart squeezed in my chest.- When the ceremony is over, can you give me five minutes? I wanted to talk to you privately.- Dominic, you are one of my best friends. I will always have time for you.He stood by my side but wasn't looking at the stage. Out of the corner of my eye, I see that John and Peter are sitting next to Raven, and it's Peter he's looking at.The world takes many turns.The Moon Goddess plays some pranks on us, too. If I had gone back to England, it would never have been to be with Peter. It is destined for my mate's brother and best friend. What a mess. This would never cross my mind. I know Peter v
One more morning, I woke up alone. In a few days, I'll start spending weeks in New York, and then, in addition to sleeping alone, I'll eat all my meals alone.It didn't affect me before. I have never been one of those "desperately looking for their mate" guys, but seeing my brother's happiness moved me more than I expected. Maybe I'm mateless. I could have asked the Moon Goddess; maybe she would have told me, and then, knowing, I could look for a chosen mate.The hope of feeling what my parents felt for each other kept me a virgin. Nobody knows because they've seen me with some girls, but I want to save myself for my mate. Liking someone is nothing compared to feeling the bond.I get up and go about my daily business in the bathroom. I choose an outfit and get dressed. The white pants and tight T looked good on me. I comb my hair and leave the room. The packhouse was silent, and only the knocking of utensils being moved in the kitchen echoed in the air.When I entered, the she-wolves
Goddess, thank you for saving me and my pups. I'm pregnant with twins. That would never have crossed my mind. My poor pups, I almost gave up on them. And Klaus, Goddess, how could I let myself be controlled by fears and suspicions? He is perfect to me. I'm so lucky.He took my hand and led me through the crowd, making the pack members step aside. And they showed me the submission they thought I deserved and called me Luna. It's still weird.I'm a man, but I will be a mother of tweens. Being the "mother" of the pack doesn't get any weirder.I accept my fate. I will be the Luna this pack deserves. I will be Klaus's Luna. I will be the mother of the pups he wants to have. I am his. I'm finally home.When we got to the packhouse, he led me to the bedroom. We walked in, and he closed the door, pushing me with his body against the wall.Our mouths came together in desperate kisses. We need each other equally.He undresses me and then undresses, takes me in his arms, lays me on the bed, and
Selene plucks Angel from the evil woman's clutches and hugs him into her chest. Another bang is heard. This time, the noise does not come from the sky but from the ground, under Lilith's feet. The ground opens up on fire, and she begins to be pulled down. Her face is putrified, her hands turn back to bones, her eyes pools of lava, and from his mouth without lips and with pointed teeth come screams of hate.When Lilith disappears, the ground returns to normal, as if it had never opened, and Seline takes Angel from her chest and, kissing him on the forehead, says:- For a moment, a single moment, I thought I had made a mistake. You made the right choice. - Turning her face to the right, she saw hundreds of wolves approaching with all the apparatus. The two Alphas and their families are at the front, standing in disbelief. When she smiles at them, they all fall to their knees.- Klaus, my son, come closer.Klaus stands up with his head down. He doesn't dare look his Goddess in the face,
Leaving Klaus' room after the beautiful night we had was certainly the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. Not wanting to be dramatic, I think it hurt more than the rape I suffered. I go into the room, undress, and get into bed. Tears started to fall, and Snow started to scold me.“Don't you dare leave tomorrow. I need Sonny, and you need Klaus. Don't lie to yourself. The night you spent making love with Klaus is proof of that. I know how you felt every time his cock went deeper inside of you.”“Goddess, Snow. Stop with the sex talk. If I stay now, he'll think I'm only here because of my pup."“Don't be an idiot. For someone so smart, who managed always to be the best in school, you're pretty dumb. Klaus will be very happy to have a pup. What he wants most is for you to stay and accept him as a mate.”“Let me sleep.”“Let me sleep.” – Snow repeats mockingly and blocks me from talking to him in my mind.I sigh.When I wake up, it feels like I've only slept for a few minutes. I get