Kyson I had been on a run for the last hour. I needed to clear my head before I headed over to see Arya. I am sure she picked up something was off with me last night, but I am thankful she never said anything. The reason for me being off is because there may be a slight chance that I am starting to feel things for her that I don’t want. It is supposed to be strictly sexual, but recently I have found myself wondering what it would be like having her as my official girlfriend, and that was never the plan.I don’t do relationships. I can’t do them because I know without a doubt that I will fuck it up and break her heart. I need to get a grip of myself because if I don’t, then there is going to be nothing between us, and that isn’t what I want.I stop, taking a breather and enjoying the view, drinking some water. I felt better than I did when I woke up. Once I catch my breath, I make my way back. I need to shower and change before heading off.I glance over at Arya’s cabin and see her si
Arya Kyson had fallen asleep on my sofa. I think we have had too much sun today because it was hot, and I am feeling sort of yucky myself. It is our own fault, we could have come inside or gone somewhere more with a little shade, but it was good at the time.I left him to sleep, grabbing a bottle of water and my laptop, sitting on the floor, my back to the sofa. I opened my computer and tried to work, but my mind kept drifting back to the conversation we had this morning. It explained his change in behaviour, suddenly. I may have been a little offended at first since he made it seem being more with me would be so terrible, or maybe I am overreacting.I sort of lied to him. I do like him more than in a sexual way, but I won’t tell him that because I know it will scare him off. I can keep my feelings to myself for the summer. I hope.I sigh, running my fingers through my hair. I put my attention back on the screen and started typing. At least if I am writing, I will be distracted, but
Kyson Arya still has her body wrapped around mine when I wake up. I don’t know how we managed to sleep in this position, but my neck is feeling now. It is sore and stiff, but it will ease soon.I sigh, glancing down at her, and she is still sound asleep. I push a few stray hairs away from her face. Last night was strange for me because when I realised she had gone to bed without me, I didn’t like it, not one single bit. I can’t explain it! I don’t know if I want even to try and make sense of it, anyway, because that would mean getting in touch with my feelings, something I do not do!I lay staring at the ceiling, debating whether I should move or stay put. I divert my eyes back to Arya and swallow hard. She is so damn beautiful. It is hard for me to stay away from here, even if a considerable part of me knows it would be the right thing. She is too good for me and any guy like me, like her ex.I need to snap out of it and find a way to distract myself, and I soon get an idea in my he
Arya I needed a break from writing because I hadn’t stopped in the last three hours, even for a second. A hiatus seems like a good idea. I wasn’t expecting Kyson to be away as long, but I appreciate him giving me time to work on my book, and I am sure he needs a little alone time too.I make a coffee, heading outside to sit on the patio and enjoy the fresh air. I was writing out here, but it got too warm, so I went back inside. I close my eyes, enjoying the peace and quiet.“Skiving! Shocking!” I hear a familiar voice say, followed by a chuckle. I open my eyes, glaring at Kyson, “My mind and fingers need a break. Did you get lost?” I snicker.“Nah, not lost, just enjoying walking around is all. How many words did you manage?” he smiles, sitting next to me, “Five thousand.” I reply proudly.“Go you, well done, angel,” He replies, leaning over to me softly, “Have you had anything else to eat?” I haven’t even thought about food.“Not yet,” Kyson shakes his head at my reaction, “You need
Kyson I am pissed at Arya, even if I don’t have the right to be. It annoyed me when she didn’t seem phased about Callie. No, we aren’t together, but it would have been nice for her to act like she cared. It isn’t like anything happened with Callie anyway, but it may have well had.I sigh, heading into my cabin and crack open a bottle of Scotch, drinking it straight from the bottle. I probably shouldn’t have stormed off; it would have been a better option if I had gone after her and talked. I have my pride to blame for that.I grab my phone, calling Callie back since there is no reason not to or maybe I am acting out because of how it went down with Arya. Callie answers quickly.“Hey, I thought you were ignoring me,” she laughs, “No, sorry, I was busy when you called. Are you still up for that drink?” I ask.She falls silent for a second, “Yeah, sure, just name the time and place, or you can come to mine?” she suggests. It would probably be easier. I don’t want her to come here and ris
Arya It was getting late, but I was still awake, still writing to stop me from thinking. I haven’t heard from Kyson since we argued, and I don’t expect to hear from him anytime soon. If he wants to be with other women, he can go right ahead, but if he thinks he can always come back to me, then he can go to hell.I close my laptop, setting it aside to take a five-minute break. I switch my music off and enjoy the sound of silence. I close my eyes, inhaling and then exhaling.“Arya?” I squeal and jump at the sound of my name. I open my eyes and see Kyson standing there, looking nervous.“What do you want? Callie, through you, out?” I snap. I had a feeling that is where he went too when he left here, “Nothing happened.” He sighs.“Sure, if you say so,” I roll my eyes, not believing him, “I promise, Arya, nothing happened.” He insisted.“Leave me alone, Kyson. I don’t want to see you. And if you think I am going to fuck you after I know you have been somewhere else, then think again becau
Kyson I had been up since seven this morning because I wanted to go out and pick breakfast up for us. I had gotten us some bagels, cream cheese, fresh fruit, yoghurt and of course, coffee too.I left a note on the pillow next to Arya to let her know I had to nip out in case she thought I had changed my mind and went again. I am so thankful she gave me another chance, even if I didn’t deserve it, but it means I need to work damn hard if I don’t want to lose her, and I plan on exactly doing that.I had set a blanket out right by the lake with our breakfast laid out on it. I headed into her cabin and to the bedroom, but she wasn’t in bed.“Arya, babe, where are you?” I call out. There was no reply. I made my way through the cabin, hearing her in the bathroom, the shower on. I knock loudly on the door, “Can I come in?”“Yeah, come in,” she answers. I let myself in, and she was in the shower.I sit on the toilet seat, “Are you going to be long? I have a surprise for you?” I didn’t want to
Arya It has been over a week since everything went down between Kyson and me. I am proud of myself because I have kept my hormones in check around him, which hasn’t been easy. It may not sound like a long time, but with the sexual tension and chemistry between on, it has felt like months. Thankfully he has been patient with me, understanding I need time before we become intimate again. He has been a sweetheart. He has been taking care of me, spoiling me and making sure I was taking time to write.He had nipped out to stock up on shopping for us. I have been writing, but I need a break. I put my laptop to sleep, heading inside and placed it on the bed, stripping down and pulling on my bikini. I am eager to get into the water, as always. I would have the entire lake to myself, which made it better. I grabbed a towel and a bottle of water, strolled down to the lake, walking into it until it was deep enough to dive in.I love being underwater. There is something rather relaxing about it.
Kyson Arya pushes my back against the bed and swiftly rids me off my pants and boxers, tossing them on the floor. She moans when her eyes fall on my fully hardened cock. She licks her lips and dips her head down, flicking her tongue over the tip. I hiss and grip onto the bedding. Fuck I have missed her, everything about her, including her lips wrapped around my cock.Arya doesn’t hesitate to take me all the way in and starts to work her lips along my length.“Fuck, baby, that feels good,” I pant and slip my fingers into her hair.She moans against me and picks up her speed. She inches me out, running her tongue over the tip again and over the base before taking me back in. She is so damn good with her mouth. Arya holds my thigh, and I watch as her head bops up and down, her nails digging into the skin of my legs.My head falls back, and I can feel my climax already building.“I am close, baby,” I pant.Arya hums against me as her nails dig into my thighs. I fist the sheets under me, a
Arya I had managed to get an early flight to New York. It has brought me here six hours earlier than planned. Kyson has no idea; it will be a nice surprise for him. I also had another surprise for him. He is away today to meet a friend, so I plan to let myself into his apartment since I know where his spare key is. And when he comes home, I will be in nothing but a sexy red lace baby doll, panties, and heels. I have been craving him so badly since we have been apart. Yes, we have had phone sex and a video session, which were both hot as hell. However, it isn’t the same as being in the same place and being able to feel his touch, his kisses and him inside of me.I am in a cab on the way to his. I had a couple of hours to shower and prepare for him coming home. I had everything I needed in my case. I couldn’t wait to see him. I’ve missed him like crazy, but we don’t need to be apart again since I am here until he moves back with me. It will be amazing! Yes, it will take some adjusting,
Kyson I am back in New York at my apartment and have been for the last few days. I hated being apart from Arya. I have been miserable since returning because she wasn’t with me. I only have a couple more days left before she joins me here, and we can get things sorted for the move.I know we are moving fast. It has only been two months since we met again, even less time since we officially became a couple. It might seem crazy to some people, but for us, it feels right. That is all that matters. I won’t lie; the entire thing is freaking me out. I have never done well with change. I love Arya more than I have ever loved anyone, and because of that, I know everything will be okay, but I believe it to be natural to be scared.I honestly never thought I would fall in love with anyone again. I planned on staying single and screwing around, but Arya changed everything for me. One of the million reasons why I know she is the one for me. I don’t want anyone else, and if I ever lost her, then I
Arya We only have a week left of being at the cabin before we need to go back to our real lives. My book is nearly done! Which is amazing! It usually takes me longer to write, but I think this one was easier because of the experiences I’ve had this summer.I didn’t want to leave, but I didn’t have a choice. I would rather stay here with Kyson. Thankfully his psycho ex has stayed away. Apparently, she is engaged now to some guy she met a couple of weeks ago, so Kyson’s mom told us. As long as she stays away, I don’t care what she does with her life.Kyson is still sound asleep. I woke early to do some edits of my book and make us breakfast. We still haven’t discussed what our plan is when we leave here, but we need to. I want to do it today. We need a good place if we want this to work. I have never done the long-distance thing before, so I don’t know how we will cope with it. I know it works for some couples, but for others, it doesn’t.It takes over six hours from Oregon to New York
Kyson I am trying my best to stay calm on the way back. I am so fucking angry. How dare Lena show up to the cabin? She has no right. I made it clear I wanted nothing to do with her.I arrive at the cabins and spot Lena sitting in her. Arya was nowhere in sight. She must have headed inside. I pull in behind Lena’s car and jump out. I head towards the driver’s window and chap it. When Lena realises it is me, the biggest smile appears on her lips. What the hell is she smiling about? Does she honestly think I would be happy to see her?I step back to let her come out of the car. The second she does, she comes towards me.“Finally, you are home.” She gushes.She tries to close the space between us and kiss me. I quickly put my hand up and put a distance between us.“Back off, Lena. Why are you here?” I ask through gritted teeth.“To see you, silly. I was hoping we could talk since I am single now. Maybe try again?” she replies sweetly.Is this woman high?“No, we can’t talk. I am not inte
Arya I am sitting out on the front patio, writing. Kyson is away into town to stock us up for the week. I offered to go with him, but he insisted I stay. I did have writing to catch up on since we were away for a few days. My editor is expecting more chapters tomorrow.It is a lovely day, perfect for sitting outside. I had my iced tea and snacks. I would finish my book soon because I didn’t have much left to write. I will miss this place when I leave in a couple of weeks. I have no idea what Kyson and I are going to do once we leave. I am sure we can work it out.Kyson would be away for a few hours, so I plan on making the most of it. I take a sip from my glass before getting back to typing. It doesn’t take long for me to become lost in it. My fingers are flying across the keys. I love when I get into this mode.I only stop when I hear a car pull up. Surely Kyson can’t be back already? Unless he has forgotten something. I glance up, but I don’t recognise the vehicle. I haven’t seen i
Kyson I pull up outside Arya’s cabin. It is two o’clock in the morning. Our time away hasn’t been so bad. It had been good spending time with family. Not only that but to get some closure too.Arya had fallen asleep. She drove first, and then it was my turn. She crashed out an hour ago. I won’t wake her up. I park the car, grab our things first and put them into the cabin. I head back out, going around to the passenger’s side and opening the door. I undo her seatbelt and scoop her into my arms. Arya groans but doesn’t wake up and snuggles into my chest.I use my foot to close the door, locking it with the key and carry her inside, straight to her bedroom. I lay her down on the bed, slipping her shoes off. She is already in sweatpants and a tee, so she can sleep in them. I bring the covers over her and sit next to her on the side of the bed.I smile, pushing the hair away from her face, “Sweet dreams, my love.” I whisper, kissing her forehead.I took a moment to admire her. The light
Kyson It is the last round at the bar because the party is coming to an end. I am standing at the bar, waiting to be served. I had my talk with Gordon earlier. It went okay, and we have sorted things out the best we can, but it will never be the way it used to be. The trust and bond are lost we once had.“Hi.” I hear from next to me. I knew exactly who it was. Lena.I sigh and turn to face her, “Hey.” I reply casually.“Can we talk, please?” she asks softly.“Yeah, what do you want to talk about?” I didn’t want to talk to her, but I was curious about what she had to say.“Not here, somewhere a little more private.” She pleads.“No. We talk here or not at all.” I make sure I am firm because I am not going anywhere alone with her.I refuse to upset Arya because I would if she saw me disappear somewhere with only Lena. Lena didn’t look too happy with my suggestion, but she nodded. She steps in a little closer.“I am sorry for what I did. I made a huge mistake, Kyson. I know it has been
Arya We finally find Kyson’s mom sitting at a table with some other family members. I can feel someone watching after us, and I have a feeling who it is. I glance over my shoulder, and Lena is staring. I don’t know if the issue is she regrets what she did to Kyson or if she doesn’t like the fact that he is with someone else. Does she think he was going to spend the rest of his life pining after her? I only met her for a minute, but it was enough to work out I didn’t like her. She doesn’t seem to like me either, but I don’t give a damn. Kyson keeps me close as we approach the table. “Hello, mom.” He says softly. She quickly stops the conversation she was having, turns around and smiles brightly when she sees Kyson standing there. She jumps to her feet, rushing over to hug him tightly. He let go of my hand to hug back. “I have missed you, my boy.” She coos. “I missed you too, mom.” He replies sweetly. I smile at the interaction between them. When they pull apart, she turns her at