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Chapter 45

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My body jostles, my consciousness waning as I try to force myself out of my body. Away from the reality of the physical torture I will be experiencing, may already be experiencing. Tears form in my closed eyes, a bodily response to the horrors I will have to block out until he is ready to kill me.

“Please,” I rasp out, trying to fight off the darkness again, searching for that consciousness. “Stop. I’m begging please.”

I can feel his hands move down my body, tracing my sides as bile grows thick in my throat until it forces its way up. It spills from my lips, stinging my throat, and the bitter taste taking over. Then it suddenly stops.

My body is lighter, freer and my lungs suck in air easier, the feeling of filth removed from my back. A shrill scream fades in and out of my hearing, my vision blurry as I blink, my face pressed against the dirt.

My body screams, my head feeling like it is under the wheel of an eighteen wheeler truck. Then the screaming grows louder, like a ringing in
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Vivian Ayala Chaddock
It's awesome now that Gemini knows he does love her. I hope she realizes that he is going to be pushing her away harder now
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Brooke Shorey
Whew! So happy Gemini knows Rocky loves her
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Karen Joymoss
Awesome xx thanks for making me feel the emotion of love again ...️
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