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2021-12-22 21:30:47Alex’s pov
I stir from my sleep and I'm instantly beaming when I realise that Emma is still laying on top of me and she's playing with my hair in her sleep again. She has slept on top of me all night and I fucking love it, the only problem is that my cock seems to be following the same pattern that Emma has, she has been sleeping on me all night and my cock has been hard all night, fuck my life!
Thankfully Emma hasn't moved down at all and won't feel anything when she wakes up, I try a few mental tricks to rein in my arousal but nothing is working and I know it won't, not while Emma is still laying on me but there's no chance in hell of me moving her so instead I just pray that she doesn't notice anything when she wakes up and that my hard-on will fuck off and sooner rather than later. I feel Emma start to stir and I keep still while she wakes up because I don't know how she will react to being on top of me.
"Good morning beautiful." She slowly lifts her head
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